Inevitable (25 page)

‘No way… we’re carrying on with the trip… everyone is enjoying it.’

‘Everyone?’ I could tell by the tone of her voice that she was concealing something. ‘Jassy?’

‘Well let’s put it this way, John is now getting on my tits in more ways than one.’ I heard her laughing.

I bit down onto my fist to stop myself exclaiming out loud. I didn’t want Nathan’s solitude time to be interrupted. ‘I think I need deets,’ I whispered back to her. I had always liked Edwards, no, John.

Would I ever get used to that?

He had a reassuring presence and although not my type, I could see how other women looked at him. Tall, broad, dark-haired, with a strong jaw line and blue/green eyes.

Yeah, I could see the attraction, but with Jasmin?
He must be about ten years older than her.

‘No way am I giving you details… all I’ll say is, he’s GOOD… I’m enjoying married life.’ She finished that sentence with another loud laugh. All at once the laughter stopped. ‘How’s it going with you guys?’

‘We are really good, Jasmin. I’ve told him… he knows everything and he’s proud of me, Jassy! He’s bloody proud of me.’ It took me a minute to realise that big fat tears were running slowly down my face. ‘He’s made me cry, when I promised myself I would never let him do that again.’ I wiped them away.

‘WHAT?’ I heard suddenly from the other end of the phone.

‘No, it’s OK… I was talking aloud.’ I heard movement from outside of the door. ‘Sorry, lovey, I need to go, I’m really happy for you! Enjoy yourself! And we will speak soon, OK?’ We said our goodbyes and I replaced the phone back into my rucksack as the door slowly began to open.

I sprung up at the sight of him stood in the doorway, holding onto our dinner in a cardboard box. My heart leapt to life, it was like I had never really seen him before that moment, not properly anyway. The sun was just beginning to set and the beautiful colours set off the image in my mind, but it was his smile that captivated me the most, as he stood offering me one of his best lopsided, bad-boy grins.

‘You look hungry, darlin?’ He laughed at his joke and unceremoniously dropped the box on top of the table next to him. The grin left his features and was quickly replaced with something else, lust. ‘Ya know I’m going to fuck you now, don’t you?’

It was a look I had always appreciated on him, and added to his assertive words I almost came undone in front of him. Without even connecting my thoughts together, I ran the couple of steps and flew up and into his arms and threw my arms around his taut shoulders. My mouth crashed into his, our tongues and teeth began our dance. The taste of Altoids hit my taste buds, the cool feeling reminding me of last night. I was on fire for him, my body was incinerating from the inside out. I wanted him, I wanted all of him and if I had anything to do with it he wasn’t going to hold back from me anymore.

I felt his hand grab hold of my ponytail, he used it to make sure my head was in just the right place as he continued his assault on my willing, open mouth. His other hand held my bum, I felt his large fingers squeeze into my flesh as he hauled me further up his body. I could feel his abs and his hardened V in between my thighs, as I returned his squeeze with my legs. In that very moment I was so bloody grateful for all the running I had done.

All of sudden he started to move and my back was pushed up tightly to the rough wall. He hadn’t spoken a word, his mouth had left mine now and started to devour the shell of my ear, he knew it was the place that would have me begging. The wet skin contacted with his breath as he started to speak in my ear, it sent electrical tremors down the length of my spine, and straight to my core. On instinct I clenched it tightly.

‘Please.’

‘Do you know how much I want ya, darlin? My cock is ready to explode, I wanna feel your pussy milking me as I make you cum, over and fucking over… every time I come near you, I can smell you… you are fucking mine.’

Having me pinned against the wall, trapped by his hard body, he released one of his hands. With every word he spoke he ran his fingertips up and down the side of my body, so lightly, but the feelings it unfurled weren’t gentle at all. My desperation for this man was reaching fever pitch. The past few days had been a courtship, now he was taking what he was owed.

How did he know when I hadn’t even realised myself?

I needed him now in complete and utter desperate abandon. I needed him to take me hard, it needed to be sweaty and dirty. Nothing else would do. I loved Nathan making love to me, but I didn’t need gentle. Gentle would worry me that after my revelation to him, he either didn’t want to touch me or didn’t want to hurt me. I couldn’t live like that, we had all the time in the world for long days spent in bed making love, at this moment I needed him to take me like he owned me, because quite simply he did.

‘Undo my belt… I can smell your pussy, I’m inebriated on the scent of you, Bella. I’m going to fuck ya from here and probably into the next room.’ I could hear his smile as he spoke in my ear. I was so wet for him; I was surprised it wasn’t running down my legs. I complied, feeling to the side of him, where I knew I would find his buckle. I flipped it quickly and the leather stung the back of my hand like a flick from a whip.

‘I want your T-shirt off, Nathan, I need to feel your skin on mine.’

Still holding me against the wall, he leant away from my body slightly. Raising one arm over above his head and placing his hand in between his shoulder blades, he did the only thing I knew he was going to do slowly all night, as he teasingly lifted the maroon T-shirt up and over his head. His face came back into view sporting his cocky grin and dimples, as he took in the fact I was now running my hands all over his revealed torso, tracing the new ink and trailing my fingertips all over the now more well-defined muscles. My fingers slowly made their way down to his barbell and I twisted it slowly and deliberately.

‘Careful, Bella… It’s not completely healed yet,’ but I saw him widen his nostrils as he increased his intake of breath. I felt his hard cock flex within its confines. His gorgeous hazel eyes closed over momentarily in pleasure. I liked this effect on him. When his eyes came back open, they met mine.

‘Do ya trust me, darlin?’ he asked as he stared into my eyes.

‘With the whole of my being, Nathan.’ He lifted my T-shirt up and away from my body. I removed my arms as he pulled it up further and finally away from me. My boobs were hot and achy for his touch, they literally fell out in front of him and he placed his hands under my armpits to lift me up further. His tongue began its onslaught, backwards and forwards to each nipple. The feelings he was unleashing in me were taking over. I was beginning to wonder how I had ever existed without him and the touch of his skin on mine.

‘You are so fucking ready for me, Bella… the smell of your wet pussy and the vanilla on your skin are rising on the heat between us, I want to consume you.’ His mouth crashed back onto mine. I held on tightly around his neck as he pushed down his jeans with one hand, just enough to release his cock. He moved the leg of my shorts to one side, and suddenly I was impaled. My head tilted back as I gasped.

‘Oh my God, I needed you so much. I want you so much… please… fuck me.’

Slowly he lowered me onto his large cock. The feelings of relief and satisfaction fought with each other. I heard him hiss air through his teeth as he created a gap once again between our lips.

‘This pussy is mine. You. Were. Made. For. Me.’ came out of his mouth with every slow thrust. He waited until he felt I was ready. The pace he then swiftly set was all consuming, my body fought to keep up. He lowered his mouth to my neck and bit into the soft skin with every thrust. Sweat began to cover his torso as he continued his punishing momentum. I could feel his barbell in his nipple abrading mine. I was racing quickly towards the finish line.

Nathan had shown me before that he had enough experience to be able to read my every reaction to him, and I knew he was holding back waiting for me to reach my release. I ran my hands through his hair and pulled his mouth back to mine as he continued fucking me into the next room. I couldn’t listen anymore to the dirty words coming from his mouth, I knew he loved me but this coupling was almost primitive. He felt different too. With every thrust in, he hit the bundle of nerves, every single bloody time.

There was no warning, my orgasm came from nowhere and I convulsed in his arms, over and over again. I could feel the walls of my pussy contracting on his steel like hardness. His mouth released mine.

‘I love you, NATHAN… I love you so much.’ I watched as he reached the end of the road, still holding me up he slowed his thrusts to keep the feeling going for longer and finally, the man I loved came apart in my arms. He growled so loudly. I watched as he gritted his teeth together as he continued to move in and out of me. Witnessing him orgasm, made me come all over again, nowhere near as violently but more sweetly and completely.

I held on to him tightly. Our foreheads rested together as the warmth of him began to slide slowly down my leg.

‘I love you too, darlin, more than you’ll ever know… now get your well fucked ass on the bed, I need to show ya how fucking much… unless you’ve had your fill of me, of course.’

He lifted me up in order to pull himself out of me. Nathan was the only man I knew that could come and within the space of a few minutes was nearly rock hard again. I looked down in between us as I watched a little reluctantly as our bodies parted. A glint of something caught my eye.

‘What the hell is that?’ I exclaimed. I pushed him away from me as I got down on my knees to examine his still hard cock. I heard him laugh, in the deep tone he always had when he was turned on. I grasped hold of him in one hand and looked.

‘You’ve had a piercing done… in your cock?’ I could hear the absolute disbelief in my voice. My sight lifted to the beautiful man standing in front of me. His hair was in its gorgeous just-fucked, messy state, his eyes twinkled as he looked down at me. His arms were crossed against his chest, and I heard a deep rumble of laughter.

‘Yep.’

‘That’s all you can say, I’m shocked… you could have told me before we fucked… couldn’t you?’

‘I could have, but you stopped my dirty talking by kissing me… I just reckoned you’d get to feel it anyhow.’

‘Oh… I felt it alright.’

I cheekily pulled his cock into my mouth and ran my tongue around the silver balled loop. I bared my teeth and moved his cock side to side feeling the clink as the metal hit the enamel of my teeth. His hands came around my head, holding me gently in place. The sounds that left him were like music to my ears.

‘Hell… Ya keep doing that, darlin and I’m gonna cum in that pretty little mouth of yours.’ I answered him by taking him further into my mouth and hollowing my cheeks. The taste of me and him on his cock was turning me on again. I reached down to my nipples and twisted them, giving them the respite they were yearning for. The sound that left him was wild and uncontained. I did the same movement again, knowing he was watching me.

His deep breathy sighs hit my ears and spurred me on.

‘This is your one warning, I’m about to come fucking hard in your mouth.’ I answered him by grabbing his bare arse cheeks and digging my nails in to the hard tight flesh.

‘You fucking own me… darlin… FUCK,’ he roared and the hot spurts of his come hit the inside of my mouth. I held him to me as he thrust one last time. I looked up at him with wide eyes and a mouth full of cock, as he swept his hair out of his face and looked down at me with such unadulterated love, I thought I would burst.

He pulled me up slowly by my shoulders and moved me in the direction of the bed. He finally pushed his jeans all the way down his legs and sat down and kicked off his heavy boots. I removed my shorts and climbed into bed, shifting myself over and making room for him. He strode across the small room and peeled back the covers, lying down next to me.

‘HOME RUN!’ he shouted out, punching his fist into the air as he gathered me into his arms and pulled me, until I lay spread over his sweaty chest, breathing in his sandalwood smell.

‘You are unbelievable… do you have to let everyone know.’

‘I feel like shouting from the fucking roof tops, Bella… I do have two problems, though… one of course is my stomach, we still haven’t eaten... and the other is we didn’t finish my story before we expended each other.’ I looked up at him from my prone position on his chest. He had propped himself up on a folded over pillow, in his normal position with one hand behind his head. His eyes however were seeking mine.

‘Whatever it is, I don’t care, I love you… so tell me and that’s it, we can eat and watch some old film on TV.’ I got myself comfortable and prepared to listen.

‘I don’t have much more to tell ya… you know I like control, you knew that six months ago. The reason behind it is, as a young teenager I used to watch my step-father have sex with his submissive, in our fucking house.’ He said it very matter-of-fact and I heard him intake a deep breath. ‘It’s affected me… I’m disgusted to say I enjoyed watching… I used to jerk off afterwards. I was the one who made sure I was always there to watch the fucking asswipe, I’m ashamed, to say I liked the control he had over the women.’ He stopped talking and I propped myself back up on my hands and looked at him square in the face.