my makeup. I quickly styled my hair and
left the bathroom. It was just a few steps
to my bedroom.
As an undergrad on scholarships who
worked part-time in one of the astronomy
labs on campus, I couldn't afford much
more than this tiny box of an apartment. It
was cozy enough and in a safe
neighborhood. I was luckier than a lot of
my classmates.
I stepped inside my small closet and
flicked through my hangers. I only had two
little black dresses that were appropriate
for a date. I didn't really get out much so
I'd never bothered to spend much money
on that kind of a wardrobe. Jeans, tees,
comfy skirts and casual dresses were
staples in my closet. Short, sexy and
sassy? Not so much.
My ears perked to the sound of the front
door opening and then footsteps in the
living room. Certain Ronnie had come
back to ask for money, I rolled my eyes
and announced loudly, "There are a
couple of twenties in my wallet. That's all
I have."
"Thanks for the offer, sweetheart, but
I'll pass."
Hagen's low timbre startled me. I
jumped and spun around to find him
standing in the doorway of my bedroom.
He looked impossibly huge and filled the
space with his wide shoulders and
imposing height. His eyes glinted with
amusement. "I like that look on you."
I gripped the edges of my fluffy
turquoise bath robe and tugged them
together to cover my nakedness. "How the
hell did you get in here?"
The expression of amusement on his
face was quickly eclipsed by one of
displeasure. "You left the front door
unlocked."
I groaned. "Ronnie."
"Your brother left the door unlocked?"
I nodded. "He was kind of pissed when
he left. I guess he forgot to lock it behind
him."
"I'm so glad he cares about his little
sister's safety."
"He's not like that normally. Really," I
added quickly. "He's a good brother."
"Who gets into debt and sends his little
sister to clean up the mess?"
My lips flattened into a grim line.
"Please. I just—not tonight."
His face softened. "All right."
"Thank you."
"But, Cassie, you need to know how
lucky you are."
Now it was my turn to frown. "Lucky?"
"Do you have any idea what the
Russians or the Mexicans do to people
who owe them the kind of money your
brother owes?"
I shook my head. "No."
"They go after the family. You're lucky
I'm such a gentleman."
I couldn't help myself. I snorted in a
very unladylike fashion. "Um, you do
remember extorting me earlier today,
right? You know, in your office. On your
desk?"
Hagen had the decency to look contrite.
"But I gave you the choice. Other guys?"
He shook his head. "They take. They
injure. They kill."
His ominous tone filtered through me. I
didn't doubt his warning. There had been
snippets in the local papers about the
increase in violent crimes, many of them
involving foreign mafia types.
"I suppose I should thank you."
"You will. Later," he said with a tilt of
his head. "What are you wearing tonight?"
I showed him the little black dress I'd
chosen. "This one."
"Very nice." He fingered the fabric and
then touched my robe. "Take this off."
A quiver of anxiety pierced my belly.
Even after our impromptu sex session this
afternoon, I still felt shy about revealing
my body to him. I placed the dress back in
the closet so it wouldn't get wrinkled. My
fingers trembled as I untied the belt of my
robe and slipped out of the plush fabric. I
placed it on the hook near my closet and
turned to face him.
Hagen's hungry gaze roamed my naked
curves. He palmed my breast and brushed
his thumb over the soft flesh. His thumb
coaxed my nipple into a tight peak. He
pinched it lightly, making me gasp and rise
up on my toes. Ever the gentleman, he
soothed the sharp twinge with a tender
kiss.
As he kissed my nipple, Hagen enjoyed
my body. His big hand slid down my back
to cup my bare bottom. I felt so small and
vulnerable. He dragged me closer and
slipped his fingers through my hair. He
dipped my head back and claimed my
mouth in a possessive kiss.
Desperate for something to hold onto, I
gripped the lapels of his suit jacket. His
tongue touched mine. He nibbled my
lower lip. Breathless and needy, I gazed
up at this dangerous man and wondered
how he made me feel so safe and secure.
"You're
shaking."
He
sounded
concerned. "Are you still afraid of me?"
"It's not that kind of shaking."
His lips curved upward. "Ah. I see."
I inhaled a sharp, shocked breath as he
swung me up into his arms. With two
steps, he reached my bed and gently
deposited me on the tiny twin surface.
Reality cut through my haze of need. "We
won't fit."
He laughed. "I've squeezed into tighter
places."
I pursed my lips in annoyance at his
double entendre. "I'm being serious.
You're, like, seven feet tall."
"You're about seven inches too big on
that estimate," he said and knelt at the
edge of my bed.
I squeezed my knees together. "Wait.
We can't. My brother—"
"Is not here," he interjected.
"But he could come back!"
Hagen leveled a stare my way. "Do you
honestly think your brother is going to
come up the stairs to your apartment after
spotting my men in the breezeway?"
He had a point. Knowing Ronnie, he
would tuck tail and run the other way.
"No."
"Exactly." He pushed my shoulders
toward the mattress. "Now hush and let
me eat this sweet little cunt of yours."
I gasped at his explicit instruction.
Lower belly wobbling like a bowl of
gelatin, I clutched my bedcovers in both
hands and prayed I wouldn't make too
much noise. The idea of Hagen's men
hearing me in throes of passion again
wasn't one I relished. I could only imagine
what they thought of me. Probably the
same thing Ronnie had.
Whore
.
But Hagen didn't. Of that, I was
absolutely sure. Somehow knowing that he
didn't consider me a tramp made it all
okay.
I moaned as his tongue fluttered
between the lips of my sex. He discovered
the pink kernel hidden there and lapped
gently at the tiny nub. I relaxed under his
skillful ministration and let him have his
way with me. Those big hands clasped my
inner thighs and shoved them wide apart,
opening my pussy for his exploring tongue.
He licked and flicked at my clit. When
he sucked the swollen kernel between his
lips and rolled his tongue across the
sensitive bundle of nerves, I clapped a
hand over my mouth and cried out against
my palm. Sparks of ecstasy snapped in my
core. It wouldn't be long. Another lick…
Just another…
"Hagen!" I shouted his name, the sound
muffled by my hand. He attacked my pussy
with his mouth. The first waves of orgasm
had just started to fade when he forced me
into another climax with that expert tongue
of his. I reached down and scratched my
fingernails along his scalp as he drove me
crazy. "Oh! Yes!
Yes
!"
I thrashed atop my bed and reveled in
the wicked sensations his lips and tongue
created. When my orgasm finally left me, I
sagged against the bed. My whole body
felt limp and liquid. I couldn't even move
when he stood up and walked away from
the bed. I watched him disappear into the
hallway and return with a damp wash
cloth and a hand towel.
"You don't have to—"
"Sh." He silenced me with a look. Ever
so gently, he cleaned between my thighs.
He dropped the towel and cloth onto my
bed. Grasping my hands, he tugged me into
a sitting position. I was suddenly eye-to-
eye with the bulge in his pants. Thinking
that he wanted me to return the favor, I
reached for his fly. His hand snatched my
hand and stopped me. "No."
I frowned up at him. "But you just—"
"I just indulged my craving for your
pussy," he said matter-of-factly. "You've
been driving me crazy all day thinking
about it. This?" He gestured to his
erection. "This can wait."
"Are you sure?" I couldn't believe he
was turning down the offer of a blow job.
Most guys would have been yanking out
their cocks and shoving them in my face
by now.
"Positive." He touched my cheek. "I
like the anticipation."
"Oh."
"Where do you keep your lingerie?"
"Lingerie?" I blinked at him. "I keep my
bras and panties in that drawer."
He followed my pointing finger to the
small dresser against the wall. It was a
thrift store find I'd repainted a creamy
white to fit my style. He dug around in the
drawer and produced a simple black bra.
"Is this all the lingerie you have?"
"You do remember that I'm a college
student, right? I'm scraping by on
scholarships and work a part-time job on
campus to survive. I don't have money to
waste on sexy bras and panties that no one
is ever going to see."
Hagen grunted and walked back to my
side. "Stand up."
I quickly complied. My eyes widened
when I realized he wanted to dress me.
"I'm a big girl, Hagen. I know how to put
on my own clothes."
"Indulge me."
His soft tone won me over. "All right."
He slipped the bra up my arms and into
place. "Why are you on such a tight
budget, Cassie?"
"My scholarships cover my tuition and
most of my books and other fees. I make
enough doing part-time work in a lab to
cover my living expenses and the
premiums for a crappy student health
insurance plan. I guess I could work more
but my class load is heavy. I'm trying to
maintain a 4.0 GPA for grad school."
He grabbed my dress from the closet
and unzipped the back. "Your parents
didn't have life insurance?"
My gaze jumped to his. Suspicion was
easy to read on his face. "I'm sure you
know the answer to that one."
He exhaled roughly. "Ronnie spent your
portion of the life insurance."
I nodded reluctantly. "Our parents didn't
leave a will. I was underage and he
became the executor of our family estate."
"And you trusted him?"
"He's my big brother. He wasn't like
this back then."
"And now?" He touched my arm.
Now I know better." At his silent
urging, I lifted both arms overhead. I
would have preferred to step into the
dress but I wasn’t about to correct him. He
seemed to enjoy this simple act so much. I
didn't want to ruin his moment
Hagen pulled the dress down over my
head and adjusted the fabric. He swept my
hair free from the neckline and placed a
ticklish kiss on my nape. "That's a hard
lesson to learn."
"He wasn't always like this, you know.
The accident…"
Hagen zipped the dress and gently
turned me. He tipped my chin up and
peered down at me. "He was driving?"
"It was raining and there was this stupid
deer…" I couldn't finish the tale. The
sickening crunch of metal, the taste of
blood in my mouth, the stink of gas and
vomit—they all came flooding back to me.
"It was awful. I was in the hospital and
rehab for months. He walked away with a
few cuts and a dislocated shoulder and
elbow. He blames himself for all of it.
This gambling thing? It's the way he
escapes from the guilt."
"It's going to put him six feet under if
he's not careful."
Hagen's
warning
scared
me.
I
understood what he meant.
He
wasn't
going to hurt Ronnie because he wasn't