Inked Chaos (11 page)

“I’ve only just seen them.  I swear those
pap’s are sneaky critters.  I never once saw a camera, and I look happy because
I am honey.  He makes me laugh constantly.  He’s caring, and affectionate, and
considerate.  I’m on such a high, I’m going to land down hard tomorrow when I
have to leave.”

“You could always come on tour.  I’m going
for the first couple of weeks.  We could spend our time shopping and hanging
out.” She suggests.

“No, I can’t.  I have some meetings with
the publisher and my agent and besides, he hasn’t asked me.  No way can I just
invite myself along.  It’s only going to be for a few weeks; I’ll see him in
London, and after the tour he wants me to come back to LA.”

“Point taken.  So I guess you’re spending
today with AJ.  I’ll pop round in the morning and say bye.  You can give me a
quick fill in on all the juicy details then.  I take it AJ is taking you to the
airport.”

“Nothing to tell other than what you’ve
seen in the press, and I’m not sure about the airport yet.  AJ hasn’t mentioned
anything.”

“Nothing to tell! Are you kidding me?” she
splutters.

“No Jen, nothing to tell.  We’ve been out,
we’ve had fun.  We’ve kissed and that is it.” I reiterate.

“So you’re telling me, that you and the
awesome AJ Lewis, haven’t done the horizontal tango.” She replies.

“Horizontal tango! Oh my God Jen, how old
are you?” I say laughing. “And no, we haven’t.  In fact, he’s the one who keeps
calling a halt if things become too hot, saying he wants to take it slow.  So I
repeat, there is nothing to tell.” I laugh.

“Well! Well! I’m gobsmacked.” She
splutters. “Who’d have thought it of him? Well fair play to the guy.  He said
he would handle you with care, and I guess he wasn’t lying.”

“He said he would handle
me with care?” I whisper.

“Yeah, when we had that talk after the
party.  I guess he really meant it honey.” She said wistfully.

“I’ve got to go hon’, he’s waiting for me.  I’ll
see you in the morning.”

“Okay, enjoy you’re day.  Don’t do anything
I wouldn’t do.” She teases.

“As if!” I laugh, as I end the call.

I think about what Jen said about AJ
handling me with care.  That’s obviously why he’s decided to take things slow.  Again
he shows his caring, sensitive side, and once more I can’t believe how my luck
seems to have changed.

Grabbing a towel, I head down to the pool,
and the guy that seems to be slowly but surely working his way into my heart.

It’s been three weeks.  Three
very long weeks since I last saw AJ, but that will end shortly, when I finally
arrive in London after this seemingly endless train journey.

We have done everything possible to keep in
touch.  Phone calls, texting, emails…..but the separation for me has been a
hard one.  

Over the weeks, I’ve had plenty of time to
reminisce over the last day we spent together.  I had arrived at the pool, to
find AJ sitting at the patio table in his swimming shorts, looking sexy as hell
as usual.  The table laden with a selection of edible goodies laid out for
breakfast.  

“Hi.” I’d smiled throwing my towel over a
chair. “Sorry I was so long, Jen rang; she’s popping over in the morning before
I leave is that okay?” I’d asked, watching as AJ stood and walked over to me, a
smile on his face.

I’d tilted my head back to look at him as
he reached me, and he’d taken advantage, giving me a quick kiss, placing his
arms around me, pulling me to him in a tight embrace.

“As long as I have you to myself today, I
don’t care.” He’d replied as he’d dropped his head for another kiss.  

I’d wrapped my arms around his hard
well-toned body, conscious of the fact, that it was my first time seeing him
shirtless in the flesh, and oh my, what a sight to behold.

My own bare skin touched his, sending my
nerve endings into disarray, and taking my breath away.  His hands gently
roamed over the skin of my back, one coming to rest at the back of my head, the
other at the base of my spine holding my body close to his own.

Boy can he kiss.  I’ve obviously had my
fair share of kisses, but they must have been off frogs, because in my arms was
the prince of all kissers.  He knows what he’s doing and how to do it.

My heart pounding loudly, my body moved
without my conscious permission, as I’d raised myself onto my tiptoes, in an
effort to be as close to him as I feasibly could.

With a groan deep in his throat, AJ pulled
me to him even tighter than I thought possible, tilted his head and deepened
the kiss, his tongue tasting and tempting my own.  Showing me no mercy in his
assault of my senses, he held me captive as he took all he could, making me
respond in kind, and surrender everything I have to him.  Everything except him
melted away, until all I was aware of and sensed was AJ.  I was totally
oblivious to everything but him.  

Wrenching his mouth away from my own, hearing
his laboured breathing as I’d opened my eyes, I’d tried to focus and pull my
head out of the haze I found myself in.  My body teetering, as I’d tried to regain
my balance.

“God girl you’re going to
be the death of me.” He’d muttered.

“AJ?” I’d groaned.  Why
did he stop? Again.  

“Can’t do it babe.” He’d said, running a
thumb over my cheek bone “Can’t have a taste of you, only to not see you for
weeks.  I’m going to need time to have my fill of you.”

Once again, he’d been honest and straight
forward.

Resting my head on his shoulder, my arms
holding him tightly, I’d tried to catch my breath, and bring my own body under
control.

I’d thought, maybe it was because it had
been so long since I’d had sex, but I know it wasn’t.  Never had I felt like
that, with any of the other men I have dated in the past.  Never before, had my
body become so aroused so quickly.  Not even with James, and I’d supposedly
been in love with him.  No, it was my response to AJ.  He has a power over me,
like no other man I have known.  Even those few words, made my body tingle in
anticipation of what we would have together.  My nipples already highly sensitive,
becoming almost unbearable.

Moving a fraction away from me, AJ had brushed
the hair which had come loose from the bun away from my face, and placed a
swift kiss on my lips.  

“Birdie, do you understand? I’m only so
strong babe.” He’d whispered against my mouth. “When the time comes it will be
special, but even more so for the wait.”

Nodding my head, I’d squeezed him with my
arms, before moving away and walking over to the table on unsteady legs, to
pour myself a glass of orange juice with shaking fingers.

Turning to face him, peeking over the top
of my glass, I’d seen that he hadn’t moved; standing where I’d left him, his
hands on his hips, his eyes downward to his feet, an almost dejected stance
about him.

Suddenly lifting his head, our eyes had met,
resulting in my breath rushing from my body at the sight of the lust in his
eyes.  I was rooted to the spot, as his eyes seemed to pierce through my skin
to the very core of my being, heightening my arousal beyond imagination.

Breaking eye contact to look towards the
house, while biting his bottom lip.  He then appeared to come to a decision, and
strode purposely towards me, his eyes maintaining contact with mine, until he’d
stood close, taking the glass from my hand and placing it on the table.

“I’m defeated Birdie.  I surrender.” He’d
declared in a whisper, as he’d lowered his head, his lips meeting mine in an
all-consuming, assault of a kiss.  His strong arms surrounding me, pulling me
close to his body, enabling me to feel his arousal as it pressed against me.

My own arms reached around his neck, one
hand finding its way into his hair, clasping and forcing his head down towards
my own; deepening the kiss, as he took all he wanted and I’d surrendered to
him, totally, taking my fill in return.  My breasts and nipples swollen, and aching
so much, the sensation almost unbearable as they’d brushed against his chest,
making me groan and rendering me breathless.

“Are you with me Birdie?” He’d whispered
against my lips, gazing into my eyes.

I knew what he was asking.  Was I ready to
take the final step to where we were heading? Slowly nodding my head, I had
given him his answer.  I had never been surer of anything in my life.  He had
demolished my defensive wall into smithereens, surrounding me with his own kind
of protection.  A protection of love, consideration and care.  Taking my hand,
he’d strode purposefully towards and into the house, and straight up the
stairs.

“Millie?” I’d questioned, jogging to keep
up with him.  The last thing I wanted was for the housekeeper to walk in on us.

“Day off.” Was his terse reply, as he came
to a stop outside his bedroom door. “Are you sure?” he’d asked.  I gave a brief
nod and smiled shyly at him as opening the door, I had walked past him into his
room.

Looking around I had expected a more
masculine room, but it was tastefully decorated in shades of grey and pale blue.
 Contemporary and modern, but with a hint of traditional too.

My thoughts were broken, when AJ placed his
arms around me from behind, kissing the crevice of my neck where it meets my
shoulder.

“Thought I was stronger babe, but I don’t
want to be anymore.” He’d admitted on a whisper.

Turning around, I’d placed my hands on
either side of his face, and guided his mouth to my own, taking the initiative,
letting him know that no more words were necessary.  It didn’t take long before
he took over the kiss; devouring my mouth like a starved man, whilst slowly
walking me backwards, until the backs of my knees hit the bed and we fell, with
him landing on top of me.

My breath hitched, with every nerve in my
body, coming alive with the sense of AJ, who seemed to read my body like a
book.  Sliding one hand slowly down my side until it reached my ass, he’d caressed
the cheek, before pulling my body closer to his own, until I could feel his own
arousal.  His other hand caressing the side of my face, as he’d took his fill
of my mouth, kissing me long and deep.

Pushing at his shoulders, whilst using my
feet for leverage I’d pressed him over onto his back; straddling him as he’d
sat up curling his arms around me.

Keeping his one hand on my back, his other
resting just beneath my breast, he’d swept his thumb over my nipple, causing me
to catch my breath, whilst arching my back; forcing my breast into his hand, my
body unconsciously searching for more.

His lips leaving my own, began to travel
downward, covering my body with tender kisses, before arriving at my breast;
which he’d proceeded to expose by pulling down my bikini top, before taking my
nipple into his mouth.

I couldn’t help but moan out loud, as he’d
licked my nipple then sucked it deep into his mouth.  Clasping his head to my
chest as he feasted, I’d thrown my own head back as the sensations overtook me;
as with both hands on my breasts, he took his fill; alternately licking and sucking,
giving each breast equal amount of attention.  

Feeling his hard arousal between my legs, of
its own volition, my body commenced grinding down onto his lap; trying to get
closer, as reaching behind me, I’d unfastened my bikini top and threw it aside.

Groaning, AJ lay down and rotated us until
I was lying on my back with him at my side, and I’d watched as his eyes roamed
down over my body.

“Beautiful.” He’d murmured as his hands
traced the path his eyes had taken, until coming to rest on my bikini bottoms.  Bringing
his gaze back to mine, he’d stilled his hands, waiting with an unspoken question
of agreement; which I’d given by elevating my ass off the bed, enabling him to
pull them down, and discard them.

For several seconds he lay there, his eyes
sparkling with lust, taking in their fill.  Until finally, a hand resting on my
hip, he’d kissed me; his tongue exploring every part of my mouth, once again
heightening my senses.

My pulse had quickened, as his hand lightly
travelled lower over my body and down the tops of my thighs, before coming to
rest at the juncture of my legs.  I didn’t know how much more I could take.  My
body wound so tight with anticipation; feeling the wetness between my thighs,
as his hand found the spot he was searching for.

So sensitive with want, I couldn’t help but
moan, my body craving more as he’d slipped first one finger inside me, moving
it in and out, shortly followed by another.  

“Oh God baby.” He’d groaned as once more he
took my mouth.

I was lost; out of control like I had never
been before.  Wanting to feel him, all of him, I slid my hands underneath the
waistband of his trunks, slowly pushing them downwards, until I could reach no
further, and he had kicked them off.

My captivated eyes had taken in all that
was AJ.  Beautiful, totally and utterly beautiful.

I’d reached down touching him, and on
hearing his sharp intake of breath, began stroking my hand up and down, sliding
my thumb over the head of him, feeling the wetness of his arousal.

AJ leant backwards away from me, causing me
to momentarily release my hold on him, as he’d reached behind him to the
bedside cabinet, and from the drawer removed a condom.  I’d heard the crinkle
of paper as he opened the packet, and watched as he rolled it on, before
rolling back and over me, resting his legs between my own.

Holding my hands down on either side of my
head, fingers entwined, he’d teased my mouth by biting my bottom lip, then
sucking it, before thrusting his tongue inside; simultaneously moving his hips
towards my own, just enough to tempt and tease my hips to rise towards his; as
wrapping my legs around his back, I’d drawn his body firmly towards my own.

Raising his head, I was spellbound by his
piercing blue gaze as he thrust inside me, knocking the breath from my body.  Heavenly,
is the only word to describe the feeling that washed over me.  He filled me up,
making me feel whole; two halves of the same being, brought together as one.  

Remaining rooted in that position
momentarily, he’d then slid out and again thrust deep inside, harder and faster,
as raising myself up as high as I could, I’d strained to meet and match each
thrust; offering my total submission, as my own needs took over; losing myself
in each thrust and sensation that was all consuming.  Reaching for that
ultimate goal of release.

“Birdie.” He’d murmured.  And it’s like my
body responded to his call, as I’d instantaneously fell over the edge into
oblivion, and came harder than I ever have before.

Slowly coming down, I’d opened my eyes, and
found AJ staring into my own as he’d increased his pace, still holding my
hands.

Wanting so much to touch him, I’d whispered
against his lips.

“Let me go baby.”

As he released my hands, I’d brought them
up to his face, and pulled his mouth down to my own, just as he’d planted
himself deep and groaned his release into my mouth.

I was undone.  The last brick in my wall
had been smashed.  AJ had full possession of my heart, and my soul and now my
body, and knowing that, I’d kissed him hungrily trying to convey all I was
feeling.

Wrapping his arms around me and pulling me
tight into his body, AJ had moved it up another level, like he was answering my
unspoken message with his own, and I dared to hope that he was experiencing the
same emotions as I; that what we just shared was something special.

He’d lifted his head, kissed the tip of my
nose and smiled at me.

“Wow.” He’d declared as
his smile became a full out grin.

“Wow indeed.” I’d returned,
finding myself mirroring his expression.

Shifting to his side, he’d discarded the
condom.  Then manoeuvring me so I was facing him, with my head resting on his
shoulder, he’d wrapped one arm around me, whilst brushing my hair away from my
face with the other.

“You okay?” he’d
questioned.  His eyes searching my face.

“Just dandy!” was my reply as I’d wrapped
my arms around him tightly.  Everything seemed so surreal.  There I was lying
in AJ Lewis’ bed; totally exhausted, after just having the most amazing sex I
had ever experienced.  Me! Jorgi Morgan! How the hell did that happen?

“Tired?” he’d asked as he
was stroking his hand down over my