Love Lies Bleeding (14 page)

Thinking of needs, he wouldn’t mind a bit of conversation and a welcomed warm body in his bed. He shook his head and shouldered a corpse.

He turned and saw the three men. Two had their rifles, casual, on their shoulders, but one, the stupid-looking one of course, had it aimed.

He heaved the last body on to the pyre. They just watched. His own rifle was in the truck, feet away. Not that it mattered against three.

“Coke’s cold,“ he offered, as he removed his Dallas Stars cap and wiped his forehead, all the while watching Stupid with the rifle.

“Lower that, ya redneck idiot,” the big hairy one ordered, his laugh definitely forced around the edges. Stupid listened, begrudgingly.

“You’re long way from home, Tex,” Big said, as he presented his hand. A handshake would force him to step farther away from his rifle.

Now I make out if they’re actually friendly or just aching to kill. The shake might tell me, but the eyes are a better bet.
Neither did
.

“I think them Stars might’ve had half a chance at the cup this year,” Big considered in a way that made it clear he wasn’t talking hockey.

“Fairies dancing ‘round on ice.” Stupid bulldozed over the underlying tension. “That ain’t no mind skill. Now football, that’s like chess —”

“You didn’t clean this place just for yourself, did ya?” Big, ignoring Stupid, asked.

“Yep,” he replied, knowing they’d think him lying. “Not halfway through the bodies, but I started with the hotel.” He hoped they missed mattresses. Then he upped the ante: “Got a stove working.”

The quiet one, the one he was damn sure was the leader, spit and spoke. “Hot food and a soft bed is a fine offer for strangers, thank you.”

He turned, expecting them to follow, and picked up his rifle from the truck bed. He heard no bolt slide in response, so he continued round the back of the general store.

“You got marshmallows?” Stupid asked.

Marshmallows?

“For the bonfire?”

He chanced a look back at them; they — stone cold detached — kept pace. To see all the dead, all piled there, was more than a horrifying sight, but obviously not to them.

He was in trouble, the dying kind.

He was going to have to add them to the pile.

Killing was easier imagined than done. In fact, except for some angel-of-mercy deals, he’d never actually killed a person or an animal. No matter that they eventually figured out the Infected never healed. No matter that the dying didn’t always want to go in a painful puddle of puke and piss. Euthanasia, self-defense: it’s all still murder. Maybe he didn’t like where this life had dragged him, killing and screaming, but he’d do it.

•••••••••

He turned the corner onto Main Street. They’d parked dirt-crusted motorcycles by the hotel, so staying, at least overnight, was a foregone conclusion.

He glanced over at the general store and was happy to see they hadn’t smashed the remaining windows.

“We aren’t looters,” Big said.

“Am tired of canned shit, wouldn’t mind some fresh meat, in more than one way, if you get my drift, hey Tex?” Stupid liked to blurt agenda.

“I never was much of a hunter, and couldn’t bring myself to kill if I caught anyway,” he answered, as dubious looks passed between the three.

The motorcycles were well ridden, and he momentarily thought he was wrong about their intent to stay, but then he saw that the hotel door was ajar.
 

“Saw you loading the truck, couldn’t figure what you was doing, so we looked about a bit before we came to how-do-you-do,” Big offered.

Who was the stupid one now?
Overly secure in his remote location, he’d been blasting the truck stereo and hadn’t even heard the motorcycles, and now they’d pretty much cornered him.

“The town is on a well, so there’s showers. Cold, but still,” he offered as he crossed the three-story hotel’s old-fashioned veranda.

•••••••••

The lobby was shuttered against the heat, and the gloom did little to illuminate the velvet and wood decor he’d so painstakingly restored.
 

They’d dumped gear here and chose to carry only rifles to meet and assess him. But it wasn’t much, so maybe there were only three of them.

“Kitchen’s through there. You’ll find food. Stove works, like I said,” he said.

“Don’t seem like you live here regular,” Big stated, rather than asked.

“Yeah, you running a bed and bang, Tex?” Stupid actually clapped him on the shoulder.

The temperature of the dull air dropped degrees.

Stupid removed his hand.

“Stop crowding the man,“ Leader ordered. “He’s solicitous, not accustomed to the company of fools. A personal choice, am I right?”

“Sometimes I don’t understand nothing that comes outta your mouth,” Stupid whined. And, in that breath, Leader backhanded him to his knees. Instantly, Stupid began to blubber and grovel.

Big stepped back to avoid eye contact and association.
 

Leader caressed the blade in his belt.

Don’t react — but — if they start killing each other, they aren’t going to stop there.
So, compounding his idiocy and assuring doom, he opened his big mouth. “Just oiled the floors,” he drawled.

Leader tensed his shoulders, clenched the hilt of his blade, but then he cackled like an actual madwoman. “You got yourself a bonfire to light, Tex. Take the bitch out of my sight, and put him to work,” Leader ordered. “Otherwise he’s worthless.”

Big and Stupid looked confused by, and then wary of, this suggested separation. Not that he was pleased with being ordered around either. They hadn’t asked his name, hadn’t offered theirs; a sign of disassociation, or so said his useless university psych class, but now he was walking away —
 

He sensed the knife seconds before it would have severed his spine.

He dived onto his hands and kicked Stupid in the gut as the blade sliced his leg.

Rolling to his feet, he saw that Leader was on the veranda casually lighting a cigar.

Stupid, who’d lost his knife with his fall, charged.

Jesus
, he thought as Stupid slammed a shoulder into his rib cage,
it’s a goddamned game
.

As proof, Stupid grunted, “…only room for three!”

As he struggled with Stupid, warm blood flooded his leg.
Damn it! Did he slash an artery? Could someone bleed to death from a calf wound?
Then he remembered, he’d never had any damn idea what a damn artery looked like, let alone where the bloody Christ one was in the body.

Stupid, without his knife, wasn’t up for twelve rounds. He was mean, but skinny and a little slow. A piece of siding to the head took him down. Winded and lightheaded from blood loss, he stared down at the board in his hand.
Damn, now I’m going to have to reboard that window.
Stupid groaned and rolled over on his back.

“To the death, Tex,“ Leader said cheerfully. “You want his place, you kill him for it.”

“Not interested in your sick game,” he spat. He probably shouldn’t have sneered while saying so, because Leader had that psychotic glint again.

“Allow me to make it perfectly clear: it’s you or him,” Leader said. Stupid started to cry, not blubbering like before, but silent shaking.
 

He tossed the piece of siding away. He figured that was a good enough answer.

Leader raised and cocked his rifle. “You going to die for a man who would have willingly killed you? We are the chosen ones in this revitalized, reborn world, but here a man has to step up, has to fight for his existence. Fight or die.”

Christ, he’s one of those, those messiah complexes.

“Listen, the world that left us behind wasn’t half bad,” he said. “Why ruin the —”

“Kill him or I will. He’s worthless to me now. Why sacrifice yourself if he’s going to die anyway?” Leader argued. “Prove yourself and live.”

“Boss, maybe…” Big began to beg, but faltered as Leader turned dead eyes on him. Stupid still silently wept; tears eroded his aggression.

He couldn’t stand by and watch a man be killed. Being stupid wasn’t an executionable offense.

“None of us survived because we fought some war. We all lucked out. Now, it’s a big, empty world, so you go play your game somewhere else.” He was insane, gambling with his life, but words continued to flow from his freed mouth. “You’re no second coming. You. Just. Lucked. Out.”

Leader, his lips stretched across his teeth, aimed. No way to miss this close, so he waited for the bullet to carve through his skull. He heard the shot before he ever felt it,
which was wrong, wrong sense order, wasn’t it?
Though maybe a brain had no feeling nerves.

Leader slumped away from the gun that Big still held to his temple. Stupid scrambled to his feet to supplicate himself around Big’s knees.

“I… I…” Stupid stuttered, his words stopped up with emotion.

“I know, I know, you’re welcome. Now you go on ahead, move the body before it stains Tex’s patio,” Big cajoled. “You won’t mind the extra on your pile o’ bodies, will ya, Tex?” Big grinned. “You got a nice place here, but we’ll be moving on tonight.”

Still struck dumb, he watched Stupid haul the body back towards the bonfire. “It’s safer… safer to… to travel at night,” he finally said.

“Yup,” Big agreed as he crossed toward the motorcycles. Straddling one, he turned to say. ”They don’t make ‘em like you anymore, Tex.”

“My name is Will,” he offered.

“Well, Will, thanks for the morality lesson. We won’t be seeing you again.” Big drowned out his own laugh with the roar of his motorcycle.

•••••••••

He watched until he couldn’t catch a glimpse of them on the horizon, then he scrubbed the blood off the veranda while the pyre burned.

RHIANNON

She’d found a wheelbarrow for the dog from one of those urban garden centers. The place seemed stripped of anything remotely food related. A motorcycle with a sidecar, even if she could drive one, would be too conspicuous. Her last group had figured that out the hard way.

The dog’s leg was dislocated. She certainly wasn’t a vet, but she could read. Finding medical books was as simple as opening the front door of an animal hospital. Stitching through actual flesh was gut wrenching. And still, even calculating for weight, she’d worried about the painkiller and antibiotic dosage.

She’d also found a tiny strawberry plant under the plastic mulch she’d salvaged as rain protection. Wasting precious time, she’d repotted it.

•••••••••

She was headed to the haven of the mountains. They had no reason to follow, except revenge, which, she hoped, wasn’t worth it.
 

Then she saw the sign: REWARD FOR LIVE CAPTURE. The words a childlike scrawl in red paint, slashed across a billboard from her last modeling gig. The campaign itself was so recent she hadn’t cashed the cheque before the dying started. She’d never thought her eyes looked that blue in real life, but they sure did when her face was hawking mascara.
So… they’d recognized her.

She glanced down at her chipped fingernails. She was sure she didn’t resemble her last film; she’d spent the entire time in a wedding dress and wielding a gun. She wondered what the reward would be; valuables held no value now. This wasn’t the first time her face — and body — had gotten her in trouble. Even he had told her — he, her stepfather — that he only touched her because she was so beautiful. She was a prize, or a pricey piece of meat.

Rhiannon named the dog B.B. because the Rottie was just blood and bones when she found, rescued, and patched her up. B.B. didn’t mind the wheelbarrow.
 

They traveled evenings to early morning, and got off the highway ASAP. When you had no idea where you were going, time didn’t factor at all.

She hoped they’d assume she was heading down the coast to LA, but she hadn’t been there when the chaos really hit and wasn’t ever going back. She placed that life firmly behind her with every step she took.

•••••••••

B.B. didn’t stay in the wheelbarrow for more than a few days, which was good, because despite all the Pilates, Rhiannon’s shoulders screamed.

Going was slow with B.B. limping. They stopped often for supplies, but never slept where they scavenged. Dog food was oddly easy to find. She tried to not let B.B. gorge, but it was difficult rationing a starving animal, and despite her injury, B.B. bulked up fast.

It was four days before they saw another human.

•••••••••

Memory was a trap as sure as chain or concrete; one that she’d armored against even before she found herself living in a post-apocalyptic wasteland; where haunting and terror were everyday events. It didn’t do to dwell, wasn’t a functional way for her at least, but some days, like today, with the sun warm on her back and B.B.’s nails click, click, clicking on the pavement, her mind wandered.

Often, when people got hint of the bits of terrible she’d confronted in her life, they wondered at the fact that she wasn’t lying in a basement somewhere with a needle in her arm and a hole in her soul.

Rhiannon couldn’t answer those survivor questions, couldn’t be a life coach or some sort of role model, because she had no idea what made her different, what made her brain different than others who had suffered. She had made the best of the situation, controlled it as much as possible, and walked away when she got the chance. Though some ties proved harder to break than others.

Sometimes the other person refused to let go.

In moments of weakness, she worried that the armor — all the years of protective layers built up around her heart and soul — had nothing underneath to protect.

Enough dwelling, Rhiannon. Keep on moving onward.
She had a plan — get away — and someone to protect — B.B. — that was as far as she needed to focus.

Except, except… the billboard haunted her. She had thought — when she had time to even think — that she could shed that image and become… what, she didn’t know, but something other than herself. But that billboard, the fact they hadn’t raped her, the fact they’d given her a guided tour on the way in. It felt…
planned? Contrived?
Maybe she was just paranoid after so many years of so many fan stalkers, only one of which had ever laid violent hands on her and she had to admit, if only to herself, that she had some culpability in that situation.