Authors: Diana Palmer
Clay leaned against the wall with an angry sigh. “Thanks for the lecture. I already had one from Becky, and our minister came to put another nail in my coffin.” He looked away. “They tell me my little brother won't even talk about me.”
“That isn't true,” Rourke said slowly. His jaw set as Clay glanced at him with poorly concealed hope. “Mack tried to convince me that the Harris boys threatened you into this last deal. I wouldn't listen.”
“Why should you?” Clay asked, looking away. At least Mack didn't hate him completely, maybe, if he'd defended him to Rourke. He stared at the floor blankly. “It was just beer and a little crack at first,” he said dully. “I didn't have much luck making friends at school. Everybody knew my dad had been in trouble with the law, and a lot of families wouldn't let their kids associate with me. The Harris boys seemed to like me. They started letting me hang around with them. First thing I knew, I was drinking and doing drugs. Things were so damned lousy at home,” he said harshly. “Granddad had a heart attack and was sick all the time. Becky did nothing but work and fuss at me about schoolwork, and there was never any moneyânever anything but work and cutting corners to make ends meet.”
He looked up at the ceiling. “God, I hate being poor! There was this girl I liked, and she wouldn't even look at me. I wanted nice things. I wanted people to stop looking down their noses at me because my dad was a criminal and my people had no money.”
Rourke scowled. “Didn't you think about Becky?” he asked.
“Oh, I thought about her when I got arrested,” he laughed bitterly. “I thought about how hard she'd worked for us, the sacrifices she'd made. She hadn't even had a real date until you came along, but we ruined that for her, too. We gave her hell, because I was sure you were just seeing her to get to me.” He looked at the older man. “You were, too, weren't you?” he asked.
“In the beginning, maybe,” Rourke agreed. “Afterward⦔ He lifted the cigar to his mouth. “Becky's not like most women. She's got a big heart. She's a natural-born fusser. She makes sure you wear a jacket when it's cold, and don't get your feet wet when it's raining. She makes you hot soup when you feel bad, and tucks you in at night.” He averted his face. “She hates my guts. That ought to compensate you a little.”
Clay didn't quite know what to say. He'd seen Rourke's eyes before the taller man could avert them, and he was shocked at the fierce emotion in them.
He moved away from the wall. “I didn't wire your car,” he said hesitantly.
Rourke looked up, his piercing gaze missing nothing. “You had reason to.”
“I like dogs,” Clay muttered. “I hated you, but I wouldn't have blown up your dog.”
Rourke's face broke into a reluctant smile. “My God.”
“I know a lot about electronics,” he added. “But plastic explosives are tricky, and I don't know a lot about them.” He stared at Rourke, wanting to make him believe. “I didn't sell crack to the Dennis boy, either. Mack thinks I did,” he said honestly. “I wasn't rational while I was on the stuff, and I tried to rook Mack into helping me find contacts at his school. That's the truth, but I didn't sell any myself.” He shrugged helplessly. “I didn't want to do it, after the first time, when they set me up as a go-between on a buy. That was how they got me. They say undercover cops saw me passing the money. Then they wired your car and told me they were going to make it look like I did it. They said if I didn't get Mack to help them, they'd turn me in andâ¦oh, what's the use?” He threw up his hands and went to the barred window. “Nobody's going to believe me.” His fingers gripped the cold iron bars. “Nobody in the world is going to believe that I was forced into it, or that I'm just the fall guy. The Harrises bought enough witnesses to get me the electric chair. They're going to fry me, and you'll pay the electric bill, won't you?”
Rourke smoked his cigar quietly, thinking. “What did you do, exactly?”
“I was a go-between that first time, and then I handed out the stuff to the dealers.”
“Did you ever sell it yourself?” he asked shortly, staring at Clay.
“No.”
“Did you ever give away samples to get potential clients hooked?”
“No.”
“But you used it?”
Clay grimaced. “Yes. Just a little. Mostly I drank beer and smoked joints. I only did a little crack, and I never got hooked. I didn't like how out of control I was getting, so I stopped.”
“Did you ever have more than an ounce in your possession at any time?”
“Well, I did that night I was arrested. You remember. They'd crammed my pockets full of the stuff.”
“Besides that night.”
Clay shook his head. “I never had more than enough for one smoke, ever. I'm sorry I even tried it.”
Kilpatrick smoked some more, blowing out a gray cloud, his dark brows knitted as he concentrated. “Were you in on the buys regularly?”
“Only that once, when the set me up. They made sure I knew next to nothing about what they were doing. I only knew one thing, and not even that for certainâthey said they were going to hit you. But I thought it was just talk, you know. I didn't realize they meant to do it until Becky came home and told us about it. My God, I've never been so sick or so scaredâ¦and they told me that night that they'd made sure I'd be connected with it if I didn't do exactly what they said.” He stared at Rourke. “That makes me an accessory to attempted murder, doesn't it?”
“No,” Kilpatrick said slowly. He paced the small cell for a minute and then paused by the cell door. “But unless you get a damned good attorney, all the honesty on earth won't keep you out of Reidsville, even if they did decide not to charge you in the Dennis boy's death.”
“I can't ask Becky to sacrifice any more,” Clay began.
“Oh, to hell with that,” he muttered. “I'll take care of it. But this is between you and me. I don't want Becky involved in this in any way, do you understand?” he added curtly. “She isn't to know anything about the details.”
“What can you do, for God's sake? You're the prosecutor!” Clay burst out.
Rourke shook his head. “I disqualified myself and my office. The governor's appointed another district attorney for this case.”
“Why?”
“If I lost the case, Davis would swear I threw it because of Becky,” Rourke told him. “The same thing could apply if I let one of my staff handle it. That puts Becky right in the middle, and she's had enough nastiness from the press on my account.”
Clay's hazel eyes narrowed as he studied the older man. “She got to you, didn't she?” he asked shrewdly.
Rourke's face closed up. “I respect her,” he said. “She's got enough problems to cope with as it is. I don't see how she's managed this long.”
“She's tough,” Clay said. “She's had to be.”
“She isn't invulnerable,” Rourke reminded him. “If you manage by some miracle to get out of this, you might consider giving her a hand.”
“I wish I'd done that before,” Clay confessed. “I told myself I was doing what I was doing to help Becky, but I wasn't. It was to help me.”
“At least you've learned something.” Rourke called for the guard. “Someone will be in touch,” he said before he left. “Don't tell Becky I was here, or that I've had any part in this. That's the condition.”
“All right. But, why?”
“I've got my reasons. And for God's sake, don't talk to the press,” he added curtly.
“That's one promise I can make,” Clay said.
Rourke nodded and left the cell. After he was gone, Clay remembered that he hadn't even thanked him. Incredible, that Kilpatrick would try to help him. Could it be because of Becky? Perhaps the prosecutor was more emotionally involved than he wanted to be.
I
t had been a slow day for J. Davis. He was grateful to have time to catch up on his law journals. He was sipping coffee and munching on a doughnut with his feet propped up on his desk when his secretary announced that Rourke Kilpatrick was in the waiting room.
Davis got up and went to the door. This he had to see for himself. Why would his worst political enemy to seek him outâunless he had a gun.
He opened the door and stared at Rourke. Rourke glared at him.
“I want to talk to you,” he told Davis.
Davis raised both eyebrows. He looked much more like a wrestler than a lawyer, both in size and demeanor. “Only talk?” he probed, cocking his head to look pointedly at Rourke's open jacket. “No knives, pistols, clubs?”
“I'm the district attorney,” Rourke pointed out. “I'm not allowed to kill colleagues.”
“Oh. Well, in that case, you can have a cup of coffee and a doughnut. Right, Miss Grimes?” he added, smiling at his secretary.
“I'll bring them right in, Mr. Davis,” she said, smiling back.
Davis motioned Rourke into the plush visitor's chair and realigned himself behind his desk in his former position.
“If you didn't come here to attack me, what do you want?” he asked.
Rourke reached for a cigar just as Mrs. Grimes came in with a cup of coffee and a doughnut for him. He thanked her and put the cigar back in his jacket pocket. “You won't believe why I'm here,” he said after a bite and a swallow.
“You're going to offer to concede,” Davis said and grinned effusively.
Rourke shook his head. “Sorry. It's too soon in the race. I have my reputation to consider.”
“Oh.”
“Actually, I want you to defend Clay Cullen.”
Coffee went everywhere and so did the rest of Davis's doughnut.
“I was afraid that might be your reaction,” Rourke said.
“You were afraidâ¦my God, Rourke, the boy's guilty as sin!” Davis exclaimed as he mopped coffee from his desk and his law journals with his white handkerchief. “Clarence Darrow couldn't save him now!”
“Probably not. But you might be able to,” Rourke replied. “He says the Harris boys coerced him into a buy, and that the rest of the charges are all trumped up ones to make him the scapegoat for their crimes.”
“Listen, Rourke, everybody knows that you've been seeing Cullen's sister,” Davis began earnestly.
“And because of her I've gone soft on her brother. That's what you insinuated in print, you back-stabbing glory-seeker,” Rourke said hotly. “But it's not true. I'm an officer of the court. I don't deal under the table and I don't turn my back on drug dealing and murder. In case you've forgotten, the attempted murder he's accused of is mine.”
“I haven't forgotten, and I'm not a back-stabbing glory-seeker. I just want your job,” Davis defended. “I am sorry about dragging Miss Cullen into it, however. I honestly didn't mean to do that.”
“I didn't think so,” Rourke replied, and smiled as he finished his doughnut. “You're not a bad sort, for a defense attorney.”
“Thanks a hell of a lot,” Davis muttered. “And here you sit eating my doughnuts and drinking my coffee.”
“Takes guts,” Rourke said.
Davis studied Rourke quietly. “There are times when I like you. I fight it in my saner moments, of course,” he added wickedly.
“Of course.” Rourke lit a cigar, ignoring Davis's glare. “I happen to know that you have a smokeless ashtray in your left desk drawer,” he pointed out smugly.
“Judge Morris has been talking again, I see.” Davis sighed. “He smokes those big black cigars. Here, you pirate. Now, why do you want me to represent Cullen?”
Rourke turned on the smokeless ashtray. “Because I think he's telling the truth about the Harris boys. I've been trying for years to put them away. You know as well as I do that most of the drug traffic in the local public schools can be traced to them. Other dealers try to cut in and get put away, because the Harrises have the local syndicate boss on their side. That's the one reason I've never been able to get them to trial. Cullen may be the key. I think he'll cooperate. If he turns state's evidence, it may be just the spur I need to ride the Harris family out of town.”
“Nobody would mourn them,” Davis agreed. “But it could be political suicide to take on a case like this.”
“Only if you lose it. I don't think you will. And think of the news value,” he added with a shrewd smile. “It's a case Perry Mason might think twice about, but here you are risking your neck because you think this poor, underprivileged boy whose father was in trouble with the law is innocent. It's a dream case!”
“Of course it is,” Davis agreed. “That's why you've disqualified yourself so you won't have to get involved with it.”
“I knew you'd accuse me of throwing it if I lost.” Rourke shrugged. “That wouldn't have done Becky's reputation any good.”
“Or yours,” Davis added. He thought carefully. “It's a political hot potato, all right. But if I could get him off and tie the Harrises into trafficking at the same time, we could sweep the streets clean.”
“You'd be hailed as a crusading candidate, saving the innocent while punishing the guilty.” Rourke chuckled.
“Why are you offering this to me?” Davis asked then. “It can only hurt your chances of reelection if I pull it off.”
“If you want the truth, I don't know that I want to run for a third term,” Rourke told him seriously. “I haven't quite made up my mind.”
Davis leaned back in his chair. “I'm going to have to think this through.”
“Think fast,” Rourke replied. “The hearing is Friday.”
“Thanks a lot.” Davis stared at him, frowning. “The Cullens aren't wealthy people. They've got a public defender.”
Rourke nodded. “I'll be paying your salary on this one.”
“Like hell you will,” Davis said with a laugh. He shook his head firmly. “Every lawyer takes a pro bono case now and again. This is going to be mine. Having you for a boss would be the living end. I'd rather go bust.”
“I love you, too,” Rourke said.
“God, what a ghastly thought! Why don't you go back to work and let me do the same? I'm a busy man.”
“So I noticed,” Rourke murmured dryly.
“Reading law journals is hard work.”
“Right. But now that you mention it, I could do a bit of that myself. Anyway, this was my last cigar.” He put it out and stood up. He extended his hand and Davis shook it. “Thank you,” he said with genuine feeling. “I didn't believe Cullen at first, but I do now. I'm glad he's got a chance.”
“We'll see about that. I'll go and talk to him this afternoon.”
“If you need any information, I'll give you whatever I have. Cullen can fill you in on the rest.”
“That'll do for a start.” He followed Rourke to the door. “I heard you and the Cullen girl have split. I hope it wasn't because of anything in the papers.”
“It was because she thought I was using her,” he replied. “And at first I was.”
“She'll get over it when she finds out what you've done for her brother.”
“She won't know,” Rourke said easily. “Clay promised not to tell, and you can't, either. That's the condition.”
“May I ask why?” Davis asked.
“Because if she comes back to me, I don't want it to be out of gratitude,” Rourke said simply.
“That's very wise,” Davis told him. “Love is hard enough when you don't have doubts. It takes a lot of work.”
“You're speaking from experience, I gather?”
Davis grimaced. “Well, not really. I don't have a lot of luck keeping women in my life. Henry sort of keeps me single.”
“Henry?”
“My python,” Davis explained. “He's twelve feet long and weighs about ninety pounds.” He shook his head as Rourke stared at him. “You just can't get women to understand that they're harmless. They don't eat people.”
“A man who keeps a giant snake is not likely to get many dates,” Rourke murmured.
“I've noticed that. Odd, isn't it?”
Rourke chuckled. “I guess he's good company, anyway.”
“Great. Until I need something repaired.” He whistled softly. “The TV repairman was working on my audio when Henry crawled into the living room to see what was going on. Did you ever see a grown man faint?”
“If word gets around, you'll go through life without electricity, a telephone, or any working appliances.”
“That's why the repairman and I made a deal,” Davis said in a loud whisper. “I won't tell if he won't tell.”
Rourke was still laughing when he went out the door.
Becky was given time off work to go to court for Clay's hearing.
Mr. Malcolm had a case himself that morning and needed to confer with his client, so he gave her a lift. She sat in the courtroom with her emotions tied in knots while she tried to unravel the puzzle of what she was seeing.
For one thing, the public defender wasn't sitting with ClayâJ. Lincoln Davis was. And from what he'd said about her and Clay in the newspapers, she couldn't imagine why. In the second place, Rourke wasn't at the prosecutor's tableâthere was an older man, whom Becky had never seen before.
The people behind her had noticed, too. “Where's the district attorney?” one of them asked. “Wasn't he supposed to be trying this case?”
“He disqualified himself,” the man's companion whispered loudly. “This is an out-of-town district attorney. Would you look at who's defending the boy! Isn't that J. Davis?”
“It sure is,” came the reply. “He replaced the public defender this morning.”
“He doesn't come cheap. I wonder how the Cullen boy's going to pay him?”
“These dope dealers stick together,” the man said with disgust, and Becky cringed at the contempt and the insinuation that Clay was guilty before he was even tried. “They've got all kinds of money.”
“There's the judge,” someone else whispered.
Becky clenched her hands in her lap as the judge came in and everyone rose. Clay had just been brought in. He didn't look around at all. Becky had wanted to go see him that morning, but she hadn't had the opportunity.
Part of her had been hungry for the sight of Rourke in the courtroom this morning, but he wasn't here. Why hadn't he told her that he was disqualifying himself? Or had it been a spur-of-the-moment decision? She was so confused that the proceedings were over by the time she got her thoughts organized. Clay was bound over for trials in superior court, as she'd expected, and he waived bail. He was escorted out of the courtroom and Becky got up, feeling old and worn as she walked down the long hall alone to find Mr. Malcolm.
Rourke's office was on the way. She couldn't help glancing in the open door as she went past. Rourke saw her, but he didn't even acknowledge her presence. He deliberately lowered his eyes to the paperwork in front of him.
Becky quickened her steps, inflamed. Ignore her, would he? Well, he could just sit and wait until she said one word to him. She wanted to know why he'd refused to try the case. She'd entertained a dim hope that it might have been because he finally believed Clay was innocent. But that couldn't be the reason. The real puzzle was why J. Davis had taken on Clay as a client, and how his salary was being paid. Those were questions she intended to have answers to by the end of the day, one way or another.
She waited until she got off work to go see Clay. He was brighter than he had been, and enthusiastic about his new attorney.
“How did you get him?” Becky asked eagerly.
“I don't know,” Clay confessed. “It's more a matter of how he got me. He just showed up here this morning early and told me he was representing me.”
“He's about the best there is, Mr. Malcolm says,” Becky told him. “How are we going to pay him?”
“Don't start fretting about money,” Clay said tersely. “He told me that he takes on a case once in a while if he believes in the client's innocence, and waives the fee. He doesn't think I did it, Becky,” he said quietly, and had to look away. He wished he could tell her about Kilpatrick's part in all thisâthat he believed in his innocence, tooâbut he'd promised.
“I never thought you did, either,” she reminded him. “Neither did Mack.”
He sighed wearily. “I guess it's hell on Mack. All the kids in school will be on him, because of me.”
“Only a few, and school's out next week,” Becky reminded him. “Your English teacher phoned me,” she added. “She said to encourage you to finish high school when you can, even if it means a correspondence course.”
“Time enough for that later on,” Clay said. “Right now I've got to beat this rap.” He sat down beside her and took her hands in his. “Becky, they want me to think about turning state's evidence.”