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started up the flogging again. His chest this time, tips of the flogger
catching across a nipple and
holy fucking shit don’t do that again
, but
of course he did, again and again, then switched hands and caught
him on the
other
one, and he was pretty sure he was screaming with
every strike, the fury in his back slowly fading as the fury in his chest
built and built. At last the flogger dropped lower, to the straining
muscles of his belly, painting bright red stripes across his stomach,
masses and masses of them until they all ran together in one bright
red ball of fucking
napalm
and he had to squeeze his eyes closed, look
away, because not seeing was somehow less awful than seeing.
And then the flogger dropped again, and his eyes flew open as
the tails landed with a hard, noisy
thwack
about an inch above his
crotch.
You wouldn’t
dare . . .
He fought to keep his eyes open, to read Jonathan’s face, but all
he saw there was intense concentration, focus, even a little strain, and
no wonder—surely his arm must be tired for as hard as he was hitting
Bran. The next strike didn’t land
above
his groin, it landed
on
it, and
for a second Bran couldn’t even find his voice, but a second later he
was screaming, thrashing,
make it stop get away get away—
Another strike right over the last knocked every coherent thought
from his head. He thought he might have blacked out for a while,
but he was pretty sure unconsciousness wasn’t supposed to hurt so
much.
When the dungeon and the sound of leather on skin came
back into focus, Jonathan was flogging Bran’s thighs near the knees.
Strange how disconnected he felt from it, like his body wasn’t even
his
anymore, and no, the irony of that didn’t escape him; God knew
Jonathan had been trying to teach him that lesson from the word
go. Pain filtered in from somewhere—fuck, from
everywhere
—and
his heart thudded in his ears, loud as the thwack of the flogger on
his skin, loud as his labored breaths. He licked his lips, tasted salt.
Something else, too, something strong and metal ic in the back of his
throat. Not blood—adrenaline. His head felt enormous, light, ready
to pop.
Like a fucking balloon on a string.
The beating stopped. Maybe had some time ago; the flogger was
nowhere in sight and Jonathan had an arm around his waist, was
holding him up as he unhooked his hands. His legs were already free,
and when the fuck had that happened?
“. . . with me now?”
He let his head roll on Jonathan’s shoulder and mumbled, “Huh?”
Speaking hurt right down to his toes.
“I said, are you with me now?”
Bran shrugged, instantly regretted it, slurred, “Sure, Jonathan,”
instead.
Jonathan huffed a little laugh, hoisted him higher, and said,
“You’re one crazy son of a bitch, you know that?”
Pot, kettle.
Jonathan guided him over to the table, let him lean against the
edge, but he just slumped over. Felt good, touching that soft, padded
leather, cool on his burning skin. He let his eyes drift shut and inhaled
.
It even smelled good.
“Will you eat?” Jonathan asked again, fingertips trailing along
Bran’s shoulder, soothing the hurt he’d applied so thoroughly.
Maybe if I say yes, he’ll let me stay here for a few minutes.
Then he shifted, and that fucking plug jostled inside him, burning
and aching. How the hell could he have forgotten about it? Felt like a
fist shoved up there, stretching him wider with every little movement.
That pleasant haze of a moment ago disappeared, and no matter
how hard he tried, he couldn’t get it back, couldn’t ignore the pain
building and building in waves that never fucking seemed to break.
Even Jonathan’s fingers dragged like knives over his skin, amplifying
every twinge. He tried to shrug out from under them, but didn’t have
the strength or the coordination to manage more than a twitch.
This is how he
helps
me?
“No,” he rasped. And then, to those stroking fingers trailing acid
in their wake, “Get off me.”
Jonathan moved his hand up, fingers sinking into Bran’s hair,
hauling him off the table. “Fine. Sounds like you need some time
alone.”
He was dragged along by his hair, teeth gritted so hard his jaw
felt ready to shatter, still in so much pain he had no choice but to
follow. A pyramid made of steel bars sat in the corner, maybe three
feet tall by a foot and a half at the base. It couldn’t
possibly
be what
Bran thought it was. How could a human being fit into something
that smal ?
Jonathan left him to contemplate it while he rummaged in a
nearby drawer, came out with what looked like a piece of a horse
bridle. “Mouth open,” he said, and
no fucking way
flashed through
Bran’s head before he realized he didn’t actually have the strength to
stop Jonathan right now. He stood still as Jonathan stepped behind
him and brought the gag up to his face, but made Jonathan wedge
his teeth apart with the rubber bit. Jonathan tightened the gag until
it pushed against the corners of Bran’s lips and his back teeth—he
fought the urge to puke he always got when something touched his
tongue that far back—and buckled it into place.
Thank God there were no mirrors in here, because he was pretty
sure he’d die of shame if he had to look at himself right now.
Done, Jonathan turned back to the pyramid and undid a latch
at the top. One whole side of the thing swung out on a hinge at the
floor. “In,” he said, gesturing toward the cage. When Bran only looked
at him like he was out of his Goddamned mind, he jerked his thumb
toward the dungeon door. “Or out. Your choice.”
He’d come this far. No way was he chickening out now. But first
he had to figure out how to get
in
the fucking thing.
“Sit with your back to the door.” Fucking
mind reader.
“Pull your
knees up to your chest, hunch over them, and scoot back slowly.
Watch your head. Wedge your arms wherever there’s room.”
Wedge is right.
He sat down on the open flap and nearly lurched
right back to his feet; between the pain of flogged skin to metal bars
and that
fucking plug
tunneling up to his fucking throat
as he sat on
the flange, he actually forgot for a second what he was supposed to
be doing.
Oh. Right. Midget cage.
There was barely enough space for him to squeeze through the
door. He banged his head on one of the bars scooting in, then inched
over and tried to sit up. A child—or maybe
Jonathan
—might’ve
managed it better, but Bran was stuck hunched over his folded knees,
his shoulders scraping the sides of the cage, and
ow holy fuck
did that
hurt. He grunted around the gag, found himself oddly grateful for
something to bite down on when the pain crested clear into agony as
the bars dug into freshly flogged skin. God only knew how Jonathan
was going to shut the door. Maybe if he could fit his feet through the
bars . . .
But he couldn’t. The door banged into his knees when Jonathan
tried to close it, and Jonathan barked “Back up” like it was
Bran’s
fault
he was too big for the fucking pyramid. Bran wiggled a little, pulled
his knees in tighter to his chest, his muscles already starting to scream
along with his beaten skin. Jonathan leaned hard against the door to
close it the last quarter-inch and locked it shut.
For one panicked second, Bran couldn’t breathe.
“Easy,” Jonathan said. “You have room. You may not feel like it,
but you do.” Jonathan squatted down low enough to catch his eyes
despite his chin resting on his folded knees. “Look at me. Very slowly
now, take a nice deep breath. Through your nose, remember?” Bran
stared into that blue blue gaze—
wide ocean, open skies
—and sucked
in air. His chest expanded. Expanded some more. Nearly filled all the
way before the tightness of the space stopped it.
Okay. I can do this.
His lower back twinged hard, and he reached for it and banged
his elbow on a bar before he’d moved his hand half an inch.
“I know, it’s miserable.” No sympathy at al . No pleasure either,
though, oddly enough. What, too sadistic even for
him
?
“Here,” he
said, picking up a little plastic handle-shaped thing from the floor. It
was attached to a wire, and Bran jerked, expecting . . . well, he didn’t
know
what
he was expecting, and it’s not like he could’ve gotten away
from it anyhow. Jonathan held it in front of his eyes, flipped up the
top with his thumb—a little cover on a hinge. Beneath the cover lay
a little red button.
He closed the cover back over the button and wedged the
contraption through the cage bars and into Bran’s hand. “This is a
panic button—an electronic safeword for when you’re ready to come
out. Do it once. Show me you can.”
It was a bit awkward, working it with a hand wedged in so tightly
he could barely move his fingers, but he managed it. Pushed until he
heard a click.
“Good, that’s good.” Jonathan walked out of sight for a moment,
then something beeped and a cold blast of air washed over the cage.
Air conditioning. I’m right under a fucking vent.
“I’ll be in my office.
When you push that button, an alarm will go off up there, and I’ll be
down in no more than a minute.”
Bran nodded, shivered violently, tried to slurp some drool up
from the corner of his chin.
Fucking gag
.
“I can see you at all times.” He pointed, and Bran tried to follow
the line of his finger with his eyes. Tough when he couldn’t lift his
head, but he caught sight the camera, a black glimmer of glass on a
black wal , up near the ceiling.
“I’m sure this goes without saying, but just in case: don’t safeword
unless you mean it. Call me to feed you or to send you home. Nothing
else, or that flogging you just had? Will seem like tickles. Clear?”
“Hhhhhh,” Bran said around the gag. Wow, yeah, real intelligible.
He tried nodding instead, but couldn’t move his head. Shit, his neck
was cramping.
Ow.
“Good enough,” Jonathan said round a tight grin. “I’ll be back
at . . .” he peeked at his watch, shrugged one shoulder, “Oh, let’s say
bedtime.”
Bedtime?
Jesus
fuck,
wasn’t it only, like, early afternoon? “Ngggh!”
he shouted, trying to shake his head, trying to say
Please, please don’t
do this
with his eyes. But Jonathan just stood, turned around, and
walked away. Bran tried to throw himself against the cage, but of
course there was no leverage and
holy fuck
it hurt, and anyway he was
pretty sure the fucking thing was bolted to the floor. “Hhhhhhhgh!”
he screamed, screamed again, but then the dungeon door closed, and
Jonathan was gone.
CHAPTER
13
onathan tried to work, but his attention kept wandering. He
couldn’t help flipping back to the dungeon’s camera feed,
watching as Brandon screamed and shivered and struggled as best
he could inside the tiny cage. Half an hour he’d been in there. About
twenty-five minutes longer than Jonathan thought he’d last. Another
ninety minutes, and Jonathan would go let him out one way or the
other. No doubt he was in enough agony already.
Come on, Brandon, push the bloody button. Let it go, all right? Just
take the bloody food from my hand.
He’d never had to push any submissive this far before, and
honestly, it was exhausting. Every day another power struggle, every
day another doubt—was he pushing too hard, too far, being too strict,
too unfair? But no . . . in the end, he’d heaped patience upon patience
on the man, maybe let more slide than he should have. In truth, he
wasn’t sure how much longer
he
could keep it up before he just said