In Every Heartbeat (6 page)

Magazines.

Mr. Houghton had suggested she build a résumé by writing magazine stories. Although the thought of writing romance serials didn’t appeal to her, maybe the magazine editor would allow her to write articles instead. She inched her way to the display of magazines and pulled a volume of
Carter’s Home Journal
from the shelf. She flipped through it. No articles of a serious nature—mostly recipes and gardening or homemaking tips. She put it back.

Looking down the line of options, her gaze settled on a copy of
Modern Woman’s World
. A sarcastic thought filled her mind: Maybe the magazine would show her how to fit in as a woman in this world. She removed the magazine from its spot and let it flop open in her hand. A brazen headline—“A Kiss at Midnight”—leapt off the page and made her stomach flutter in an unfamiliar way. After flicking a glance over her shoulder, she began reading.

The opening paragraphs left no question in Libby’s mind that this was one of the romance stories Mr. Houghton had referenced. By the end of the first column, she knew she could write something just as good. Or even better. Mrs. Rowley had often chided Libby for her overactive imagination, encouraging her to stay in the present rather than escaping to make-believe worlds in her head. But for the first time, Libby wondered if her imagination might be able to work for her instead of against her.

Mr. Houghton indicated she needed to build a writing résumé. Without question, she would be able to concoct stories such as this one. If a magazine purchased her stories, she could build a résumé quickly, proving her ability to meet deadlines, and then she could turn to more serious writing.

She flipped the magazine closed. The price stared up her, and she nearly laughed out loud.
Five cents
. Surely it was providential that she’d found the nickel immediately after her meeting with the newspaper editor. Magazine in hand, she hurried to the counter and held up her nickel.

The soda jerk bustled over and pocketed her nickel. He tipped his funny little paper hat and grinned. “Happy reading.”

Libby grinned back. “You mean, happy writing!”

C
HAPTER
S
IX

B
ennett glanced at his pocket watch—a special gift from the staff at the orphans’ home—and let out a little growl of aggravation. Five after twelve and still no Libby. He grabbed up his plate, sauntered to the serving line, and filled the white ceramic plate for the third time. Would he ever feel as if he got enough food? Those early days of hunger, although long past, still haunted him. He plopped two slices of bread on the plate and pocketed two more for later, then chose a seat facing the doors so he could watch for Libby.

He sprinkled salt and pepper over the meatloaf, boiled potatoes, and corn before stabbing the meat with his fork. Conversations buzzed around him, and he listened, always aware of his surroundings.

“Yes, well, I still say America can’t stay out of it,” a male voice barked from behind Bennett, “and it’s a fool who thinks otherwise. Too much commerce goes on between the different countries. If there’s money at stake, we can’t ignore what’s happening over there.”

The reply was buried under raucous laughter blasting from Bennett’s left. He scowled in the direction of the merrymakers, but he didn’t need to hear the answer. He agreed with whomever made the comment. Things had been cooking overseas for months, with Germany declaring war on nearly every European country. Bennett released a soft snort. Maybe the U.S. ought to declare war on Germany and see how they liked having the tables turned. His aggressive spirit rose to the fore with the thought. The minute the U.S. was ready, he’d be ready. Wasn’t he always up for a good brawl?

A flurry of activity at the dining hall doors captured his attention, and his fork paused between his plate and his mouth. But when he didn’t see Libby in the cluster of students entering the room, he jabbed the bite into his mouth and chewed with a vengeance. Where was she?

Two young men stopped across the table from Bennett and pointed at the empty chairs. “Taken?”

Bennett considered telling them to go away—they’d block his view of the door and he might miss seeing Libby. But what difference would it make? Obviously she wasn’t coming. He shrugged. “Have a seat.” They slid out the chairs, metal legs screeching in unison against the floor, and they sat.

One of them bowed his head to pray, reminding Bennett that he hadn’t offered thanks for his meal before eating. Guilt whispered at the back of his mind, but he pushed it away. So what if they’d always prayed before eating at the orphans’ home? As much as he’d appreciated the good meals and the warm bed, he’d never taken to all of the rules. Now that he was on his own again, he could do as he pleased. And he preferred to leave the praying to Pete.

As soon as the man raised his head, he said, “I’m Jim.” He pointed at his buddy. “This’s Ted.”

“Bennett Martin.” Bennett forked up another monstrous bite and pointed at the jackets the pair wore. “You two in one of those fraternity groups?”

Jim grinned. “That’s right. Delta Tau Delta. You planning to pledge? Ours is a good one.”

Bennett mopped at the grease on his plate with a folded slice of bread. “Probably. But not sure which one. Gotta do some thinking on it.”

“Don’t think too long,” Ted advised. “The fraternities only accept so many pledges. If you put it off, you might miss getting the one you really want.”

Bennett shrugged again even though the idea of being in one of the groups appealed to him. He’d been alone until Aaron Rowley convinced him to leave the streets and live at the orphans’ school. There, he’d formed a friendship with Pete and Libby, but even with them, he sometimes felt as if he didn’t quite fit. What would it be like to join a fraternity and really belong?

The two fraternity members put their heads together and talked quietly while Bennett continued to eat. He gulped the last bite, patted his stomach, and rose. “Well, fellas, I’m done, so—”

The pair leapt up. “Hold on there.”

Bennett curled his hands around his tray. “Why?”

A sly grin crept up Ted’s cheek. “Wondered if you’d made up your mind yet about pledging. You gonna consider Delta Tau Delta?”

“Maybe.” Out of the corner of his eye, Bennett observed Jim inching around the table.

“Well, since you’re thinking about it, we need to find out a few things.” Ted folded his arms over his chest. “We like singers in our fraternity. Can you sing, Martin?”

Chairs squeaked as people turned to watch. The noisy banter of moments ago hushed as whispers and muffled laughter rolled across the dining hall. The hair on the back of Bennett’s neck prickled. He hadn’t minded being the center of attention on the lawn because he’d been playing offense. But he didn’t care for defense. “I’m not much of a singer. So I probably wouldn’t be a good fit for the Delta Tau Delta.”

“Let us decide that.” Jim took the tray from Bennett’s hands. “Climb on the table there and give us a little concert.” He swung around, grinning at the others in the room. “How ’bout some encouragement? Martin here’s gonna sing for us.”

A cheer rose. Bennett stood stiff-legged, his hands clenched into fists. He had two choices: let them control him or take control. His cheeks twitched as he fought a grin. Had anyone ever forced him to do anything he didn’t want to do? He leapt onto the table. It wobbled, and he made a show of catching his balance, earning a round of laughter. Then, his balance restored, he held his arms wide.

“All right, I’ll sing a song. But first, is there a Caroline in the dining hall?”

High-pitched giggles erupted from a corner table. Two girls pointed to a third girl—timid-looking with straggly wisps of brown hair hanging around her thin face. She covered her cheeks with both hands. Bennett grinned and crooked his finger at the girl. “C’mon over, honey. Can’t sing this song without you.”

The girl’s dining mates pulled her from her chair. Pink-faced, she resisted, digging in her heels and shaking her head wildly. But the other two propelled her across the floor to the edge of Bennett’s table.

He crouched down and gave her his most disarming grin. “So you’re Caroline, huh?”

“Y-yes.” The girl strained against her friends’ hold, her brown eyes wide.

Bennett nearly rolled his eyes. Silly girl—she wasn’t being dragged to the gallows. He placed his hand on her skinny shoulder. “I’m not out to hurt you. I just need a pretty Caroline to serenade. Will you help me?”

Truthfully, Bennett had seen prettier girls than this one. But his words had the desired effect. Her pink cheeks deepened to a blazing red, and she stopped trying to escape. She offered a timorous nod. Her friends fell back, and Bennett gave her shoulder a quick squeeze. “That’s a good sport.” He winked. “Now just stand right there and keep smilin’ at me, honey—that’ll give me the encouragement I need to get these fellas off my back.”

He stretched to his feet. With his eyes pinned to Caroline’s face, he belted out the words to “Can’t You Hear Me Callin’, Caroline?” Bennett had been told he couldn’t carry a tune in a bucket, but he didn’t let it stop him. He sang at full lung. While he sang, he gestured broadly, occasionally going down on one knee to brush Caroline’s cheek with his knuckles or smooth his hand over her frizzy brown hair. The red in her cheeks spread until her face was mottled with color from neck to hairline, yet she stayed pressed to the edge of the table, her face upturned.

He couldn’t remember all the words—he’d only heard the song a few times on the radio—but he substituted with
la-la-la
where needed. Laughter and cheers rang throughout the entire performance, and by the time he finished, Caroline was gazing at him in rapture, completely besotted.

When the song reached the last line, he jumped to the floor, cupped Caroline’s cheeks with both hands, and held the final syllable on “Caroline . . .” until he ran out of breath. He faked a cough, winning more laughter and a spatter of applause. Then he lifted Caroline’s bony hand and pressed a kiss to its back. Finally, he bowed to the cheering audience. Jim and Ted pounded him on the back as wild clapping and foot stomping made his ears ring. Bennett stepped away from the two men and slipped his arm around Caroline’s waist.

“C’mon, honey, let’s get you back to your lunch.”

Caroline hunched her shoulders, holding her clasped hands to her heart. “Yes. Please.”

Accustomed to Libby’s boldness, Bennett found himself impatient with this girl’s bashfulness. But he played the gentleman and escorted her to her table, where she melted into her seat, her doleful eyes still glued to his face. “Thanks for your help, Caroline.” He hummed a couple of bars from the song, grinning as Caroline fanned her still-red cheeks with both hands. Then he winked at her friends, who giggled hysterically, before he swaggered back to his own table.

Just as he lifted his tray, Libby and Pete entered the dining hall. He scowled at them as they approached. “
Now
you show up. Where’ve you been?” He bounced his empty tray. “I’m all done.” He didn’t mention his impromptu concert. He also didn’t ask why Libby was with Pete when he’d invited her to have lunch with him.

“Sorry I’m late.” Libby stuck out her lower lip and blew, lifting the fine strands of hair along her forehead. “It took longer than I thought it would to get to the newspaper offices in town.”

Bennett frowned. “Newspaper offices?”

“I was seeking employment.”

They’d all need to find jobs to help with spending money. Their scholarships covered school expenses but nothing else. And they didn’t have parents to send them a monthly allowance. Pete was lucky—Mrs. Rowley had arranged for him to be a student assistant for the biblical professors. But of course the Rowleys hadn’t bothered to set anything up for him or Libby; they were on their own. He wished he’d known that’s what Libby’d been doing all morning—he could’ve gone with her and done some job-seeking himself. “Find anything?”

A secretive smile creased her cheek. “Yes. Something completely unexpected.” Before Bennett could ask her what she meant, she turned to Pete. “Well, I’m glad we ran into each other. Since Bennett’s finished, I’ll just eat with you. Assuming there’s anything left.”

Pete looked at Bennett. “Do you want to stay and visit with us while we eat?”

Bennett snorted. “Nah. I’ve been here long enough.” If he’d left sooner, he might have been able to avoid giving the concert. Of course, that hadn’t been without its benefits. He glanced over his shoulder. Caroline and her friends continued to gawk at him, all looking moon-eyed. He couldn’t resist waggling his eyebrows at the trio, which created another round of giggles, before turning back to Pete and Libby. “I’m heading to my room—gonna enjoy my last afternoon of freedom before classes start tomorrow.”

“All right. We’ll see you at supper?”

Bennett nodded. “I’ll be here.” He dumped his tray in the bin and headed for the doors. He encountered Jim and Ted heading out at the same time. He clapped Jim on the shoulder. “Hey, thanks for giving me the chance to sing.” He raised one eyebrow. “The ladies sure like it when a fella sings to ’em. You did me a real favor.”

Ted cleared his throat. “You’re about the worst singer I’ve ever heard.”

Bennett laughed. “Does that mean you don’t want me to pledge . . . what was it again? Delta Cow Delta?”

Ted scowled. “That’s Delta
Tau
Delta.”

Bennett feigned embarrassment. “Oh. That’s right.” He rubbed the underside of his nose with his finger, hiding his smile. “Sorry, fellas.”

Jim said, “You’re welcome to pledge, but we’re only taking three new members this year. So . . .”

Bennett knew what the man was intimating—his chances weren’t good. Nothing new there. When had Bennett ever received a break? The two started to walk away, but Bennett dove into their pathway. “Hey, before you go, can I ask you a question?”

Jim shrugged. “Sure.”

“Do you know a tall guy . . . curly hair. Name’s Roy?”

The two gaped at him. Jim said, “Hey, you’re the one who . . .” He grabbed Ted’s arm.

Ted grunted and pulled away.

Jim gave Ted’s arm a whack and grinned from ear to ear. “You know who we’ve got here? This’s the guy who socked Roy in the nose last night. Am I right? Wasn’t that you?”

The admiration in the man’s eyes almost made Bennett blush. Almost. He puffed out his chest. “Yep, that was me.”

Jim shook his head. “I’ve never seen anybody stand up to Roy like that.” He leaned forward and added conspiratorially, “He’s a big man around here, you know.”

Bennett snickered. “He didn’t look so big all bent over, holding his nose.”

The other two laughed, although they glanced around as if afraid someone might overhear them.

“So are you friends of his?” Bennett withdrew a slice of bread from his pocket. He munched while he waited for an answer.

“Oh, not friends exactly . . .” Jim scratched his head. “But we know him.”

“You mean, know
of
him,” Ted added. “He’s in Beta Theta Pi, like most of the athletes. We, um . . .” He cleared his throat, looking at the ground. “We don’t mix much with that group.”

Bennett swallowed a smirk. “Oh. Well, thanks.” He stepped off the porch.

“Wait!” Jim stumbled after Bennett, Ted on his heels. “Are you going to pledge Delta Tau Delta? You can even bring your friend—you know, the one Roy was pestering. His wooden leg’s no problem for us.”

Bennett’s fist formed without effort. So Pete’s wooden leg wouldn’t bother them, huh? For reasons he didn’t understand, the statement rankled. He pressed his fist against his thigh to keep from popping Jim right in the mouth. “As I said, I don’t know if I’m going to pledge. I’ll let you know.”

Without waiting for a reply, Bennett turned and headed for his dormitory. By the time he reached the rock building, he’d made a decision. He would pledge to a fraternity. But it wouldn’t be Delta Tau Delta. He had his sights set on Beta Theta Pi. And he intended to bring Pete in with him.