Never Say Goodbye (14 page)

“Damn woman, I didn’t say to kill me,” he says looking me up and down.

“What? You said to throw on shorts and a tank top,” I state
, using his words.

“Those are not shorts
princess,” he says pointing to my yoga shorts. It was either these or my sleep shorts, which are shorter than these, so yoga was the safer choice.

“Yes they are,” I state back. He just shakes his head at me. This is going to be fun after all.

“You have lotion, perfect,” he says as he takes the coconut scented lotion from my hand.

“Where do you want me?” I ask flirtatiously.

“You are trouble,” he says with a laugh, “just lie down on your stomach,” he says as he points to my bed.

I do as he says and he starts working my calves and slowly up my thighs. “Damn, you really are good at giving massages,” I tell him
softly.

“I told you I was. I’ll have you all fixed up in no time,” he says sweetly.

I continue to lie on the bed enjoying the work he’s giving my body.

“That feels so good,” I moan, yep you heard me, I moaned, “you should do this for a living.”

“I thought about it, but then it wouldn’t be nearly as fun as it is now. Now I get to watch hot girls moan from the touch of my hands,” he says greedily.

I ignore his comment. “How did you learn to massage anyway?”

“My sister went to school for massage therapy. She thought it would be smart if I knew how to properly massage a person. I spent endless hours massaging, with her bitching at me that I was doing it wrong, until finally, I got it right,” he says with a smile.

“Tell your sister
from me, that this feels incredible, she did a good job teaching you.”

“I will,” he says with a sexy smirk.

He continues on with his magical hands for a while longer and I must say my body feels so much better. I can also say that I’m pretty turned on right now, but that’s probably because it’s been months since I’ve had any action or touch from the opposite sex.

“There all done, how do you feel?” Levi asks sweetly.

I turn over onto my back and look up at him. “I feel so much better, thank you,” I say with a smile.

“Does your body hurt anywhere else?” He asks, piercing me with his blue eyes.

Staring up at this hot man is making me feel all warm and tingly. I’m curious as to what else he can do with those hands.

I know we will never be in a relationship, but I’m really starting to rethink the friends with benefits thing.

Before I can say anything, Levi speaks up, “What is going through that pretty little head of yours?”

“Oh, nothing,”
I say, trying to play it cool.

“Nice try,” he says as he moves to sit on the edge of my bed.

I slide over so he can lie beside me. He watches me move over and in turn lies down right next to me.

His face is turned so he’s looking at me, but I’m looking at the ceiling, not sure if I can look him in the face right this second.

“Liv, what are you thinking?” he asks softly.

“Nothing,” I repeat.

“I call bullshit,” he says in a serious tone.

“Huh?” I say, and turn to look at him.

“Bullshit, I call bullshit. Something was going through your mind, tell me what it was,” he says questioningly.

“Ugh, this better not go to your head, so help me if it does you’re leaving,” I spit out.

He starts to laugh, “It won’t, I promise,” he says, while he continues to pierce me with his amazing blue eyes.

“I was just thinking, it’s been awhile since someone’s touched me like you did tonight, and I miss it,” I say quietly.

“So, you liked me touching you, or just someone in general?” he asks with a confused look.

“Damn you, you made me realize how I miss being intimate with someone,” I say truthfully.

“Oh, so you are saying you’re horny for me?” he says with the biggest smile.

“I never said that,” I
screech.

“It’s okay Liv, most girls are horny for me, only the privileged ones get to see me in action,” he says with a wink.

“UGH, I never said I was horny for you. Your ego doesn’t need a boost,” I try to tell him.

Next thing I know Levi is on top of me and resting between my legs, staring me in the eyes. His eyes are the color of the flipping ocean. They are so blue it’s amazing.

“I never said my ego needed anything. But I would like for you to be honest with me Liv,” he says still piercing me with his eyes.

“Be honest about what?” I ask curiously.

“Are you horny for me?” he asks with a devious smile.

I try to move and push him off of me
, but he doesn’t budge. “The truth Liv,” he says.

“So what if I thought about having sex with you, it doesn’t mean I’d go through with it,” I spit out.

“Oh, so you thought of having sex with me, interesting. We’ve never even kissed, yet your imagining me in bed,” he says with a smirk.

Before he has a chanc
e to say anything else, I grab his head and smash my lips to his. His lips are soft and he moves slowly at first, then picking up pace. I open my mouth to give him access and he takes full control.

We taste each other’s’ mouths, and damn does he taste good. I can’t help that my hands start to roam his body. His back is muscular and his arms show he works out. I’m trying really hard to control myself, but my body wants what it wants, and right now it wants Levi.

Levi slowly pulls away from my lips, “Damn woman, you taste incredible,” he says staring at my lips.

“Can we talk about something Levi?” I ask quietly.

“Yeah, what’s up?” he says.

“The friends with benefits thing, do you do that with a lot of people?” I ask, not believing that I may go through with this after all.

Now he’s looking intently at me, like he can’t believe I just asked him that. “Liv, I don’t usually do friends with benefits. I’m not gonna lie, I usually sleep with a girl and then move on to the next one, sometimes I may go back for seconds, but it’s rare,” he says honestly.

“Oh,” is
all I can say. I look at Levi and he’s still just staring at me. “What?” I ask.

“You want to
do friends with benefits with me?” he asks shocked.

“Well no. You said you don’t do that and I don’t want to be sleeping with you and then you sleeping around. I don’t want to get an STD,” I state.

I can assure you I’m clean, I actually just got tested the other day. Liv as much as I would love to sleep with you, I’m not sure if the friends with benefits would work for you. Why do you want that now?” he asks curiously.

“Let’s see, I’m horny, but yet I don’t want t
o deal with the relationship piece, so it sounds like the most logical answer,” I try to tell him.

“So you are horny for me,” he says with a sexy smile.

“Damn you. Do you want to do this or not?” I ask slightly irritated.

“Hell yea, and for you I will
definitely do the friends with benefits shit. I can’t lie, I do get bored pretty easily,” he says truthfully.

“Good to know. I guess I need to make sure I do enough to entertain you to keep you coming back for me,” I say with a sly grin.

I push Levi so he can roll over and lie on his back as I make my way down his body. I unhook the button on his jeans and pull the zipper down to free his growing erection. I look at him and enjoy the view.

“Like what you see?” he asks confidently.

“Sure do, now let’s see if I like the way you taste,” I tease back.

“Damn, you’re a
little vixen, I love it,” he says as he positions his head to watch me.

I pull his jeans and boxer shorts down some so I have more room to work with. I stroke his growing erection a few times before I
put my lips down to taste him.

I slowly but surely put my lips around the tip of his head and use my tongue to lick up the small dew. I lick down his hard shaft to the base and cup his balls in my hand. I continue to massage his balls while continuing my licking and sucking
on the underside of his shaft.

Once I have him all wet, I take him into my mouth as far as I can. I continue to play with his balls and hold pressure on the point below his balls to make him squirm.

“Holy fuck Liv, damn that feels so good,” he moans.

His hands find my hair and he starts to guide me up and down on his hard erection. I continue to bob my head up and down taking as much as I possibly can without gagging. I use my other hand and hold on to the base of his shaft and slowly twist back and forth, while I continue my sucking.

“Damn baby, your mouth is perfect,” he says, “but I want to fuck you princess.”

I continue my sucking
, but he slowly pulls my head back away from him. “Liv, can I fuck you tonight?” he asks with hooded eyes.

I nod my head yes, because I do want him. I want to feel that connection with someone and right now, Levi
has me horny as hell.

Before I can register what’s happening, Levi has me on my back and is peeling my yoga shorts and thong off. He throws his shirt on the floor along with his jeans and lays the condom on the bed. I grab the bottom of my tank top to take it off, but he stops me. “Let me,” he says.

“Okay.”

He takes my tank top off and unhooks my bra all in one swift motion. He’s staring down at my body looking like he doesn’t know what to devour first.

Levi crashes his lips down on mine, like I’m his last breath. I grab a hold of him bringing his entire body down onto mine. I’m so fucking horny right now; I want him inside of me.

He pulls back briefly, “Liv, since you want friends with benefits you need to tell me what you want,” he says anxiously.

“I want you, right now,” I tell him.

He just stares at me for a minute, “Do you want foreplay right now or do you want sex, I need you to tell me,” he says quickly.

“It doesn’t matter, but I want to get off too,” I say confidently.

“Fuck,” he says.

“What?”

“You are too fucking perfect,” he says as he lowers himself down to my nether region. Before I have a chance to say anything he is licking at my core. He doesn’t slow down either. I bow off the bed but Levi holds my hips down so I can’t go anywhere.

“Oh my, yes, just like that,” I say as I hold on to Levi’s head.

“Damn, you taste good wom
an,” he says in between licks.

He continues to lick and suck at my core. Then I feel his fingers enter me and I know I can’t hold on much longer. The way he’s moving his skilled
fingers is enough to do me in.

“Please Levi,” I beg.

He doesn’t stop, he continues until he has me screaming his name. After my body stops moving, he slowly makes his way back up to meld his mouth with mine. His kiss is urgent and powerful.

“Damn, I taste good on your lips,” I tell him seductively, “I want you inside of me now, Levi.”

“Shit, you are going to keep me coming back for more. I can’t get enough of our mouth,” he says as he grabs the condom to open it up and smashes his mouth back on mine.

We continue to kiss and explore each other’s mouths as he slides the condom on his ever ready erection. He continues to kiss me as he positions himself at my entrance and slowly starts to push inside me.

It takes me a moment for my body to accept him and then he thrusts the rest of the way in, making me cry out.

Levi pulls back and stares at me, “are you okay, did I hurt you?” he asks worriedly.

“No, feels good, I want you to fuck me Levi.”

He pushes my upper half down on the bed and takes one of my nipples into his mouth and starts sucking on it while he continues to thrust inside me. I grab the other breast and tweak the nipple, enjoying the pleasure and pain it provides.

I can’t seem to get enough; I wrap my legs around Levi’s hips to try to bring him closer to me. I never had sex this rough before, but damn does it feel good.

Levi is continuing his thrusts and I’m matching him thrust for thrust, both of u
s are sweaty and wanting more.

“Levi, I want you to fuck me harder,” I plead.

“Shit Liv,” he says and then he fucks me like I’ve never been fucked before, until we are both crying out in satisfaction.

Chapter Thirteen

Friday comes and I head to class. Last night was not what I expected, but I don’t regret a thing. After having sex with Levi, we talked and agreed that sex was something we could do without the stupid strings attached.

It works for me because I don’t want a relationship with him, but I had a blast last night. I’m nervous about what Brynn’s going to say, but it’s my d
ecision, not hers.

After class I rush home to get some things done before my birthday weekend. I’m excited and ready to party now. I haven’t heard from Ryan anymore and I couldn’t be happier.

I decide to shower before heading out with Sophie for the night. I figured I might as well do something with her tonight, and then tomorrow hang out with Brynn and the rest of the girls.

Once I get out of the shower
, I’m surprised to see Brynn sitting on her bed.

“Hey, I didn’t expect to see you today,” I say with a smile.

“Why not?” She asks curiously.

“I figured you would be with Chad again tonight,” I say as I head over to my dresser to get some clothes out for tonight.

“Oh, no he has other plans. What are you doing tonight?” she asks.

“Going to some party with Sophie, you can come if you want,” I tell her.

“Sure, I’ll come along. What has you so happy?” she asks curiously.

“Nothing, just excited to start my birthday weekend,” I tell her.

“Really, because you were never this excited before,” she says with piercing eyes.

“Ugh, damn you, you know me too well,” I say with a smile.

“Spill it,” she demands.

“I may have had sex last night,” I tell her with a laugh.

“WHAT? With who?” she says, and I have her full attention.

“Okay, before you go crazy, we talked about it, and it’s just sex, so don’t think anything more into it alright?” I say.

“Alright...who was it?” she asks with wide eyes.

“Levi,” I tell her.

“No shit, how was it? Is he big? He totally seems like he would have a big dick,” she continues.

I just start
laughing; only my best friend would ask crazy questions like that.

“Without giving too much away, I will tell you that he is not hurting in that department,” I say laughing,
“And definitely worth having sex with again,” I tell her through laughter.

“Damn, he is hot. I’m jealous,” she says.

“Seriously? I thought you and Chad were doing well, am I missing something?” I ask surprised.

“No we are, he just doesn’t like to try out new and crazy things like me,” she says with a sad
face.

“I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. We are good, really good, I just want to try new things out, and he’s a stickler for things that are…well blah.”

“So make him do crazy shit. Don’t give him an option,” I say through a laugh. I know my best friend
. When she is determined to try something, she always gets her way.

“I know and I will, I just don’t want to scare him off. I love him,” she says softly.

“I know B, and things will work out, don’t worry about it.”

“Yes they will. Back to Levi…so what made you finally decide to have sex again?” she asks with a curious look on her face.

“Honestly, it just kind of happened. I was sore from my running. He told me he would give me a massage, and oh my gosh can he do a massage,” I say thinking back to how his hands felt on my body.

“Earth to
Livie, where’d you go?” she says with a laugh.

“Sorry, got lost in thought,” I tell her.

“I bet you did,” she says laughing.

“I don’t know, we started talking and one thing led to another,” I say smiling.

“Well, I’m glad, because I love the smile that’s on your face. Just don’t fall for him. He doesn’t do relationships and I don’t want to have to beat his ass for hurting you,” she says in all seriousness.

“Don’t worry, I don’t want to date Levi, but sex with him is another story,” I say through another laugh.

Next thing I know we are both laughing and not believing that me, of all people, wants to do the friends with benefits thing.

The rest of the evening goes by smoothly
. Soon Brynn and I are ready for our night out with Sophie.

We meet up with Sophie at the sorority house and she leads us
to a party a few houses down.

“Damn, this place is packed,” Brynn says as we make our way up to the door.

“Sure is,” I say surprised. Don’t get me wrong parties are usually busy, but this one looks insane. There are cars everywhere and people are standing outside and along the side of the house.

We make our way into the house and it’s even crazier. It looks like half the school came to this house to party.

“What’s going on here that it’s so packed?” I ask out of curiosity.

“Guess no other parties anywhere tonight,” Sophie says with a shrug.

After we make it through the swarm of people we get ourselves a drink and decide where to go. Since we can’t move inside, we decide to head out back and see what’s going on there.

The deck isn’t packed, majority of the people are in the yard on lounge chairs talking and drinking amongst themselves. We stay on the deck and decide to people watch.

“It feels good out here. Inside felt like a damn sauna,” Brynn complains.

“It is a nice night out tonight,” I say, enjoying the cool breeze.

“Umm Brynn, isn’t that Chad over there?” Sophie says pointing in the direction of Brynn’s boyfriend.

We all look to see if it’s Chad and sure enough, it is.

“Why didn’t he tell you he was coming here tonight?” I ask confused.

“Who knows, it’s not a big deal,” Brynn says trying to brush it off.

“Who the hell is he talking to?” Sophie interjects.

“What?” I say clearly missing something. I turn my head around to see that Chad is talking to some blonde haired girl. “I don’t know her, do you Brynn?” I ask her.

“Nope, never seen the girl before in my life,” she says, looking a lot calmer than I think she is.

“Are you going to go say anything to him?” I ask.

“No, if he wanted me to come with him, he would have invited me,” she states while still staring in the direction of her boyfriend.

Looking at Chad, he now has his arm around the girls shoulder and she’s laughing at something he must have said.

I can see it’s upsetting Brynn, but she’s trying not to let on that it hurts.

“Do you want to go somewhere else?”
Soph asks.

“Yeah, let’s go to another party,” I state, hoping she is ready to go. Chad can explain the mystery blonde later.

“No, we came here and we are going to stay here and have fun,” she demands.

“Okay,” Sophie and I say in unison.

Not sure what to say, I watch my best friend continue to watch her boyfriend hanging out with another girl. Hopefully, she’s just a friend or a relative or something. Brynn deserves a guy who’s going to treat her right, and I thought that was Chad. I just hope I’m not wrong.

“How about we go inside
or somewhere else?” I suggest.

“No, here’s good,” Brynn says quickly.

“B, why don’t you go over to him? She could be just a friend,” I tell her.

“Oh I know, and he better pray she’s just a friend or a relative, or he’s a dead man,” Brynn says with venom in her voice.

“Maybe coming here wasn’t such a good idea,” Soph says sadly.

“No, if he’s cheating on me, I need to see it with my own two eyes,” Brynn says casually.

“Hey ladies, I didn’t know you were coming tonight,” Levi says looking directly at me.

I feel a blush com
e on, though I’m not sure why.

“We didn’t either,” Brynn says.

“Hey Levi, do you know who the blonde is talking to Chad?” I say, pointing in the direction of Chad. Brynn glares at me, but I know she’s dying to know.

“Oh shit,” Levi says shaking his head.

“Who is she Levi?” Brynn demands.

“Umm…she’s no one,” he says trying to retract his words.

“Levi, cut the shit, who the fuck is she?” Brynn says bitterly.

He looks at Brynn, then back to me, then back to Brynn still not saying anything.

“Levi, say something,” I say.

“I don’t know who she is,” he says stupidly.

“Bullshit,” I say before anyone gets a chance to say anything. Levi just looks at me like he doesn’t know what to do or say in this situation.

“Look, I don’t know her personally, I just know her name is Amy and she tends to get around,” he says looking apologetically to Brynn.

“Has Chad slept with her?” Brynn asks Levi.

“Honestly, I don’t know,” he says.

Brynn looks beyond pissed, but she doesn’t make a move towards Chad or the blonde, now known as Amy.

Levi mouths sorry to me and I just give him a small smile. I hope that Chad isn’t that kind of guy, because so help me if he hurts my best friend, I will castrate him.

“Brynn, it could be nothing. She could be trying to get with him, but it doesn’t mean he would take her up on it,” Sophie says trying to be optimistic.

“She’s right,” I chime in.

Brynn looks like she wants to believe us, but I know the thoughts that are running through her head, none of them good.

“Hey, what time’s your party tomorrow?” Levi asks, changing the subject.

“Umm,” I say looking at Brynn because I haven’t got a clue.

“It starts at 6
:00 and you better not be late mister,” Brynn says poking Levi in the chest. He looks between me and Brynn and a big smile forms on his lips.

“What?” I ask curiously.

He still has a smile plastered on his face, “You told her,” he says looking cocky.

“WHAT?” I say, looking dumb.

“Of course she told me, we’re best friends you idiot,” Brynn says eagerly.

“So what did she tell you about me?” Levi says with an amused smile.

“Let me just tell you one thing Mr. Cocky pants, you better give her one birthday present she never forgets, you got me?” Brynn says with a serious look.

“What the hell am I missing?” Sophie says looking lost.

“I’ll fill you in then,” I tell her, hoping this conversation can end.

“Oh
, so you’re going to tell her too. Well by all means, go ahead, I’d like to hear your side,” he says with another smile.

“Shut up,” I say as I slap his arm, hoping he will drop this subject.

He starts to laugh and comes up and wraps his arm around my shoulders and whispers in my ear, “If you’re available tonight, we could go for a round or two.”

I just look at him, not believing what he’s saying to me in public. I know
my face must be a few shades of red right now because Brynn is looking at me knowingly, while Sophie looks at me confused.

“I’ll let you know,” I tell him.

“Oh she’ll be there,” Brynn answers eagerly for me. How the hell did she even hear what he said to me? Damn her, my best friend knows me too well.

“Perfect,” Levi says out loud. He gives me a kiss on the top of my head. “Well, I will let you ladies get back to your thing, and you princess, I’ll see you later,” and then he’s gone, just like that.

I just stare open-mouthed not believing what just happened. Luckily, I don’t have to say anything because I hear a voice behind me that startles all of us.

“Hey baby, I didn’t know you’d be here,” says a slightly intoxicated Chad.

“Yep, here I am,” she says with a fake smile.

He comes up and wraps his a
rms around her and kisses her.

“Are you having fun?” she asks
with slight annoyance in her voice.

“More now that you’re here,” he says with a smile. From where I’m standing
, it looks genuine and hopefully for his sake, it is.

“You sure, you seemed pretty cozy over there,” she says not holding back. That’s Brynn for you, the in your face best friend I know and love.

“What are you talking about?” Chad says acting dumb.

“Seriously, don’t start that shit with me,” Brynn says looking at Chad intently.

“You talking about Amy?” he says taking a step back.

“Hell yes,” she
yells.

“Oh Christ Brynn, you can’t be serious right now. You can’t seriously think I would do anything with her,” he says bitterly.

“I don’t know her, I only know what I saw,” she deadpans.

“Baby, trust me, I only want you,” he says as he wraps his arms around her and kisses her passionately on the lips for everyone to see.
Brynn folds immediately.

The rest of the party is pretty uneventful. Sophie found her pierced, tattooed guy again and left with him about thirty minutes ago. Chad and Brynn haven’t stopped kissing all evening, and then you have me, people watching. Yeah, this night turned out to be so much fun.