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But that was holiday. The next year I came back in March to begin mapping in earnest. My method was simple enough: I
carried
the dozen or so sheets of the Ordnance Survey map that cover the region at six inches to the mile (topographically very
accurate, though out of date, having been last revised in 1913–18), and I walked or cycled everywhere marking in new houses, paths, archaeological sites and holy wells, noting placenames and
whatever
local lore I could pick up. I had done some research
beforehand
, reading through a detailed and captivatingly discursive series of papers the Clare antiquarian Thomas Westropp published in the 1890s and 1900s, in which he set out to describe some of the principal ancient monuments, and was drawn into, as I was to be drawn into, a crazy attempt at full coverage. Westropp describes 310 Celtic or Early Christian ringforts and cashels in this region of some 150 square miles; I located them all on the maps and gave them numbers, and over a period of a few months visited each one to see if it was still extant, and found a lot more in the process. Similarly for the 66
Late Stone Age tombs, which had been
published
in i960 in the
Survey
of
the
Megalithic
Tombs
of
Ireland.
My motive in trying to re-find all these things for myself was not just a concern for scholarly accuracy, it was a way of driving myself into every corner of the terrain – and it brought me sometimes to Eden, and sometimes abandoned me in thorns.

As population and land-use has fallen away over the century and a half since the Famine, hazel scrub, fraught with brambles, has eaten little fields by the hundreds. This secondary woodland appears quite timeless, a denial that culture had ever opened up these areas to the sun. Many of the trees are suspended in death, their rotten branches held in place by a thick glove of moss until one reaches to them for support in a difficult place, and they drop off soundlessly. A delicate haze of Herb Robert’s thin reddish stems and mauve stars floats over the blanket of moss that covers the litter of boulders underfoot and the low mounds of collapsed field walls. With much puzzling and casting about I could often
match the vagaries of these mounds snaking through the shadows with the crackle-glaze of field boundaries on my old Ordnance Survey maps, and use them to orient myself. (In an essay on the Burren I wrote at that time, I inadvertently stated that ‘it is easy – but sometimes rewarding – to get bewildered and go wrong by 360 in these viewless thickets’. But an error of 360 brings one back on course, if one only knew it.) I spent many days badgering through these dim coverts looking for stone cashels which to judge by Westropp’s descriptions had stood in open country a century ago, and which I found literally with my hands and were full to the brim with scrub; I climbed their tumbled but still mighty walls and paraded precariously around them at treetop level. The hazel reaches its most intractable in some of the closed depressions of central Burren, where depths of limestone tunnelled like
wormwood
by long-vanished rivers have eroded and collapsed and been carted away by the Ice Ages. Exploration of one of these evidently left me too tired to write up my diary each night:

Poulacarran was overwhelming. It took me three visits to explore it, and there are a couple of ringforts I couldn’t reach though I must have been within feet of them. I spent literally hours in the scrub on these almost
vertical
-sided hillocks around the long waterway, which I splashed across. Stillness, moist air, flies, cattle in the broad turlough. The first visit I looked around the church and down the track to the few ruined forts near the old cottages, the caves in the N-facing cliffs, the Tobarnarigh (no sign of any cult there), then up the cliffs and to and fro across the creigs south of the depression. A terrible fight through the dense bramble and hazel E from there until I burst through onto the open land where the 2 dolmens and a cist stand close together. Then all along the western rim of the
valley
– a great breezy sunny day – from one fort to the next, and tried to
get
down
the
cliffs
at
the
head
of
it.
Eventually
I
found
a
steep
cattle
track,
a
tunnel
through
shady
woods,
down
by
the
boundary
wall,
and
spent
a
long
time
scrambling
up
and
down
trying
to
find
the
double
fort
‘on
a
rock-
dome
in
Meggagh’
3
singing
‘Where
would
you
like
to
be?
On
a
rock-dome
in
Meggagh
with
me
…’,
but
no
luck.
The
woods
here
unimaginably
mysterious,
great
parcels
wrapped
in
moss
lying
heaped
everywhere,
rotten
branches
that
drop
off
at
a
touch

&
yet
even
here
traces
of
economic
activ
ity

a
branch
balanced
across
a
stone-filled
gap.
Then
on
further
down
the
track
till
I
reached
a
little
pond
where
bullocks
were
chewing
the
cud,
and
burst
out
into
the
open
fields
&
crossed
under
the
eyes
of
the
houses
to
the
Carron-Caherconnell
road.
Surely
it
wasn’t
the
same
day
I
visited
the
two
big
cahers
there
&
found
that
the
footpath
still
exists
back
through
the
val
ley
to
the
old
church

retracing
that
with
another
plunge
into
the
unknown
after
a
little
ring
up
in
a
wood
to
the
north.
A
bit
of
rain
as
I
reached
the
turlough
again.
And
cycled
back
to
Kilfenora!
Yes
it
was
that
day.
I
came
again
and
spent
another
day
around
the
Poulacarron
itself
&
its
rock
domes,
&
then
on
another
day
coming
over
from
Carron
scrambled
along
the
cliffs
at
the
N
of
the
valley
and
laid
my
hands
at
last
on
that
elusive
fort
on
the
rock-dome
in
Meggagh.
Why
that
one
became
such
an
object
of
ferret-like
persistence
I
don’t
know.
It’s
invisible
from
more
than
a
yard
away,
and
stuffed
with
impenetrable
thicket.
No,
I

ve
learned
that
there
is
no
such
thing
as
an
impenetrable
thicket.
With
time
any
length
of
any
density
of
thicket
can
be
traversed

lifting
aside
strand
after
strand
of
bramble,
breaking
apart
forked
trees,
jumping
here
and
crawling
there.
As
I
wrote
to
M,
I’m
great
at
acting
out
fables,
&
not
so
good
at
their
morals.

In this countryside clogged with the wreckage of its past,
superstition
presented itself with great immediacy. The stories I was
told in so many cottages and fields had not yet sunk back into folklore; they were still news. This man, as a child, had taken all the coins out of a holy well reputed to cure warts, and the next day his hands were covered in warts. That family had built onto the west gable of their house, where the fairy paths are supposed to run, and had had no luck since. Even vision seemed warped by the force-fields of belief. A farmer showed me three low mounds (Bronze-Age barrows, in fact) on his land; ‘They make a line!’ he insisted, even though we were standing on one of them, another was straight ahead and the third off to the left. Similarly for three ruined castles a mile or two apart, north of the village of Noughaval; they ‘made a line’ which seemed to be of some unspecific significance for people of that neighbourhood, whereas on my map they made a rather irregular triangle. The
slua
sídh
, the ‘folk of the mounds’, that is, of the ancient tumuli and ringforts regarded as fairy dwellings, are believed to travel in little
whirl-winds
, on the passing of which one should bow and take off one’s hat, according to Westropp. As it happened my own encounter with them took place within distant sight of two of those dark ragged towers, out on the treeless levels of the townland of
Crag-naruan
. I say ‘out’ because it feels like a long, step-by-step
journey
from the world of roads and houses to reach this unfrequented and hazardous locality, the limestone being riven with fissures
several
feet deep, wide enough to break a leg in and hidden beneath a continuous carpet of moss. It was a hot afternoon, absolutely still except for an almost subliminal bourdon of insect life. I was
picking
my way across this expanse of mantraps, taking bearings of the castles just visible on the horizon since there were no other
features
higher than small hawthorn bushes and the decayed walls of abandoned fields to locate myself by, when I heard a car
approaching. But surely I was a mile from any road? Within a few moments the sound had become that of swiftly flowing water – even more improbable in that desert of karst. Then suddenly the air around me was convulsed, it tugged at my cap and snatched at my map – and the invisible commotion was gone within a minute, rushing away into the distance, leaving all as before.

Sometimes I myself played the role of mischievous sprite. Creeping around in the hazel scrub one day, I found a number of stems recently cut for walking-sticks, and left them propped together in a little pyramid to puzzle whoever would come to
collect
them. Was I trying to immerse myself in this countryside to the point of vanishing? Some passages in my diary would almost suggest this; for instance my first visit to Oughtdarra in the
south-west
of the Burren. This is a valley of extremely complex
topography
ringed about with the ragged promontories and terraces of inland cliffs, every corner of which seemed to figure in scraps of folklore I’d read in Westropp. His succinct description of the place – ‘One of the most complete labyrinths of valleys, cliffs, and
enclosures
, even in the tangled glens of the Corcomroes, lies behind the little ruined oratory of Oughtdarra’ – and the observation of a
person
from that locality I’d met on my travels, that spring usually comes a week or two early to Oughtdarra, combined to instil an enchanting prevision of it into my overheating mind:

I
had
promised
myself
a
sunny
day
in
Oughtdarra

I
don’t
know
why
this
valley
had
taken
on
such
significance

and
I
got
it.
A
long
swoop
on
the
bicycle
down
from
the
hard-won
height
above
it,
bearing
me
irresistibly
past
one
or
two
farms
and
around
a
narrow
overgrown
bend
of
a
lane
to
the
last
little
farm
tucked
away
out
of
sight.
I
left
the
bike
there
and
took
a
path
around
another
hillock
into
the
central
and
most
secret
hollow.
Lots
 
of
tiny
fields
mainly
overgrown,
and
the
church
itself
so
overgrown
I
wasn’t
at
all
sure
I
was
looking
at
the
right
thing

other
apparent
gables
shrouded
with
ivy
at
the
eastern
end
of
the
hollow
turned
out
to
be
just
huge
boul
ders
.
All
around,
densely
thicketed
crags,
which
I
found
encircled
the
hol
low
and
separated
it
from
a
plateau
at
a
slightly
higher
level.
It
took
me
some
time
to
find
my
way
up
the
crags
and
down
onto
this
plateau
and
then
up
again
to
find
the
two
little
ringforts
nearest
the
hollow.
Then
a
sequence
of
decayed
ringforts
off
to
the
north-west,
and
I
discovered
a
good
souterrain
4
;
and
then
the
cliff
peninsulas
facing
south
towards
the
isolated
conical
fairy
hill.
Found
the
great
wall
of
the
peninsula
fort.
Then
north
wards
to
look
for
Leaba
na
hAon
Bhó.
5
I
found
a
boulder
laying
across
two
others
to
form
a
bed,
and
a
vertical
cleft
in
the
cliff
face
behind
it,
and
convinced
myself
that
this
was
the
cow’s
den
and
the
cave
in
which
would
be
found
the
Ulsterman
who
will
give
‘the
last
great
stroke
for
Ireland’.
I
climbed
up
deep
into
the
cleft
and
wrote
with
a
stone
on
its
wall
‘Who
is
the
man?’
I
was
very
excited
by
the
culmination
of
my
journey.
(But
I
was
in
the
wrong
place,
as
I
realized
later.)
I
ate
my
chocolate
there
and
an
apple,
and
worked
back
to
the
kernel
of
the
valley.
I
was
too
tired
to
face
the
bushes
between
the
cliffs
and
the
fairy
hill.

When
I
reached
the
first
ring
of
crags
I
saw
two
men
over
on
the
other
side
of
it
crouching
and
stalking
and
watching
a
wild
goat
down
among
the
fields.
I
came
round
to
them,
ducking
through
the
bushes;
they
had
a
gun
and
were
hoping
to
shoot
the
goat
and
its
kids.
I
lay
on
the
grass
and
we
had
a
little
talk,
but
they
were
intent
on
the
goat
and
didn
’t
know
anything
about
the
mythical
cow
etc.
So
I
went
down
to
the
house
and
spoke
to
the
woman
there,
who
offered
me
tea
as
I
had
hoped.
The
cot
tage
was
full
of
animals

hens
coming
in
for
crumbs,
cats
coming
and
going,
photos
of
tame
fox
cubs
on
the
walls,
and
a
most
comic
and
pathetic
sheepdog
that
sat
under
the
table
with
big
round
eyes
turned
up
in
terror
of
the
cat
which
it
imagined
was
on
the
table
and
about
to
lean
down
and
scratch
it.
Outside
there
was
a
pet
lamb,
and
the
woman
told
me
that
‘marten-cats’
lived
in
the
turf
stack.
She
had
heard
that
the
‘one
cow’
had
kept
20
families
of
poor
people
in
milk
who
lived
up
there.
She
hadn’t
heard
of
the
Ulsterman.
I
supposed
that
she
had
never
been
up
the
fairy
hill,
but
she
had,
and
at
night
too.
And
she
told
me
a
marvellously
com
posed
and
consecutive
tale
about
a
dog
which
went
missing.
One
night
she
woke
up
her
husband
and
said
she
was
going
out
to
listen
for
it
whining,
because
in
the
daytime
she
might
not
hear
it
with
the
buzzing
of
the
bees
and
the
birds
singing.
So
she
went
all
about
the
valley
and
up
and
down
the
cliffs
listening
and
calling,
and
up
the
fairy
hill
and
down
it
again,
and
at
last
she
heard
a
little
whine
down
in
a
cleft
between
two
crags.
She
got
her
husband
and
he
said,
‘Well
if
it’s
down
there
you
might
as
well
for
get
about
it.’
But
she
found
her
way
down
into
the
gap
with
their
other
dog,
and
searched
it
from
end
to
end
without
finding
anything,
until
she
noticed
the
other
dog
was
looking
up
into
a
tree,
and
there
it
was
stuck
in
the
fork
of
a
branch.
It
had
fought
with
a
fox
up
on
the
cliff
and
had
fallen
down
into
the
tree.
And
she
found
the
dead
fox
at
the
foot
of
the
tree.

When
I
was
leaving,
the
men
were
skinning
a
kid
on
the
grassy
hillock
by
the
lane.
I
had
another
look
at
the
church
and
found
the
carved
holy-water
stoup
she
had
told
me
about,
lying
in
the
undergrowth.
So
many
precious
things
lying
like
that
in
this
countryside.
A
struggle
up
out
of
the
valley
again.
I
wonder
if
it
is
in
danger
from
the
bulldozing
for
land
clearance
that
is
going
on
SW of it.
At
the
top
I
turned
north
and
soon
found
a
new
track
back
down
again
that
had
to
be
explored.
It
divided
up
into
three
narrow
boreens,
and
one
became
a
vague
path
that
delivered
me
back
to
one
of
the
bush-covered
rings
I’d
visited
earlier.
That
was
all
very
exhausting,
and
then
a
long
ride
back
to
Lisdoonvarna.

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