JAX: MC Biker Romance (New Adult Contemporary Bad Boy Romance) (52 page)

Lexa smiled, nodding. “I actually got it out of him one night,” she said. “Right before he left for tour.”

“So?”

She bit her lip. “It was where he met Dawn.”

Things clicked together in my head; Dawn… the love of his life. He’d both gotten her and lost her in the same year. She was a girl with terminal cancer who went down swinging. I’d never actually met her. I’d been on tour when they met, and she was too ill for visitors by the time I got back. But, I could tell how much he loved her.

“Why’d he come back here after?” I asked. “Seems like he’d only be torturing himself.”

Dawn had died four years ago. I’d been to Big Barry’s with Joel many times since then.

“He spread some of her ashes here,” Lexa said. “I think he felt closer to her when he was back here… like she wasn’t gone.”

And now, they’d be together again. That was the kind of poetry Joel would’ve loved.

The waitress, a surly looking woman in her mid-forties, came around for our orders. We got a couple beers and a big plate of nachos, and then she headed back off of the floor.

“So, where is the actual spreading occurring?” I asked. “Where’d he put Dawn?”

A bar seemed like a weird place to spread ashes, but I supposed that was Joel’s kind of thing.

Lexa smiled and gestured to the corner of the room. I turned and saw the big stone fireplace, which I’d always thought was out of place in here. Besides, it didn’t work.

“The fireplace?” I asked quizzically, turning back around. “His final resting place is going to be in the broken fireplace of a shitty bar in the middle of nowhere?”

“And, the backyard of his childhood home… and on the rocks under the pier on his favorite beach,” she corrected, smiling devilishly. “Now, we just have to find a way to do this.”

I looked around the room, taking stock. The waitress and the bartender were the only members of staff, and she more or less disappeared into the kitchen unless she was taking drink orders. He, on the other hand, sat on a stool looking even grumpier than the waitress, watching football on the TV. There were a few patrons playing pool—the ones that had eyed Lexa on the way in—and a few guys sitting at the bar. I assessed that the fireplace was visible to at least half of the people in the room.

“Are we going to dump and run?” I asked, figuring anything less would get us caught.

Lexa shook her head. “We just ordered our drinks, Slade,” she said. Using my name caused a thrill to run through me. I wanted to make her say it again… and again.

“What’s your plan then, Ginger?” I said, leaning toward her. “Gonna do an elaborate striptease while I put old Joel to rest?”

“Thought about it,” she said, shrugging. Her eyes turned to me, shining with mischief. God, the things I would do to her. “But, I think our best option is to just ask.”

I laughed, dipping my head back. She wouldn’t ask a family if she could dump some ashes in their yard, but she’d ask one of the angriest bar staff I’d ever seen?

“Go for it,” I said, waving my hand.

She grinned and stood from her seat, mincing over to the bar. I watched her talk with the bartender, leaning over seductively and staring deep into his eyes. I watched the grin sneak up on his face. Then, he looked very sad. Finally, he gave a little nod, and Lexa came back, triumphant.

“Alright, Slade,” she said. “Let’s give my brother some peace.”

*****

“To Joel,” Lexa said, raising her frothing pint of beer. Her eyes were rimmed with red, but she blinked them back. She’d probably cried enough in the last couple of weeks to fill a swimming pool. I doubted I’d be seeing any more. “He was a great brother,” she continued. “A good man, and a soldier to the bone.”

I raised my glass as well. “To Joel,” I said. “The craziest, best man I ever knew, and the man who saved my life.” We clinked glasses, and I took a sip.

Lexa looked at me, shocked. “He saved your life?” she asked quietly.

I cocked my head. “He never told you?”

She shook her head at me.

I chuckled, looking down at my glass. “That’s just like him,” I said. “Saved a man’s life and never cared about the credit.”

Then, I told her the story—about how me and some guys were under fire, and Joel pulled it away long enough for us to escape. I told her how after he miraculously made it out untouched as well, he had acted as if it was just another normal day at the office. He’d come back after we’d chased the insurgents off, covered in dirt, and started cracking jokes to us. I told her about all the stupid practical jokes he used to play, and about the time he jumped out of the convoy as it went through a village, so that he could help some kids inflate their soccer ball. I told her how he was the best man I ever knew, and I struggled with the idea that one roadside bomb was enough to kill him.

For the first time ever, I talked and Lexa listened.

Lexa

We were both very drunk… well, I was. I’d done the math, and Slade should have been very drunk too, but he seemed more or less unaffected, or maybe, that was his drunk face. I couldn’t tell.

We got a cab back to the motel, and he helped me as I swayed up the stairs to our room. His hand on my back was electric, and I ached for him deep in my bones. There was nothing in the world that I wanted at that moment as much as Slade Ronan.

When we got in the room, I turned to him, doing what I hoped was an alluring smile.

He laughed. “Get into bed, Ginger,” he commanded, pointing.

I swayed toward him, keeping my eyes on his as best as I could. “Make me.”

It was a poor attempt at seduction, I admit. My drunken arsenal never really consisted of much more than that. And anyway, it was certainly having some kind of effect. Slade’s eyes grew dark with lust, and I saw his fingers twitch as if he was itching to reach out and grab me.

“You’re drunk, Ginger,” he said. “I might be an asshole, but I’ve got some morals.”

I pouted, doing my best to look innocent and seductive. “Don’t you want me?”

In a flash, I was pressed against the wall. Slade’s arms fenced me in, and his face was lowered toward mine. His eyes were hot. God, everything about him was hot. Was he actually going to kiss me? I didn’t know if I could handle that kind of searing heat.

“Believe me, Ginger,” he murmured. “I want you.” He pushed away from the wall and strode toward the bed. “But, I’ll not have you when you’re shitfaced.”

I sighed, feeling my body throbbing everywhere. I was so turned on that I didn’t know if I’d be able to sleep; still, it seemed like that was the only thing to do.

I got into bed and turned off the light, not bothering to change into pajamas. I was going home tomorrow anyway, and I wasn’t sure I could manage taking off my pants without falling over. I tried to ignore the desire to sneak over to Slade’s side of the bed. I didn’t think I could take any more rejection.

*****

For the second morning in a row, I woke up in Slade’s arms. The first morning, all I’d had to do was pretend to be asleep while he extricated himself. Today, it seemed that would not be the case. I wanted to get up and go get us some coffee, and apologize for how I’d been the night before. I couldn’t remember an awful lot, except being turned down by Slade after making a right fool of myself.

I slowly began to shimmy away under the sheets, hoping the drop of his arm to the mattress wouldn’t wake him up. I never even got that far.

His hold tightened and dragged me back, his chest against my spine. “Where do you think you’re going?” he purred into my ear.

With just those words, my body came to life; heart racing, blood pumping, heat flashing everywhere.

“To get us some coffee?” I squeaked.

He laughed darkly against my neck, securing his hold around my middle. “You tested my restraint last night, Ginger,” he said, his lips fluttering against my skin as he did.

The sensation ran through me and I sighed, leaning back against him. I could already feel him hardening against my butt. Oh God, did his body feel good against mine. It was like being locked in a steel cage.

“Did I?” I asked innocently.

His lips moved against my skin again. “That wasn’t very nice of you.”

I arched back into him and he growled. “What are you going to do about it?” I asked.

He spun me around so quickly my heart stopped. His lips crashed down on mine, pulling me against him as his mouth devoured me. I was breathless, speechless. My heart hammered in my chest as I returned the kiss hungrily, tasting him… feeling him. His hands pressed against my back, pushing me closer… tighter. Our bodies were one under the white cotton sheets.

I felt so secure. I felt so alive. My whole body tingled as I kissed him, and the rest of the world just slipped away. His lips moved to my neck, scraping stubble against the sensitive skin of my throat. I moaned and dipped my head back, giving him full access and full permission to do what he wanted, and what he wanted was very clear.

I reached my hand down and cupped him through his pants, feeling how hard and heavy he was. He sighed against my neck, sending shivers through me.

“Are you sure you want this, Ginger?” he asked.

“Yes.”

His hands found the bottom of my shirt, ripping it off and tossing it away. My bra followed. As the cool morning air hit my nipples, another shiver wracked my body. I was both hot and cold, each sensation fighting for dominance on the battlefield of my body.

His hands moved to cup my breasts as he kissed me again, rolling on top of me and grinding his hips into mine. I arched up, offering my body to him. His rough hands on my skin were divine, his lips on mine exquisitely sinful. I felt heat pool between my thighs, and I rubbed against the friction of my jeans.

Slade pulled away to look at me, his eyes dark as they had been last night. How could I remember that, but not that he wanted me too? Then, he pulled his shirt off and dipped down to kiss me again.

My hands roamed his back, feeling the sinuous muscle flex under his skin. God, he was hot. I could have touched him all day.

His hands moved to my zipper and pulled my jeans and panties off in one elegant jerk. It was clear that he’d done this before, many times… fine with me. It wasn’t like I was a virgin. His pants soon followed, and then we were naked together. When I felt his cock on my stomach, I had to glance down and look at it. It was impressive.

When I looked back up, he was smirking; the cocky bastard. I opened my mouth to chastise him for being so cocky, but the next second, he was filling me. All that came out was a low moan instead. He slid in slowly, shuddering when our hips met. Then, he pulled back, and began to thrust.

I was on another plane. As our hips rocked back and forth, the bed could have been on fire and I wouldn’t have noticed. Who was I kidding? The bed probably was on fire. That was the only explanation for the amount of heat between us.

His mouth sought mine, nipping and sucking on my lips as he grunted with his thrusts. I kept rhythm, pushing my hips up off the bed to meet his. The tension within me grew until I was so close that I could taste the sweetness of release on my tongue. I wrapped my legs around his hips, and he began to thrust harder, faster. The change of pace sent me spiraling over the edge, and I screamed as pleasure buffeted me, dragging me out of my skin.

Slade’s body continued to pound against mine, and he latched his teeth onto the top of my shoulder as he slammed home again, then again. Then, with a shudder, he held my body to his, tensing everywhere.

He sighed and rolled off of me, pulling me up and draping my chest over his. His face was relaxed, probably the only time that I’d ever seen him relaxed. Both of our bodies were covered in a thin sheen of sweat, and we just sat there and panted for awhile.

“Well,” I said finally. “That was…”

He raised an eyebrow at me.

“Unexpected.”

He laughed. “And, I know how much you love your careful planning, Ginger,” he teased.

I rested my head on his chest and listened to the hammering of his heart. “We probably have to check out soon,” I said. “And, I imagine you want to be on your way.”

I needed to give him an out because I was scared that if I didn’t do it now, he’d just keep hanging out with me out of pity. I couldn’t take not knowing. I was a big girl. I could get over it if he just wanted to drop me off at home and never see me again. I’d probably spend the rest of the day hiding in bed, but I’d get over it eventually.

Slade’s arms circled my back, stroking me. “Actually, I had a different thought,” he said. “What are you doing for the next couple of weeks?”

My heart raced, and I looked up at him. Be cool, Lexa. “Uh, not a whole lot,” I said. “Why?”

His messy hair and lopsided grin made him look so much different than the hard-lined, rugged soldier I was used to. It was a look that seemed like it was just for me.

“I’ve got a long, forced vacation ahead,” he said. “I could use someone to chatter at me incessantly and keep me from being bored.”

I tried to suppress a massive grin. “Are you asking me on an adventure with you?” I asked.