Inescapable Desire (2 page)

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I had the wine chilling and the Lasagna in the oven on warm. I set up candles all over the house. I proudly displayed all my flowers Kayden sent me, throughout the living room, Kitchen and bedroom. I took a few roses from the vases and pulled the petals off, sprinkling them across the bed. I had the three candles lit on the stand beside the bed, the same ones Kayden had lit the first night we spent together here.

I cranked up the music I was listening to, Maroon Fives,
One more Night
. So I can dance to while I set the table. Kayden will be here any moment, and that is the only thing left to do before he gets here. I am trying to stay busy, keep my mind off of everything that occurred earlier with Logan. I am dreading having to tell Kayden about him coming to Texas.

I set the forks on top of the napkins, and suddenly felt hands wrap around my waist. I jumped screaming, I’m still on edge from my confrontation with Logan.

I squealed as the strong hands lifted me up off of the ground and spun me around. Kayden's cologne consumed my senses. Excitement erupted inside me; I had waited four long days to finally be in his arms again.

"Ohhhh!" I giggled as Kayden hoist me up, gripping my butt in the palm of his hands. I wrapped my legs around him and was instantly lost in his memorizing green eyes.

He flashed me a smile showing off his sparking white teeth, that smile could melt the panties off of every woman within a ten mile radius. "Miss me?" He asked; his southern twang combined with his deep voice had me tingling all over.

"I missed you so much it hurts!" I said running my uninjured hand along is stubbly jaw. "I have missed every inch of you." I began fluttering kisses along his neck, savoring the taste of his skin. Kayden squeezed my ass and let out a deep moan. He pressed me against his hardening length, "I have twelve inches right here Savannah, that missed you so much it‘s almost painful. These last four days have felt like the longest four days of my life."

I stopped kissing his neck and raised an eye brow at him, giving him a crooked grin. “We made the best out of a difficult situation…I never knew Skype sex could be so much fun!” I laughed.

Kayden gave my ass another squeeze and moaned as he stared into my eyes with so much intensity it sent shivers along my spine. "Believe me, watching you get yourself off with your vibrator was beyond hot, I exploded the moment I saw your eyes roll into the back of your head. The sounds you make as you were coming… are the sexiest fucking things I have ever heard."

Before I could respond Kayden was devouring my mouth. His tongue tasted of cinnamon gum, making my tongue tingle. I moaned into his mouth, grinding my pubic bone against his bulging cock that was trapped inside his cargo shorts. I entwined my fingers in his hair, holding his mouth against mine. Kayden Knox was like a bad habit I never wanted to kick. I have never felt more alive than I do when I am with him. It's terrifying and exhilarating all at the same time, and the effect he has on me in such a short amount of time.

Kayden turned away from the table, slamming our bodies against the wall. He was grinding into me meeting me thrust for thrust. I could feel my climax building. The combination of Kayden smell, the taste and sensation of his mouth on mine, and his cock stimulating my clit with every thrust, had me drowning in ecstasy. Kayden slid his hand under my dress, and growled with pleasure when he discovered I wasn’t wearing any underwear.

Within seconds he had three fingers deep inside me. His grunts were like music to my ears; Instantly electrifying every nerve in my body. “God Savannah, you’re so tight. I love how wet you are for me already. I cannot wait to taste your sweet juices. I am going to lick every inch of this body until you are begging me to make you come. We have four days to make up for tonight.”

The feeling of his fingers thrusting inside of me, and his cock rubbing against my clit sent me over the edge. I pulled my mouth away from his, screaming out in pleasure. I chanted his name as he continued to pump his fingers into me. Our eyes locked as I rode his fingers, my pussy throbbed rapidly gripping his fingers as the orgasm ripped through me. It felt like waves of pure bliss crashing over me. My desire for Kayden was so overwhelming. I collapsed onto his shoulder, wrapping my arms around him as my body came down from the mind-blowing orgasm he just rocked me with.

“I needed that.” I giggled breathlessly into his ear.

“We will eat later. I need to be buried deep inside your tight pussy.” He said carrying me towards the bedroom. “I am about to explode, I wanted to give you that right now, because I am so horny, I don’t think I will last more than a few seconds.”

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Chapter 2

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Kayden tossed me onto the bed. I cannot stop smiling, I am beyond happy to finally have him back from his business trip. I just hope he is as excited as I am about me moving here permanently. I think just by the way he is acting after being away from me for four days; he will agree it’s the best decision I ever made. Weeks or months apart from Kayden would be intolerable.

I lay on the bed admiring the sexiest man in the world laying next to me, naked and looking so damn gorgeous. It should be illegal to look that good. His sculptured body glistening in the candle light made him appear angelic. In a way Kayden was an angel, he saved me…helped me to feel again.

I gave up hope of feeling anything for a man ever again; after Logan tore my heart apart, when I found him in bed with Cara. I swore off love, and relationships. Then along came Kayden; breaking down the walls I built to protect myself from ever getting hurt like that again. The electricity between us is undeniable, just looking at each other is enough to light the entire city of Houston.

Kayden looks at me with pure hunger radiating in his eyes. I could feel how badly he wanted me; it ignited my body on fire. It’s just crazy; that this man wants me even after fucking me for an entire weekend. He has yet to grow tired of me, which from what I have learned is a first. Kayden is notorious for being a playboy. He is never with the same girl twice…until I entered the picture. I understood why he was that way with women; just like me he had his heart broken, and never wanted to be vulnerable to another person again. However neither one of us could ignore the magnetic pull we have towards each other.

“We need to get you out of that dress.” Kayden said as he crept above me on the bed. With one quick effortless movement he had my dress off and tossed across the bedroom. “You don’t understand how badly I want you Savannah. My cock has been aching for you for four very
long
agonizing days.” He ran his fingers along my thigh, trailing it up the side of my stomach stopping when he reached my breast.

“I think I have an idea; I drove myself crazy while you were away. I overcompensated with work finishing a week’s worth in three days. I did any and everything I could to keep myself distracted. You Kayden Knox have got me under your spell. I’m in need of you every second of the day.” I said as I leaned forward running my tongue along his rock solid pectoral. The taste of his salty skin mixed with the smell of his body wash is an aphrodisiac like no other.

I reached down gripping his cock in my hand. Its warm silky skin moistened with pre-cum, I slowly began stroking it. Kayden let out a deep moan as he sucked on my breast.

He bit into my nipple causing my grip to tighten. "Ohhhh!" I moaned as a tingling sensation stimulated deep inside of me. The sharp pressure of his teeth grazing my nipple, as he flicks the tip with his tongue is maddening. The throbbing between my legs became unbearable. I laced my fingers through his hair, pulling at his luscious strands. I need him now; my body is aching for release.

Kayden pulled his mouth away from my breast with a loud pop. "God Savannah, I am about to explode. I can't wait any longer; I need to be inside of you now."

"Then what the hell are you waiting for? I am two seconds away from forcing you inside of me. I need you to make me come before I lose my mind!" I said pulling his hair, forcing him to move on top of me.

"Mmmm I love it when you beg." He teased flashing a wicked grin. "Be careful what you wish for my sweet Savannah. We have a lot of sex to make up for. By the time I am finished with you, you won't be able to walk."

"I look forward to it!" I said grinning back up at him. "Stop talking and start fucking me NOW!" I couldn’t help but giggle as Kayden raised an eyebrow at me.

"Yes ma'am." Kayden ran his hand through my hair and began sucking on my neck. Using his other hand he gripped my ass tilting my pelvis at an angle. Seconds later I was screaming his name; as he feverishly pounds into me; Filling me completely, the head of his cock hitting right where I need it.

"You feel so fucking good...uhhh…So damn tight." Kayden moaned into my ear as he repeatedly thrust into me. I moved my hips meeting his every thrust, continuously grinding my clit against his pubic bone. My insides beginning to tighten as I felt my orgasm building.

"Ohh...My God…Kayden! I dug my nails into his back, feeling the skin break beneath my nails. I bit on my bottom lip trying to contain my roar of pleasure. I am certain everyone outside can hear me screaming out his name. Kayden starts slapping my clit then massaging it with his thumb. My head is spinning as I inch closer to the edge.

"Come for me Savannah, I’m so close...come with me baby." He said as he pounds into me with so much force I completely lost myself. My orgasm erupted inside of me setting off an explosion of ecstasy. "That's it baby." Kayden said in between his own vocalizations of pleasure. "Fuckkkk" He groaned between clenched teeth with one final thrust.

My body is shaking from the orgasm I just experienced. Kayden takes me to the edge of consciousness every time we have sex. "Wow...now that was definitely what I needed!" I said slapping Kayden's ass playfully. He was lying on top of me, his extremely large cock still buried deep inside of me. "I swear I don't know how you haven’t split me in two with that anaconda of yours." I said smiling up at him.

"Anaconda huh?" He said, smiling a devilish grin back down at me. His emerald pools reflecting the flickering of the candle light, radiating into mine. I could get lost in his gaze forever, every time his eyes looked into mine; I instantly get butterflies. “You have got to be the most beautiful woman on this earth.” He said running his fingers along the side of my face. “Thank you for opening up to me savannah, and giving us a chance. I know how big of a step that is for you.” Kayden leaned down planting a warm passionate kiss on my lips: Making all the nerves and stress from earlier today vanish. He pulled away from my mouth; the intensity of his gaze was overwhelming. It terrifies the crap out of me how fast I am falling for him.

I took a deep breath and whispered, “I feel the exact same way. I don’t know as much about your past relationship, as you do mine. But I understand how big of a step it has been for you to allow me in Kayden. It makes it easier for me; there is no pressure on me to feel a certain way. We are both taking that first step together. That makes it less scary.”

Kayden rolled onto the bed beside me and we just laid there, our bodies wrapped together, tangled in the bed sheets. Wishing time would stand still, even if for only a little while.

*****

"I don't know about you, but I am famished! Dinner smells mouth wateringly good." Kayden said as he carried me into the kitchen.

“I could have walked you know!” I said as he place my feet on the kitchen floor.

“Where is the fun in that? I will take every chance I get to grasp that sweet ass in my hands.” He walked around behind me smacking my butt playfully.

"I made lasagna, I hope you like it, and it was my great grandmother’s recipe." I said taking the dish out of the oven.

Kayden poured the wine into our glasses while I made our plates. My hand is still throbbing, and it’s a constant reminder that I still have to tell Kayden about Logan showing up here unannounced.

I figured no time like the present to tell him, and also inform him of my decision to move here permanently. First things first, I need a few glasses of wine to help ease my nerves.

"How was your photo shoot and interview?" Kayden asked in between bites.

"It went really well. Reagan flew in just for the shoot and so did Hailey and Rebecca. We did my shoot here at the beach house and down by the water. I cannot wait to see how they turned out." I said before gulping down my entire glass of wine.

I grasped the neck of the wine bottle, instantly wincing. I accidentally tried to pick it up with my injured right hand. That was still throbbing from hitting Logan.

Kayden's attention quickly shifted from his plate to my hand.

"What happened to your hand?" He said taking my injured hand into his.

"I was hoping to get through dinner without you noticing." I said pulling my hand away from his. Suddenly feeling embarrassed. I have been dreading telling Kayden that Logan came here.

Kayden's raised an eyebrow, "Why would you not want me to know you hurt your hand? What if I had hurt you earlier? I don't want you to ever feel you can't talk to me Savannah." He said taking my hand back into his. He began looking it over, studying the bruising on my knuckles.

"I'm sorry; I wanted to tell you, just not right away. I was so excited to see you...and I knew once I told you how I hurt my hand, our night would be ruined." I said staring down at my plate; I couldn’t bear to maintain eye contact with him. Logan picked the worst day to try and win me back.

"Savannah, I have seen enough injured hands in my lifetime to know that you hurt your hand by punching something... or someone." Kayden's chair squeaked as he slid the chair back, to stand beside me. "Please tell me right now what happened. If someone tried to hurt you I swear to God Savannah, I will snap their neck!"

"Logan was here! Okay! He showed up here a few hours ago pleading with me to take him back. He started talking shit about you: Saying you would cheat on me, just like he did. He wouldn't leave...I told him he was wasting his breath. I asked him to leave, but he refused." Anger washed over Kayden's face. "If he laid a hand on you, I will hunt him down and beat the living shit out of him!" He shouted making me flitch.

Kayden knelt down on the floor taking my hands into his, holding my gaze intently. It kills me to see such pain and anger in his beautiful eyes. "No, he never touched me. Me on the other hand...I punched him, I think I broke his nose." I couldn't help but smile, the look on Logan's face when I hit him…priceless. "It finally shut him up. Bad mouthing you, and acting as if he knows anything about us, that was my breaking point."

"Wow, I can't believe you punched him. You swear he didn't lay a hand on you?"

"Yes I promise. While I ran inside to get him a cloth for his nose, our new neighbor had joined him on the deck. He tried to convince me to let him come inside and talk about getting back together. I insisted he leave, and I told him to head straight to the airport. There is no reason for him to be here. We are over and I’m with you now." I said, taking Kayden's face in my hands.

"What the hell made him all of a sudden have the impulse to fly down here? You've been broken up for months?" Kayden asked. I could hear the worry in his voice. "Was it because of our kiss the other night outside of Vertigo?”

I took a deep breath and stood up from the table. "That was part of the reason, but please don't feel guilty Kayden. I don't regret a single moment from that night." I said smiling at him. I took his arm, leading him into the living room. “Let’s sit in here, its way more comfortable than in there." I said as I tilt my head towards the kitchen. "I also want you sitting down when I tell you the main reason Logan came here."

Kayden sat down on the sectional, pulling me onto his lap. "If I need to sit down to hear this, than I am going to do so with your fine ass sitting on me." He murmured into my ear as he brushed my hair away from my neck, gently kissing my collarbone. "I still cannot believe you punched him. You’re a total bad ass....remind me to never piss you off." He said laughing in my ear.

"Yes, I have a mean right hook." I remarked laughing. "I just hope he doesn't run to the press, using me punching him as yet another way to make the cover of another sleazy gossip magazine.

Kayden pulled me tighter against him, the smell of his cologne mixed with the feeling of his fingers running along my thigh, instantly send butterflies fluttering franticly inside my stomach.

"I still cannot believe you dated that guy, and for four years...I don't blame him though. You are the sexiest and funniest chick I have ever met." He said planting a quick but delicious kiss on my very eager lips.

"I need to tell you the reason Logan showed up here." I said backing away from his lips. "He ran into Brooklyn at Starbucks this morning. She let it slip that she was in L.A. for another reason, besides shooting a commercial."

Kayden narrowed his eye at me; a look of utter confusion took over his face. "Okay? So why would Brooklyn being in Los Angeles, make Logan jump on a plane, and fly to Houston?"

I am so nervous right now, I can hardly speak. It feels like I’m on a rollercoaster, inching towards the top, getting ready to take the deep plunge. I reached for my wine, drinking the entire glass.

"If you have to get drunk to tell me...then I don’t want to know!" Kayden states, his eyes growing larger. I can hear the nervousness in his voice.

I know I am over thinking things...again. I don't know why I am so nervous to just tell him. By dragging this out, I’m making it sound like I have to tell him something horrible. In fact to me it’s something amazing. Our relationship is so new, I don't know if my moving here will be too much, too soon. The last thing I want to do is freak Kayden out.

I drew in a long breath. "It’s not bad news...I hope not anyway? I think it’s really great news actually.”

"Alright, so what is this amazing new? You are killing me here!" Kayden says with a small nervous chuckle.

"Brooklyn went back to L.A. to pack up our house. We are moving here." I said squeaking slightly, and pointing towards the Kitchen and living room.

Kayden turned three shades of white instantly. Just freaking fantastic, I made the wrong decision. It’s way too soon; we are both walking a fine line here. He probably feels I’m smothering him, we have only been together a few days and I am already moving here.

"Too soon?" I ask trying to read his expressions.

"What? Wait...so you...and Brooklyn? You're moving to Galveston? What about your job at Envy?”

"I still have my job. I have to fly to L.A. once a week to meet with Eloise. I will do my work on my computer and Skype daily with her if needed. Brooklyn has to fly to Vancouver to work so doesn't really matter to her, if she is in L.A. or Galveston. If you think it’s too soon, just tell me Kayden. I’m a big girl; I can handle it if you think things are moving too fast between us."

"No, actually I am thrilled...Shocked...but thrilled Savannah. That was the last thing I expected to come out of your mouth. I had a million different things running through my mind that definitely was not one of them." Kayden said laughing. He ran his fingers along my thigh, working his way up my dress. "This means I can have you pretty much whenever I want then?"

"Geesh what I am I a piece of meat" I teased. "Yes Kayden, think of me as your personal sex slave...ready to please you any way your heart desires."

Kayden let out deep growl that vibrated through his chest and into me. "My every desire hmmm? My personal sex slave, I like the sound of that. Believe me Savannah; I will hold you to that promise." He said cupping my ass in his hand, instantly blanketing my body with goose bumps.

I moaned and nibbled on my bottom lip with pleasure as he massaged my ass in his hands. Trying to regain my focus I finally say, "So...you mean it? You are okay with me moving here?”

His length grew hard under me, fueling my desire for him again. Kayden kissed my neck murmuring, “Yes…yes I am definitely okay with this.”

I began giggling uncontrollable as he sucked on my ticklish spot down my neck. “Hey their Casanova! Can we focus here for just a few more seconds?” I laughed.

“I just couldn't bear the thought of being thousands of miles away from you. I need to be as close to you as physically possible. You being here, and me back in Los Angeles just did not feel right. All I thought about was you trying to stay faithful, you’re a man Kayden and you have needs. I want to truly give this relationship everything I have. I don't want us to self destruct, and I know living that far apart, that is exactly what would have happened." I ran my fingers into his hair, staring into his eyes. I want to convey with my eyes just how badly I want him...only him.

"Believe me baby no matter if you stayed here or back in Los Angeles, I would find a way to be with you every chance I got. I would fly my jet to L.A. every day if I had to. No woman has ever affected me the way you have." He said lifting me up and spinning me so that I was straddling him. His eyes burning into mine, the passion between us so explosive, it sets every nerve ending in my body on fire. I can feel the desire in Kayden's eyes washing over every inch of me.