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Self was well aware of the not-Selves approaching from the place-of-Burning. It still had trouble accepting the distinctly alien idea of a not-Self that seemed to exhibit the volition, the sense of purpose that ought to be Self’s alone. It could best accept the not-Selves’ existence by thinking of them as a kind of »selves«, as disembodied parts of Self momentarily sundered from the whole. This explained the purposefulness of their advance as well as the tastes of pure metal and functioning submicroscopic units, of tightly channeled electrical and magnetic fields, of other-than-natural heat radiation that they bore on and within their curiously formed beings.

How, though, could there be »selves« that had not arisen by the direct volition and action of Self? That was a question unanswered, and possibly unanswerable.

Normally, of course, it would have been simple enough to absorb them into the whole, assimilating their memories of events from beyond Here and Self, but the memory of the Burning, and the driving need for survival that was indelibly printed within every one of Self’s composite units, made it hesitate.

It could not face the agonizing pain and loss of Burning again.

“Dev?”

“Yeah, Vic.”

“My sonar is picking up something funny up ahead. I think the main tunnel dead-ends… but the returns are, I don’t know. Soft.”

“Yeah, I read the same. It might be what we’re looking for.”

For the last several kilometers, he’d been aware that the tunnel they were traversing had changed in character. It continued to descend at a ten-degree slope, and the lumen had neither narrowed nor enlarged. Still, human-programmed mining nano tended to leave a smooth and crisply defined, neatly geometrical surface, one given a denser composition than normal rock in order to support the tunnel roof. The tunnel walls now were slightly irregular, with a surface that appeared to have been altered by restructuring native rock into a slightly translucent, crystalline structure, obviously for the same reason.

This section of the tunnel had been eaten out not by human agencies, but by Nagas.

“Maybe we should just unwrap Fred and send him ahead, huh?”

Dev had been considering that for some minutes now. The trouble was that there was no way of predicting what Fred would do once he was released. Better to make sure they were face-to-face—if you could even use such anthropocentric imagery here—with the Naga.

“Let’s wait,” he told Hagan. “We haven’t been attacked yet. Let’s see if we can get closer.”

“You’re the boss. I make the range to be a little less than a kilometer, now.”

“Let’s just hope the tunnel doesn’t tighten up,” Dev replied. “I’m beginning to wonder if we’ll even be able to turn around in here.”

“Yeah. Anything bad happens, we’re going to have to back up real, real fast.”

Change, or rather, the capacity to experience change, defined Self, separating it from unchanging Rock.

Or, to be more specific still, the capability to deliberately inflict as well as to contemplate change was what separated Self from its surroundings. Rock
could
change, becoming not-Rock, but that was a direct result of Self’s volition. Self absorbed rock, changing its components at need to generate additional Self. Rock did not, could not, change of its own accord.

Change, as directed by Self, was all that made existence worthwhile. Consider the boredom of an infinite and infinitely unchanging universe!

Once, then, Self had gloried in change. Since the Burning, however, the need for change had itself changed. The Burning had brought pain, loneliness, loss… and an abiding fear, almost as though Self itself had been pinched off to become a sharply limited anddelimited »self«. These sensations and the associated memories were now part of Self’s universe, and they shaped its perceptions of all that lay beyond the truncated and flame-seared boundary between Self and not-Self.

Immediately before the Burning, Self had become aware—through the agency of numerous »selves«—of the bizarrely alien not-Selves and not-»selves« that were now approaching Here. Incompletely understood, these alien not-Selves had once been understood as a special category of Rock, something natural and preexistent, but which sometimes seemingly acted with volition. Self had sought them out, partly curious, though mostly their apparent relationship with vast troves of unimaginably pure and very special and useful subsets of Rock was what had intrigued.

Intriguing, too, had been the number of »selves« that never returned for reabsorption after being dispatched to sample these alien »selves«. Why? This growing uncertainty about the nature of the alien »selves« had been in the forefront of Self’s introspective awareness when the Burning had flamed across being, vaporizing untold trillions of Self’s composite units. Perhaps as much as a tenth of Self’s substance had ceased to be, had become not-Self and, in the becoming, had transmitted sensory images that could still, upon reflection, make Self’s being shudder in remembered agony.

How to avoid a repeat of the Burning now dominated Self’s awareness. As the alien »selves« neared Here, Self could conceive of only two alternatives. It could retreat, as it had in the aftermath of the Burning, finding shelter in deeper and more secure embraces of Mother Rock. Comfortable as that thought was, it offered few advantages, for the not-»selves« were clearly capable of following Self wherever it might go.

Which left, of course, only a single, viable alternative, risky as that might be.…

Chapter 23

Our modern perspective reveals that the Xenophobe Wars were, in fact, a terrible accident, one brought about by the fact that neither side in the conflict had any clear idea about the true nature of the enemy. Humans perceived only the Xeno travellers and combat mode fighters, alien monstrosities obeying alien imperatives and wreaking utter devastation wherever they appeared. The Xenophobes, we now understand, perceived us as part of the background, if at all, as a kind of natural phenomenon that could be dangerous and which had to be assimilated, neutralized, or adapted to.

—
The Xenophobe Wars

Dr. Francine Torrey

C.E.
2543

“Vic!” Dev snapped, every sense almost painfully taut. “Do you see it? Do you
see
it?”

“Affirmative.” Hagan’s view forward from his own warstrider was blocked by the hull of Dev’s machine, but he was getting a visual feed from Dev’s RLN-90. “My God, there’s a lot of it, isn’t there?”

“The tip of the iceberg,” Dev replied, wonderingly. “Worse. If this thing was a human, we’d be a couple of bacteria staring at the very end of its little toe.”

The tunnel they’d been descending debouched on a vast cavern; so sudden had been its appearance that Dev had nearly plunged forward off the tunnel’s edge and into that vault of primal blackness. The spotlights on Dev’s Scoutstrider filled much of that cavern without illuminating it, for the far walls and the unseen floor of the pit were filled with a glistening, opalescent black substance in constant, queasy motion. Too lumpy to be oil or some similar liquid, the light-drinking surface was wetly uneven, composed of thousands of closely packed Naga supracells that slid over and around one another with the slick, mucoid lubrication of certain Terran gastropods. Each was connected to its neighbors by innumerable tendrils, like the axons and dendrites of human nerve cells, save that these were in direct contact with one another.

Too, these were moving, unlike nerve tissue. Dev had the impression that he was staring down into a living sea, one with currents and waves, but ponderously slow.

That sea of iridescent blackness was aware of him, he knew, not through sight or hearing, but through dozens of stranger, more subtle senses that probed and tasted rock and magnetic fields and the sizzling flow of electrical currents. The mass below Dev’s warstrider was heaving itself up out of the pit, an ocean of black tar given mobility and will, extending a multiton pseudopod toward the opening in which Dev’s Scoutstrider perched.

“Back!” Dev called, and he reversed his strider’s movement, shuffling the RLN-90’s half-folded legs back in the cramped space of the tunnel. “Get back, quick!”

Dev had managed to scuttle back perhaps ten meters from the tunnel mouth when the pseudopod plunged through the entrance, swallowing the glare from the RLN-90’s spotlights, pushing forward like a thick, black paste ejected through a narrow opening by tremendous pressure. It hit his Scoutstrider with jarring force, toppling him sideways into the wall of the tunnel, then sweeping him along like a toy caught in a flood. The rush, the sudden impact were so abrupt that Dev didn’t have time to fire his weapons. He was still trying to keep his warstrider upright when his link with the machine’s AI flared static white in his mind, then winked out into blank.

“Vic!” Dev screamed. “Vic! Cut Fred loose!” If they could release the Eriduan Naga fragment…

And then Dev was awake and in his own body, locked inside the padded, coffin-sized crevice of his strider’s link slot. Power was gone… as were his control systems. The Scoutstrider was an inert, string-cut puppet of dead metal, and Dev was trapped inside.

Vic Hagan backpedaled furiously as the nightmare, gelatinous wall of blackness exploded toward him through the tunnel opening. His data feed from Dev’s Scoutstrider was lost in a flutter of static. He’d heard only a sharp-screamed
“Vic!”
from Dev, the name cut off short.

He’d positioned himself a good eighty meters behind Dev’s strider, since he’d been linked to the view fed to him from the other machine. When the feed vanished, Vic could see the top half of Dev’s RLN-90 starkly pinned by the lights of his Fastrider, its legs awash in the tarry ooze. The LaG-17 mounted two fifty-megawatt lasers, one to either side of its stubby prow like the mandibles of some spindle-legged insect. He triggered both lasers together, sending a double pulse of laser energy into the black sea advancing toward him up the tunnel, trying to sear the thing as close to Dev’s RLN-90 as he could without risking hitting the other machine.

Nothing. The moving blackness drank the coherent light scarcely a ripple. Vic fired again… and again. A flash of silver rippled across the surface of the gelatinous mass, then vanished so swiftly he wasn’t even certain he’d really seen it.

He took three more steps backward as the Naga mass advanced, colliding with the maglifter pallet where it hovered behind his strider. Sensors transmitted the shock of contact, the metallic brush and scrape as his left leg ground against Fred’s travel pod. His full attention focused on the advancing Naga, Vic overrode the sensor data and pushed, still backing up the tunnel.

Balanced on tightly focused fields that rode the planet’s own magnetic field, the maglifter pallet yawed to its side as the Fastrider forced itself past, slammed into the tunnel wall, then crashed to the floor. Vic squeezed past it, willing the Fastrider’s legs to move faster, panic rattling at brain and heart as the night black horror kept rolling toward him.

His lights caught a piece of Dev’s warstrider still afloat on the tide… a leg, Vic thought. Then he saw another piece, the right arm still bearing its hundred-megawatt laser, ripped from the RLN’s hull in a careless display of raw power. He couldn’t see the hull. The black mass reached Fred’s pod where it lay now, dented and torn, on the floor of the tunnel and washed over it like an ocean breaker. The wrecked maglifter was swallowed an instant later.

Weapons were useless. Vic concentrated all of his energy on movement, backing up the tunnel with all of the speed he could muster. The Fastrider’s legs scissored almost to a blur, duralloy-flanged feet striking sparks against the smooth floor of the tunnel, one outflung arm clanging against the wall in a desperate bid to urge the machine backward yet a bit faster.

The black tide kept coming. He wasn’t going to make it.…

Dev thought he was facedown, though in the disorienting blackness of his strider slot, it was difficult to tell for sure. It felt as though the Naga had engulfed his Scoutstrider and was bearing it along within its mass, a tiny morsel, swallowed whole. A grinding, shrieking clash of tearing metal howled inside the narrow confines of the compartment, conjuring images of his warstrider’s dismemberment… or worse, of the life-support hull cracking and the black ooze pouring in.

Never had Dev felt a terror this dark, this penetrating, and he had to battle with all of his swiftly tattering strength to keep from howling aloud and pounding on the sides of the strider slot with his fists. Instead, moving by instinct and by touch, he struggled to reach the storage compartment built into the side of the slot.

It opened when the panel read the data feed from his left palm. Urgently, wrestling to maintain some small bubble of sanity and rationality within a rising sea of panic, he thrust his left arm into the compartment, striking cool, dry softness within. He felt it envelop his arm, from fingertips to elbow, felt the touch grow cold.

The cornel, manufactured yet alive, biological construct of the alien DalRiss, clung to his arm like a living glove. Dev’s only hope of survival now, he knew with grim certainty, was to talk to the thing that had swallowed his Scoutstrider like a casually tossed peanut. Katya had survived being swallowed by one of these things. He could, too,
if
he could talk to it before it killed him.

As his outraged sense of balance told him his warstrider’s hull was rolling to an upright position, his right hand hit the emergency manual release for the strider slot’s hatch. With a hiss of equalizing pressures, the seal on the RLN’s environmental pod broke. The hatch slid aside, revealing a blackness that was, if anything, more absolute than the black inside the slot.

Dev gasped. The air outside the Scoutstrider was breathable but blistering hot, stinking of sulfur and fuming, unnamed vapors driven from slow-cooking rocks. He took another breath, fighting the urge to gasp. The air here, if anything, was more oxygen-poor than that on the surface; desperately, he fumbled for the slot compartment that held a survival mask and bottled oxygen.