His Heartbroken Bride (The Brides of Paradise Ranch - Spicy Version Book 4) (6 page)

Libby sighed. “Are you sure we’re not making a mistake?”

They reached the far end of the road near the baseball field, where it began to curve away toward the road leading to the school and to the church. Libby stepped to the side of the road, rubbing her arms to ward off the chill as she faced Mason.

“We’re not making a mistake.” Mason spoke with more authority than she’d ever heard in him. “I’m not making a mistake,” he clarified, stepping closer to her.

Libby winced and met his stern gaze. “Are you certain you want to shackle yourself to a woman with two boys? A woman who is carrying another man’s child?” she whispered. It wouldn’t take that much to tell him the whole truth, would it?

Yes, she answered herself. Yes it would.

To her surprise, Mason laughed. “Not to sound awkward about it, sweet pea, but Teddy’s children—all of them—are part of the reason I want to marry you. Those kids, that baby, deserve a father.”

Libby’s cheeks went bright red, and she looked away.
Teddy’s
baby deserved a father, but did Hector’s?

“But that’s not the only reason I want to marry you,” he went on, brushing his gloved hand over her cheek with a smile. “I like you, Libby. I’ve always liked you.” There was more than just ‘like’ in his eyes, which only lit the flames of longing and dug the awl of guilt deeper into Libby’s gut. “You’re in a tough spot, and I want to help you.”

“Yes, but…” Libby pressed her lips shut, beginning to be annoyed with herself for waffling and cowering. She clenched her jaw, then blew out a breath and forced herself to stand straight and look Mason in the eyes. “There are things you don’t know about me.”

Mason shrugged. “There are always things we don’t know about each other until we have time to get to know them. You don’t know much about me either.”

She bit her lip. It was a fair point. But she seriously doubted Mason had anything to confess that came close to what she was keeping secret. The worst he could possibly lay claim to was making regular visits to the town’s whorehouse, but Libby didn’t know a single man from the logging camp who hadn’t enjoyed the company of fallen ladies from time to time.

Fallen ladies like her.

She shook the thought away. “I want to give you a chance to change your mind,” she said. “Before it’s too late. You don’t have to marry me. The boys and I will cope on our own.”

Mason shifted his weight to one hip, crossed his arms, and stared at her. “Are you saying that because you genuinely want to give me a chance to back out or are you saying it because
you
want to back out?”

Libby winced. Her hand flew to her stomach before she could stop it. “You might not want to live with all my ghosts.”

Masons shoulders softened and he stepped into her to wrap her in another hug. “Aw, sweetheart. I know that you’ll always love Teddy. I’m not asking you to close your heart to him, not at all. I’ll do my best to raise his boys to remember him and to keep him alive in your life. And if you want to wait until later for, you know, I can live with that.”

Libby squeezed her eyes shut and rested her head against his shoulder. Those weren’t the ghosts she had in mind.

“I’ll tell you what.” Mason gave her a last squeeze, then stepped back, holding her at arm’s length. “I think this is really about
you
having second thoughts.” There was no disappointment or judgment in his eyes. “So I’m going to go on to the church to get things ready. You spend some time thinking. I only want to marry you if that’s what you really want. So if you have your think and decide that you’re not ready to remarry, then I’ll understand completely if you don’t show up at the church.”

Her heart twisted in her chest. “Mason Montrose, you may very well be the most thoughtful and understanding man I’ve ever met.”

He looked away with a modest shrug. “I’m just a man.” He smiled and brushed his fingers over her face again. “You go think. I’ll hope to see you later.”

He leaned toward her, and for a glorious, heart-stopping moment, Libby thought he might kiss her. More than that, she found herself longing for it, longing for a part of marriage she had thoroughly enjoyed, was certain she could enjoy again, in spite of Hector. With Mason, it would be right. Fire and wishes swirled in her gut, urging her to reach for the kind man in front of her and never let go.

Instead, she rocked back on her heels. “Thank you, Mason.”

He touched her nose and chuckled. “See you later, sweetheart.”

With that, he turned and headed off toward the church. The train whistle blew, closer now. As close as the yearning that grew inside of her. There was something there. There had always been something there. The time was coming closer when she might actually be able to act on it, if she could just escape the consequences of Hector’s desire.

With a deep breath, Libby turned and backtracked, heading the other way down the street, toward the road that led out to Paradise Ranch. She had no intention of walking the miles out to the ranch itself, but it was a relief to wander past the last of the houses and on into the barren, November fields.

Something was there. She could build something with Mason Montrose. Ten years ago, when they’d first met she had known that if Teddy hadn’t found her first she could have been happy with Mason.

“Would you forgive me for marrying him, Teddy?” she whispered into the cold wind.

Something told her that he would.

She drew in a shuddering breath. “Would you forgive me for Hector?”

Again, the feeling that Teddy would forgive her for anything settled over her. But it wasn’t what she wanted to feel.
She
couldn’t forgive herself, and that was what mattered now.

Her path took her almost all the way to the cluster of houses that Mason had called The Village, but Libby stopped short of going in and investigating the unfinished house that might be hers soon. Cody had a house in The Village—thanks to the misunderstanding when Wendy came to Haskell—and Libby didn’t want to accidentally run into her possible future brother-in-law. So she turned around and headed back to town.

More than an hour after she set out, Libby found herself back on the streets of Haskell. Far more people were out and about now. Businesses had opened, school was in session, and the train had arrived, letting out several passengers who sought rooms at the hotel. Haskell was thriving, growing. Her walk had decided a few things in Libby’s mind, one was that she would grow with it.

The other was that she couldn’t marry Mason. At least not today. She would go to the church to tell him that now was not the time, that they should get to know each other better first. She would remain engaged to him, and maybe sometime in the new year, after she was able to reveal everything, if he still wanted her, then they would marry. The decision was the first thing in weeks that felt solid.

“Oh, Libby. There you are.”

Libby glanced up to find Wendy striding toward her along Prairie Avenue as she approached Josephine’s house. “Good morning, Wendy.”

“Josephine said you’d gone out for a walk. I’ve just delivered your wedding dress.” Wendy smiled. “It will suit you perfectly, if I do say so myself.”

All Libby could manage to say was, “Thank you.” She reached out to squeeze Wendy’s hand when she came near. The urge to share her decision was there, but it wouldn’t be right to tell anyone about it before she had a chance to talk to Mason.

“I think I’ll enjoy having you as a sister-in-law,” Wendy went on, smiling. “Travis thinks the world of you.”

Pink flooded Libby’s cheeks. “That’s kind of him.” What would he think if—

No. She stopped herself. The time for those thoughts and the pity that went with them had passed. She had to think about the future, about making a good life for her children.

“Well, I won’t keep you. You have lots of getting ready to do.” Wendy took a few steps away. She was about to head on when she stopped and turned back. “Oh, by the way, there’s a man in town looking for you.”

All of Libby’s resolve shattered. “What?”

“Apparently he just got off the train. Handsome man,” Wendy added. “Strong shoulders, square jaw, dark eyes.”

Hector.

Libby’s knees went weak. “Thank you,” she muttered, then turned away and all but fled down the road to Josephine’s house.

“There you are,” Josephine called out to her as she stumbled into the house. “We were beginning to wonder if the wind had blown you up into the mountains.”

“Mama, look at my biscuit tower,” Matthew hollered from the kitchen table.

“Eat your food, don’t play with it.” Petey scolded his brother the way Libby had scolded both of them more times than she could count.

Normally, Libby would have gone to the kitchen to see what mischief her boys had gotten up to. She would have laughed with them, complimented their food sculpture, and asked Teddy if he’d gotten into that sort of mischief when he was a boy. But Teddy wasn’t there. Hector was. Everything was about to come crashing down around her.

She rushed up to Muriel’s bedroom and shut the door behind her. She pressed her back to the door, panting. The wedding dress Wendy had made hung off of Muriel’s wardrobe door. It was a modest, dove gray with lace trim. It should have been scarlet. That’s what she deserved. The one man who knew that better than anyone else had just arrived in town, no doubt to make her life a living hell all over again.

Mason paced the front of Haskell’s church, rubbing the back of his neck and mulling over the conversation he’d had with Libby in the street. He didn’t have to be a college-educated man to understand that there was more going on than Libby was telling him. He respected her right to stay silent and deal with whatever was bothering her on her own, but he sure did wish she’d tell him.

He laughed at himself and shook his head.

“What’s all that about?” Travis asked from his seat in the first pew. Travis was there to serve as his best man, but at the moment, he was more useful as a brother.

“Just laughing at myself is all,” he replied.

Travis crossed his arms. “Care to share the joke?”

Mason stopped pacing. “In my entire life, when have you ever known me to spot a problem and get up out of my chair to do something about it?”

Travis shrugged. “You’re more of the kind to wait and watch and see if it resolves itself on its own. That or figuring out exactly who’s best to solve a problem and getting them involved.”

“Exactly.” Mason spread his arms to underscore the point. “So how come I’ve got this itching to do something about a problem I see right now?”

Travis glanced over his shoulder to the back of the church—where Libby’s family, Wendy, and Cody chattered in puzzled whispers—as if the problem was there, then twisted back to face Mason with a brotherly grin. “You’re growing up, I guess.” He chuckled.

Mason would have laughed with him if he didn’t continue to feel the need to pounce on or punch someone. He slipped onto the pew beside Travis and whispered, “I ran into Libby this morning. I think she’s having second thoughts.”

“Oh?” Travis arched a brow. The two brothers watched Rev. Pickering as he crossed the front of the church, making final preparations for the ceremony. “Seems to be a problem we Montrose men have.”

Mason hummed in thought. “She wanted to give me a chance to back out, said she would understand if I thought I couldn’t live with her ghosts.”

“Ghosts?” Travis’s expression lightened. “What, is she haunted or something?”

Mason elbowed him hard. “Teddy,” he said. “She had to mean Teddy. I told her that I would always honor and respect Teddy’s memory. I would understand if she never loved me like she loved him, even though I—” He snapped his mouth shut and clenched his jaw.

“Even though you love her,” Travis finished with a knowing grin. He elbowed Mason, though not as hard as Mason had him. “She’ll show up.”

Mason lowered his voice even further. “You sure about that?”

Travis grunted. “I may not know much, but one thing Wendy has taught me so far in our marriage is that a woman’s heart is a beautiful and tender thing. It can be easily broken, but it also heals quickly if the woman in question knows securely that she is loved.” He nodded. “Make sure you let Libby know that you love her—and by the way, woman can tell that sort of thing whether you come right out with it or not—and she’ll open her heart to you in a hurry.”

“I don’t know.” Mason rubbed his jaw. “I still think there’s something deeply important going on that she hasn’t told me about.”

“Then ask her.”

“I did. I don’t think I got the full answer.”

“Then ask again.”

“I will. If she shows up.” He blew out a breath and ran a hand through his hair, sinking to sit splayed on the pew. “I can’t explain it,” he went on. “There’s just a feeling in my gut that something is undone right now. It’s like—”

His analogy was cut short as the door at the back of the church flew open. The chill, November wind banged it against the wall, causing everyone in the church to jump. Mason leapt to his feet, but only because Libby stood in the doorway.

“Thank God.” The tightness in his chest eased up. He hadn’t known how anxious he’d been for her, how desperately he had wanted her to show up and go through with things, until he saw her standing there, framed in the bright light of morning pouring in through the door.

Her face was pink, and her chest rose and fell in deep pants—as if she’d run to the church. Her eyes were large and round. Panic radiated from her.

Mason’s heart turned to steel in his chest. He balled his hands into fists and marched to the back of the church, ready to defend Libby to the death if someone had so much as said boo to her.

“Sorry.” Libby took a few steps toward him, reaching out. She turned her head to repeat to the cluster of her family, “Sorry. The wind blew the door. I didn’t mean to frighten anyone.” She stepped over to hug each of her boys.

And yet, she was deeply frightened herself. As soon as she stepped away from Petey and Matthew, Mason took her hands and pulled her close.

“We were beginning to think we’d have to go back to the house to get you,” Josephine laughed.

“Yeah,” little Petey seconded. “Matthew thought you decided to go back home to Oregon without us.”

Libby had been about to lean against Mason’s side, but at her son’s words, she leapt toward him. “No, sweetheart, never.” She hugged Petey, then reached for Matthew and drew him into the embrace as well. Voice shaking, she went on with, “I will never leave you, and I’ll never go back there. You don’t have to worry about that.”

Mason exchanged a concerned glance with Pete Evans over Libby’s head. It looked as though Pete had caught the odd sound of Libby’s promise too. He looked as fierce as any father who suspected his daughter was in trouble. Knowing he wasn’t alone in his assessment of things hardened Mason’s resolve to get to the bottom of Libby’s troubles as soon as possible. But first things first.

“Rev. Pickering, are you ready?” he called up to the front of the church.

“Yes, whenever you are,” the young reverend replied.

Libby straightened from hugging her boys and stepped across to Mason. Mason took her arm and escorted her down the aisle, her family and his brothers and friends following behind.

“You didn’t change your mind?” he whispered so that only Libby could hear.

She shook her head tightly. As answers went, it wasn’t reassuring.

“Libby, you’re certain you want to go through with this?” he asked again, more serious.

“Yes,” she breathed as they reached the front of the church and paused to face each other. “Yes, I want to marry you. As soon as possible. Right away.”

The fear in her eyes doubled. It was enough to leave Mason with the sensation of crawling out of his skin. What was he supposed to do? He loved this woman. Under the circumstances, he was ready to admit that and all that it meant. He loved her enough to marry her that instant, knowing she was hiding things. But Lord above, he wished she’d tell him what it was so that he could help her.

Well, for the moment, the best way he could help her was to do what she wanted and marry her as quickly as Rev. Pickering could get through the sermon.

“We’re doing the right thing,” he told Libby as they quickly signed the marriage certificate, then stepped into place.

She managed to smile as she glanced up at him, though her lashes were damp with tears. “I know.”

It was too soon to kiss her the way he wanted, so Mason raised one of her hands to his lips and kissed that instead. He then turned to Rev. Pickering and nodded.

Rev. Pickering nodded in return, then began. “Dearly beloved, we are gathered her today to join this man and this woman in holy matrimony.”

All through the short service, panic shone from Libby’s eyes. It could have been one of the wild emotional swings that women went through when they were expecting. But no, it was far sharper and more immediate than any of the worry or distress he’d felt from her in the last few days, since she’d gotten off the train. It was almost as if a clock was ticking somewhere behind her and Libby was waiting for the hour to strike. By the time Rev. Pickering reached the vows themselves, Libby was shaking.

“Do you, Mason Curtis Montrose, take this woman, Elizabeth Chance Sims, to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, ’til death do you part?”

“I do,” Mason said as if he was promising to avenge someone’s death, staring straight into Libby’s eyes.

“And do you, Elizabeth Sims, take this man, Mason Montrose, to be your husband, to love, honor, and obey, ’til death to you part?”

“I—”

Libby’s mouth hung open. Her desperate eyes pleaded with Mason for…something. She looked as though she was about to weep…or run. Mason squeezed her hands in his, nodding subtly, willing her to feel his love for her and his unspoken promise to support her, no matter what.

At last, Libby swallowed and said, “I do. I promise, I do.”

Mason burst into a smile as Rev. Pickering said, “Then by the power invested in me by God, the Territory of Wyoming, and the town of Haskell, I now pronounce you husband and wife. What God has joined together, let no man put asunder.”

Mason was so relieved that he surged forward to kiss Libby, eyes closed. She fell, limp, against him, her mouth soft and pliable as she accepted his kiss. He wrapped his arms around her when he was done, more grateful than he’d ever been for anything now that she was his wife. Miracles truly did happen. He’d been given a second chance with the woman he’d loved and lost ten years ago. Whatever weighed on her soul, he would dedicate himself to helping her overcome it. He would raise Teddy’s boys, bring the new baby into the world, with all the devotion of—

The church door banged open like a gunshot. A swirl of brown leaves blew into the church along with the cold wind and a man Mason had never seen before. He wore a long, wool coat and held a hat in his hands. His square jaw, dark hair, and expressive eyes were just the sort of thing that women turned to butter over, but something about the stranger set Mason’s teeth on edge.

“I’m sorry,” he said, stepping to the side to shut and secure the church door. All present stared at him as he did so. When at last he faced them again and started down the aisle, he wore a charming smile that displayed straight, white teeth. “Sorry to interrupt, but I’m looking for my fiancée.”

Libby gasped and sagged against Mason. Mason had had his arms around her from the moment the stranger threw open the door, shielding her from sight. Now he loosened his embrace. Libby continued to cling to him for a moment, her trembling doubled. Then she stood straight, facing the stranger.

The stranger’s charming smile faltered. “What is the meaning of this?”

Libby brushed her hands on her skirt and tilted her chin up, but her eyes struggled to meet those of the stranger. “Hector.” She nodded.

“Libby.” The stranger—Hector—pursed his lips. “Why are you standing up at the front of a church with a man?”

Tiny, sickening pieces of the grander puzzle that was Libby began to fall into place. Mason knew the kind of possessiveness in this fellow Hector’s gaze as he looked at Libby. He knew it because he felt it himself. This man wanted Libby.

At the back of the church, Pete Evans, Luke, and even young Freddy stood, stepping forward, ready for action if action was needed.

“She’s standing up here because we’ve just gotten married,” Mason snapped. There was no point in pretending courtesy, even though he’d barely met the man. Too many things had just come clear in Mason’s mind to bother with niceties, the reasons Libby was afraid among them.

“Married?” Hector crushed his fist around his hat and glared at Libby. “
We
were supposed to get married.”

“No, Hector,” Libby whispered.

“You do
not
tell me no.”

Their watching friends and family gasped. Pete and Luke stepped toward Hector. Mason jerked toward the man too, hands forming fists. “Don’t speak to my wife like that.”

Hector squared his shoulders and gaped at Mason in disbelief. “Do you even know who she is?”

“As a matter of fact, I do.” Mason edged sideways so he could shelter Libby from the interloper with his body. “I’ve been friends with Libby—and with Teddy—for more than ten years.”

Hector narrowed his eyes. “I see.”

“I hope you do.”

A nasty grin spread across Hector’s face. “I suppose she’s told you that she’s pregnant?”

A ripple of shock spread through Libby’s friends and family—not, Mason supposed, because they didn’t know, but because this man who had just walked into all of their lives did.

“In fact, she has,” Mason said.

Hector’s vicious smile grew. “Did she tell you it’s mine?”

Dead silence filled the church. The air crackled, as if a storm were about to break.

“That’s a damn lie,” Mason growled.

“Mason.” Libby whispered his name, resting her small, shaking hand on his back.

“You’d better get out of here before I do more than call you a liar,” Mason went on, narrowing his eyes at Hector.

Hector snorted. “I’m no liar. Ask her.” He pointed. “Ask Libby. She knows the truth.” Victory and lust burned in Hector’s eyes.

“I’m not interested in anything you have to say.” Mason didn’t tear his eyes off of Hector’s seething grin.

“No? Well you should be.” Hector shifted his weight to his other foot, crushing his hat in his other hand. “You say you just married her?”