Sailing to Sarantium (30 page)

Life did unexpected things to you, Vargos of the Inicii thought in
the darkness. You made a decision, or someone else made one, and
there you were. There you were. He heard a familiar rustling sound,
then a grunt and a sigh; someone had a woman with him on the far side
of the room-He turned over on his side, carefully. He'd been kicked
in the lower back. That was why his piss was red, why it hurt to
turn.

They had a phrase along the Imperial road. He's sailing to Sarantium,
they said when some man threw himself at an obvious and extreme
hazard, risking all, changing everything one way or another, like a
desperate gambler at dice putting his whole stake on the table.
That's what he was doing.

Unexpected, really. Not his nature. Exciting, he had to admit. He
tried to remember the last time he'd felt excited. Perhaps with a
girl, but not really, that was different. Nice enough, though. Vargos
wished he felt a little better. He knew two of the girls here fairly
well and they liked him enough. On the other hand there were soldiers
here. The girls would be busy all night. Just as well. He needed his
sleep.

They were still laughing-and starting to sing now-in the common room.
He felt himself drifting off. Martinian was there with the burly,
smooth-faced tribune. Unexpected.

He dreamt that night that he was flying. Out of the inn and across
the road under both moons and all the stars. West first, over the
chapel of the Sleepless Ones, hearing their slow chanting in the
night, seeing the candles burning through the windows of the dome. He
flew past that image of holy Jad and turned north over the Aldwood.

League upon league he flew above the forest, north and farther north
and farther, seeing the black trees touched by mingled moonlight in
the iron cold. League upon league the great forest rolled, and Vargos
wondered in his dream how anyone could do other than worship a power
that dwelled therein.

Then west again for a time across the grass-covered ridges of soft
hills and over the wide, slow river meandering south with the road
beside it. Another forest on the other side of the gleaming water, as
black, as vast, as Vargos flew over it, north and north in the clear,
cold night. He saw where the oaks ended and the pines began, and then
at last he saw by the moons a range of mountains he had always known,
and he was flying lower over fields he had tilled himself in
childhood, seeing a stream he had swum in during summers gone, and
the first tiny outlying houses of the village, his own home near the
small shrine and the Elder's house with the branch bound above the
door, and then he saw the graveyard in his dream, and his father's
grave.

It was unusual for a man to travel any distance with a female slave,
but it was learned by the soldiers of the Fourth Sauradian that the
artisan had taken possession of the girl only the night before-some
sort of wager won, the story went-and it was not at all unusual that
a man might want a body with him on a windy autumn night. Why pay for
a whore when you had your own woman to do the needful? The girl was
too skinny to be really warm, but she was young, and yellow-haired,
and probably had other talents.

The soldiers were aware by now that the Rhodian was more important
than he looked. He had also formed an unlikely bond with their
tribune over dinner. This was sufficiently surprising as to elicit
its own measure of respect. The girl had been escorted, untouched, to
the room assigned the artisan. Orders had been explicit. Carullus,
who liked to describe himself to anyone who would listen as a gentle
soul, was known to have had men crippled and turned out of his
company to beg for botching orders on an assignment. His principal
centurion was the only one who knew that this had been done once
only, soon after Carulluss promotion to tribune and his command of
five hundred. The centurion was under standing orders to make certain
all new recruits knew the tale, properly embellished. It was useful
for soldiers to be somewhat afraid of their officers.

Kasia, about to sleep under a different roof than Morax's for the
first time in a year, had settled beside the fire in the bedroom,
feeding it the occasional log, to wait for the man who owned her now.
The room was smaller than the better ones in Morax's inn, but it did
have this fire. She sat on her cloak-Martinian's cloak-and gazed into
the flames. Her grandmother had been skilled at reading futures in
tongues of fire, but Kasia lacked any such gift and only found her
mind drifting as she watched the fire dance. She was sleepy but there
was no pallet in the room, only the one bed, and she had no idea what
to expect when the Rhodian came upstairs. She could hear singing from
below: Martinian and the man who had knocked him senseless. Men were
very strange. She remembered the night before, in Morax's, when she
had been sent up to find a thief in Martinian's room and everything
had changed. He had saved her life twice now. At the inn and then,
somehow, with a magical bird in the Aldwood.

She had been in the Aldwood today.

Had seen a power of the wood, known only in her grandmother's tales
told by another smoky northern fire. She had walked from the sacred
glade and the black forest alive, unsacrificed, to see that someone
else's heart had been torn from his chest. A man she had known, had
been forced to sleep with more than once. She had been violently ill,
looking down at what remained of Pharus, unable not to remember him
using her body, seeing what had now been done to his. She remembered
the mist in the field, her hand on the mule. Voices, and the dogs
hunting her. Martinian drawing his sword.

Already, curiously, the interlude in the forest itself was receding,
blurring, becoming lost in a kind of fog of its own, too difficult to
master or retain. Had she actually seen a zubir with those dark eyes,
that dwarfing size? Had it really been that large? Kasia had the
strangest sense, drowsy and half-entranced by the fire, that she was
meant to have been dead by now, that her entire being was.. .
unrooted, oddly light, because of that. A spark flew and landed on
the cloak; she brushed it quickly away. Could the future of such a
person be known? Could her grandmother have seen anything at all in
this fire, or was Kasia now a blankness, unwritten from this moment
forward, unknowable? A kind of living ghost? Or freed from fate
because of that? We'll talk tonight, Martinian had said in the
litter, before drifting to sleep again. Need to sort out your life.

Her life. A north wind was blowing outside; a clear night tonight but
very cold, winter behind the wind. She put more wood-a little
waste-fully-on the fire. Saw that her hands were shaking. She laid
one palm against her chest, feeling for the presence, the beating of
her heart. After a while she realized her cheeks were wet and she
wiped away the tears.

She had fallen into a shallow, fitful sleep, but they made a great
deal of noise coming up the stairs and one of the merchants in the
room across the hall shouted at them, causing a soldier to pound
truculently on the shouter's door, eliciting further laughter from
his fellows. Kasia was therefore on her feet in the middle of the
room when they pushed open the unlocked door and Martinian stumbled
in, supported-almost carried, in fact-by two soldiers of the Fourth
Sauradian, with two more behind.

Weaving erratically, they led him over and spilled him onto the bed,
good humoured and amused, despite-or because of-another furious
volley of shouts from the room across. It was very late and they
weren't being quiet. Kasia knew all about this: by law, the Imperial
Inns had to put up as many as twenty soldiers at a time free of
charge, doubling up paying guests to make room for them. They had to
do it, but no one needed to enjoy the disruption of those nights.

One of the soldiers, a Soriyyan by his colouring, gazed at Kasia in
the flicker of the firelight. 'He's all yours,' he said, gesturing to
the man sprawled untidily on the bed. 'Not much to you. Want to come
down with us? Men who can hold their wine then hold a girl?'

'Shut fucking up,' another said. 'Orders.'

The Soriyyan looked for a moment as if he'd object, but just then the
man on the bed intoned, quite clearly, though with his eyes closed,
'It is considered indisputable that the rhetoric of Kallimarchos was
instrumental in the onset of the First Bassanid War. Given this as a
proposition, ought later generations then lay the blame for so many
cruel deaths at the philosopher's tomb? A vexing question.'

There was an extreme, disconcerted silence, then two of the soldiers
laughed. 'Go to sleep, Rhodian,' one of them said. 'With luck, your
head will be working again in the morning. Better men than you have
been knocked senseless or bested in a drinking bout by the tribune.'

'Not too many've had both happen,' the Soriyyan added. 'All hail the
Rhodian!' More laughter. The Soriyyan grinned, pleased with himself.
They left, closing the door with a bang.

Kasia winced, then walked over and slid home the bolt. She heard the
four of them pound, in sequence, on the merchant's door across, then
their boots sounded on the stairs descending to the ground-floor
sleeping room.

She hesitated, then walked back towards the bed, looking uncertainly
at the man lying there. The firelight made unstable shadows in the
room. A log settled with a snapping sound. Martinian opened his eyes.
'I begin to wonder if I was meant for the theatre,' he said, speaking
in Sarantine and in his normal voice. 'Two nights in succession I've
had to do this. Have I a future in the pantomime, do you think?'
Kasia blinked. 'You aren't. . . drunk, my lord?'

'Not especially.'

'But... ?'

'Useful to let him best me in something. And Carullus can hold his
wine. We might have been down there all night, and I need to sleep.'

'Best you in something?' Kasia heard herself say, in a voice her
mother and others in the village would have recognized. 'He knocked
you senseless and nearly broke your jaw.'

'Trivial. Well, for him it was.' Martinian rubbed absently at his
bearded cheek. 'He had a weapon, no great achievement. Kasia, they
carried me here. And carried a servant who struck an army officer. I
made them do that. He lost a lot of prestige, Carullus did.
Decent-enough man, for an Imperial soldier. And I wanted to sleep.'
He lifted a booted foot and she wrestled the boot off and then did
the same with the other.

'They said my father could drink most men down onto the tavern floor
or off their couches at a banquet. Guess I inherited that from him,'
Martinian murmured vaguely, putting his tunic over his head. Kasia
said nothing. Slaves did not ask questions. 'He's dead,' Martinian of
Varena added. 'On campaign against the Inicii. In Ferrieres.'

He wasn't entirely sober, she realized, whatever he might say. The
drinking had gone on a long time. He was bare-chested now, had matted
curls of dark red hair on his chest. She had seen that when she
bathed him yesterday. 'I'm . .. Inicii,' she said, after a moment.

'I know. So's Vargos. Odd, in a way.'

'The tribes in Sauradia are ... different from those who went west to
Ferrieres. The ones who went are ... wilder.'

'Wilder. I know. Why they went.'

There was a silence. He pushed himself up on an elbow and looked
around the room in the wavering light. 'A fire,' he said. 'Good.
Build it up, Kasia.' He didn't call her Kitten. She went over quickly
and knelt putting on another log, pushing at it with the stick.

'They didn't bring you a cot,' he said from the other side of the
room 'They'll assume there's only one reason I bought you. I must
tell you I was informed at great length downstairs that Inicii girls,
especially skinny ones, are evil-tempered and a waste of money. Is
this true? Carullus did offer to spare me the duty of bedding you
tonight while I was in pain. Nice of him, I thought. They should have
put a cot in here.'

Kasia stayed where she was, looking at the fire. It was difficult to
sort out his tone sometimes. 'I have your cloak to sleep on,' she
said finally. 'Over here.'

She busied herself sweeping ashes into the hearth. He probably did
like boys, she decided. The pure-blooded Rhodians were said to be
inclined that way, like Bassanids. It would make her nights easier.

'Kasia, where's home? Your home?' he said.

She swallowed abruptly. This was not what she'd expected.

She turned, still kneeling, to look at him. 'North, my lord. Most of
the way to Karch.' He had finished undressing himself, she saw, and
was under the blanket now, sitting up, arms around his knees. The
firelight moved on the wall behind him.

'How were you captured? Or were you sold?'

She clasped her hands in her lap. 'Sold,' she said. 'Last autumn. The
plague took my father and brother. My mother had no choice.'

'Not so,' he said quickly. 'There's always a choice. Sold her
daughter off to feed herself? How civilized.'

'No,' Kasia said, clenching her fists. 'She ... we ... talked about
it. When the slave train came. It was me or my sister, or we'd all
have died in the winter. You won't understand. There weren't enough
men to do the fields or hunt, nothing had been harvested. They bought
six girls from my village, with grain, and coins for the market town.
There was a plague. That. .. changes things.'

'Oh, I know,' he said softly. Then, after another silence, 'Why you?
Not your sister?'

She hadn't expected that, either. No one had asked these things. 'My
mother thought she was. . . more likely to marry. With nothing to
offer but herself.'

'And you thought?'

Kasia swallowed again. Behind the beard and in the dim, uneven light
it was impossible to discern his expression.

'Why ... how does this matter?' she dared to ask.

He sighed. 'You're right. It doesn't. Do you want to go home?'