about to loan Ronnie any more money.
Ronnie wouldn't be able to get any action
in Hagen's underground casinos or poker
games either. But other loan sharks? Other
bookies and mobsters? They would
happily take his cash and extend him
credit.
"I've tried to help him. I've set up
counseling. I've dragged him to meetings.
I've threatened him. I've screamed at him.
I've begged him." I gulped down the pain
threatening to choke me. "It doesn't work.
He can't change until he's ready to
change."
Hagen started to say something but
clamped his lips shut. Finally, he said,
"Let's pick out some shoes. We don't want
to be late for our dinner reservation."
I wanted to know what he'd just self-
censored but figured it was something I
wasn't going to like to hear. I didn't push
him to reveal the thought he'd quashed.
There was something oddly sweet about
the way he wanted to spare me from any
more pain.
He stepped into my closet and crouched
down. His wide shoulders barely fit in the
tight space. "So—these strappy sandal
things or these high heels?"
"The strappy sandal things," I said,
pointing to the metallic slingbacks he
waved overhead.
He brought them back to me and knelt at
my feet. I put my hands on his shoulders to
steady myself and let him slide the shoes
into place. I watched him fiddle with the
tiny buckles and tried to suppress a smile.
With those big, thick fingers, he struggled
to fix them. "Let me."
I sat down on the edge of my bed, near
the spot where he'd just ravished me with
his mouth, and fastened the small buckles.
"There. All done."
Kneeling at my feet, Hagen caressed my
calf and cupped the back of my knee. He
pressed a gentle kiss to my thigh. "Cassie,
I would take care of you, if you let me."
His comment surprised me. I gazed
down at him, saw the sincerity in his dark
eyes and knew I was in big trouble. I'd
always been the kind of girl who stood on
her own two feet, who worked hard, who
scrimped and saved and clipped coupons
just to get by. Now I had this ridiculously
sexy and dangerous man kneeling at my
feet and promising me the world. All I had
to do was say yes.
And I'd never been more tempted by
such a devilishly easy offer in my life.
"Hagen," I said carefully. "I—"
He cut me off with a kiss. "It's not a
time-sensitive offer, Cassie."
The pressure alleviated, I nodded. "All
right."
He stood and extended his hand to me. I
welcomed the warmth of his fingers
enveloping mine. "I'm going to spoil you
tonight."
Somehow I didn't doubt that.
CHAPTER THREE
"Come home with me."
I glanced at Hagen and tried not to be
seduced by the yearning in his voice. He
toyed with the loose waves of my hair as
his driver expertly navigated the tricky
late-night downtown Houston traffic. "I
should go home."
"No. You should come home with me."
He grinned sexily and gave my hair a
playful tug.
After the best date of my life, I was
finding it hard to say no. The most
deliciously exquisite meal from Houston's
hottest restaurant had set the tone for the
night. I hadn't quite known what to expect
after dinner. To say I was stunned to pull
up to the city's finest art gallery was an
understatement.
Somehow he'd discovered my love for
modern art. To be so close to a Basquiat
that I could reach out and touch the
painting trumped any date I'd ever had.
Honestly, he'd set the bar high enough I
wasn't sure anyone would ever top it. The
ice cream and coffee after had been the
perfect ending to our night.
Except that it seemed Hagen wasn't
quite ready to say goodbye.
"My brother is expecting me." The
excuse sounded lame even to me but I
tossed it out there anyway.
"He's a big boy, Cassie. I think he can
manage brushing his teeth and getting into
bed all by himself."
I tried to find another excuse to say no
but came up empty. Truthfully, I
wanted
to
say yes. I wasn't ready for my night with
him to end either. It was crazy and out of
character for me but I couldn't get enough
of Hagen. He made me laugh. He made me
feel safe. He made me feel sexy. He made
me
hot
.
He nuzzled his nose against my neck.
"Come home with me, Cassie."
Goose bumps blossomed on my skin.
Heat and need pooled low in my belly.
"All right."
He grinned triumphantly and peppered
ticklish kisses along the curve of my
throat. Our driver effortlessly switched
lanes. I had no idea where we were going
now. Hagen hadn't volunteered his
address or neighborhood. I started to ask
but decided I liked the excitement of the
mystery more.
Besides, I had other questions that
needed answers. His big hand started to
ride the soft flesh of my thigh but I stopped
it, placing my smaller hand atop his huge
paw. "Hagen, what are we doing?"
His brow furrowed. He gave my thigh a
playful squeeze. "I think that's fairly
evident."
I smiled at his teasing reply. "I'm
serious. I mean—what is this? Is it really
just my brother's debt or is it something
else?"
His needful gaze seared me. "What do
you want, Cassie?"
"I don't know," I admitted on a whisper.
"You confuse me. You make me want
things…"
"Is that so bad?"
I shrugged. "It wouldn't be if you
weren't a loan shark. How the hell do I let
myself get even more involved with
someone who does the kind of work you
do?"
He didn't even flinch at my blunt
remark. Instead, he questioned, "And what
if I wasn't a loan shark anymore? What
would you say then?"
I narrowed my gaze. "I'd say I want to
know more before I make a decision."
He stroked my cheek. "This economy,
it's been bad for a lot of businesses but for
me? I've never been so flush. I've
discovered plenty of new opportunities
over the last few years."
"Opportunities?"
"Legal opportunities," he explained.
"When banks aren't lending and people
need an influx of cash for their real estate
developments or their businesses, guess
where they come?"
"To you?"
Hagen nodded. "It started slowly.
Quietly," he added. "Now I have three
personal finance companies spread across
the city. I've bought into a few payday
loan places. I'm getting out of loan
sharking for gamblers and lowlifes. I'm
selling that side of things back to the man
who got me started. He's got a nephew
who needs an entry-level job. These days
I can make a hell of a lot more money
doing it legally."
"I'm sure you can." I'd seen the payday
loan places around campus. Their ads
were all over the television. Their flyers
showed up in my mailbox. They charged
exorbitant amounts for small loans. Still,
desperate people flocked to them for help.
"What is it?" His thumb caressed my
chin. "Payday lending doesn't sit well with
you?"
I shook my head. "It's usury."
"It's legal."
"Lots of shady things are legal, Hagen.
That doesn't make them right."
"I'm not holding a gun to someone's
head and forcing him to take the payday
loan. I'm providing a vital, needed service
for people on the fringe."
"And enslaving them to your god-awful
interest rates so they have to roll that tiny
loan into another loan and another loan." I
flicked his chest hard enough to make his
jaw twitch. "You forget that I'm pretty
good with math. I know just how long it
takes to pay off those loans."
"I didn't forget. I think your math skills
are sexy as fuck." His lips skimmed that
sensitive spot just beneath my ear and I
shivered. His mouth moved closer to my
ear and his hand escaped mine, his wide,
rough palm gliding higher along my thigh.
His hot breath tickled my ear as he
whispered, "Maybe later you can recite
amortization tables while I use my tongue
to make you come again and again."
"Hagen," I said on a shudder. Cheeks
pink with embarrassment, I dared to
glance at the driver. Thankfully, he
seemed totally oblivious to what was
happening in the backseat.
Hagen chuckled and nipped at my
earlobe. "I'll behave—but once we get to
my place, all bets are off."
He wasn't joking. I'd barely stopped
gawking at his ridiculously huge house
and perfectly manicured lawn before he
was trying to unbuckle my seatbelt. His
driver pulled into the circular driveway
and we slipped out of the backseat. A
split-second later, Hagen grabbed my
hand and practically dragged me into his
home.
"Hagen!" I gasped his name as he
scooped me up just over the threshold and
tossed me over his shoulder. Mounting the
steps two at a time, he carried me up the
staircase to the second floor, hooked a
right and marched into a master bedroom
that was probably three times as big as my
cramped apartment.
I squealed with surprise and delight as
he dropped me onto his massive bed. I
bounced a few times. He crawled onto the
bed, pinning me between the mattress and
his huge body. Our mouths met in a
wickedly sensual kiss. His fingertips
brushed my face and trailed down my neck
to the front of my dress. He cupped my
breast through the thin fabric and plunged
his tongue deep inside my mouth. I arched
under him and scratched my fingernails
down his back.
"On your side," he urged and rolled off
me just enough to allow me to move. He
jerked down the zipper on my dress and
worked it down my shoulders to my waist.
He expertly unsnapped my bra and freed
me from the simple black garment.
Grasping my shoulder, he pulled me
onto my back again and threw his leg over
me. Up on his knees, he captured me
beneath him and dropped his lips to my
chest. I groaned with sheer pleasure as his
mouth followed the dusky outlines of my
nipples. He licked and nibbled and sucked
until I was panting and grasping at him.
He wore far too many clothes for my
liking. I made my preference known by
jerking on his suit jacket and tie, ridding
him of them in the same urgent way he'd
gotten rid of my bra and lowered my
dress. He sat up and hurriedly flicked
through the buttons lining the front of his
dress shirt. I watched the shirt fly and
assumed it landed somewhere close to his
tie and jacket.
Naked from the waist up, he hovered
over me again. The crisp hairs on his
chest teased my stiff nipples. Pinned
beneath him, I realized just how big he
truly was. Yet I didn't feel scared or
uncertain. It was the strangest thing. Like
earlier in his office, I felt safe. Secure,
even. It didn't make sense to me. I hardly
knew him—but I couldn't deny what he
made me feel.
With one swift move, Hagen flipped
our positions. I ended up straddling his
waist. He grasped my hips, his long, thick
fingers spanning my abdomen. His huge
cock stretched taut the fabric of his pants
and jutted against my backside. I wiggled
a little and made him growl. His eyes
were dark with lust. "I need you, Cassie."
Suddenly, it struck me just how much
power I had over this man. Never in a
million years could I have ever imagined
that I could have a powerful man like
Hagen wrapped around my little finger.
What he saw in mousy, geeky me I'd never