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A candid portrayal of the N-word's use among African Americans may be found in Helen Jackson Lee's autobiography,
Nigger in the Window.
It was Lee's cousin who first introduced her to
nigger's
possibilities. As Lee remembered it, “Cousin Bea had a hundred different ways of saying
nigger;
listening to her, I learned the variety of meanings the word could assume. How it could be opened like an umbrella to cover a dozen different moods, or stretched like a rubber band to wrap up our family with other colored families.…
Nigger
was a piece-of-clay word that you could shape … to express your feelings.”
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Nigger
has long been featured in black folk humor. There is the story, for example, of the young boy inspired by a minister's sermon on loving all of God's creatures. Finding a frozen rattlesnake, he nicely put the animal under his shirt to warm it up. “Nigger, I'm gonna bite the hell out of you!” the snake announced upon its revival. “Mr. Snake,” the boy asked, “you mean to say you gonna bite me after I followed the preacher's teaching and took you to my bosom?” “Hell yeah, nigger,” the snake replied. “You knew I was a snake, didn't you?”
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Before the
1970
s, however,
nigger
seldom figured in the
routines of professional comedians. It was especially rare in the acts of those who performed for racially mixed audiences. Asserting that unmentionable slurs derived much of their seductive power from their taboo status, the iconoclastic white comedian Lenny Bruce recommended a strategy of subversion through overuse. In a
1963
routine, Bruce suggested with characteristic verve that “if President Kennedy got on television and said, ‘Tonight I'd like to introduce the niggers in my cabinet,’ and he yelled ‘Niggerniggerniggerniggernigger-niggernigger’ at every nigger he saw… till
nigger
didn't mean anything anymore, till
nigger
lost its meaning… you'd never hear any four-year-old nigger cry when he came home from school.”
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But Bruce was unusual, and in terms of the N-word, he failed to inspire emulation. While the hip comedians of the
1950
s and
1960
s—Dick Gregory, Nipsey Russell, Mort Sahl, Godfrey Cambridge, Moms Mabley, Redd Foxx—told sexually risqué or politically barbed jokes,
nigger
for the most part remained off-limits.

All that changed with the emergence of Richard Pryor.
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Through live performances and a string of albums, he brought
nigger
to center stage in stand-up comedy, displaying with consummate artistry its multiple meanings.

Pryor's single best performance may be heard on the aptly titled
That Nigger's Crazy
, winner of the
1974
Grammy Award for best comedy recording. The album explores Pryor's professional fears (“Hope I'm funny… because I know niggers ready to kick ass”), blacks’ alleged ability to avoid certain sorts of danger (“Niggers never get burned up in buildings.…

White folks just panic, run to the door, fall all over each other.… Niggers get outside,
then
argue”), black parenting styles (“My father was one of them eleven-o'clock niggers”), comparative sociology (“White folks fuck quiet; niggers make noise”), racial anthropology (“White folks… don't know how to play the dozens”), and social commentary (“Nothin’ can scare a nigger after four hundred years of this shit”).

The bit that often provokes the most applause from black listeners is Pryor's “Niggers vs. Police”:

Cops put a hurtin’ on your ass, man, y'know? They really degrade you.

White folks don't believe that shit, don't believe cops degrade you. [They say,] “Oh, c'mon, those people were resisting arrest. I'm tired of this harassment of police officers.” Police live in [a white] neighborhood, and [all his white neighbors] be knowin’ the man as Officer Tim-son. “Hello, Officer Timson, going bowling tonight? Yes, nice Pinto you have. Ha, ha.”

Niggers don't know 'em like that. See, white folks get a ticket, they pull over [and say], “Hey Officer, yes, glad to be of help.” Nigger got to be talkin’ about “I am reaching into my pocket for my license! 'Cause I don't wanta be no muthafuckin’ accident!”

 

Mel Watkins has rightly maintained that what made Richard Pryor a path-breaking figure was that he “introduce[d] and popularize[d] that unique, previously concealed or rejected part of
African-American humor that thrived in the lowest, most unassimilated portion of the black community.”
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He broke free, at least for a while, of all those—whites and blacks alike—who, sometimes for different reasons, shared an aversion to too much realism. He seemed radically unconcerned with deferring to any social conventions, particularly those that accepted black comedians as clowns but rejected them as satirists. Nothing more vividly symbolized his defiant, risk-taking spirit than his unprecedented playfulness regarding the explosive N-word in performances before racially mixed audiences.
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In the years since the release of
That Nigger's Crazy
, the N-word has become a staple in the routine of many black comedians. Among these, the one who most jarringly deploys it is Chris Rock, whose signature skit begins with the declaration “I love black people, but I hate niggers.” He goes on:

It's like our own personal civil war.

On the one side, there's black people.

On the other, you've got niggers.

The niggers have got to go. Every time black people want to have a good time, niggers mess it up. You can't do anything without some ignorant-ass niggers fucking it up.

Can't go to a movie the first week it opens. Why? Because niggers are shooting at the screen.…

You can't have anything in your house. Why? Because the niggers who live next door will break in, take it all,
and then come over the next day and go, “We heard you got robbed.”

 

According to Rock, “niggers always want credit for some shit they're
supposed
to do. They'll say something like ‘I took care of my kids.’ ” Exploding with impatience, Rock interjects:

You're
supposed
to, you dumb motherfucker. “I ain't never been to jail.”

Whaddya want? A cookie? You're not
supposed
to go to jail, you low-expectation-having motherfucker.

 

Rock asserts that “the worst thing about niggers is that they love to
not know.”
That's because, he says, “niggers don't read. Books are like Kryptonite to a nigger.”

Aware that some may condemn his routine as latter-day minstrelsy, racial betrayal, or a false pandering to antiblack prejudice, Rock exclaims near the end of his performance,

I know what all you black [listeners] think.

“Man, why you got to say that? … It isn't us, it's the
media.
The media has distorted our image to make us look bad. Why must you come down on us like that, brother? It's not us, it's the media.”

Please cut the shit. When I go to the money machine at night, I'm not looking over my shoulder for the media.

I'm looking for niggers.

Ted Koppel never took anything from me. Niggers have. Do you think I've got three guns in my house because the media's outside my door trying to bust in?
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Rap is another genre of entertainment suffused with instances of
nigger.
A cursory survey just of titles yields Dr. Dre's “The Day the Niggas Took Over,” A Tribe Called Quest's “Sucka Nigga,” Jaz-Z's “Real Nigger,” the Geto Boys’ “Trigga Happy Nigga,” DMX's “My Niggas,” and Cypress Hill's “Killa Hill Nigga.” In “Gangsta's Paradise,” meanwhile, Coolio declares,

I'm the kind of nigga
little homies want to be like
on their knees in the night
saying prayers in the streetlights
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Ice-T says in one of his songs, “I'm a nigger not a colored man or a black or a Negro or an Afro-American.”
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Ice Cube, for his part, dubs himself “the Nigga ya love to hate,”
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And Beanie Sigel promises

I'ma ride with my niggas
die with my niggas
get high with my niggas
split pies with my niggas
till my body gets hard
soul touch the sky
till my numbers get called
and God shuts my eyes
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One of the seminal influences in gangsta rap called itself N.W.A, short for “Niggaz Wit Attitude.” One of this group's
most popular albums was
Efilyzaggin
, which, read backward, is “Niggaz
4
Life. ”Tupac Shakur proclaimed that for him,
nigga
stood for “Never Ignorant, Gets Goals Accomplished.”
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Some people—I call them eradicationists—seek to drive
nigger
out of rap, comedy, and all other categories of entertainment even when (perhaps
especially
when) blacks themselves are the ones using the N-word. They see this usage as bestowing legitimacy on
nigger
and misleading those whites who have little direct interaction with African Americans. Eradicationists also maintain that blacks’ use of
nigger
is symptomatic of racial self-hatred or the internalization of white racism, thus the rhetorical equivalent of black-on-black crime.

There is something to both of these points. The use of
nigger
by black rappers and comedians has given the term a new currency and enhanced cachet such that many young whites yearn to use the term like the blacks whom they see as heroes or trendsetters. It is undoubtedly true, moreover, that in some cases, blacks’ use of
nigger
is indicative of an antiblack, self-hating prejudice. I myself first became aware of the term as a child in an all-black setting—my family household in Columbia, South Carolina—in which older relatives routinely attributed to negritude traits they disparaged, including tardiness, dishonesty, rudeness, impoverishment, cowardice, and stupidity. Such racial disparagement
of
blacks
by
blacks was by no means idiosyncratic. It is a widespread feature of African American culture that has given rise to a distinctive corpus of racial abasement typified by admonishments, epigraphs, and doggerel such as:

Stop acting like a nigger.

I don't want nothing black but a Cadillac.
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Niggers and flies. Niggers and flies. The more I see niggers, the more I like flies.
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If you're white, you're right,
If you're yellow, you're mellow,
If you're brown, stick around,
If you're black, step back.
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This tendency toward racial self-abnegation has been much diminished since the civil rights revolution. But it still retains a grip on the psyches of many black Americans and is searingly evident in a phrase well known in black circles: “Niggers ain't shit.”
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Self-hatred, however, is an implausible explanation for why many assertive, politically progressive African Americans continue to say “nigger” openly and frequently in conversations with one another. These are African Americans who, in their own minds at least, use
nigger
not in subjection to racial subordination but in defiance of it. Some deploy a long tradition, especially evident in black nationalist rhetoric, of using abusive criticism to spur action that is intended to erase any factual predicate for the condemnation voiced. An example is writing by the Last Poets, a group established in
1968
that merged poetry, music, and politics in forms that anticipated certain types of rap. A famous item in the Last Poets’ repertoire
was “Niggers Are Scared of Revolution,” in which they charged that:

Niggers are scared of revolution but niggers shouldn't be scared of revolution because revolution is nothing but change, and all niggers do is change. Niggers come in from work and change into pimping clothes to hit the streets to make some quick change. Niggers change their hair from black to red to blond and hope like hell their looks will change. Niggers kill other niggers just because one didn't receive the correct change.…

Niggers shoot dope into their arms. Niggers shoot guns and rifles on New Year's Eve, a new year that is coming in where white police will do more shooting at them. Where are niggers when the revolution needs some shot? Yeah… you know, niggers are somewhere shooting the shit. Niggers are scared of revolution.
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Describing their intentions, Umar Bin Hassan writes that the poem constituted a “call to arms” because “niggers are human beings lost in somebody else's system of values and morals.”
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Many blacks also do with
nigger
what other members of marginalized groups have done with slurs aimed at shaming them. They have thrown the slur right back in their oppressors’ faces. They have added a positive meaning to
nigger
, just as women, gays, lesbians, poor whites, and children born out of wedlock have defiantly appropriated and revalued such words as
bitch, cunt, queer, dyke, redneck, cracker
, and
bastard
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Yet another source of allegiance to
nigger
is a pessimistic
view of the African American predicament. Many blacks who use
nigger
in public before racially mixed audiences disdain dressing up their colloquial language. They do not even attempt to put their best foot forward for the purpose of impressing whites or eroding stereotypes because they see such missions as lost causes. They like to use
nigger
because it is a shorthand way of reminding themselves and everyone else precisely where they perceive themselves as standing in American society—the message being, “Always remember you's a nigger. As Bruce A. Jacobs observes,
l
o proclaim oneself a nigger is to declare to the disapproving mainstream, ‘You can't fire me. I quit.’ Hence the perennial popularity of the word. Among poor black youth who… carry a burning resentment of white society. To growl that one is a nigga is a seductive gesture… that can feel bitterly empowering.”
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