voice. Dominic leaned down to Blake’s level so that they
were face-to-face, nose-to-nose. The tension between them
was thick and Blake really thought he was about to get in a
fight with this asshole.
“Would you boys break it up?” Professor Jakobs said in a
hard voice. The grey of her short-cropped hair and the
brown-grey of her eyes mirrored her tone as she peered over
her reading glasses. “Mr. Mercante, quit harassing Mr.
Weber and get in your seat please.”
Blake shot her a grateful smile and leaned down to grab
his notebook off the ground, only to be beaten to it. He
looked up just in time to see Riley holding the book out to
him with one of his winning dimpled smiles.
“Thanks,” Blake said in a slightly shy voice, taking it and
settling it back on top of his English book.
“You’re welcome. Was Dominic harassing you again?”
Riley asked, sitting beside him and pulling out his books.
Blake suddenly felt like he couldn’t breathe, but he nodded a
little. “Damn it. I thought I taught him a lesson the first
time.”
“Well, he was just taunting me and calling you my
boyfriend,” Blake muttered in an embarrassed tone, bending
down to pull two pens out of his bag— one for writing
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notes, and the other for doodling in his notebook.
“So he’s calling me your boyfriend now? Just last week he
was scoffing about Ethan being your boyfriend,” Riley said,
quirking an eyebrow in confusion as he got his own book
out from his backpack. “I think he just wants you, honestly.”
“Why would he want me?” Blake asked with a scoff,
missing whatever expression had come onto Riley’s face.
“Easy. You’re sweet, funny, smart, attractive and
all-around pretty awesome. All the things he wishes he
could be but he’s not,” Riley said.
“You say that so casually,” Blake remarked, but in reality
his heart was pounding hard in his chest and it was a hell of
a feat to control his breathing. Attractive? Sweet? Who the
hell was Riley talking about? If he thought he was talking
about him, he was delusional.
“Just the truth. What’d you expect me to do, sugar-coat
it?” Riley scoffed, but his tone wasn’t unkind, just plain and
matter-of-fact.
“No,” Blake said, turning his attention away from Riley.
Luckily, the professor started talking and he had to pay
attention to her, but that was just an excuse.
What Riley had just said went against everything that he
thought about himself.
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lake was still very much lost in thought as the class
B came to a close, and even as he automatically marked
the night’s reading, he was still thinking deeply about what
Riley had said. He wondered what made Riley say things
like that. It made him mildly uncomfortable, but also little
bit giddy, considering he was pretty sure Riley didn’t know
about his status. The praise had made Blake suspicious.
“Hey, you okay?” Riley asked from behind him, and
Blake jumped a bit and inhaled sharply as he glanced over
his shoulder with an unsure smile.
“Yeah. Everyone’s been asking me that lately,” Blake
laughed it off, but deep down he was wondering exactly
why that was. Had he really been that off? He also had to
stop and consider that the people who had been asking the
questions didn’t know him all that well.
“I dunno, you just seem very thoughtful ‘s all. Didn’t
mean to try and intrude or whatever,” Riley said, slinging
his backpack over his shoulder. Blake just smiled a bit at him
and shook his head. It kind of amused him, honestly, even if
it was annoying. Then again, it really wasn’t all that
annoying once he got over the initial shock that came with
people he barely knew asking about his well-being. The only
person he was used to it with was Ethan, and half the time
he didn’t have to ask.
“Nah, you’re fine, but you guys still have a lot to learn
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when it comes to me and what it means when I’m quiet, I’m
just saying,” he said, sliding his messenger bag over his
shoulders and turning to walk out of the room. Funny thing,
though, was that Riley was right. He was deep in thought
right now, not that he wanted to admit that or admit what
was going on in his head, but hey.
He shot a furtive glance over to Dominic as he stepped
toward the door and pulled it open, only to see the other
man glaring intensely at him. The thought nearly made him
squirm, but instead he straightened his spine and walked
right past him.
Was Riley really right or did Dominic just fucking hate
him?
He shook the thought off and walked with Riley out of
the room, parting ways with him with a smile and a nod.
Riley seemed to want to say something, but maybe he didn’t
know how to say it or maybe Blake was being hopeful, but
in the end they went different ways down the halls near the
113-114 Aspen classrooms and he walked alone down the
hall, glancing up at odd moments to make sure he wasn’t
going to run into anyone.
He had a nasty habit of looking down when he walked,
and so in high school he used to run into people all the time.
It was unfortunately a habit he had yet to break but he
definitely looked up more often now, so he didn’t run into
anyone.
Unfortunately, he looked down at the wrong moment and
slammed hard into someone anyway. He hadn’t actually
been walking all that fast though, so he had to wonder if
whoever slammed into him was pushed.
There was an emasculating squeak and Blake looked up
in time to see a smaller, thin man a little shorter than him
sprawling on the floor with his bag clutched to his stomach
as he seemed to tuck and roll away. He had a small build,
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very gangly almost to the point of being gaunt.
“Hey, dude, are you okay?” Blake asked, furrowing his
brows a little as the man scrambled up from his curled
position, dark eyes alight with both confusion and a mild,
diluted sort of annoyance.
“I…well, no, I’m not okay,” he said with a California
accent, using his hands to animate his words, and Blake
smirked a little. “Stupid fuckin’ people.”
“I’m sorry about that. I have a bad habit of not looking
where I’m going,” Blake explained, laughing a little as the
smaller man shrugged like it actually wasn’t a big deal even
though he seemed to want to make it a dramatic affair.
“It’s cool, you didn’t even knock into me anyway. Some
asshole did. I’m Julian,” he said, holding out his hand, which
was tattooed to hell and back. Blake started at it for a
moment before he made his move.
It was strange, this kid. He’d never seen him before. He
had hazel-brown eyes, a heart-shaped face framed by black
and red hair cut in an interesting style along with black
pants splattered with what looked like fake blood and a shirt
that looked much the same.
Blake smiled and held out his hand, grasping firmly and
shaking it as he replied with a simple, “Blake.”
“Nice to meet you,” Julian said with a slight grin. Blake
had to wonder if he actually knew how to smile in the right
capacity or he just sneered or smirked or whatever he was
doing right now.
“Likewise,” he said with a small but genuine smile. It
went right over Julian’s head, most likely, but he didn’t
really care all that much. “So, were you going that way?”
“Yeah, I think so,” Julian said, cocking an eyebrow and
pulling out a piece of paper and looking at it closely. “Yes,
Aspen 121.”
“It’s right around the corner, on your left,” Blake said,
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nodding behind him and motioning vaguely behind him
and rocking back on his heels. “I guess I’ll see you around
then, huh?”
“Yeah, definitely. See ya!” Julian exclaimed, moving past
Blake and walking, or rather bouncing, down the hall
toward the room that he’d directed him to. Blake just
watched him go and had a bemused look on his face.
Now that guy is something else.
* * * *
Devon was late. Oh man, he was very late. He’d been late to
every single fucking class so far since he’d gotten to the
college, but that was because the damn campus was
confusing as hell. There were four buildings, but they were
at least a quarter of a mile away from each other. He was an
idiot who had scheduled his classes only half an hour apart.
He was panicking a little as he reached the biology class
that he and Blake were supposedly sharing. He had to
breathe for a second, so his chest didn’t cave in on him or he
didn’t try and cough his lungs up or something equally
unpleasant.
He burst in the door, and he met the eye of a bemused
older man with piercing blue eyes, reading out of a book.
The man raised his eyebrows at him and cocked his head.
“Sorry, the campus is confusing,” Devon panted, running
his hands through his hair as he stepped through the door.
“I understand, and I assume you are Devon Kittredge.
Come in and shut the door, take your seat next to Mr.
Weber, and let me continue,” Professor Hermanni said in a
heavy European accent.
“Okay,” Devon panted, moving into the room.
He crossed the room and waded through the other
students, apologizing as he got in their way, before settling
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down in his seat beside Blake, and he sighed heavily,
collapsing back into the chair and letting his head fall back.
“You’re breathing like you ran a marathon,” Blake said in
an amused but distracted tone, and Devon looked up just in
time to see him writing notes down on a loose piece of
paper.
“This campus is fuckin’ bullshit, man. Everything’s so far
apart and there’s no names on any of the buildings or
anything,” Devon said in a breathless voice, sitting up
straight and pulling out his book.
“Yeah, you kinda get used to it after a while,” Blake said
with a soft chuckle, putting down his pen and glancing up
as the professor started drawing a diagram on the
whiteboard.
Devon looked up and scoffed, rubbing his cheeks and
sighing, “Oh, come on, I learned about mitosis in high
school. Seriously?”
“Maybe he’ll go deeper into it this time,” Blake said with
a shrug that told him he didn’t even believe his own words.
“Besides, college-level biology is just a stepping-stone, a
refresher course just in case you wanna go into any of the
harder sciences.”
“Oh, well, don’t you sound so smart,” Devon teased,
nudging Blake’s elbow with his own, grinning at him. Blake
just laughed and shook his head.
“Yeah, I guess I am,” he replied, shooting him a sidelong
glance and shifting in his seat with a soft sigh. “This is gonna
be a boring class, I can tell already. I aced high school bio.”
“I didn’t, so this should be fun!” Devon said, sarcasm
tingeing his tone. He liked science, but the mumbo-jumbo
that came with it all bored the shit out of him. He didn’t like
the technical side of it all. He liked the hands-on approach.
He also liked Chemistry a little more than was healthy. He
didn’t want to think about the time he and Andy had blown
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up the Chem lab at their high school.
Blake shook his head and glanced up at him again,
curiosity lingering in his bright hazel eyes along with a
wicked intellect he hadn’t noticed before. “Do you ever take
anything seriously, Devon?” he asked, and his tone was
unreadable.
Devon shrugged, even though it was a very odd,
out-of-the-blue question. “When the situation calls for it,
sure, but not very often,” he said rather honestly.
“Hmm,” was all Blake said, brows furrowing a little as he
turned his attention back to the front of the room. His eyes
darkened even as he obviously took in every single word the
professor was saying. “Sometimes I think I take everything
too seriously.”
“Probably, but hey, to each their own I figure. I don’t