Looking For Trouble (18 page)

"Now, Wade...I need you inside of me,
now
!" she yelled and took him in her hand and stroked him.
With a growl, he reached beside her head and tore open the condom
packet with his teeth, then quickly sheathed himself, then moved
over her body until he was positioned at her apex, without going
father. He caressed her breasts reverently, "You're fuller than you
were," he said curiously, looking up into her eyes.

"Baby boobage..." she told him with a
chuckle. "Angel gave me a boob job."

"Mmm..." he murmured then took her nipple in
his mouth and sucked hard, before circling it with his tongue, then
he whispered over her breast, "So damned sweet, darlin'..." Kissing
his way up her chest, he put heated kisses along her neck, then
behind her ear, causing shivers to course up her spine, but she
wanted more...needed all of him.

Demanding release, the tension in her body
ratcheted up, and she spread her legs wider then pushed against
him, and he slid inside of her. Jess whimpered, then tried to take
him farther inside, and he pushed a little farther, then held
back.

"More...c'mon, Wade stop teasing me," she
begged breathlessly and squeezed her inner muscles against him. He
pushed up on his knees, then took her good leg and lifted it over
his forearm, and with one sure thrust, he filled her and Jess
thought she was going to split in two, and sucked in a breath. It
had been so long, and he was so big.

"That's why I was taking my time, sugar...I
don't want to hurt you," Wade said through gritted teeth. His face
was flushed and his jaw clenched as stayed still inside of her,
just holding her and letting her get used to him.

"You're not hurting me, darlin'....you feel
so damned good," and he did, she closed her eyes and savored the
stretched feeling and fullness of having him inside of her again,
then moved her hips a little and squeezed him.

"Oh, god, Jess...don't do that..." he panted
and his face got redder, then he blew out a breath and pulled back,
sliding out of her a little, then moving forward again. The
friction was so amazing, the feeling so exquisite, she howled then
moved her hips frantically against him trying to start a
rhythm.

Wade growled and then moved his hips with
hers a couple times in short strokes, and he hit a hidden spot
inside of her that pushed her closer to the orgasm that was
building inside of her with every stroke.

"Oh, yes...that feels so good...faster," she
panted, the grabbed the sheets in her fist when waves of pleasure
crashed over her. "I'm coming...faster, baby...just a little, oh my
god," she groaned and clenched her jaw as her body vibrated with
incredible sensations that took her on a ride, until she sailed
over the peak to fulfillment. Her breathing was coming in erratic
gasps, as he continued to stroke and aftershocks wracked her
body.

Finally, she opened her eyes and looked into
his warm chocolate brown gaze then smiled. then said breathlessly,
"Wow...amazing."

Wade smiled that sexy smile down at her, and
his dimple popped out before he told her, "We're a long way from
done, baby," then flipped her gently on her stomach, and lifted her
hips. Jess pushed up on her knees then felt him behind her, and he
lined himself up with her, then with one long stroke, he pushed
inside of her, pulling a long moan from her, as he went deeper than
he'd been before, stretched her wider, and fresh desire pounded
through her.

"Oh, my god," she whispered brokenly, and
pushed back against him, lifting her rear end higher against him,
as her inner muscles started tensing again.

Wade groaned and put his hands on her ass to
pull out of her half way, then pushed back in slowly, before he
started a rhythm that had her spiraling toward another release,
reaching for it. He moved a hand around her and found her bud then
quickly worked her desire up to insanity levels again. Her heart
was beating so fast, she felt lightheaded as she fought to hold off
another orgasm, but couldn't. Jess wailed his name as she was
swamped with pleasure so intense, her ears buzzed and her body
hummed as it moved over her.

Wade increased the rhythm and deepened his
strokes, and then she felt him stiffen behind her, as he hissed her
name, and found his release too. He just held her still for a
minute, staying inside of her, then he leaned over and kissed her
shoulder then whispered near her ear, "That was...unbelievable,
sugar," then he eased out of her and laid on his back and pulled
her against him.

Jess laid on his arm and cuddled into his
shoulder, and threw her good thigh over his leg, then pressed
kisses on his chest. "My memory didn't exaggerate a thing..." she
told him with a chuckle, then ran a finger down his chest to his
navel. His muscles quivered under her touch.

He looked down at her with satisfied warm
brown eyes, and said, "Keep that up, and I'll be ready for another
round in a minute or two..." then he gave her that sexy grin of
his. "But I need to go clean up if that's gonna happen, I'll be
right back," he said then kissed the top of her head and slid his
arm from under her to get up. She watched the muscles in his sexy
bare ass flex as he headed for the door and sighed.

Jess flopped back on the bed and threw her
arms over her head and smiled, then she heard a little wail coming
from the other room. Hopping up, she pulled on Wade's discarded
t-shirt, and took a deep whiff, because it smelled just like him,
clean sweat, outdoors and pure man, better than any cologne on
Earth.

Hobbling down the hall to the other bedroom,
Jess flung open the door and gasped when she saw that Angel had
somehow scooted herself down the bed, out from between the pillows,
and she was really close to the edge of the bed. "Holy, shit!" she
yelled then tried to get a swinging motion going to run as best as
she could to get her.

Wade beat her over there and grabbed Angel
up into his arms and hugged her tight. "Looks like we're going to
have to buy you a bed, baby doll," he cooed to her then kissed her
cheek. She put her fist to her daddy's cheek and cooed at him, then
grinned. "A princess bed with a pink canopy," he told her with a
grin, and she cooed again. "You like that idea, huh?"

Jess's heart squeezed in her chest as
happiness flooded through her, but she told him with
mock-reprimand, "You're gonna spoil her rotten, Wade..."

He looked up from Angel and his eyes pinned
hers, "I can't think of anything I'd rather do, sugar...other than
spoil her mama...ya'll are my two best girls," he drawled then
wiggled his nose against Angel's and she giggled.

She walked over to him and put her arm
around his waist, then put her finger in Angel's little fist and
wiggled it around. "Your a lucky girl, punkin...you've got the best
daddy in the whole wide world," she said in a wobbly voice, then
made the mistake of looking up into his eyes. They were liquid
pools of love, longing, and regret...but the sympathy was what
ripped her up inside.

"I'm sorry your daddy treated you the way he
did, baby..." he told her in a gruff voice. "You deserved
better...you're gonna have better now.
Nobody
is going to
hurt or use you again."

Jess dragged her eyes from his then sucked
in a shuddering breath and said, "Water under the bridge,
darlin'...let's get Angel fixed up, she needs a bottle and a dry
diaper," then she turned and walked to the dresser where the diaper
bag was sitting.

"Damn girl, you sure make my shirt look
good," he said in a sexy rumble, then added, "But it's not exactly
clean..."

"Dirty or not, it smells like you, and I
like it," she said in a low purr, as she pulled out a bottle and
diaper, then turned toward him and finished, "Makes me want to do
dirty things to you..."

"Don't
ever
take it off then," Wade
growled, his eyes glittering with desire, as he sat down on the bed
with Angel in his arms, then reached for the diaper in her
hand.

Gently, he laid Angel on the bed and
unsnapped the sleeper she had on, and he expertly changed her
diaper, then refastened it. He was getting pretty damned good at
daddy duty, and he was a big help. Something she never expected
from the rough riding, sexy cowboy she'd met a year ago.

"She loves you, you know..." Jess told him
out of the blue, not knowing where the hell that came from, or why
she'd voiced it, even though it was the truth. Angel looked at him
like he was her hero, like she could lay in his arms and stare at
him for hours, listen to him talk to her. Angel was getting pretty
attached to her daddy...a lot like her momma.

Wade swallowed a couple of times, and a
muscle worked in his jaw as if he were trying to hold back emotion,
then he said, "I love her too...so damned much. I'd do anything for
her...or you. I never thought a year ago, when I was still riding,
that I'd be where I am today, or that it would be
exactly
where I
want
to be...but it is."

Jess pushed back the overwhelming relief
that poured through her, and then admitted, "I thought you'd be
upset that I got pregnant...feel trapped. You didn't deserve that,
we were careful, and that's why I didn't try to find you and tell
you. Then when I saw you again, I was afraid you were going to try
to take her from me...I'm sorry, Wade."

He pushed Angel a little farther back on the
bed, then stood up and took her into his arms and hugged her tight,
"If this is trapped, lock me up, and throw away the key, sugar," he
said thickly, then added, "But you should probably think about
getting on the pill, since my swimmers evidently laugh at
latex...as much as I love Angel, I think we should wait a little
while, before we give her a sibling."

Shock slammed into Jess...he was right, she
did need to get on the pill, as soon as possible, because she
wasn't ready for another baby either. But then another shock wave
jarred her brain, when she realized what he'd meant. He wanted to
have more kids with her, he was talking long term...the future.

Jess wanted him that was a given, and she
sure wasn't going to deprive herself from having him anymore. But
she wasn't sure what the future held for them yet, or if she was
ready to sort out her feelings for him...and she did have them.
Although they grew stronger every day, as she recognized what kind
of man he was, she thought they could just take one day at a time
and see where things went.

"Don't get that look on your face, sugar...I
know we still have a long way to go, but I have to tell you...I
haven't met a woman before that I ever thought about long term
with, until you."

She huffed out a breath then told him, "I
feel the same way about you...let's just keep it nice and easy for
now, though. I don't need anymore pressure."

He nodded, then agreed, "Nice and easy works
for now...no pressure. I'm just happy you're giving us a
chance...and that you're feeling better."

She hugged his waist, then looked up into
his eyes, "I am feeling a lot better...and I'm sorry that I get so
prickly
with you sometimes, you don't deserve it," she told
him then rubbed her face against his chest, "I just don't know what
is wrong with me, since I had Angel, I have
these...
spells
...where everything is a crisis, and I can't
deal with it. I feel like a crazy woman sometimes."

"Sabrina had a little of that after she had
Will, and Cole was about to pull his hair out," Wade laughed, then
told her, "He said sometimes she was like that woman in that movie
the Exorcist."

Jess looked up at him with interest and
asked, "What did she do about it?"

"She talked to her doctor, and he told her
it was normal and was something called the 'baby blues' or
something like that, and it'd go away if she ate right and rested
more. Between taking care of Cole and the baby, and working at the
Blue Bird, she was running herself ragged. She said getting back on
the pill helped her too."

Jess gave him a squeeze then pushed out of
his arms to look up at him. "If that's what's wrong with me, I'd be
so damned happy...I thought I was going crazy...and I've about
pissed off everyone in my life. The band is even wondering what the
hell was going on with me," she told him then said with a chuckle,
"Den looked at me like I had two heads when I went off on you at
the bar last week."

Wade's smile slipped then he asked gruffly,
"Is that the guy who was hugging you?"

"Yeah, he's been my drummer for years...he's
a good guy," she told him.

"Well tell him to keep his damned hands off
of you, or I will," Wade told her with a frown.

She walked up to him and put her arms around
his waist again, then leaned up and kissed him, "You don't have to
worry about Denver, darlin'..." she said with a little chuckle.

"He'll have to worry about
me
, if he
puts his hands on you again..." he told her firmly.

"He's gay, sugar...as big and bad ass as he
is, with all his tattoos, he likes guys...him and Tony are a
couple."

Wade snorted then told her, "Well, that was
unexpected," and grinned at her.

When Angel started fretting on the bed, she
sat down and picked her up, then put the bottle to her lips, and
she sucked it up greedily. Wade sat down beside her and said, "I
took off the rest of the afternoon, so we could meet with the
contractor and draftsman to finalize the house plans. You up for
that?"