Rome 3: The Eagle of the Twelfth (43 page)

There was no more talking then. We drank from our flasks together, as men sharing the last wine, then Pantera took a few moments to check his knives while Horgias and I rolled our shoulders and eased our joints, the better to run when we had to.

Pantera said, ‘They’ve left the rope tied over the lip to get down with. Remember it’s there if you need to leave in a hurry.’
I
felt the weight of his hand one final time on my shoulder and then he was gone, a black shape lost in the black cave.

Left alone, Horgias and I backed into the fissure again to sit tight in the dark with our heads down. The waiting was worse than it had been before. We knew how many we faced now and Pantera’s last words, well meant as they were, repeated in an endless echo in the ears of my mind.

Make sure you’re dead … dead … dead …

I felt sick. I felt the rock shudder to the hammer of my heart. I heard the slow hiss of our breath and thought it a wonder that the men in the neighbouring cavern didn’t smell the waves of sour battle-sweat that flushed my armpits and rolled in wet lines down my limbs.

Horgias was no better. However often we had waited before battle, it had been in the open, with sword and shield to hand. I bruised my palm, so tightly did I hold the knife, and rehearsed the track it would have to take to my own heart if I needed urgently to die, but there was no comfort in that, and nothing of the battle-rage that buoyed us up before a fight.

I felt the shudder of Horgias’ breath and put my hand on the small of his back, and felt his foot creep back to press against my elbow, and in that small touch was more intimacy, more closeness, more sharing of souls than I had known since the battle at Lizard Pass.

I loved him then, and would have said so, perhaps, and cost us both our lives, had not there been a movement in the outer cave whither Pantera had gone: a whisper; a foot scuffed against stone; a man’s voice that cursed softly in Greek, and another that rebuked him, less softly, in heavy Thracian.

In the Hebrews’ cavern, the crackle of talk, which had been animated and sharp, fell to shocked silence. The air grew tight with a dozen breaths held and one stifled cry of joyful vindication, fiercely hushed.

In the outer cave, where Pantera wrought his subterfuge, Nicodemus’ rope scraped
across
the rocky lip over which we had all climbed and a third voice cried out in Latin, rising with fear at the end. To my ears, it sounded foreign, but I have no doubt that the Hebrews believed they had heard me.

It was more than enough: sixteen men hurtled out of their cavern, heedless of the noise they made, the lamps they kicked over in their haste, the Eagle they left behind.

Their passing caused a sudden lift in the sullen air, flavoured it with garlic and citrus and sweat. The slap of their bare feet sounded like a full cavalry ride and their voices, raised in rage and rejoicing, were those of any hunt on the closing trail of their quarry. They passed us in a mass, and were gone.

‘Now!’ I pushed on Horgias’ back and we writhed free of our hiding place, turned away from the havoc Pantera had brought on himself, and sprinted ahead into the Hebrews’ wide, airy, lamplit cavern – where we stopped, stunned by the vision that lay before us.

The cavern was vast; easily as big as the biggest audience room in the governor’s palace in Antioch. An opening halfway along the far wall led deeper into the heart of the cliff and another to our left opened out to stark morning sunlight, and the dense blue sky.

By my reckoning, this was the middle one of the three cavern entrances we had seen from our ledge. I gave thanks to the watching gods that the three birds had turned us away from it to the smaller entrance we had used.

The cavern’s interior was as well furnished as any Hebrew home. Many men had climbed up many times carrying many packs to create the comfort and ease they had here: thick rugs covered the walls and bedding rolls lay in a careful row for half the length of the far wall, stopping just before the place where daylight reached.

Near the mouth, where the morning sun painted gold across the cave’s floor, was a line of low desks with cushions behind them and scrolls laid open on top, pinned down by the small lead stones, the size of songbird eggs, that the Hebrews used to such effect in their slings. Other scrolls lay in tiered groups set with care to the side beyond a clearly demarcated line that was the limit of the sun’s reach.

And there, exactly where the hard light of morning met the soft light of a dozen oil lamps left in niches in the walls, stood our Eagle.

They had left its wings outstretched to catch the sun. I felt its touch then: the reflected light washed me clean from crown to foot, scouring me free of guilt, care, fear, shame; all the things that slowed me.

I reached for it, but Horgias was there first, moving as a man in a dream who finds that his lover, believed dead, has returned to him living with gifts of ambrosia and wine.

He swept it up and, although he bore no mail, and the wolf did not snarl from his head, he was what he had been born for: the aquilifer of the XIIth; glorious, full of honour, full of might. In a single moment I saw the changes in the planes of his face, the winter’s pain swept away for ever, the bitterness sweetening to the man I had known.

He grinned at me and there was such joy on his face that I could not help but weep a little. We embraced as victors, as men who have shared the same sweat, eaten the same sour terror, and come through victorious. My heart soared, and I felt the leap and press of his heart as he lifted the Eagle high into the sun.

‘The Twelfth will live,’ he said. ‘We’ll march at its head when Vespasian rides to take Jerusalem back for Rome.’

‘First we have to get to safety,’ I said. ‘And we may have to climb.’

‘Always so sober, Demalion. You need to learn to love the small victories we are given.’ He pulled a face at me,
laughing,
but the shaft was sliding through his hands as he did so, bringing the Eagle down to stare us fiercely in the eyes, prideful as any living bird.

The god looked through it then at both of us and we ceased to laugh and were silent while Horgias began to dismantle that which held the soul of our legion.

Whatever else they might have done, the Hebrews had looked after it well, for it came off the shaft as easily as the day it had first gone on, with a twist and a pull and a slight suck of grease as wood parted from metal.

The wings each lifted off, each rounded end popping cleanly free of its mooring, and I saw for the first time the crack under the left one that Horgias had mended, and knew that only a man who had lived with it every day for years on end would have noticed it, and then seen it gone.

‘Your cloak,’ he said, and I tore a strip from the hem, and Horgias wrapped the gilded body with the skill of repeated practice until he had a small anonymous bundle.

Which he held out to me.

I took a step away. ‘It’s yours.’

‘No.’ He pressed it urgently against my chest. ‘It’s ours. You take the body and I’ll take the wings. That way, if only one of us makes it back, we’ll still have enough to start the legion again.’

He turned away and tore a strip from his own cloak for the wings and I was left holding the body of our Eagle.

For something with such power, it was so small; not much larger than the head of a yearling ewe, made to fit in the front of a man’s tunic that it might be taken secretly from the battlefield in case of near-defeat. The big standards of cohort and century were designed to be left behind; they didn’t matter.

I slipped the body down the front of my tunic to nestle against my belt and felt it warm, like a living thing, a lamb
to
be nurtured, an eagle chick, awaiting its first taste of hot, bloody flesh.

Horgias wrapped the wings and tied them to his belt, then flexed his fingers, grinning. He was like a boy who steals apples for the fun, not the taste. ‘Shall we go back to where we hid before?’ he asked. ‘Or on into the dark?’

I had already looked around for the answer to that, but there were no birds to see, no spiders, ants, or beetles; nothing from the living world by which the gods might speak to us.

‘What does the Eagle say?’

He closed his eyes a moment in question, and then frowned, listening to the answer. ‘It says that we should go back,’ he said slowly. ‘If we go deeper, there’s no clear way out.’ His eyes sprang open. He caught my arm. ‘Quickly then, before they realize Pantera is alone and come back for us.’

We ran. Near the entrance, he said, quietly, urgently, ‘If they come back once we’re hidden then as soon as the last one is past us, count a slow fifty and get out. Keep running, don’t look back.’

‘If you’ll do the same.’

‘Agreed,’ he said, and I knew he didn’t mean it, and he knew the same of me.

C
HAPTER
F
ORTY

VOICES FROM THE
small outer cave ahead reached us faintly as men argued, and called from where the rope was anchored on the iron ring to others who must have followed Pantera down it to the foot of the cliff.

We reached the crevasse where we had already hidden twice before, but the thought of crawling in there a third time left me sick.

Horgias, too, was hesitant. ‘They took no light with them,’ I whispered. ‘We could go on?’

I felt his nod, and we drew our knives and went on step by wary step through the tunnel that led to the cave at the front.

The dark held us close. Ahead, eight of the Hebrews were caught in the brilliant morning light that bathed the cave’s mouth. We could count the hairs on their heads and their faces, the beads of sweat rolling down the backs of their necks as they leaned over the lip of rock and shouted imprecations, advice, curses down to their brethren below. Their god did not tell them we were there, nor did any instinct let them feel our gaze on their backs.

We edged as far as we could away from the mouth of the
tunnel,
that they might not discover us by accident when they returned to their cavern.

And then we waited again.

The making of a legionary is in learning to wait, everyone knows that, but this waiting was as new as had been the others of this day. Here we sat, armed, within touching distance of our enemy – and we did nothing.

This once, our lives mattered more than honour and so we kept still and breathed slowly and ignored the straining ache in our bladders as the sun crawled across the sky and the light at the cave’s mouth became ever more finely angled, until there was no sun spilling over the lip at all, but only the perfect blue sky outside, and the ever more somnolent men whose outlines marred it.

‘Nicodemus!’

We all jerked awake. One of the men leaned over and shouted the name a second time, loud in the liquid silence. Nicodemus’ voice from below shouted up a stutter of angry Aramaic and the men at the cave mouth moved from near-sleep to frenetic animation. The rope hanging over the ledge sprang tight and five of the absent eight men were hauled up into the cave.

We didn’t need to know the language to understand that three of the group were missing and probably dead: one of the twins – Gorias, I think – Manasseh who had been like a brother to Nicodemus, and his cousin Matthias; all had disappeared.

Both Nicodemus and Levius, the remaining twin, had smears of drying blood on their tunics. Levius wept a torrent of grief and would not be consoled. He raged around the cavern so that I shut my eyes and set all my thoughts inwards, lest he be drawn to Horgias and me purely by the power of his passion.

He moved away. I breathed again, but did not look up.
Presently,
amidst much swearing of oaths and promises of retribution by heaven – the sounds of a man in anguish are the same in any language, and the vengeance he craves rarely varies – the entire group swung back towards the dark, to the tunnel, on their way to the rug-bedecked cavern.

Nicodemus led them.

Two more came after him. Three … five … ten out of thirteen passed us safely into the dark and I let my eyes open and began to measure the distance from where I sat to the cave’s mouth. I flexed my fingers and slowly rolled my neck that I might rise smoothly when the time came to move, and not alert the enemy to my presence by the crack of joints grown solid with sitting.

The remaining three ran at last into the tunnel. I counted to fifty as Horgias had said, and felt him move as I did. We scented the first heady wine of freedom, and raced towards it.

At the cave’s mouth the rope was still in place, tied to the deep-sunk iron ring and hanging loose over the edge. Freedom was truly ours. All we had to do was slide down it and run. I passed the rope to Horgias.

He shook his head. ‘You got here first.’ He clapped my shoulder. ‘Go!’

Eight men and then five had safely come up it. I told myself that as I grabbed hold and looped my leg over the lip of the cave.

Thirteen men up. Others down. Including Pantera.

Safe. Safe.
You will be safe
. Both legs over the edge and a moment’s blinding terror as I swung free in space with only my sweating hands on the rope holding me up. I found a knot that gave me some purchase, and breathed out, and my questing feet found another. My chest was level with the lip. I looked up at Horgias.

‘There’s a knot for your feet; you—’

A noise behind. He spun away from me. His knife arm
jerked.
In the dark heart of the cave, a man screamed and fell.

‘Horgias!’ I tried to pull up on the rope, to come to his side where he needed me. The rope slid on my sweat and I fell back to the knot. Luck and panic held me, nothing more.

‘Go!’ Horgias could have come over the lip to join me. He could have drawn his other knife and thrown it. He could have done any one of a dozen things.

What he did was to wrest the wrapped wings of the Eagle from his belt and thrust them down the neck of my tunic to join the body nestling at my belt.

‘Go!’ He shoved my chest. ‘I’ll keep them from cutting the rope.’ And, when I didn’t move, he said, desperately, ‘Demalion, please. For the Twelfth. And for me. Please
go
!’