Savage Sacrifice: Savage Angels MC #5 (4 page)

“How is this supposed to fix things?” she asks as she uses the robe to wipe her face.

“Legally you’ll be mine, and you can’t leave me then. You’ll be bound to me, and I’ll have the paperwork to prove it.”

“You’re an idiot. I’m already bound to you. Do you really think I’d follow you around the world, live in your houses and wait in hotel rooms for you if I wasn’t already madly in love with you?”

“Then say yes, Rosie. Marry me, and I promise to make you the happiest woman on the planet, forever.”

I hold up the box, and tentatively she takes it. She pulls the ring out of the box and lets it fall to the floor. I take the ring off her and place it on her ring finger of her left hand. I look at her expectantly, hoping she’ll give me a sign that this is what she wants.

A smile spreads across her face, and she nods. I hadn’t realized I was holding my breath, I exhale, and push the ring all the way down her finger.

Rosie climbs off my lap, only to get back on, straddling me. “Does this mean we can have sex
now
?”

“No, I want to wait till we’re married. I want to do this right. Rosie, I want this to last forever.”

She places both hands on my face and kisses me, grinding her hips into my lap as she does. The fluffy robe isn’t fluffy enough for me not to feel what she’s doing. A groan escapes me, and she deepens the kiss, gyrating faster over my engorged cock.

“All we need to do is open your robe, and you can have me completely. Mind, body, and soul,” whispers Rosie as she sucks on my ear lobe.

I push up, and she moans, opening my robe further exposing my chest.

“Can you wait? I’ll get Dave to organize a quick wedding–“

She stops her teasing and sits back, looking at me. “Truth, I can’t do a quick wedding. My family will want to be involved and my friends back in Tourmaline. I couldn’t do that to them.”

I draw in a breath and slowly let it out. Of course, she’d want a big wedding surrounded by those she loves but my resolve not to have sex until the wedding day isn’t going to last, especially right now with her legs on either side of mine and her pussy so close to my cock.

“Compromise? Can we do a quick, no-one-needs-to-know, registry wedding, so I can fuck you, and then do the whole big deal as soon as we can arrange it?”

Her hands go to my shoulders, and she pulls open the robe a little more then she undoes her robe revealing her body to me.

“Or we could fuck right now and just do the really big wedding as soon as possible.”

Her hands go to the tie on my robe, and she pulls it apart then she goes up on her knees and pulls my robe out of the way. Her hand goes down between us and grasps my cock. Our gazes are locked, and I am powerless to stop her as she guides my cock to her entrance and lowers herself onto me.

I grip her hips as she grinds herself on me and move her faster. It’s been so long since I’ve had my cock inside a woman, I know I’m not going to last long.

“Tell me you’re mine,” I demand.

“I’m yours, no one else’s.”

I throw a cushion off the couch onto the floor and pull her off me. “Get on the floor, on your back and hold your knees up.”

Rosie does as she’s told, which is a huge turn on for me. I look down at her so exposed and kneel before her. Slowly I insert my cock inside of her, putting her legs on my chest.

“This is going to be hard and fast. I’ve wanted you for so long; I won’t be able to control myself now that I finally have you.”

“It’s okay, baby, I need to feel you inside me.”

That’s all I need to hear, I pull out, and go back in slowly, then begin pumping as hard and as fast as I can. To my surprise, she likes it. I feel Rosie’s sex clench around me, milking me, and the whole time we’re looking at each other, she doesn’t break eye contact even when she’s orgasming.
Fucking hot.
My release builds quickly, I plant myself in as deep as I can go, and soon I feel myself explode inside her. My nerve endings are on fire, and my sweet Rosie is looking at me with nothing but adoration. I let her move her legs down as I stay buried inside her, I cover her body with my own, and kiss her thoroughly.

“You don’t fight fair, Rosie.”

“You didn’t put up much of a fight,” she giggles.

“Anything for you.”

“Anything?” she asks mischievously.

“Anything. What did you have in mind?”

“Can we shower and start this again with me on the vanity? But this time, I’m wearing
your
ring, bound to you for eternity.”

My heart swells and I kiss her face. “It’s not legal yet. Need to get you to sign on the dotted line,” I say each word in between kisses.

“Baby, if you didn’t get that what we just did makes me yours, I don’t know what will.”

“The piece of paper,” I respond.

Laughter bubbles up out of her. “So, can we go to the bathroom?”

“No, I want to stay planted inside you for a bit, is that okay?”

Her face goes soft and she nods. “Okay, Truth, anything for you.”

Her smile and confirmation that she’s mine is all I need. I stare at her hand with my ring on it and know I’ve finally found what I’ve been searching for my entire life.

D
irt and I are sitting on the plane that is taking us home. Dirt has never been a big talker, but right now, I need to talk, to get what’s in my head out, and hopefully find a solution to my problems.

“I fucked up,” I state.

“Yeah, you did.”

“She left ‘cause I didn’t share club business with her. She told me she wanted to be my partner in all things, but it’s club business.”

“You made the right decision. A woman has no place knowing club business, but you could have handled it better. Kat can take care of herself. You could have shared
some
things with her, just not everything,” replies Dirt.

I quirk an eyebrow at Dirt, and he nods his head. “Really? Where do I draw the fucking line? How do I decide what I can share and what I can’t?”

“See that’s the problem. You should know. Anything that implicates the club in illegal activities is out, but everything else is fair game. Kat’s a strong woman, I think you forgot that. After she got shot, hell, before that, when you first met her, you’ve been trying to protect her from the world. She doesn’t want that, she wants a husband that stands next to her, not in front of her. I like Kat, but she’ll never be a club bitch. Too strong for that.”

“Maybe it’s the club that’s the problem, Dirt. I love Kat, can’t imagine my life without her. I’m willing to do whatever it takes to keep her, so maybe it’s time to walk away from the MC?”

Dirt grunts and gives me a look of disgust. The MC is all he’s ever had. I know, for a man like him, the idea of leaving wouldn’t even be an issue; he wouldn’t. Truthfully, I can’t imagine me
not
being in the MC, but I love Kat, and something has to give, a sacrifice
must
be made.

The flight attendant goes past, and Dirt reaches out and grabs her arm. “Any chance I can get a bourbon, straight up?”

She smiles at him. “Sir, the drinks trolley will be along in a minute.”

He grunts and nods. “Don’t much like waiting.”

She studies him for a moment and glances at me. “All right, I’ll see what I can do.”

“Appreciate it,” replies Dirt.

“You thirsty, Brother?”

“Thirsty is the wrong word. I need a drink. Not every fucking day your President confesses he’s thinking of leaving.
That
leaves a nasty taste in my mouth.”

He looks pissed. Dirt is one of my most trusted, but more than that, he’s my friend. I thought he would understand.

“Dirt, you know how much she means to me. You’ve been here since the beginning, no other woman has ever meant anything before Kat.”

“Yeah, Prez, I was there at the beginning when you fought for this Presidency and dragged us through hell. You told me when we got to the other side things would be better, you told me to trust you. I did, and you were right. Now, you’re just going to throw it away for a woman? I fucking get what she means to you. I do. But the MC is your family, at least I thought it was.”

The flight attendant comes back with his drink, and that’s the last thing Dirt says to me for the rest of the flight.

I’m stewing in my juices, thinking about Kat and everything Dirt just said. He’s right, the MC is my family, without them, I would be either dead or in jail. They gave me a path to follow, and now I guide them. I can’t imagine a life without them, but Kat needs more from me. I can’t share all of the clubs business with her. Not because I don’t want to, but it’s the way it’s done, you don’t bring outsiders into the club. That’s a contradiction as Kat isn’t an outsider, she’s one of us. Right from the beginning. She fitted in with us without any problems, the boys took to her straight away and she to them. But to tell her everything that’s going on puts other members at risk, and that isn’t the way we do things.

I
love Dane. He’s been good for the club and me. He turned us into a business and made us a lot of money. He still knows how to party, and he knows where his loyalties lie. Well, I thought he did. Feels like a punch in the gut having him tell me he’s thinking of walking away. Jonas is next in line, but he and I have never really clicked. I’m not sure he has what it takes to handle this MC.

I couldn’t speak to him for the rest of the flight, thankfully the flight attendant kept bringing me bourbon, and eventually I fell asleep. Now we’ve landed, and are heading to our rides to go home. I can tell Dane wants to talk, but I’m disappointed in him. Doesn’t take a blind man to see he’s feeling guilty over hitting his woman, and he’s having a knee fucking jerk reaction. For me, the only way I’d leave the MC would be in a pine box.

I climb on my bike and glance at him, he’s staring at me.

“Got something to say, Dirt?”

“No, Prez. Just looking forward to getting home. I’m going to check-in on some of the boys, and I’ll be out at your place later, is that cool?”

“Yeah, see you later.”

He has his lips clamped together in a hard line, and I can tell he wants more from me, but I need to process this. I need to talk to Jonas and see where his heads at. Once upon a time, I know he wanted to be President, but now? I’m not sure. He’s another one that got himself a woman and settled down. Jonas even bought Addy a house for her and her boy. The man went from single to family-man in the blink of an eye. He even helps out with the coaching of the kids basketball games.

I start my bike, enjoying the thrill of a revving engine between my legs and leave Dane, the airport, and for the moment, my troubles behind.

***

I
t’s dark when I pull into Jonas’s driveway, as I get off my bike, he opens the front door and comes out to greet me.

“Dirt, you’re back. How was Mexico?”

I groan as I straighten out my body, it isn’t as young as it used to be. “It was a fuck up,” I say as I stretch my body out. “You got a beer?”

“Yeah, come in.”

I follow Jonas inside his home. It’s open and homely, painted in warm colors.

“Where’s the family?” I ask.

“Addy and Jack are at her dad’s, doing a family dinner. I don’t mind her old man, but since he got sober and found God, I can’t stand to be around him for too long. He starts preaching to me about how I’m going to Hell for not marrying his daughter and living in sin. I don’t have the heart to tell him, it’s Addy who doesn’t want to get married, well, not just yet.”

“Fucking women,” I say with a sigh and sit at his kitchen counter. Jonas raises an eyebrow at me. “Dane and Kat. Both of them stubborn as hell. Dane thought he’d surprise Kat and try and get her attention at the concert down in Mexico. It didn’t turn out too fucking well. The lead singer in the other band–“

“Rockplay.”

“Yeah, whatever, kissed Kat on stage. Thought Dane was going to have a fucking meltdown in the crowd, got him out, we go back to the hotel where Kat is staying. She fucking walks in holding hands with the fucker. Dane saw red, Kat got in the way, and he ended up punching her in the face in front of a lobby full of people.” Jonas’s eyes widen, and he sucks in air through is teeth. “Oh, Brother, it gets better. Kat tells him to fuck off, and he does. Doesn’t talk to her, nothing. Just gets on a plane and comes home.”

“
Fuck!
” exclaims Jonas.

“Need to talk to you on the down low, and I was hoping it could stay between us.”

Jonas frowns and then looks me in the eye. “Whatever it is, it stays between us.”

I size him up, we’ve never been close, but Jonas is next in line. I need him to trust me and in return, I have to trust him.

“Dane confessed he’s thinking of leaving the MC for Kat.”

Jonas passes me a beer and sits in the chair next to me, shaking his head. “No Brother, you must have that wrong. Dane wouldn’t. The MC is his life, it’s all he knows. What the fuck would he do without it?”

“He said he had to make a sacrifice to save his marriage.” I take a sip of beer. “You and I haven’t always been close. But if Dane
does
leave, I need you to know I’ll have your back, I’ll support you as the new President. I just need to know one fucking thing. Are you up to the task?”

Before he even answers the question Jonas is nodding. He takes a sip of beer and puts the bottle down on the counter.

“It’s not going to come to that, Dirt, but if it does, yes. The MC is my family, my brothers, but you know what? It’s the same for Dane, it’s not going to come to that, though. He’ll make the right decision.”

“I fucking hope so.”

Looking at Jonas, I’m now satisfied he’d make a good President. He won’t turn his back on us, and he’ll lead us into a new chapter for the MC.

“You have a lot to think about. You need to talk it over with your woman, too. Don’t want another fucking situation like we have now. Wasn’t sure you’d want the job but am glad, Brother, that you do.”

I stand up and head for the door.