Finally, the detective thanked me and closed his notebook. He gave me his card and told me to call if I remembered anything else.
“And what about the footprints I told you about, Detective Hong? What do you think?”
Hong shrugged. “I’m inclined to agree with my partner. What the victim may or may not have been doing in the courtyard is irrelevant. He was confronted, robbed at gunpoint, and murdered in the building’s alley, most likely by the man the police were chasing down Perry Street.”
He offered me his hand, and I shook it. “Thanks for your help, Ms. Cosi.”
As soon as Hong departed, Matt swooped in again. “You should really get your chest x-rayed,” he said, reaching out for me again.
“Forget the hospital,” I said, stepping back. “
And
my chest. I just want to go to bed.”
“Good idea.”
“Alone.”
SIX
MORNING came, cold and bright, and I was outside again, but now the snow around me was much deeper than the low drifts of the city. The field I stood in was flat and continuous like an aerial view of unending clouds.
Jingle, jingle, jingle . . .
The bells surprised me. The cheerful sound swirled across the wind on a gentle gust. Then a voice called my name—an impossible voice—
“Clare!”
“Alf? Alfred?” Filled with hope, I turned. Sunlight struck my eyes. The glare off the snow was blinding. “Where are you, Alf? I can’t see you!”
“Look
up
!”
I lifted my arm to shield my eyes and finally did see him. Alf was
alive
, waving at me from the top of an enormous white mountain. He looked small up there, like a tiny Christmas ornament, yet every detail of his being appeared strangely clear to me—the red velvet suit, the shiny black boots, the big white Traveling Santa buttons down the front of his costume—all but one.
One
button was missing.
“Alf!” I shouted. “I was looking for you!”
“Sorry, Clare! I have to go!”
“No, wait! I’m coming to bring you back!”
I took off across the snow, but when my boots hit the base of the incline, my progress slowed. With every step north, the snow became deeper, the climb more difficult.
Jingle, jingle, jingle . . .
Alf’s bells kept ringing and
ringing
! The endless repetition soon made them seem tinny and hollow, until they sounded more like cash registers ringing up sales.
Cha-ching! Cha-ching! Cha-ching!
Slapping my hands over my ears, I kept moving, exhausting every muscle in a sweaty, angry slog. But with every foot closer, Alf seemed to move another yard higher. I felt so thwarted, I wanted to cry. Then I tripped, taking a hard, bruising fall before rolling down the slope in an unending tumble—
“Ahhhhhh!”
I opened my eyes.
My body felt sore; my heart was still pounding, but I was no longer outside. I was inside, lying under a warm comforter, on a soft bed, in a dark room.
My bedroom
—and I wasn’t alone. Between the two mahogany pillars at the foot of my four-poster, I could see a shadowy figure moving suspiciously. The intruder was male, I realized. The man stood up and then crouched down.
What’s he doing? Searching for something?
Still groggy and disoriented, I swallowed hard and reached a hand out from under the covers. Groping at the side table for any sort of weapon, my fingers closed on the base of a Tiffany lamp—one of Madame’s heirlooms. I didn’t want to break it, but I had no choice.
I slid the lamp base closer, trying to gain a better grip. The slight scraping sound gave me away. The intruder turned quickly, and I sat up, priceless weapon ready.
“Clare?”
I froze, watching a red orange glow suddenly rise up behind the man’s silhouette. That’s when I realized two things: This “intruder” was my boyfriend, Mike Quinn; and his “suspicious” movements were the result of his lighting a fire in my bedroom’s hearth.
Quinn regarded me sitting up in bed, lamp base in hand, arm cocked to bash in his head. “You know,” he said, appearing more amused than alarmed, “if you’re having trouble turning that thing on, you might have better luck using the switch.”
I blinked. “I thought you were a burglar.” Quinn’s dress shirt sleeves were rolled up, his tie pulled loose. I noticed his suit jacket draped over a chair.
He folded his arms. “Did you forget you gave me a key?”
“No, of course not.”
How could I? It was the same key Matteo had handed me the day he’d married Breanne. It had been big of Matt to do that, considering his mother had given us both permission to live
rent free
in this duplex above the Blend (one of Madame’s many failed attempts to get us back together). Eventually, however, Matt acknowledged my feelings (that I was
never
going to remarry him) as well as my dilemma (homeless-ness). With rents in the historic West Village among the highest in the city, I couldn’t afford a place of my own close to the Blend, and a commute would be hard on me, given the hours I put in running the place. So after he’d married Breanne, he gave up his key.
“Sorry, Mike.” I set down the lamp. “I had a bad dream.”
Without a word, he moved to the bed, his solid frame depressing the edge of the mattress. I put my arms around him and he pulled me close.
Our embrace was far from glamorous. I wasn’t expecting him, so my nightwear was nothing fancy, lacy, or overtly alluring—just my usual oversized Steelers jersey and a pair of cotton underpants. With his leather holster still strapped across his shoulders, the butt of his service weapon dug into me a little, aggravating the bruise along my rib cage. I didn’t care. We hadn’t slept together in a week, and I missed the feel of him: the affection in his touches; the strength in his muscles; even the smell of his skin, warm and male and slightly citrusy from his aftershave. In a phrase, Mike Quinn felt good—and I liked hanging on to that goodness.
After a minute, he leaned back and I studied him. His pale Irish complexion had gone to the ruddy side—no doubt from the business of starting the fire in my bedroom’s hearth. His dark blond hair was cropped (the usual) no-nonsense short. His jawline looked as square as ever, his chin dependably strong. Like most men in their forties, he had crow’s feet and frown lines etched into his face, badges of surviving life’s tragedies, fighting its battles. His blue eyes were as sharp as ever, too, and clearer than a glacial lake.
On the street, Quinn’s eyes were stone-cold cop, unwilling to give away an iota of intention. For a long time, his true feelings were my own personal guessing game—at times a frustrating enterprise. (
Is the man only mildly irritated?
I’d wonder.
Or pissed enough to start shooting up the room? Is he turned on by my risqué references to his handcuffs? Or am I just making an ass of myself?)
That kind of bewilderment was rare now. When we were alone together, Mike’s chilly cop curtain was swept aside. Whatever he was thinking or feeling, he usually showed me. (
Usually
being a necessary qualifier—Quinn was, after all, still a man.)
“You should have told me about Alf, Clare.”
“You heard what happened?”
“Not until I was ending my tour.” He gently brushed stray locks of hair from my cheek. “Sully and I picked up the radio chatter about Santa being shot near the Sixth, and I asked about the DOA. Langley told me it was you who found him.”
I nodded. “He was shot point-blank. I found him in an alley.”
Mike shook his head. “I got your voice mail. You didn’t say a
word
, Clare. Not one word in your message was about
why
you were calling.” His voice carried a bit of annoyance, but his eyes weren’t flashing with anything close to rebuke. Instead, his brows were drawn together with concern.
“You were on duty. I didn’t want to worry you—”
“Well, I sure as hell wish you had. I called you back the second I played your message. Why didn’t you pick up?”
“I should have . . . I was just so drained by then. I couldn’t handle telling the whole story one more time—not over the phone. By then I’d already given the account to so many people: Langley, the two detectives, Matt—”
“Matt?” Quinn stiffened. “
Allegro
was there?”
I nodded. “He showed up at the Blend for my tasting party. So I knew he was nearby, and when I called, he picked up right away.”
Quinn’s jaw worked. “I’m sorry I didn’t.”
“Stop apologizing. You were on duty. I knew if you weren’t answering your cell, you were probably in the middle of a crime scene of your own—”
“I was.”
I could tell from his tone it didn’t go well. “What happened?”
“Our suspect was high when my guys got there with the warrant. He barricaded himself in his bedroom with his teenage girlfriend as a hostage, claimed he was holding her at gunpoint.”
“Oh, no.”
“Your call came about the same minute I realized I had a fubar on my hands.”
“What happened?”
“We got a sniper in place on the roof across the street. Had a clean shot to take him out, too, right through the open window blinds, but I didn’t think he’d really hurt the girl.”
“Why not? He had a gun on her, right?”
“No. He had a gun in the room, but not pointed at her, and he kept talking with me, so I kept working on him—explained we wanted information, that we’d plea down the charges if he gave up the associates in his ring.”
“This was the hospital worker you told me about?”
Quinn nodded. “Been supplying OxyContin to dealers around Queens College, Hunter, NYU.”
“So you didn’t have to shoot him?”
“We would have, if he’d forced our hand. But, like I said, he wasn’t pointing the weapon at the girl, and he continued talking with me until I persuaded him to surrender. Then we got all the evidence we needed out of the apartment, took the girlfriend to her mother’s unharmed.”
I smiled for a second, proud as anything, then poked his chest. “See, now I’m glad I didn’t leave a hysterical message. Although I almost did . . .”
“Almost?”
“I started ranting as soon as I heard your voice—then I realized it was your prerecorded voice and I pulled myself together.”
“
You
were hysterical?” Quinn’s grim expression lightened a fraction.
“Listen, Lieutenant, I’m not a professional. I admit it, okay? But I have seen a dead body or two, as you well know.”
Quinn’s crow’s feet crinkled in amusement, no doubt with a memory of one of the criminal cases I’d helped the NYPD clear. Not that anyone with a badge and a gun would acknowledge me as anything more than a “helpful witness,” excepting, of course, the cop sitting on my bed.
“So what did you tell the detectives?” he asked.
“It doesn’t matter. They didn’t deem it ‘important’ to the case.”
“Who didn’t? Who’s the lead detective?”
“A sergeant named Franco. Emmanuel Franco.”
“The General.”
“Excuse me?”
“Don’t ask me how he got the nickname. He’s new at the Sixth, although not with the PD. He’s had a lot of success running street crime task forces in the boroughs. In case you haven’t heard, street crimes haven’t exactly been on the decline since the economy tanked.”
“
Yes
,
someone’s
mentioned that to me once or twice already.”
“So what do you think, Detective Cosi?” Quinn asked. “You think Alf’s death was more than a mugging?”
“I think there are a lot of unanswered questions about why he was on that particular street during a snowstorm and what exactly he was doing in that building’s courtyard.”
Quinn studied me a moment—
read
me, actually. “So you and Franco locked horns.”