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Authors: David Llewellyn

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Ibrahim & Reenie

Contents
  1. Title Page
  2. Song of the Open Road
  3. 1
  4. 2
  5. 3
  6. 4
  7. 5
  8. 6
  9. 7
  10. 8
  11. 9
  12. 10
  13. 11
  14. 12
  15. 13
  16. 14
  17. 15
  18. 16
  19. 17
  20. 18
  21. 19
  22. 20
  23. 21
  24. 22
  25. 23
  26. 24
  27. 25
  28. 26
  29. 27
  30. 28
  31. Acknowledgments
  32. About the Author
  33. Copyright

Ibrahim & Reenie

David Llewellyn

You road I enter upon
and look around,
I believe you are not all that is here,

I believe that much unseen is also here.

Walt Whitman,
Song of the Open Road

1

Until that day, Ibrahim had never seen a pheasant – living or dead. He knew what a pheasant was, had seen innumerable pheasants shotgunned out of grey English skies on TV, but had never seen one, as it were, in the flesh. And its flesh was almost all he could see, spilling out from a tyre-tracked mess of feathers in the middle of the road. The pheasant was the fifth dead creature he had passed, following two hedgehogs, a rabbit and a fox, a dead animal for every two miles walked, and it seemed to him that this road was where all things came when they had outlived their purpose, when they were useless or dead.

At the roadside he had seen a plastic toy car, its bright colours dulled and smudged by dirt; cans and bottles and empty cartons blossoming like garish weeds; three shopping trolleys; a wheelchair with the name of a familiar hospital stencilled onto it in white; the severed, bald, and eyeless head of a doll; and a bunch of fresh flowers, still swaddled in cellophane and placed with mournful deliberation. Now that summer was over, the roadside ferns were beginning to brown and the hedgerows were spattered with angry red berries.

He walked slowly, in some pain, but leaning forward as if braced against a stiff gale. The traffic cut past him in slicing waves – never more than three cars at a time; loud snatches of music blaring from open windows, plastic bags and buckled tin cans and clouds of dust caught up in their wake.

The motorway was near, but it could have been a hundred miles away, because Ibrahim was walking from Cardiff to London, a journey of one hundred and sixty miles, give or take, and he was using the older roads.

He had woken earlier than was usual for a Tuesday, after a night of broken sleep. He ate a light breakfast, packed his things into a rucksack, urinated three times in less than fifteen minutes – the last time coaxing out only a few embarrassed drops – and had left his dusty, mildewed flat four hours earlier. But by late afternoon and the moment when he saw the ovoid puddle of feathers and guts that was once a pheasant, he had covered just ten miles.

It would have been easier to drive or catch a train, but there was never any chance of that. Instead,
he walked, resting every half mile or so to take the weight off a leg augmented with titanium pins and rods, but those rest breaks were short, cut brief by his determination and his refusal to admit that he had made a mistake, that he should turn around and go home, that he should reply to his sister's letter and tell her he couldn't come, and ignore every letter she sent from then on. If anything, it was the pain that drove him; that bass note deep inside his leg. The kind of pain that was at once agonising and reassuring, because he would not turn around and he would not give up and the pain could only end when he stopped walking.

Besides, he had spent days planning this journey. What clothes to wear, what food to take. Poring over maps and using the computers in his local library to study online journey planners. Calculating how many miles he should walk each day, and penning Xs on the map to mark each night's resting place. Quickly he began to think of that crooked old road – its arch cresting in the elbow of the Severn Estuary – not as a road but as a cliff-face, with Cardiff as the base camp and London its summit. When resting he drank water and ate chocolate, the Freddo bars he bought – so he told himself – for their cheapness, and not because they were chocolate frogs that reminded him of after-school treats.

Ibrahim was a serious man. Twenty-four years old, but mirthless; his expression many years estranged from a smile or even a grin. Though he lived in one city, and was walking to another, he was ill-suited to the density of other people, as if that place between cities was where he belonged. Some people are made lonely and desperate by distance and isolation, while others thrive and find their peace in it. Ibrahim was the latter. Since leaving the outer edge of Cardiff and the last clusters of newly built show homes, he'd passed only a handful of other people: truck drivers congregating around a layby burger van, and a sweating, red-faced jogger with an iPod strapped to his arm.

If the next hundred and fifty miles were like this, he reasoned, the journey should be easy. Traffic he could handle. It was the idea of people and transport, being surrounded by people and being
inside
any mode of transport, that filled him with dread.

Here's to a hundred and fifty miles of open, empty roads and no people.

But this prayer, this hope, was smashed and ground into the earth when he reached the grass verge between the road and the car park of a chain hotel, and saw the old woman in the deckchair, and the orange tent, and the little table, and the camp stove, and the kettle, and the supermarket trolley crammed full of boxes and bags.

He stopped walking, blinking at the scene before him as if each blink might straighten things out, help it make some kind of sense, but it was no use. She was still there.

There was something marmoreal about her, she and her deckchair carved from the same block and abandoned at the roadside. A permanent memorial to every bag-lady who'd ever lived. Her frame, all but lost beneath a thick all-weather coat, was shrunken, almost no-necked, her chin in her chest, but when he drew nearer she sat upright and craned around to look at him.

He took another step towards her.

‘What's wrong with your leg?' she asked. ‘You're limping.'

He reached down and massaged the calf of his right leg, wincing as if suddenly reminded of the pain and the cause of it. ‘It was an accident,' he said. ‘It hurts sometimes.'

Placing her mug on the table, she studied him for a moment, and pointed to her tent. ‘If you go in there, I've got another deckchair,' she said. ‘Never know when you'll have company. Sit yourself down. You look like you could do with a rest.'

He heard a familiar twang in her accent, an unmistakable trace of East London. Gratefully he nodded, then walked over to her tent and leaned inside. In the filtered, muddy light he saw a deckchair, a sleeping bag and pillow on a thin foam mattress, and in one corner of the tent an ornate, gilded cage housing a tiny grey and yellow bird. The bird shuffled along the bars of its cage, inching towards him using its scaly grey feet and its beak, tilted its head and whistled.

‘Don't mind Solomon,' said the old woman. ‘He just wants feeding.'

He heaved the chair out from the tent, wrenched it open, and set it down on the other side of the old woman's table.

‘Fancy a cuppa?' she asked him. ‘I've only just boiled the kettle. I've got tea or coffee.' Then, a minute or so later, passing him his coffee: ‘Sorry it's not real milk and sugar. Only got long life and sweeteners, see?'

He thanked her anyway, taking the mug and for a moment holding it in both hands, enjoying the almost painful heat. It was late summer, but already there was a coldness to the air, the incoming creep of autumn. For a week or more, the inner-city evenings had been scented with more bonfires than barbecues.

‘I'm Reenie, by the way,' said the old woman. ‘Well. My name's Irene. But everyone calls me Reenie.'

‘I'm Ibrahim.'

‘Ibrahim? That's the same as Abraham, isn't it?'

He nodded.

‘Yeah,' said Reenie. ‘My dad's name was Avram. That's the same as Abraham. Called himself Albert, though. Thought Avram was a bit old-fashioned, I think. You don't get many Avrams or Abrahams or even Alberts nowadays. But Ibrahim… I bet that's a popular name. I mean with…' She paused, biting at her lower lip as if struggling to seize on a word, the right word. ‘Where you from?'

‘Cardiff.'

‘No, I mean
originally.
'

‘Oh. London.'

‘No, love, I mean your
family
. Where's your
family
from?'

‘Oh. Pakistan. Originally.'

‘Right. That's what I meant. I bet Ibrahim's a popular name with
people from Pakistan
.' And she drew those last three words out, as if avoiding other words altogether.

‘Yeah, it is,' said Ibrahim. ‘And your dad's name was Avram, you said?'

‘Yes, love.'

‘How's that spelt?'

‘A-v-r-a-m.'

He felt something in his chest, like the slamming of a door caught in a draft. A heart palpitation? At his age? ‘Avram what?' He asked, his mouth drying up.

‘Lieberman,' said Reenie. ‘He's not famous or anything. Why'd you ask?'

‘Nothing.' He avoided her gaze and felt a sudden lurch in his stomach. ‘Just wondering.' He smiled at her. ‘I've never met anyone called Reenie before.'

‘No,' she laughed. ‘Probably not. Not so many Irenes about nowadays, I reckon. And Reenie's just a nickname. So. Have you walked all the way from Cardiff?'

‘Yeah. It's taken me all day. With my leg, you know.'

‘And where you going? Newport? 'Cause, you know, the buses aren't that expensive, and the train'll get you there in ten minutes.'

‘No. I'm going to London.'

She said nothing, instead offering an expression he couldn't read, a quizzical combination of frown and smile, and a moment's silence passed between them.

‘Well, love,' she said, at last. ‘You really should think about getting the train or the coach or something. London's about a hundred and fifty miles
that
way.' And she pointed over her shoulder with a hooked thumb.

‘No,' he said. ‘I can't get the train. Or the coach. And I don't drive.' He sipped his coffee, hoping she had run out of questions, and stopped himself from wincing at the sickly taste of UHT milk, more overpowering than the charcoal bitterness of her cheap instant coffee. ‘How about you?' he asked. ‘Where are you going?'

‘Me? Oh, I live here. Can't you tell?'

‘You…
live
here?'

She laughed. ‘No, love. I'm pulling your leg. I'm just resting here for a bit. But it's like they say, wherever I lay my hat…'

‘What does that mean?'

‘It's a
saying
. Wherever I lay my hat's my home. Not that I've got an hat. I've got an umbrella, but no hat.'

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