Lords of Darkness and Shadow (136 page)

Charles turned his head now, looking between Myles and Tevin with his sick-eyed expression.

“You have become his dog, de Lohr. I do not believe you. And given the chance, I will do all I can to destroy the chain of command until I am in control of Rochester once again.” He was focused mostly on Tevin now. “I promised Cantia to Sutton because I wanted to be free of this unrighteous prison, but the idiot evidently perished before he could carry out my wants.  I do not know how he died but I do not care. All I am sure of is that Cantia is the cause of everything and I swear, given the chance, that I will kill her. She deserves nothing less for everything she has caused.”

Myles stared at the man; he didn’t dare look at Tevin. After a moment, his handsome features twisted with confusion, for he was genuinely and truly baffled.

“What in the world has that woman done to you to make you hate her so?” he asked.

Charles’ expression didn’t waver. “She took my son from me,” he grumbled. “She took him from me and then turned him against me.”

“You mean she married him?”

Charles looked away. Myles simply shook his head. “She was your son’s wife,” he said. “Brac loved her.  She was very good to him.  She gave birth to your only grandson. Why should you hate her for such things?”

Charles wouldn’t answer. When the wait became excessive and Myles finally dared to look at Tevin to see what the man’s reaction to all of this was, Charles spouted off one last time.

“I am in this prison because of her,” he mumbled. “If it takes me to the end of my life, I will ensure that the woman pays for what she has done to me.”

“Then the end will come sooner than you think.” Tevin didn’t hesitate. He turned to Myles. “Brick up this doorway. The man is a poison that must be stopped because I believe every damn word he says. He will never stop unless I stop him first.”

Myles wasn’t shocked by the order.  It was a cruel world and one did what one must do in order to survive. To protect Cantia, Hunt, and the rest of them, the harsh deed had to be done. They all knew that Charles would not be stopped and, short of running the man through with a blade, there was only one way to put an end to the madness- bottle him up in the prison that was to become his tomb. Charles screamed until the last brick was seated.

When Cantia heard the news, for Brac’s sake, she wept.

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

Seated in the solar with Val, Cantia was working on a piece of embroidery she had been toying with for several months. It was an ambitious piece with butterflies and flowers and as she sat in the mid-morning sun, she began to realize she’s hardly seen Tevin since their return two days before.

Certainly, she had seen him during meal time and they’d spent the nights wrapped in each other’s arms but for the most part, he was extremely busy as the new Earl of East Anglia and she only caught fleeting glimpses of him now and again, usually in passing. She missed him terribly but she was deeply grateful to be home, resuming a normal life.

And she was deeply grateful for Val’s company.  The woman had recovered fairly swiftly from her injuries and this was the first time Cantia had allowed her to sit up for any length of time.

Dressed in a soft, mustard-colored surcoat and struggling to learn the finer points of needlework, Val sat across from Cantia on this bright morning, tackling the somewhat simple scene of the sun rising over mountains. Cantia had helped her sketch out the scene with charcoal and stretch it out over the oak frame, and now Val was attempting to embroider her design.  She wasn’t having much luck but she was trying very hard.

A dog barking caught their attention and Hunt suddenly raced through the keep entry with George on his heels. Cantia called to her son to slow down but the boy yelled something back about fresh currant bread and that was the reason for his rushed pace.   Cantia shook her head in resignation, grinning when she caught Val laughing at her.

“Trying to slow that child down is like trying to stop a raging river,” Cantia sighed. “When he first learned to walk as a baby, he went straight to running.”

Val giggled as she took another stab at the linen. “Perhaps the next child will not be in so much of a rush.”

Cantia shrugged, focused on her embroidery. “Perhaps,” she said. Then she eyed Val. “Speaking of children, when were you planning on telling me about Myles? I have given you almost two whole days to tell me and still you say nothing.”

Val’s cheeks immediately flushed a deep shade of red.  She kept her eyes on her embroidery for a few moments until she could stand it no longer and looked up, almost sheepishly, at Cantia.  She was met by a knowing smile.

“He….” She broke out in a toothy grin and tried again. “I was going to tell you, truly. He has finally stopped seeing me as a fellow knight and views me as a woman.”

Cantia’s smile broadened. “And why not?” she said. “You are a very beautiful and accomplished woman, and it is time he realized it. When can we expect the wedding?”

Val giggled a silly, giddy laugh. “I am not entirely sure,” she said. “Myles has said he will speak with Tevin but I suspect he fears my brother in that regard, so I may have to ask Tevin’s permission myself.”

Cantia was giggling with the woman. “Nonsense,” she said firmly. “Myles will ask Tevin and your brother will be very happy to give his blessing.  I know he is very happy for you.”

Val’s giggling faded and her expression turned serious and nearly wistful. “I never thought this would happen to me,” she said softly. “Men do not usually find affection with women who can fight as well as they can, so to have Myles’ attention has me thrilled as well as surprised.”

Cantia’s features were warm. “I have known Myles for many years,” she replied. “Brac thought a great deal of him, as do I.  He is a wonderful man and I am truly thrilled for you.”

Val’s expression shifted in to one of uncertainty and the grin returned. “Perhaps… perhaps you will help me with my wedding preparations.”

Cantia was excited. “You can wear the dress I married Brac in,” she said. “It should fit you very well.  In fact, I do believe I shall tell Tevin to seek out Myles and give his blessing today. I do not want to wait for your happiness.”

Val blushed furiously, grinning, as she turned back to her embroidery.  Cantia’s gaze lingered warmly on the woman before Hunt rushed into the solar and interrupted her thoughts. 

The boy had a huge slab of bread in his hand, slathered in butter, and he rushed at his mother and directed her to take a bite. The bread, although smelling wonderful, didn’t seem particularly appealing to her, so Cantia chased Hunt away and told the boy to play in the yards. But Hunt didn’t want to go outside; he wanted to go upstairs and visit Arabel, so Cantia waved him onward.

As Hunt charged from the solar with the yellow dog trailing after him, hoping for some crumbs, Tevin and Myles entered the keep.  Hunt smacked into Tevin’s leg, leaving a smear of butter on the leather breeches, but barely stopped to apologize as he raced up the steep spiral stairs.  Lips twisted wryly at the butter splotched on his leg, Tevin entered the solar and pointed at his leg.

“I would ask for some bread to put this on,” he said to Cantia.

It took Cantia a moment to realize what he meant.  She fought off a grin as she stood from her chair and grabbed the hem of her surcoat, bringing it up to wipe off the white paste.

“He was in a hurry,” she said apologetically. “I am sorry.”

Tevin watched her clean up him up, his twisted lips turning into a smile. “’Tis of no matter,” he said, kissing her on the cheek when she finished. His dark eyes glimmered warmly at her. “In fact, I have a lull in my duties and thought I would come to keep you company but I see you already have companionship.”

Cantia grinned at him and wound her hands around his big forearm affectionately. “You may take me for a walk around the grounds. I am sure Val does not need us or want us here at the moment.”

Tevin lifted his eyebrows questioningly when he realized Myles was in the room as well. Clearing his throat as he became aware that perhaps Val and Myles should like to be alone, he turned to leave the room.

“Behave yourself, de Lohr,” he said as he passed through the doorway. “I have eyes and ears everywhere.”

As Val giggled, Myles simply shook his head. “As you say, my lord.”

In the entry, Cantia called back to them. “Pay no heed, Myles,” she said. “I will keep our lord occupied. He will not have time to worry over you.”

Cantia grinned as she listened to Val’s laughter. As Tevin, somewhat disapproving that she had circumvented his authority with Myles and his sister, opened the entry door for her, Cantia sweetly patted his cheek and proceeded him down into the bailey.

It was a mild afternoon of lazy clouds and bright sun as they began their walk across the grounds. Cantia had her left hand lodged in the crook of his right elbow and Tevin had firm hold of her as they headed towards the gatehouse.  He forgot all about Val and Myles, consumed with the feel of Cantia by his side. He had missed it.

“When were you planning on burying Geoff?” Cantia asked, shielding her eyes from the glare of the sun as she gazed off towards Rochester’s soaring cathedral. “You’ve not said a word about it.”

Tevin glanced off towards the cathedral as well. “That very subject has been one of the things that have occupied my attention,” he replied. “I have had to send word to Saxlingham Castle to see what Geoff’s mother, my aunt, would do. She may want him returned to her. I have not yet heard from her so Geoff’s body remains at the cathedral stored in an unused vault.”

Cantia glanced up at him. “I did not know his mother was still alive.”

Tevin nodded. “She is very old, but still alive. I have not seen her in years.”

Cantia nodded in understanding. “I see,” she said, glancing at the gatehouse as they drew close. That inevitably brought about thoughts of Charles, bricked up in the depths, and she couldn’t help but shudder.  Her thoughts shifted quickly from one to the other.  “I cannot help but wonder what Brac would say to all of this.”

He glanced down at her. “All of what?”

She tilted her head in the direction of the gatehouse. “His father,” she said quietly. “I know you did what you had to do to protect us, but somehow I still feel such sorrow for Brac’s sake.”

Tevin knew that. He’d seen it from her from the past few days, and his manner grew subdued. “Let me ask you a question.”

“Of course.”

“If Brac was still alive and his father behaved threateningly towards you, what would the man have done?”

“I told you before. To spare me, he would have killed him.”

“So why do you feel sorrow?”

Cantia sighed heavily. “I am not sure,” she admitted. “Perhaps because Charles’ madness would have hurt him so. Brac and his father had a good relationship. Charles thought the sun rose and set on the man.  It saddens me to see it all deteriorate so badly, not only for Brac but for Hunt’s sake as well.”

“Has he asked about his grandfather?”

“He has, a few times, but I simply changed the subject. I cannot keep avoiding it forever, however.”

Tevin sighed faintly. “Then I will explain the situation to him. Perhaps I will tell him that his grandfather has simply gone away and leave it at that.”

“You would lie to him?”

“How do you think he will react if he knows the truth? He is a young boy and impressionable. He will not understand why I have done what I did, so in order to spare him for the time being, I will omit certain truths.  When he is older, I will tell him everything and pray that he understands my reasoning.”

Cantia gazed up at him, forcing a smile. “He will understand,” she murmured, then lay her head against his bicep affectionately. “But I do not want to linger on such things today. It has been ages since we have spent time such as this and I would have that time spent on happier things.”

He grinned. “What, for instance?”

“Your sister,” she said firmly. “Let us speak of the permission you are going to give Myles to wed her.”

His smile vanished. “Permission to marry?”

Cantia didn’t back down at his nearly threatening tone. “Aye, you are going to give it, and give it today.  I will not wait to see Val happy. She loves him, you know. At least… at least one of us should be allowed to marry the man we love.”

Tevin’s good humor faded completely. Her words were like a punch in the gut, something they hadn’t discussed since the day Tevin had confessed everything to her. It seemed like ages ago.  He didn’t want to think about it but knew that ignoring it wouldn’t make it go away.  He sighed heavily.

“Cantia….”

She cut him off. “Please, Tevin. Do this for me.”

He came to a halt and faced her, his hands on her arms. “Everything I do is for you,” he murmured. “But Val is….”

Cantia cut him off a second time. “Val is in love with Myles and he with her,” she said, her eyes filling with tears. “You must understand what it is for a woman to love a man so much that he is all she can taste or feel.  To be kept from completing that circle of love and devotion, to be kept from marrying him and becoming his wife, is nothing short of torture. I live that torture more and more every day. Therefore, please tell Myles that he may have permission to marry Val. I ask this of you.”

Tevin could see the emotions in her expression and it raked at his heart like great clawed talons. “Do you not think it tears at me also?” he whispered gently. “Do you not think it eats at me every day, more and more, until I can hardly breathe? I love you more than life itself, Cantia. You are my all for living. Surely you know that.”

“I know that.”

Tevin regarded her a moment, her expression, reading the flicker in her eyes and the expression on her features. He could see something in the depths.

“But you need proof.” He thought he understood what she was thinking. “I told you I would find out what had become of Louisa but I have made no effort to do so yet.”

Cantia shook her head, wiping at her eyes. “That is not true. I know that….”

This time, Tevin cut her off. “Aye, it is,” he insisted. “So much has happened over the past few weeks that I have been swamped with what I thought were more important things. I should have sent out messengers long ago to find out what I could of Louisa but I have not. I beg your forgiveness, sweetheart, truly.”

Cantia shook her head firmly, putting her fingers over his lips to silence him. “I know you have been occupied,” she murmured. "You have had very important things to attend to, I do understand that. But finding Louisa… it is a risk, after all. We could search for years and never know, I suppose.”

Tevin put a big hand on her head, stroking her hair with tenderness. “I was thinking,” he ventured, “that if we could perhaps get a signed statement from her father saying that she abandoned her marriage and her child, that the church would perhaps annul the marriage on that basis. It is worth a try.”

Cantia looked hopeful. “Where is her father?”

“Saxony.”

Her face fell somewhat. “That is a long way away. Would you go yourself?”

He nodded. “I would.”

“You would not leave me here, would you?”

His dark eyes flickered. “I could not stand to be separated from you for so long,” he said. “We could take Hunt and Val and Myles also. It would be a grand adventure for us all and perhaps we could be married in Saxony. I am sure I could convince her father to help us.”

Cantia was back to being hopeful. “Oh, Tevin,” she gasped, throwing her arms around his neck. “It would be the most wonderful thing.”