Road To Whatever (Perfect For Me Book 1) (18 page)

“That’s it baby, lose yourself, I’ve got you,” he says through clench teeth as I really get into it grinding my hips against my own fingers. His fingers wrap around my ankle once again and tighten as he holds me in place. “I want you to taste how sweet you are beautiful.”

My eyes widen at him as it sinks in what he wants me to do. He licks his lips slow and sexy. The sight drives me to lift my fingers to my lips and pull them in my mouth the same way he did before they were covered in my juices.

“Mmm,” I moan.

“Good baby? I want to taste you too,” his eyes flicker from my mouth down to my wet sex.

I take the hint and remove my fingers from my mouth and slip them back inside of me, drawing out more of my juices and coating my fingers. I lift my hand to his waiting lips. He leans forward again drawing my fingers into his mouth, groaning as his lids lower more.

“You taste so fucking good. I need to be inside you baby,” he rasps. His hand releases my ankle and he slides his hand under my knee to guide my leg back to the floor. “Come here.” He holds out his hand and helps me straddle him.

I whimper and my head falls back as he captures my tight erect nipple in his hot wet mouth. He swirls his tongue around and I rock my hips against him. His swollen arousal is trapped between our bellies twitching against me teasingly. I want him inside me.

He drags his tongue from my nipple to the side of my neck and nips at my pulse there. His hands cup my backside and he lifts me swiftly, bringing me back down slowly onto his length that is pointed straight up at me. He makes me feel so full. I squeeze my eyes shut and try to breathe as he groans loudly. His head falls forward into my breasts as his hand tilts me backward slightly on an angle.

“Nolan,” I cry out.

“Relax baby, move however makes you feel good,” he breathes.

This is so different, but it feels so good. I place my palms on his big shoulders and get into my own rhythm and start to rock back and forth and then up and down. Nolan groans and grunts as his hold tightens on my backside. At first he is giving me the control but that all changes as he starts to pump hard from beneath me. Placing a kiss between my breasts he then lifts his head to look up at me. I can see the sweat beading around his forehead.

I move my hands into his hair and pull. He groans and his mouth drops open. His tongue peeks out and rests on his lip. It’s like an invitation and I take it leaning back toward him and diving in for a kiss. I can taste me on his lips. I groan and pant into his mouth.

“Ahhh,” I cry out. “Nolan, babe, oh, oh, oh yes.”

“I can’t get enough of you Kelly. Fuck baby,” he grinds his hips up into me with his words.

I know I am right on the edge ready to jump over into bliss but my man has other plans. He pulls out of me and taps one cheek while squeezing the other. “Turn around and get on your knees. Bend over the coffee table and hold on,” he says hoarsely.

I do as I’m told. I feel so exposed with my ass in the air and my pussy on display. I hear Nolan bite out a low curse as he positions himself behind me. I look over my shoulder back at him and his eyes are fixed on my rear. He is biting his bottom lip and stroking himself. He moves to put the head of his length at my opening and looks up into my eyes.

“Believe it or not I’ve been gentle with you angel. I don’t think I can hold back anymore,” he says tightly then slams into me.

We both yell out and I grab the sides of the table tighter. He is not being gentle at all. Nolan starts pounding into me in earnest. He has a tight grip on my hips and he is sliding in and out of me hard and fast. He is so deep like this and I am blinking back tears of pleasured pain.

“So good,” I manage to moan out.

“Yeah?” he breathes with his eyes fixed on my ass. “Shit baby, I’ve wanted to fuck you like this since the first time you shook this ass in front of me.
Fuuuuuck
, you’re so fucking tight and wet.”

I am at a loss. I am a complete mass of sensations. He feels so good and my nipples are puckered, rubbing against the smooth surface of the marble coffee table. When I think my body is on sensory overload Nolan decides to turn it up a notch.

His large forearm plants across the center of the small of my back, pressing down. It completely changes the feel of his thrusts inside me. He is targeting an entirely new angle. His other hand cracks over one of my butt cheeks and then the other and I yelp in surprise. His hand soothes and kneads my stinging flesh as he continues his relentless pounding at this new angle his forearm is causing.

I am breathless and helpless to stop the orgasm that is ripping its way through me like a bullet train that has been derailed, destroying everything in its path. “Yes baby, come for me Kelly, I love it when you come for me,” he barks. My release hits me and gives a rapid replay followed by another earth shattering encore. This is a first. Since we have been having sex I have never had back to back multiple orgasms.

From Nolan’s groans and grunts of approval I know he is pleased with himself. He removes the forearm from my back and wraps his arms around my waist. His sweat covered forehead drops between my shoulder blades. I feel his tongue lap at the sweat on my back as he slows his strokes and grinds his hips into me.

He gives me a few long slow grinding strokes before picking up an erratic pace with short choppy thrusts. I know he is close I can feel him expanding inside me. I wiggle my butt at him and he growls, reaching down and cupping my sex. His fingers start to play with my sensitive nub and I fly right over the edge again, riding his release out with him as he bellows my name.

He falls back on the carpet dragging me with him. “I love you so much,” he sighs in contentment once he catches his breath and kisses the top of my head. “Did you learn something useful, Ms. Nelson?”

I chuckle and swat his chest as I snuggle closer to him. “I learned that my boyfriend really is a beast, an insatiable beast.”

He swats my butt and laughs. His lips consume mine for a passionate kiss. “Didn’t hear you complaining, Kitty,” he teases.

“And you are not going to,” I beam up at him. “I think it’s time I call for room service and feed my man.”

“I think one more lesson is necessary then you can feed your man,” he gives me a sexy grin. God, I love this man.

CHAPTER Twenty Three

G
etting the Jess situation resolved has lifted one problem off my shoulders. That is one reason why I haven’t pushed about Kitty staying with the band. I don’t want to think about her not being around or about what is awaiting me back home. This past two weeks has been bliss.

However, the guys have been on edge because everything is up in the air. What they don’t know is that if we don’t take a deal without Kitty we are really done, which I am fine with but I don’t know if they mean it as much as I do. If she doesn’t change her mind by the time we get home and we don’t have a deal within the next week I will be starting my new job with my dad.

I don’t want to put that type of pressure on her so I have just been stressing over it at night when she is asleep. I really do mean it when I say I will give it all up for her. The band doesn’t mean the same to me without her, hell we don’t even sound the same without her. She has made everything better, me, the band and sex.

Sex with Kitty alone is enough to make me give up the band. I don’t know what I’m going to do when we get back home. I can’t get enough of her. I don’t even think I can sleep without her next to me.

My mood has been crap the last few days because I have so much on my mind. I really need to get a grip. I have so many decisions to make and yet nothing has been resolved and it is almost time to go home. We decided to hang out on the beaches a little and have some fun this week before flying home instead of riding back on the bus.

Kitty’s Aunt found us these great villas to stay in for the week. Kitty has been avoiding me most of the time the last two days due to my bad mood but I need to figure some things out and make something right tonight. It is my last chance before we are thrown back into the real world. This one thing I am sure of and the rest we can figure out as we go.

I sent Kitty a text asking her to join me in our villa for dinner. I guess tonight we will find out if I have a romantic bone in me. We’ll also know if Kitty loves me the way I love her.

I am buzzing with nervous energy waiting for Kitty to get here. I thought she would have been hereby now, at least to change or something. I hope she gets here soon before I tug this tie right off my neck. I’ve been pacing the living room area for the last twenty minutes.

“Nolan, babe…” I finally hear her call from the front door.

“In here,” I call as I start for the door.

“Sorry I’m late,” she calls back as I hear her heels clicking against the floor. When I reach her she is looking into her purse dropping her key inside. She looks up and lets out a slow whistle with a smile. “Well look at you. What’s the special occasion?”

“You’ll just have to wait and see. You look amazing. Where’d you get this dress from,” I ask as I spin her around. Kitty streaked her hair back to purple a few days ago so of course she is wearing a purple dress. But the color is not what has my attention. The dress fits like a second skin, haltered at the neck with a deep v-neckline that exposes the valley of her breasts and her belly button. The skirt of the dress stops just above her knees and flares out from her waist. The dress sparkles as do the sexy heels she has on. I definitely plan on having those heels locked around my neck later tonight. She looks sexy as ever.

“Mandy and I were out shopping when I got your text so I decided to get something new,” she says with a big smile as she takes in my tie, blazer and slacks. “I don’t think I have ever seen you like this. I do believe I like it.”

“Well I guess I better get some practice in since this will be my look soon enough,” I say dryly.

Kitty’s smile slips from her face and she looks down at the floor. I curse myself for my stupid comment and remind myself I don’t want to put pressure on her to do something she doesn’t want to. I lift her chin with my fingers and kiss her lips.

“Let’s go we have reservations,” I say against her lips. I place my hand on her exposed back and lead her out to the car I have waiting. At my touch I feel her shiver and goose bumps cover her skin. I love the way she responds to my touch. I can’t keep myself from running my fingers up her spine just before she slips into the waiting car.

Once inside the car I wrapped my arm around her and think about the reasons I decided to do this tonight. I love Kelly and no matter what happens in the next few days I can’t see my life without her. I’ve shared things with her in the last few months that I haven’t shared with anyone, not even my brothers in the band.

She has never judged me for my past not even when it came back to haunt us. All she wants from me is my love and I need to show her she has that. I understand Kelly now. She feels abandon by love and those who loved her. I need to show her that I am never going anywhere.

Nothing can keep me from her. I’d walk through fire for Kitty. I’ve gotten too used to waking up with her in my arms. Dad’s words from months back ring in my ears like it was yesterday.
‘Find a nice young lady, start a career, start a family.’
I know I’ve found the one. She may not look like what I thought she would but she is perfect.

Kelly is perfect for me. Everything about my girl is perfect from her cute little nose, to her violet eyes and the way they light up when she looks at me, to those lips I can’t stop kissing. The way her small body fits to mine with all her curves and that smooth brown skin.

Just thinking about how her body feels when I’m inside her is making my slacks tight. I love that she still gives me shy smiles when it comes to sex but when she is in the throes of passion that smile turns heated and sultry. Everything about my girl is sexy. Even the way she puts me in my place when I fly into a rage over whatever my problem is.

“Babe, where are you,” Kitty beams up at me as she smoothes a hand over my blazer. “You look like you’re a thousand miles away.”

“Sorry,” I say as I drag myself from my thoughts and kiss her forehead. “Did I tell you how gorgeous you look?”

“Wouldn’t hurt for you to say it a few more times just because,” she says with that beautiful smile on her face. I love that smile.

“You are gorgeous tonight and I am the luckiest man ever. I love you, baby. I’m sorry I’ve been so grumpy lately.”

“You are always grumpy, Nolan. I’m used to it,” she teases as she looks at me through her lashes. “I love you, too. Is all this about you feeling guilty for being a grump.”

“What? I can’t take my girl out on a date that’s not at a greasy diner or in a bar?” I raise a brow and give her a crooked grin.

“Um, well when you put it that way I guess you have a point,” she muses. “So now that you have me all to yourself what is in store for tonight, Handsome?”

“I thought I could have dinner with my beautiful girl than take her for a walk on the beach. And later when I get her back to our villa I plan to make love to her until we have to leave for our plane in the morning,” I say matter-of-factly.

Her little shy smile creeps into the corners of her lips and I know my girl is wet for me just from a small promise of later. “Well if you would have told me your plans I would have told you we can skip dinner and the walk and go straight for the love making, please,” she purrs with a teasing light in her eyes.

“Come here,” I say reaching for her to climb into my lap.

She does and I nuzzle into her neck. She smells of peaches and lavender a smell that I have come to long for. As she squirms in my lap I know I have created a little nympho, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. “We have plenty of time for that, I promise. I just want to take my girl out and show her a good time,” I croon in her ear.

We are getting closer to the restaurant and I am getting more anxious about the night. I don’t want anything about tonight to make her feel pressured or for her to think I am doing this for the band and the deal. This evening is about me and my girl and I plan to do everything I can to make her see that.

~B~

It is so strange to see Nolan so nervous. I’m not sure if it is because of this fancy restaurant and the fact that he has dressed up or if it is something else. He is just not himself. He has been fumbling around since we were seated at our table and he keeps looking at his watch. I want to point it out but he looks so cute.

Sweat is dotting his upper lip and he has this boyish smile on his face. You would think he was about to ask a girl out on his first date. I let him order for me when he informs me that his dad actually recommended this place.

I have to admit that shocked me a little. Nolan and his dad don’t have a terrible relationship but I have noticed that he has a shorter fuse when it comes to his dad. Since we have been together I have watched him limit talks with his dad to business.

I know from the day at his father’s office how much his dad really cares about him. We have spoken a few times since I have returned to the tour. He really is a nice man. I’ve gotten to know him more now than I ever did when I used to hang out with his other children.

The restaurant is a beautiful Italian fusion restaurant, a blend of Asian and Italian cuisine. The décor is modern with subtle hints of rustic Italian heritage. I love it. I know this is a date I will never forget and not just because it is our first official one.

The waiter has filled our wine glasses so I reach for mine and take a tentative sip as I watch Nolan over my glass. The wine is excellent. I know a thing or two from my aunt. She loves to go to the vineyards. She says it is her inspiration for her blogs but she never writes about anything to do with wine at all. Go figure.

Just when I decide I can’t take the anxious look on his face any longer, he clears his throat grabbing my attention causing me to sit up. “I had an ulterior motive for bringing you here tonight,” he says and clears his throat again. I notice that he is wiping his palms on his slacks under the table. My first thought is that he is going to ask me about the band. I have been holding this off long enough as it is. I guess I better make my decision final tonight by telling him. “I love you so much Kelly and these past few months have been amazing when we didn’t have drama tearing at us. I just….I don’t want to go back home and be without you in my arms. I…”

He clears his throat again and reaches for his wine. This is not going where I thought it would and I am curious now. “I think maybe we could move in together. I know it’s not ideal to live with my brother but I talked to Mitch and he is game to move in with Chris so I was thinking maybe its time I get a place of my own,” he finishes clearing his throat again and looking at me through his amazingly long and thick lashes.

“But I thought it was your place,” I tilt my head to the side and study him.

“Yeah, but I can’t just put Crush out. He can stay and we can get something just for us. If he moves out later we can rent the place out,” he shrugs.

“We as in you and Crush,” I ask with furrowed brows because he sure does sound like he mean we as in him and I.

“No baby, as in you and me. We can rent it or sell it. I never saw it as a place where I would start my family anyway,” he says and blushes furiously when I gasp audibly and my eyes widen.

I watch him wince and reach for his wine again. I bite my lip as I soak in everything he is saying. Sure I have already decided that I want to spend the rest of my life with this man, but hearing him talk about our future makes it so real. This is not just my fantasies in my head. He wants the same thing I want. Well sort of, but what I want would naturally be the next step right?

I beam at him. “Aww babe, you would move just for me,” I tease.

“Kelly you have no idea what I would do for you, baby,” he says with so much emotion in his voice. It is then that my plans seem solid and the absolute only option.

“Well I guess now is the perfect time to tell you what I have been up to,” I say, now the one feeling nervous. “My uncle has been emailing me since I came back to join you guys. I’m slowly being introduced to the company. I have decided to compromise. I want to finish school so I agreed to take over the company as long as Uncle Terry stays on long enough for me to finish.”

“Baby, that’s great. I know you can do this. I know your dad would be so proud of you. I’m proud of you,” Nolan’s entire face lights up and his words warm me.

“Well there is more. Aunt Mena has surprised us all with a bun in the oven. It’s kind of why Uncle Terry has started pushing me. They’ll be moving out. The house belongs to me and they think I am ready for some adult space from them. So we won’t need to buy a new place. Well, that is if you want to move in with me,” I say shyly.

Nolan watches me pensively. I can see the wheels turning in his head. Now that I have put the option out there I am totally nauseous.

“Is that something you want? I mean I know the place has so many memories for you. Maybe we can just go for a fresh start,” he says cautiously.

“Yes there are many memories, but so many of them are great memories and if you are there with me then it will be a fresh start,” I say as I really think about it. I am excited now. I was nervous about living on my own when Aunt Mena and Uncle Terry first brought it up, but I can totally see me and Nolan there now.

“Whatever makes you happy baby. I just want to make you happy,” Nolan says looking a little more relieved.