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Authors: Jessica Tamara

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He took off all his clothes, and revealed his amazing body that I already knew he had. There wasn’t an ounce of fat on this man’s whole body. He was nothing but muscle. But the bulge he had in his pants really did no justice to what he was really holding. I had to take a double look at it, and he smirked at my response.

              He slowly climbed on top of me and kissed me slowly flicking his tongue in and out of my mouth. I met his kiss with as much passion as he put into me. As he kissed me he dipped his finger in and out of me making sure to keep me warm, and ready for him to come inside. I felt like I could climax just with him stroking me with his fingers. I tried to control the small moans that were trying to escape my mouth, but I was losing that battle horribly. I had really had enough I wanted to feel him inside of me.

Finally I said “I want you now, baby.” He was about to slide inside me bare, but I stopped him.

“Wait. Do you have any condoms?”

He reached into his nightstand and pulled out a box of magnums and wrapped up quickly. He climbed back on top of me and entered me slowly. At first I couldn’t handle all of it, and I winced a little bit in pain. He noticed that I was uncomfortable so he fed it to me little by little until he filled me up completely. At first he worked me slow making sure he hit every wall that he could possibly find. He felt amazing inside of me like he was all too familiar with my body. He knew exactly how to touch me, and how my body would react to his touch.

              With every stroke he gazed into my eyes. I never felt this type of connection with a man. With Trey I guess we were too young to really know what making love really was. I’m not in love with Q right now, but if he kept doing what he was doing to my body I could see myself falling fast. I guess he could see that I was letting my thoughts consume me so he kissed my lips, and decided to change the pace. He flipped me over, and made me get on top. Little did he know I loved to be on top and in control. I started off slow rolling my hips in a rhythm that only I could hear in my head. As I got into my rhythm I could tell that he was enjoying it as his eyes started to roll, and toes curled up. Every time I rolled he pushed right back into me which nearly sent me over the edge over and over again. I was trying to hold back for the longest, but it felt too damn good for me to keep resisting. So I closed my eyes and let go of all my control. The moans that escaped my mouth was nothing but pleasure. It really has been way to long since I had a man sexing me this damn good, and I was in pure ecstasy with Q. And by the look on his face he knew he had me right where he wanted me. So we switched positions where he wanted to try it from behind. I arched and dipped my back as he entered me from behind. He grabbed my hips as he moved in and out, and I threw it right back with every stroke he gave me. He pulled my hair slightly and stroked me deeper and deeper. I guess he could feel himself about to come so he switched positions again and got back on top of me.

              His pace picked up even faster as he moved in and out of me. The deeper he went the deeper my nails dug deeper into his back.

He whispered in my ear in a raspy voice saying “I’ve been waiting so long to feel you, baby. And this shit is better than I could have ever imagined.”

I leaned up and kissed him hard, and I softly bit and tugged on his bottom lip. As he pushed into me I pushed back trying my hardest to make him scream out my name. All it took was one last twist from my hips, and he was a done deal. He came hard and collapsed on top of me. I softly kissed his neck as he rolled off of me. He pulled me into his body, and we cuddled up next to one another. I never have been this comfortable sexually with a man before where I was this aggressive. I used to be nervous letting a man see me naked. I guess I wasn’t comfortable with myself. But when I was with Q he made me feel so comfortable in my own skin. That alone gave me so much confidence. I never had a man handle my body the way that he just did. I couldn’t even find the words to say to him after what we just did in this bed tonight. He spoke up first.

“I have something else for you.”

“No more surprises,” I said with a smile, “I’m wore the hell out!” He turned to his side and pulled out a velvet jewelry box from his nightstand and handed it to me.

“What’s this?”

He just smirked and said “Open it.”

When I opened it I couldn’t believe my eyes. He just gave me a diamond charm bracelet that had his jersey number one as the pendant.

I guess he could see the excitement in my eyes as he said “I know you said you never had a man give you diamonds before, so I wanted to be the first. So you can wear the number one which is my jersey number, and also so you know you will always be number one to me.”

All I could do was smile. He placed the bracelet around my wrist, and kissed my hand. I smiled and cuddled next to him and said “Thank you so much! You trying to spoil me?”

He just smiled and said “That’s the plan! Plus, you know you like it.”

I smiled as I said “I hope you know were not done for the night. I have been sex deprived, and I have a lot more energy to burn.”

He laughed as he said “Come on now. We just finished. I need time to rest up. You tryna kill me?”

I just smiled at him as I began to stroke him until he stood up firmly at attention.

I asked “Are you really sure that you’re not ready for round two? Because it looks like your man down here has a mind of his own.”

He kissed my lips as he said “Well, I know he is ready for whatever now since you woke him back up.”

I jumped right back on top of him ready for round two. 

              The next morning when I woke up it was like 11 am, and I couldn’t believe that I slept in that late. As I looked over, I saw Q was still sleeping like he was completely worn out from the all-night session that took place last night. We really had sex all night long, at least five times. I rolled over and kissed him lightly on the forehead. I had to get home because I had to a catch a flight out to Atlanta later on tonight. As I looked around the room I had to laugh because it got pretty wild in here last night. We made love all over his bedroom. On top of the dresser then down to the floor, and even up against the wall. My body was beyond sore from last night. Q had me in every type of position he could think of. I now realized that all those Yoga and Pilates classes actually paid off, because my flexibility was serious.

I got up and collected all my things so that I could get dressed. After I finished getting dressed I hopped up on the bed really fast scaring the hell out of Q. He jumped so hard almost falling out of his bed. It was too damn funny, and I couldn’t control how loud I busted out laughing. Once he really woke up and realized it was me he started laughing. He pulled me back down onto the bed.

He said “Where do you think you’re going? Come back to bed.”

I laughed. “I would love to come back to bed, and have some more fun with you, but I have to catch a flight out later tonight for work baby. So I need your sleepy ass to wake up, and take me home.”

He laughed. “Man what! With that last smart ass comment I’m not taking your ass nowhere.”

After he said that he turned over and tried to act like he was going back to sleep fake snoring and all.

              So I straddled myself onto his back and began placing light kisses all over his neck. “Okay, I’m sorry. Let me ask you over again. Can you give me a ride home, please?”

              He turned over so we were facing each other, and we embraced in a kiss.

“After the night we had,” he said, “and the performance you put on for me, you can get whatever you want. I can make love to you for hours, and that’s some real shit.”

I smiled as I said “Believe me, sweetie, you really haven’t seen anything yet. I still have a lot more to show.”

He gave me a sexy smirk as he said “Damn, I want it right now. Let me get some love to start my day off right.”

He tugged and tried to get my clothes off again, but I slapped his hands away as I moved away from him. I laughed.

“Cut it out! I don’t have the time. I have a flight out tonight so I really can’t.”

He started to laugh as he said “Okay, wow it’s like that, huh? I’m going to remember that the next time you want it, and I’m not giving it to you.”

As he got up to put some clothes on, I took a pillow and threw it at him. The pillow smacked him right in back of his head.

“Listen, don’t get too cocky. And you know that you can’t resist me. If I really want it I’m gonna take it.”

He laughed and said “So what you’re saying is you’re going to rape me if I don’t give it to you?”

I said “You’re damn right I would!”

He laughed harder as he said “Listen, if you try to rape me, I’m calling the cops and pressing charges, too.” We both laughed as he threw the pillow back at me playfully, and continued to get dressed so we could leave.

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 4:

 

              I walked around my apartment bored out of my mind. I played with the diamond charm bracelet that Q gave me. Q was on the road playing the last few games of the preseason, and I was missing him like crazy. We’ve been spending so much time together I had gotten used to seeing him almost every day now. This was what I was dreading getting used to the most. I didn’t want to feel like I was getting wrapped up in another guy again. So I tried to distance myself from him a little bit, but it didn’t really work. He wouldn’t let me pull away. I guess he could sense what I was trying to do, and he refused to let it happen. As I was trying to distance myself he moved closer to me. It was frustrating me a little bit. I had my little comfort zone that his ass was always invading. While he has been on the road he calls me every day to tell me how much he misses me, and I would break down confessing that I missed him more. But I needed to get him off of my mind for a little while. So I called my friend Talisha from work to see if she wanted to go out tonight. I knew Q wouldn’t be happy about it, because he hated when I went out without him. That’s the one thing that I can’t stand about him. He always felt the need to try and shield me from other men. He has real jealousy issues that pisses me off. He would say that he trusted me, but hated when he wasn’t there to watch me. But tonight I really didn’t care. I needed to get out of the house, and have some fun. I knew Talisha would be down to kick it with me. We decided on going out to a lounge for some drinks. I didn’t want to get too dressed up so I played it casual. I wore a pair of black jogger pants, and a white crop top. I matched it with a pair red pumps and red lipstick. My hair I just recently colored a chestnut brown with caramel highlights. The color complimented and brightened my chocolate skin tone. My hair had grown out a little so I wore some big bouncy curls. I grabbed my purse and headed out of the door.

              As I stepped outside to catch a cab it was a beautiful spring night. As I looked up I could see the sky clear lit up with stars. It was about 75 degrees, but there was a nice cool breeze that blew throughout the city. I could not have asked for a more beautiful night. I walked about a block before I found a cab and hailed it down. As my cab approached the lounge I saw that Talisha was already outside waiting for me. Talisha was gorgeous and she knew it. She stood about 5 foot 7 inches tall, and was a beautiful chocolate brown complexion like myself. She had a pair of huge d cup breasts that she showed off willingly every day. Tonight she wore a pair grey tight pencil skirt, and a black backless shirt. She wore a pair of fierce Manolo stilettos that raised her height up another inch. I paid the cabbie and hopped out the cab quickly to meet her.

I greeted Talisha with a hug. “Girl who you trying impress?”

She laughed. “I’m trying to bag me a basketball player like you got.”

I laughed at her comment as I said “Please, them basketball players can be a headache sometimes. They ain’t always at home that’s why I’m always out with you. But anyways you ready to go in?”

She nodded in agreement as we went inside.

              I loved to hang out and chill in lounges. Watch a basketball game and have a couple of drinks was my idea of a good time. It’s just a very chill and relax atmosphere that‘s just my style. We found a section to sit down at, and we ordered some drinks. We both had the bartender just experiment and make us something. Over our drinks we talked about men mainly, and she told me about the guys she was dating. She had the same complaint that most women had. And that was that men all lied to damn much. So she treats them like she treats them. As we were talking we were approached by two guys. They were pretty nice looking men. One of them was about 5 foot 10 inches tall, and he was a caramel complexion with long dreads. The other guy stood about 6 foot tall, and he was light skinned, and wore his hair in a mini curly fro. He looked like one of those I‘m just as pretty as you type of guys. The guy with the dreads introduced himself as Brandon, and his friend as Tim. They asked if we would join them for some drinks.

Talisha looked over to me before she said “What do you think? Do you want to entertain them for tonight?”

I just laughed as I said “Sure, you guys can have a seat here if you like.”

Brandon sat down right next to Talisha quickly. I noticed how he couldn’t stop staring at her breasts the whole time. His friend was hoping that I would be all nice and flirty with him as well, but he couldn’t have been any more wrong. I made small talk with him keeping my responses very short. I wanted to get the point across that I was not interested, and please do not try me. I think he got the hint of my disinterest. So he stopped his little flirting act. And I felt better that I didn’t have to listen to his pickup lines all night long.

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