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But he said most customers would not take kindly to his services. He was probably right. He loved to kiss my feet—at a salon, that’d be awkward. And he was no good with nail polish. I made him try once, thinking I’d save myself the expense of a professional treatment. It didn’t work out. His skills weren’t lacquering and buffing, but still I’d argue nobody did foot care like Clark did. I was one lucky girl.
* * * *
The next night Clark was online again. His green light beckoned me, like I was Gatsby pining for Daisy. I did everything to resist, telling myself if I started to chat with him more often, it’d turn into a real relationship—the sort we’d agreed to avoid.
I flossed. I painted my toenails, checking back sporadically, hoping he had signed off. My toes didn’t look good with this shade of orangey-red. I took it off with a cold cotton ball doused with acetone then reached for the color I loved—a deep, dark red, the color of velvet seats in old Victorian theaters.
The distraction of transforming my toes was a relief, but I stopped before applying polish. The green light was still on, tormenting me. I felt like it was playing with fire to be aware of what my body wanted, but afraid to express it. Clark, being the sort of fellow he was, had a way of getting me to confess all my secrets. It was part of his allure—the intoxicating attention he’d lavish on me.
Did I have the confidence to tell him I wanted to get fucked by two guys at once? That I wanted him—a self-identified slave—to put aside his submissive nature for a moment to give me what I really wanted from him—a hard fuck? Would I even be able to get those words out? And why—even as a fully accomplished adult—was I so scared to admit what I longed for?
I thought about society’s programming, about how my parents raised me to be a good girl, about all the times I’d had sex in the missionary position in my life—not because I liked it but because it felt expected—how it had only been in the past few years, since meeting Clark and Jon, that I’d finally learned to communicate my desires. At thirty-one, I knew that if I was going to have the best sex of my life, I’d have to put on my big girl knickers, take a deep breath and ask for what I wanted. But how?
Jon was open-minded, but still… He’d been brought up in a conservative family with traditional values, much like I had been. Somehow we’d managed to build this incredibly solid foundation, in spite of coming from families that didn’t talk much. He’d recently told me he genuinely enjoyed watching Clark pleasure me the times we’d had him over, but I couldn’t help but wonder whether it made him feel safe that Clark and I had never had any genital contact at all. It was a straight-up foot worship scenario. I got delightful foot rubs and Clark got to give them to me.
Jon liked to watch and he told me he wanted to fuck me while Clark watched. But so far, that was the extent of it. I didn’t have a clue how to bring up with either one of them that I wanted to go further. They were both such gentlemen that they wouldn’t push the issue with me, and I didn’t know if it was something they’d both be into. I wanted to tell Clark my feelings for him had deepened, but I didn’t know exactly how.
I broke down and messaged him.
Alissa: Do you ever miss me when we’re not together?
Clark: All the time.
Alissa: For real?
Clark: Would I lie to you, Mistress? Would you rather I call you Alissa right now? Do you need a friend?
Alissa: Can you tell?
Clark: Spill it.
Alissa: I miss you. I’m thinking about you.
Clark: I’m thinking of you as well. When do I get to see you again?
Alissa: How about I come over this weekend. Tea first? Maybe Jon can come too?
Clark: Sure. You can see my new place.
Memories seeped into my consciousness, and desire consumed me. Clark provided me with something that didn’t interest Jon. He worshiped me in a way Jon simply couldn’t. Jon wasn’t hardwired that way. I knew I wanted to marry Jon. My parents loved him. My friends loved him. He was the man I wanted to be with. But even after just a couple of weeks apart, I missed Clark’s hands on my feet. I missed his lips kissing my toes, his deep dark eyes looking up at me in awe. I missed how beautiful I felt after seeing him.
Emotionally, I found my relationships with my two hotties confusing, because society seemed to dictate ‘this
or
that’, not ‘this
and
that’. In some ways it felt selfish to ask for more than the conventional monogamous connection. I was blessed to have two men who were happy to oblige me, so I wrestled with the concept of asking for more.
Jon emerged from the bedroom dressed in his plaid boxers and oversized black T-shirt. I was instantly aroused when I looked at him and glad he was still awake. It was long past his bedtime.
“What are you doing?” he wanted to know.
“Not much,” I said. “Just a little instant messaging.”
He walked into the kitchen, poured himself a glass of soymilk and drank it at the sink.
“Who are you chatting with?” he asked.
“Clark,” I said. I looked at him to decipher his reaction.
“Oh yeah? Maybe we should have him over again soon,” he said, with a hint of a smile.
“We were just talking about maybe the two of us going over to his place this weekend. Are you up for it?” I raised my eyebrow and looked at his crotch, hoping to get a laugh. I did.
“I’m up just thinking about it,” Jon said, approaching me where I sat on the living room sofa, cross-legged. There was a bulge in his boxers. Instinctively, I was drawn to it, staring. He had only to come near me with a semi-erection and I was tempted. That was the kind of power his cock had over me. I rubbed my cheek against the fabric of his boxers, then playfully ran my fingers lightly over his chest and down toward the goods.
“Tell Clark to get on Skype,” Jon said in a suggestive tone.
“What do you have in mind?” I asked. Ever the innocent good girl, I was.
I turned my attention to the screen. There was a message waiting.
Clark: Are you still there?
Me: Jon came into the living room. He wants you to sign into Skype.
Clark: Done.
Just then, Clark’s face popped up in the corner of the screen and I made it bigger.
“Hey man,” Jon said. “We’d love to come over this weekend. Thanks for the invite.”
At the time it seemed odd to me that Jon didn’t sit down to look in the camera. In fact, all that was visible from that angle was my face and Jon’s boxers. I wondered if that was the idea.
“Cool, man. It’d be good to see you,” Clark said.
Jon looked down at me suggestively and winked then spoke directly to Clark. “You want to see a little more of us right now?”
“You know I do,” Clark said. He smiled at me and leaned forward.
I looked at Jon. I couldn’t quite believe what he was hinting at. We’d never been naughty on Skype before, though we had once talked about the idea of it. I said I thought it’d be hot to find some random stranger on some sex site and cam for them, but this was Clark. It was even better. I wanted Jon to know I was into it, so I licked my lips. Jon’s thumbs hooked into the waistline of his boxers and in seconds he had them off. Then he stood in front of the camera facing me, giving Clark a profile view. I knew exactly what to do.
I gave a flirty wink to Clark and took Jon in my mouth. Slowly, slowly, I took him deeper and deeper until I held him completely in my mouth. I looked up at him and when our eyes met, I nearly came right there. It was so hot how he had sprung this scenario on me. How had he read my mind? How had they both?
I slowly pulled back, revealing Jon’s huge cock. Jon thrust into me again. He held my face in his hands, careful not to block Clark’s view, as he started to fuck my mouth. I could hear Clark moan, but I was only looking up at Jon. It was so intense, this experience. I sucked Jon’s cock with everything I had, wanting to show him just how much I loved this. He let out a gasp as he filled my mouth.
“Oh my God,” Clark murmured, and I wondered if he was touching himself as he was watching us. How could he resist? I was so wet.
Jon held onto my jaw as he pulled out and he turned my head to face Clark.
“Show him,” Jon commanded.
I opened my mouth.
“Look,” Jon said. “What a good girl she is, don’t you think?”
Clark nodded. “The best.”
I swallowed, and Jon, spent, sat down next to me. He gave me a deep, loving kiss. Then he got up.
“So you two make the plan,” he said. “I’m off to bed. Good night.”
He walked away. What a stud. I loved him so much in that moment—the incredible ease between us, the way he took what he needed from me with a playful elegance that left me utterly speechless. When he was halfway down the hall, he turned back.
“If you come to bed in the next fifteen minutes, I’m gonna lick your pussy until you cry out for mercy,” he said. “But I do have an early morning and you just tired me right out, so you better hurry.”
He flashed his sexy smile and I was so wet, so desperate for his tongue, I knew it was time to wrap things up with Clark.
About the Author
Romance heroines have saved my sanity numerous times through break-ups and life changes. I find escaping into a romance both soothing and revitalizing—and even better when there are some steamy scenes to tantalize the imagination.
For most of my adult life, I’ve concentrated on carving out a serious career, but a number of love-hungry, sassy characters keep taking over my mind, insisting that I daydream, live vicariously through them and tell their stories. Watching these women emerge on the page gives me a different sort of satisfaction than I get from my day job. It is a joy to share them with readers.
I live in a tiny apartment in a crowded city and I like to think there is something romantic about this. I did manage to find my soul mate here.
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