Nebula Awards Showcase 2016 (56 page)

It must be the sugarcane.

But the feeling didn't have the creamy, slightly unreal feel of sugarcane.

She was still talking. “You probably couldn't get into any ER anyway, they'll all be jammed. I know—I was an ER nurse. But this kid'll be fine. He got almost none of the gas. Just take him home and calm him down.”

“Who . . . who are you?”

“It doesn't matter.” And she was gone, backing into the vestibule of her apartment building, the door locking automatically behind her. Restoring the anonymity of New York.

Whatever sense of weird recognition and bonding Noah had felt with her, it obviously had not been mutual. He tried to shake off the feeling and concentrate on the kid, who was wailing like a hurricane. The effortless competence bestowed by the sugarcane was slipping away. Noah knew nothing about children. He made a few ineffective soothing noises and picked up the child, who kicked him.

More police sirens in the distance. Eventually he found a precinct station, staffed only by a scared-looking civilian desk clerk; probably everyone else was at the riot. Noah left the kid there. Somebody would be looking for him. Noah walked back to West End Avenue, crossed it, and headed northeast to Elizabeth's apartment. His eyes still stung, but not too badly. He had escaped the worst of the gas cloud.

Elizabeth answered the door. “Where the hell did you go? Damn it, Noah, Mom's arriving any minute! She texted!”

“Well, I'm here now, right?”

“Yes, you're here now, but of all the shit-brained times to go out for a stroll! How did you tear your jacket?”

“Dunno.” Neither his sister nor his brother seemed aware that eight blocks away there had been—maybe still was—an anti-alien riot going on. Noah didn't feel like informing them.

Ryan held his phone. “She's here. She texted. I'll go down.”

Elizabeth said, “Ryan, she can probably pay off a cab and take an elevator by herself.”

Ryan went anyway.
He had always been their mother's favorite
, Noah thought wearily. Except around Elizabeth, Ryan was affable, smooth, easy to get along with. His wife was charming, in an exaggeratedly feminine sort of way. They were going to give Marianne a grandchild.

It was an effort to focus on his family. His mind kept going back to that odd, unprecedented feeling of kinship with a person he had never seen before and probably had nothing whatsoever in common with. What was that all about?

“Elizabeth,” his mother said. “And Noah! I'm so glad you're here. I've got . . . I've got a lot to tell you all. I—”

And his mother, who was always equal to anything, abruptly turned pale and fainted.

MARIANNE

Stupid, stupid
—she never passed out! To the three faces clustered above her like balloons on sticks she said irritably, “It's nothing—just hypoglycemia. I haven't eaten since this morning. Elizabeth, if you have some juice or something . . .”

Juice was produced, crackers, slightly moldy cheese.

Marianne ate. Ryan said, “I didn't know you were hypoglycemic, Mom.”

“I'm fine. Just not all that young anymore.” She put down her glass and regarded her three children.

Elizabeth, scowling, looked so much like Kyle—was that why Marianne and Elizabeth had never gotten along? Her gorgeous alcoholic husband, the mistake of Marianne's life, had been dead for fifteen years. Yet here he was again, ready to poke holes in anything Marianne said.

Ryan, plain next to his beautiful sister but so much easier to love. Everybody loved Ryan, except Elizabeth.

And Noah, problem child, she and Kyle's last-ditch effort to save their doomed marriage. Noah was drifting and, she knew without being able to help, profoundly unhappy.

Were all three of them, and everybody else on the planet, going to die, unless humans and Denebs together could prevent it?

She hadn't fainted from hypoglycemia, which she didn't have. She had fainted from sheer delayed, maternal terror at the idea that her children might all perish. But she was not going to say that to her kids. And the fainting wasn't going to happen again.

“I need to talk to you,” she said, unnecessarily. But how to begin something like this? “I've been talking to the aliens. In the
Embassy
.”

“We know, Evan told us,” Noah said, at the same moment that Elizabeth, quicker, said sharply, “
Inside
?”

“Yes. The Deneb ambassador requested me.”

“Requested you? Why?”

“Because of the paper I just published. The aliens—did any of you read the copies of my paper I emailed you?”

“I did,” Ryan said. Elizabeth and Noah said nothing. Well, Ryan was the scientist.

“It was about tracing human genetic diversity through mitochondrial evolution. Thirty mitochondrial haplogroups had been discovered. I found the thirty-first. That wouldn't really be a big deal, except that—in a few days this will be common knowledge but you must keep it among ourselves until the ambassador announces—the aliens belong to the thirty-first group, L7. They're human.”

Silence.

“Didn't you understand what I just—”

Elizabeth and Ryan erupted with questions, expressions of disbelief, arm waving. Only Noah sat quietly, clearly puzzled. Marianne explained what Ambassador Smith—impossible name!—had told her. When she got to the part about the race that had taken humans to “World” also leaving titanium tablets engraved with astronomical diagrams, Elizabeth exploded. “Come on, Mom, this fandango makes no sense!”

“The Denebs are
here
,” Marianne pointed out. “They did find us. And the Denebs are going to give tissue samples. Under our strict human supervision. They're expanding the
Embassy
and allowing in humans. Lots of humans, to examine their biology and to work with our scientists.”

“Work on what?” Ryan said gently. “Mom, this can't be good. They're an invasive species.”

“Didn't you hear a word I said?” Marianne said. God, if Ryan, the scientist, could not accept truth, how would humanity as a whole? “They're not ‘invasive,' or at least not if our testing confirms the ambassador's story. They're native to Earth.”

“An invasive species is native to Earth. It's just not in the ecological niche it evolved for.”

Elizabeth said, “Ryan, if you bring up purple loosestrife, I swear I'm going to clip you one. Mom, did anybody think to ask this ambassador the basic question of why they're here in the first place?”

“Don't talk to me like I'm an idiot. Of course we did. There's a—” She stopped and bit her lip, knowing how this would sound. “You all know what panspermia is?”

“Yes,” said Elizabeth.

“Of course.” Ryan.

“No.” Noah.

“It's the idea that original life in the galaxy—” whatever
that
actually was, all the textbooks would now need to be rewritten “—came from drifting clouds of organic molecules. We know that such molecules exist inside meteors and comets and that they can, under some circumstances, survive entry into atmospheres. Some scientists, like Fred Hoyle and Stephen Hawking, have even endorsed the idea that new biomolecules are still being carried down to Earth. The Denebs say that there is a huge, drifting cloud of spores—well, they're technically not spores, but I'll come to that in a minute—drifting toward Earth. Or, rather, we're speeding toward it, since the solar system rotates around the center of the galaxy and the entire galaxy moves through space relative to the cosmic microwave background. Anyway, in ten months from now, Earth and this spore cloud meet. And the spores are deadly to humans.”

Elizabeth said skeptically, “And they know this
how
?”

“Because two of their colony planets lay in the path of the cloud and were already exposed. Both populations were completely destroyed. The Denebs have recordings. Then they sent unmanned probes to capture samples, which they brought with them. They say the samples are a virus, or something like a virus, but encapsulated in a coating that isn't like anything viruses can usually make. Together, aliens and humans are going to find a vaccine or a cure.”

More silence. Then all three of her children spoke together, but in such different tones that they might have been discussing entirely different topics.

Ryan: “In ten months? A vaccine or cure for an unknown pathogen in ten months? It took the CDC six months just to fully identify the bacterium in Legionnaires' disease!”

Elizabeth: “If they're so technologically superior, they don't need us to develop any sort of ‘cure'!”

Noah: “What do the spores do to people?”

Marianne answered Noah first, because his question was the simplest. “They act like viruses, taking over cellular machinery to reproduce. They invade the lungs and multiply and then . . . then victims can't breathe. It only takes a few days.” A terrible, painful death. A sudden horror came into her mind: her three children gasping for breath as their lungs were swamped with fluid, until they literally drowned. All of them.

“Mom,” Ryan said gently, “are you all right? Elizabeth, do you have any wine or anything?”

“No,” said Elizabeth, who didn't drink. Marianne suddenly, ridiculously, clung to that fact, as if it could right the world: her two-fisted cop daughter, whose martial arts training enabled her to take down a two-hundred-fifty-pound attacker, had a Victorian lady's fastidiousness about alcohol. Stereotypes didn't hold. The world was more complicated than that. The unexpected existed—a Border Patrol section chief did not drink!—and therefore an unexpected solution could be found to this unexpected problem. Yes.

She wasn't making sense, and knew it, and didn't care. Right now, she needed hope more than sense. The Denebs, with technology an order of magnitude beyond humans, couldn't deal with the spore cloud, but Elizabeth didn't drink and. therefore, together Marianne and Smith and—throw in the president and WHO and the CDC and USAMRIID, why not—could defeat mindless space-floating dormant viruses.

Noah said curiously, “What are you smiling about, Mom?”

“Nothing.” She could never explain.

Elizabeth blurted, “So even if all this shit is true, what the fuck makes the Dennies think that
we
can help them?”

Elizabeth didn't drink like a cop, but she swore like one. Marianne said, “They don't know that we can. But their biological sciences aren't much more advanced than ours, unlike their physical sciences. And the spore cloud hits Earth next September. The Denebs have twenty-five years.”

“Do you believe that their biological sciences aren't as advanced as their physics and engineering?”

“I have no reason to disbelieve it.”

“If it's true, then we're their lab rats! They'll test whatever they come up with on us, and then they'll sit back in orbit or somewhere to see if it works before taking it home to their own planet!”

“That's one way to think of it,” Marianne said, knowing that this was exactly how a large part of the media would think of it. “Or you could think of it as a rescue mission. They're trying to help us while there's time, if not much time.”

Ryan said, “Why do they want you? You're not a virologist.”

“I don't know,” Marianne said.

Elizabeth erupted once more, leaping up to pace around the room and punch at the air. “I don't believe it. Not any of it, including the so-called ‘cloud.' There are things they aren't telling us. But you, Mom—you just swallow whole anything they say! You're unbelievable!”

Before Marianne could answer, Noah said, “I believe you, Mom,” and gave her his absolutely enchanting smile. He had never really become aware of the power of that smile. It conferred acceptance, forgiveness, trust, the sweet sadness of fading sunlight. “All of us believe everything you said.

“We just don't want to.”

MARIANNE

Noah was right. Ryan was right. Elizabeth was wrong.