Rebellion: Tainted Realm: Book 2 (42 page)

Holm whistled. “Has it occurred to you that you’re taking on the impossible?”

“Every day,” said Tali. “Every hour! But what option do I have?”

“Was your blood oath that specific? Did you actually swear to go back to Cython and rescue them?”

“I’m not going to weasel out of it.” How she wanted to; Tali knew she wasn’t up to the job.

“Answer the question.”

“No, it wasn’t that specific, but it’s what I have to do. So I’m going to need my magery.”

“Ah, yes,” said Holm. “And all the evidence suggests that emanations from heatstone created the ebony pearls – in you and your ancestors.”

“By itself?” said Tali. “Or did Lyf have something to do with it?”

He must have. She could not bear the thought that her family’s agony had a natural cause. Someone had to be at fault. Someone had to pay.

“But once created,” Holm continued as if she had not spoken, “there’s a tension between these emanations and the pearls. That must be why being near heatstone causes you such pain.”

“I don’t see —”

“I wonder if that tension might be used to unlock the power of your pearl?”

“How?”

“In a nutshell – ha! – by surrounding your head with it.”

“Wouldn’t that be painful?”

“Agonising,” he said cheerfully. “I’m not sure I could bear to watch.”

“Yet you’re suggesting I do it.”

“I suggest nothing. I advise nothing. You asked for my help. I’m telling you what I think. No more.”

“If our positions were reversed, what would you do?”

“Our positions can’t be reversed.”

“Just answer the damn question,” Tali snapped. “What would you do?”

“You’re a prickly little thing, aren’t you?”

“Especially when ugly old coots call me a
little thing
.”

He sipped, refilled his cup and drained it. “A few things in life are worth the price one pays for them. Magery isn’t one of them.”

She stared at him, mouth open.

“No more questions,” he said.

“Are you going to help me?”

“Are you asking me to, knowing the likely consequences?”

She licked her lips, which were unaccountably dry. “Yes.”

“Then I’ll do it – for my own reasons. Go to bed. You’ve got a long and painful day ahead…
assuming you survive
.”

“But I might not?” she said hoarsely.

“I’ll do my best. I’d miss your company.”

“But?”

“Death is a possible consequence.”

She woke during the night. Holm had not moved in hours. He was sitting cross-legged on his oilskins, cutting the heatstones to pieces, shaping each piece and testing how it fitted together with its neighbours.

When she roused to see daylight streaming in, he was still leaning back against the ice wall, snoring gently. On the floor before him sat a heatstone helmet made of hundreds of perfectly shaped pieces, each slotted so they locked together like a three-dimensional jigsaw. What a marvellous craftsman he was.

The helmet was ten feet away, yet her head throbbed. How bad would it be with it on her head, surrounding her pearl to force the gift out of it into herself? It would be agonising; it might be unbearable.

There was no point dwelling on it; her oath must be kept. Just get on with it!

She put on the helmet and the pain was so bad that she wanted to scream. But she could not. She couldn’t see, couldn’t hear, couldn’t speak, couldn’t move – then her senses overloaded and the pain vanished —

“I can’t find it anywhere, Errek,” said Lyf. “What if it’s been destroyed?”
 

He was searching frantically, tearing the stones out of the wall of his temple with his bare hands and breaking his nails as he did.
 

“Pray it has not,” said the faded wisp that was Errek First-King. “The balance is tilting rapidly now – far more rapidly than it should – and all forms of magery are failing with it. You’ve been profligate, Lyf.”
 

Lyf hurled the stone aside, checked the space where it had been, then heaved at another. “The enemy are devils. I had to make sure we won the first battles within hours. I had to make them believe we were invincible.”
 

“Was it worth it? We would have won within days anyway.”
 

“I hadn’t realised that pearl magery was limited; that the well could be emptied so easily.”
 

“And now you know,” said Errek. “Don’t waste any more magery on the war. You’ve got to save it for your greatest task – if it’s not done soon, the balance will tilt so far that it’ll be irreversible.”
 

“Without the key, I can’t even begin.”
 

Too late for what? thought Tali. What balance? Why irreversible?

“Then get the master pearl,” said Errek. “It’ll lead you to the key.”
 

The pain flooded back and overwhelmed her again.

Tali wrenched off the helmet. Her head felt as though an axe was buried in it. She rolled over, crawled out to the entrance and vomited down the icy slope.

Holm handed her a cup. She rinsed her mouth with it and allowed the rest to run down her throat, which felt hot and inflamed, as if she had been screaming.

“Better?”

“No!” she croaked. “Why did you let me do such a stupid thing?”

“You only had it on for ten minutes.”

“Ten very bad minutes.”

“Not as bad as they might have been. Did it work?”

“I don’t know; all I remember is pain. But I don’t feel any different.”

“Why don’t you test your magery?”

“Don’t have the strength.”

“Or are you afraid to try in case you fail?”

She didn’t answer.

“Success is built on the failures you learn from. If you’re afraid to fail, you’ll never succeed.”

Tali pointed a trembling finger at him. “I’m getting an urge to blast every grey hair off your leathery old head.”

“I could use a haircut.”

She sat down, abruptly, as the memories flooded back. “I saw something.”

“What?”

She told him. “And it’s not the first time. I also saw Lyf and the same ancient ghost after my first blood-loss reliving. His name was Errek and he was telling Lyf what to do. Who was he?”

“Errek First-King. The very first of the line of Cythonian kings, ten millennia ago. He’s a legend, credited with saving the land and inventing king-magery.”

“Is it true?”

“After all this time, who could tell?”

“Well, Lyf was asking Errek’s advice and taking his orders.”

“It raises many questions,” said Holm. “What
balance
was Lyf talking about, and why is it
tilting
so rapidly? What’s changed?”

“And what’s the key he needs so badly? Is it a key to a safe? Or a secret door?”

“When was it lost? Did he say?”

“No; but I first envisaged him searching his temple not long after the chancellor fled Caulderon,” said Tali, thinking it through. “And that’s the first time Lyf had been alone in his temple since the Five Heroes abducted him —”

“Two thousand years ago. So he’s looking for something hidden – or put away – before then.”

“Which he needs for his
greatest task
. But what could be more important than winning the war?”

“I don’t know…” Holm got up, went to the entrance and looked out, then came back. “But we have learned a piece of vital intelligence.”

“What’s that?”

“Lyf’s speedy victories weren’t due to his superior armies after all. They came because he used colossal amounts of magery.”

“Why is that important?”

“If magery is failing everywhere, he won’t be able to use it in battles to come. It evens things out.”

“It explains why mine has been so hard to use,” said Tali.

“Which brings me back to the link between your pearl, your magery and heatstone. Why would its emanations create pearls and be linked to their magery?” Holm paced to the entrance again, strode back. “Got it!”

“Got what?”

“Heatstone was unknown in the ancient world. So what brought it into being?”

“No idea,” said Tali.

“Yes, you do,” said Holm. “It was created by a great and powerful event, to do with magery, long ago…”

“I don’t know enough about history —”

“Yes, you do.”

She stared at Holm. “Are you talking about Lyf’s lost king-magery?”

“It seems the most likely answer.”

“Are you saying that, after Lyf’s death, his king-magery sank into the earth and turned a great area of rock to heatstone?”

“It explains the link between heatstone and the pearls, and their magery. It explains everything – and raises a worrying question.”

“But king-magery was a vast force,” said Tali. “Far greater than any other kind of magery. So why is it failing?”

“Maybe it isn’t. But lesser kinds of magery we know
are
dwindling. It’s time to test yours. Let’s see if the helmet has worked.”

Tali looked into her inner eye, and for the first time in the real world she saw the coloured loops and whorls that held power. They were dull, though, far weaker than they had appeared in the Abysm. She reached to the nearest loop and drew power. Her skull throbbed.

She pointed her right hand at the wall.

“Not there,” Holm said hastily. “You might bring a hundred tons of iceberg down on our heads.”

She went to the entrance and pointed at the edge, down near the waterline.

Ice, break!
 

Three feet of iceberg shattered and cascaded into the water.

“Power
and
control,” said Holm. “I’m impressed. How are you feeling?”

“My head hurts, though not as badly as I would have expected.” She shivered.

Tali went inside and pulled her coat around her.

“Well, you can’t expect miracles.”

“What was the worrying question?”

“What?”

“You said the link between heatstone, the pearls and magery raised a worrying question.”

He frowned. “King-magery was only ever used by the kings – and ruling queens – of Cythe. And only for healing the wounded land and people.”

“Why is that worrying?”

“On becoming king, every Cythian king of old made the choice to use the great power of king-magery only for healing, not for destruction – because to do otherwise would be disastrous.”

“How do you know this?”

“I told you, I’ve always been fascinated by both history and magery. Each king had to affirm his choice, for healing, in a great public ceremony.”

“What’s the worrying bit?”

“Your magery comes from heatstone, which formed from king-magery. If you use magery for purposes
inimical
to healing, it’s likely to damage your ability to heal.”

“I wasn’t planning on doing much healing,” said Tali.

“That’s all right then,” said Holm.

“Why?”

“I believe that, with pearl magery, you can be a destroyer or a healer, but not both. You have to choose – then keep to that choice – forever.”

Holm whistled. “Has it occurred to you that you’re taking on the impossible?”

“Every day,” said Tali. “Every hour! But what option do I have?”

“Was your blood oath that specific? Did you actually swear to go back to Cython and rescue them?”

“I’m not going to weasel out of it.” How she wanted to; Tali knew she wasn’t up to the job.

“Answer the question.”

“No, it wasn’t that specific, but it’s what I have to do. So I’m going to need my magery.”

“Ah, yes,” said Holm. “And all the evidence suggests that emanations from heatstone created the ebony pearls – in you and your ancestors.”

“By itself?” said Tali. “Or did Lyf have something to do with it?”

He must have. She could not bear the thought that her family’s agony had a natural cause. Someone had to be at fault. Someone had to pay.

“But once created,” Holm continued as if she had not spoken, “there’s a tension between these emanations and the pearls. That must be why being near heatstone causes you such pain.”

“I don’t see —”

“I wonder if that tension might be used to unlock the power of your pearl?”

“How?”

“In a nutshell – ha! – by surrounding your head with it.”

“Wouldn’t that be painful?”

“Agonising,” he said cheerfully. “I’m not sure I could bear to watch.”

“Yet you’re suggesting I do it.”

“I suggest nothing. I advise nothing. You asked for my help. I’m telling you what I think. No more.”

“If our positions were reversed, what would you do?”

“Our positions can’t be reversed.”

“Just answer the damn question,” Tali snapped. “What would you do?”

“You’re a prickly little thing, aren’t you?”

“Especially when ugly old coots call me a
little thing
.”

He sipped, refilled his cup and drained it. “A few things in life are worth the price one pays for them. Magery isn’t one of them.”

She stared at him, mouth open.

“No more questions,” he said.

“Are you going to help me?”

“Are you asking me to, knowing the likely consequences?”

She licked her lips, which were unaccountably dry. “Yes.”

“Then I’ll do it – for my own reasons. Go to bed. You’ve got a long and painful day ahead…
assuming you survive
.”

“But I might not?” she said hoarsely.

“I’ll do my best. I’d miss your company.”

“But?”

“Death is a possible consequence.”

She woke during the night. Holm had not moved in hours. He was sitting cross-legged on his oilskins, cutting the heatstones to pieces, shaping each piece and testing how it fitted together with its neighbours.

When she roused to see daylight streaming in, he was still leaning back against the ice wall, snoring gently. On the floor before him sat a heatstone helmet made of hundreds of perfectly shaped pieces, each slotted so they locked together like a three-dimensional jigsaw. What a marvellous craftsman he was.

The helmet was ten feet away, yet her head throbbed. How bad would it be with it on her head, surrounding her pearl to force the gift out of it into herself? It would be agonising; it might be unbearable.

There was no point dwelling on it; her oath must be kept. Just get on with it!

She put on the helmet and the pain was so bad that she wanted to scream. But she could not. She couldn’t see, couldn’t hear, couldn’t speak, couldn’t move – then her senses overloaded and the pain vanished —

“I can’t find it anywhere, Errek,” said Lyf. “What if it’s been destroyed?”
 

He was searching frantically, tearing the stones out of the wall of his temple with his bare hands and breaking his nails as he did.
 

“Pray it has not,” said the faded wisp that was Errek First-King. “The balance is tilting rapidly now – far more rapidly than it should – and all forms of magery are failing with it. You’ve been profligate, Lyf.”
 

Lyf hurled the stone aside, checked the space where it had been, then heaved at another. “The enemy are devils. I had to make sure we won the first battles within hours. I had to make them believe we were invincible.”
 

“Was it worth it? We would have won within days anyway.”
 

“I hadn’t realised that pearl magery was limited; that the well could be emptied so easily.”
 

“And now you know,” said Errek. “Don’t waste any more magery on the war. You’ve got to save it for your greatest task – if it’s not done soon, the balance will tilt so far that it’ll be irreversible.”
 

“Without the key, I can’t even begin.”
 

Too late for what? thought Tali. What balance? Why irreversible?

“Then get the master pearl,” said Errek. “It’ll lead you to the key.”
 

The pain flooded back and overwhelmed her again.

Tali wrenched off the helmet. Her head felt as though an axe was buried in it. She rolled over, crawled out to the entrance and vomited down the icy slope.

Holm handed her a cup. She rinsed her mouth with it and allowed the rest to run down her throat, which felt hot and inflamed, as if she had been screaming.

“Better?”

“No!” she croaked. “Why did you let me do such a stupid thing?”

“You only had it on for ten minutes.”

“Ten very bad minutes.”

“Not as bad as they might have been. Did it work?”

“I don’t know; all I remember is pain. But I don’t feel any different.”

“Why don’t you test your magery?”

“Don’t have the strength.”

“Or are you afraid to try in case you fail?”

She didn’t answer.

“Success is built on the failures you learn from. If you’re afraid to fail, you’ll never succeed.”

Tali pointed a trembling finger at him. “I’m getting an urge to blast every grey hair off your leathery old head.”

“I could use a haircut.”

She sat down, abruptly, as the memories flooded back. “I saw something.”

“What?”

She told him. “And it’s not the first time. I also saw Lyf and the same ancient ghost after my first blood-loss reliving. His name was Errek and he was telling Lyf what to do. Who was he?”

“Errek First-King. The very first of the line of Cythonian kings, ten millennia ago. He’s a legend, credited with saving the land and inventing king-magery.”

“Is it true?”

“After all this time, who could tell?”

“Well, Lyf was asking Errek’s advice and taking his orders.”

“It raises many questions,” said Holm. “What
balance
was Lyf talking about, and why is it
tilting
so rapidly? What’s changed?”

“And what’s the key he needs so badly? Is it a key to a safe? Or a secret door?”

“When was it lost? Did he say?”

“No; but I first envisaged him searching his temple not long after the chancellor fled Caulderon,” said Tali, thinking it through. “And that’s the first time Lyf had been alone in his temple since the Five Heroes abducted him —”

“Two thousand years ago. So he’s looking for something hidden – or put away – before then.”

“Which he needs for his
greatest task
. But what could be more important than winning the war?”

“I don’t know…” Holm got up, went to the entrance and looked out, then came back. “But we have learned a piece of vital intelligence.”

“What’s that?”

“Lyf’s speedy victories weren’t due to his superior armies after all. They came because he used colossal amounts of magery.”

“Why is that important?”

“If magery is failing everywhere, he won’t be able to use it in battles to come. It evens things out.”

“It explains why mine has been so hard to use,” said Tali.

“Which brings me back to the link between your pearl, your magery and heatstone. Why would its emanations create pearls and be linked to their magery?” Holm paced to the entrance again, strode back. “Got it!”

“Got what?”

“Heatstone was unknown in the ancient world. So what brought it into being?”

“No idea,” said Tali.

“Yes, you do,” said Holm. “It was created by a great and powerful event, to do with magery, long ago…”

“I don’t know enough about history —”

“Yes, you do.”

She stared at Holm. “Are you talking about Lyf’s lost king-magery?”

“It seems the most likely answer.”

“Are you saying that, after Lyf’s death, his king-magery sank into the earth and turned a great area of rock to heatstone?”

“It explains the link between heatstone and the pearls, and their magery. It explains everything – and raises a worrying question.”

“But king-magery was a vast force,” said Tali. “Far greater than any other kind of magery. So why is it failing?”

“Maybe it isn’t. But lesser kinds of magery we know
are
dwindling. It’s time to test yours. Let’s see if the helmet has worked.”

Tali looked into her inner eye, and for the first time in the real world she saw the coloured loops and whorls that held power. They were dull, though, far weaker than they had appeared in the Abysm. She reached to the nearest loop and drew power. Her skull throbbed.

She pointed her right hand at the wall.

“Not there,” Holm said hastily. “You might bring a hundred tons of iceberg down on our heads.”

She went to the entrance and pointed at the edge, down near the waterline.

Ice, break!
 

Three feet of iceberg shattered and cascaded into the water.

“Power
and
control,” said Holm. “I’m impressed. How are you feeling?”

“My head hurts, though not as badly as I would have expected.” She shivered.

Tali went inside and pulled her coat around her.

“Well, you can’t expect miracles.”

“What was the worrying question?”

“What?”

“You said the link between heatstone, the pearls and magery raised a worrying question.”

He frowned. “King-magery was only ever used by the kings – and ruling queens – of Cythe. And only for healing the wounded land and people.”

“Why is that worrying?”

“On becoming king, every Cythian king of old made the choice to use the great power of king-magery only for healing, not for destruction – because to do otherwise would be disastrous.”

“How do you know this?”

“I told you, I’ve always been fascinated by both history and magery. Each king had to affirm his choice, for healing, in a great public ceremony.”

“What’s the worrying bit?”

“Your magery comes from heatstone, which formed from king-magery. If you use magery for purposes
inimical
to healing, it’s likely to damage your ability to heal.”

“I wasn’t planning on doing much healing,” said Tali.

“That’s all right then,” said Holm.

“Why?”

“I believe that, with pearl magery, you can be a destroyer or a healer, but not both. You have to choose – then keep to that choice – forever.”