Shorty Got My Head Gone (4 page)

"But aye y’all I met me a lil bad bitch at the club and she was trying to bring the party to my house, if you know what I mean." she said licking her lips "Y'all don't mind me just dropping you off  home," Teeko asked. I shook my head no and Kieara shrugged her shoulders indicating that she didn’t care.
 

I hit up Tyrone a couple more times trying to find out where the hell he was at and if I could come to his place because I really didn't want to go home but he didn't reply back. Twenty minutes later Teeko pulled up to the front of my house in the projects. I got out the car, and Kieara got out the back seat to ride in the front. I turned around and looked at her.
 

"Hey Keke I'm sorry that I snapped on you earlier, I was just upset but you ain’t deserve that." I told her
 

She looked at me then grinned "its ok girl we'll talk about it, and you better tell me the whole story," she said pointing her finger in my face.
 

I smacked it and giggled "Ok girl,” I said giving her a hug, she got in the car and they drove off.

Chapter 5

It was 1:15am by the time I got home. My aunt was in the living room laid out on the couch knocked out snoring loud as fuck. I ran up the stairs to my room. My cousin was gone and I was happy because I wanted to be alone
 

I stripped out of my dress and put on my angry bird pajamas.  I hung up my dress and put it up so I could take it to the cleaners Monday morning. As I'm about to turn off the light so I to go to bed, I notice a lot of shopping bags on the side of my cousin’s bed. I looked at the bags confused wondering how in the hell she get the money to buy this shit?

I started looking through all her bags and she had everything. From clothes, shoes, jewelry and even make up. She bought a lot of nice things. I was still sitting there looking confused. I don't know when the last time my cousin went shopping like this, other than from my closet, fucking up all my shit, trying to fit her big ass in my clothes. I had no idea where she got the money to buy these things so I shrugged it off, turned off the lights and went to bed. As I was laying there for a few seconds a thought popped in my head.
 

"FUCK!" I shouted then jumped up to turn the lights back on. I ran to my bed and lifted up my mattress. MY money, it's gone.
 

I could feel my face and body heating up. I instantly got heated and started freaking out. "Where the fuck is my fucking money," I yelled out loud, I turned around and saw my cousin Wanda standing in the doorway with this evil grin on her face.
 

I ran up to her "You fucking Bitch, you stole my money," I yelled.
 

She cracked a smile and started laughing "I don't know what the fuck you're talking about," she said while bumping past me. She sat down on her bed and start taking off her heels.
 

"You fucking lying bitch,'' I snapped ''How the hell my money wind up missing and now you got all this shit, knowing damn well yo broke ass can't afford none of this shit," I said while grabbing a pair of Jordan’s, out the bag and throwing them against the wall "You a bum bitch, since when you can afford to buy a pair of Jordan’s huh?" I said yelling stepping closer to her.
 

An angry look flashed across her face. She got up in my face ''We ain't steal your money," she shouted pushing me out of her face onto my bed. 
 

We
, I thought to myself while lying there.
 

She chuckled ''You know what I not going to lie. We took yo shit, that's what your ass get for lying to my momma," she said.
 

I was furious. These bitches really got me fucked up fucking with my money. I had over a stack saved up to get my car out the shop now thanks to these dirty bitches, I have nothing.
All I saw was red. I jumped up, off the bed and tackled my cousin on to her bed. I got on top of her punching her in her face. She got me off of her and we start tussling. She got the best of me because she kept pulling my hair. I couldn't pull hers because she had none to pull. She was on top of me punching me in the head. I was trying to get her off of me but she was too big. I looked to the side and saw a pencil on her bed. I reached out my hand grabbing it then stabbed her ass in the gut.
 

“AHHHHHHHHHH,” she screamed out in pain.
 

I jumped up and sat on her chest pinning her arms under my knees so she couldn't move, then started pounding away at her face.
 

''You trifling bitch you want to steal from me huh two jabs to the face. I was talking shit while I was beating her ass.”
 

"You fuckin...”
POP
 

"Dirty ass,”
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''Bitch you,”
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"Old bald headed ass hoe,”
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"Fuck you bitch," I said while beating her ass.
POP POP POP
 

While I was wearing her ass out my Aunt Wanda came running through the door. She ran towards me and yanked me up by my hair.
 

''Bitch get your hands off my daughter," she said while dragging me off her by my hair. I tried to fight back but was unsuccessful she had a good hold on my hair. She started dragging me and punching me in my face. I was trying to kick her but all I was kicking was air. She dragged me down the stairs still holding on to my hair punching me in my face.
 

"Bitch what you think this is huh I run shit around here," she shouted yanking my head back and forth with my hair still in her hand. She started punching me and all I could do was cover up my face. My cousin jumped in kicking me in my stomach.
 

''Hold up I got something for her ass," my Aunt Wanda said while taking off her belt. She starting beating me with the belt and all I could do was scream out in pain. I was really getting jumped on by my auntie and cousin.
 

I looked around and saw a metal bat by the front door. While my Auntie beat me with the belt and my cousin literally kicked me while I was down I quickly grabbed the bat and just swung my hardest while doing a complete 360.
DINING, THUMP
 

I hit my Aunt Wanda in the head with the bat. I looked down seeing her laid out on the floor with her head busted wide open. My cousin looked at her mother in shock and looked back at me with her eyes cocked wide open.
 

Damn, did I kill her?
I thought to myself.

I still had the bat in my hand. For the first time ever I saw my cousin look at me with fear in her eyes like if she was scared of me. I hurried up and flew up the stairs to my room. I grabbed my purse and phone and ran back down the stairs and out the door never looking back again. My heart was beating fast and I didn't know what to do or where to go. I wanted to go to Kieara’s house but didn't want to wake her mom plus she was probably at Marcus’ house anyway. I pulled out my phone so I could call Tyrone or Teeko, somebody. I just need to get out of here ASAP.
 

When I looked down at my phone it was dead. ''Fuck man," I shouted out loud not knowing what to do now. I felt tears well up in my eyes and I started crying, ''What the fuck am I supposed to do now," I cried out to myself.
 

I was going to catch the bus to Tyrone house. I was relieved because I didn't know what to do at the moment. I walked to the bus stop and waited on the bus. Luckily for me I didn't wait long it came two minutes after. As I'm sitting on the bus I was in deep in thought thinking about everything that just occurred at my Aunt’s house. I felt bad about what happened and did I kill her are thoughts that kept space in my head. I kept thinking to myself. I was getting scared because I knew that if I did I was going to jail for a long time.
 

My thoughts and emotions were all over the place. Why did shit have to come down to this? Why did my Aunt and cousin treat me so badly and not love me like family? ‘I thought to myself. I didn't understand the hatred they had towards me; all I can think about is that they were just jealous of me.

I can't believe they jumped on me like that
, I thought.
 

I started to think about all the evil shit they did to me. I could feel myself getting angrier and angrier. I looked through the window and the most devilish thought I ever had come to my mind.
'Fuck them, I hope she's dead.'
I thought then plastered an evil grin on my face. I knew I would never go back to that place ever again.
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The bus driver was nice enough to drop me off in front of Tyrone apartment building even though this bus stop was a couple blocks away. I entered the building and made my way up to his apartment. I didn't bother to knock because I had my spare key in my purse. I opened the door and made my way in.
 

I didn't know if he was home. I made my way to the kitchen so I could get an icepack out the freezer to put over my sore bones. When I turned on the lights I noticed two wine glasses on the kitchen table and a pair of keys, that weren’t Tyrone's. I walked to the table and lifted one of the wine glasses that had red lipstick on it.
 

"Da fuck this can't be happening," I whispered.
 

I left the Kitchen and made my way to the bedroom. When I turned on the lights I couldn't believe my eyes. Tyrone lying in bed on the side of that red headed bitch that stayed in the same building. He had his hand wrapped around her waist cuddled up, sleeping peacefully. I grew angry and just wanted to kill. I left out the room, went back to the kitchen and grabbed a butcher knife. I made my way back to the room. I was standing over his bed with the knife in my hand looking at the both of them.
 

“I was debating on what should I do should I kill this hoe, or should I cut this nigga dick off?”
 

I started pacing back and forth talking to myself as if I was a crazy woman. I can't believe this nigga is really cheating on me. I wanted to cry but I was so angry I couldn’t bring myself to do it. As I'm pacing back and forth thinking to myself Tyrone woke up.
 

“Oh shit,'' he said looking at me with shocking eyes.
 

I turned to him and through the knife right at his ass, but unfortunately it missed, flying right past his face stabbing the headboard behind him. ''You fucking bastard," I yelled out.
 

“Yo what the fuck wrong with you," he yelled back getting up out of bed.
 

The red head girl woke up. I walked to the side where she was at. ''Get the fuck up bitch," I shouted while grabbing her weave pulling her out the bed. She started kicking and screaming asking Tyrone to get me off of her.
 

''Get this crazy ass bitch up off of me," she yelled holding her hair.
 

I start punching her in her face. I stopped because my hands were sore from the fight I had with my cousin. So I kneed her in the face real hard and busted her nose. Tyrone ran to me grabbing my waist trying to get me off of her. I turned around and punched him in the face.
 

''Bitch you want to fucking cheat on me," I growled at him.
 

He roughed me up and slammed me onto the wall. ''Ashley calm the fuck down," he yelled holding my hands up to the wall. I tried to get away from his grip but he would not let me go.
 

''Get the fuck off of me,'' I yelled.
 

''Not until you calm the fuck down,'' he said still holding my hands up to the wall. His face was close to mine and since I couldn't move I tried to bite his face. ''Bitch what the fuck wrong with you," he yelled.
 

''Fuck you," I said then spat in his face.
 

He looked at me giving me an evil glare. He cocked his hand back and.
SMACK
 

He slapped me across the face. I fell to the ground holding my cheek surprised by the fact he hit me.
 

''Get the fuck out my house," he yelled out.
 

I looked up at him still holding my cheek, with pain in my eyes. "No," I said.
 

"Wha…"
 

"NO I don't got nowhere to go," I shouted
 

''Bitch get the fuck out of my house right now," he shouted. I just sat there still sitting on the ground looking up at him.
 

He had roughly grabbed me by the arms dragging me out the room. I was kicking and screaming telling him to get the fuck off of me. I got out of his grip and was about to run toward the bathroom but he quickly yanked me up by my hair.
 

I don't know what was up with these motherfuckas pulling my hair tonight.
 

He was now dragging me by my hair into the living room. I was now crying and yelling at the same time for him to let me go. He just kept dragging me until we got out the front door. When we got to the door, he opened it, roughly grabbing me up and threw me out the house. As I'm sitting on the ground I looked at Tyrone standing in the doorway mean mugging me. I was looking at him in disbelief crying my eyes out. I looked past him to see red standing behind him with a sheet wrapped around her body, looking down on me with a smirk on her face.
 

''I hate you,'' I yelled to him before he slammed the door in my face.
 

I just sat there with my back against the wall, and my hand up to my face crying my eyes out. A few seconds later the door open. I looked up to see him standing there with my purse in his hand. He threw me my purse, then my phone unto the ground causing my phone to crack. He turned around and slammed the door back in my face.