“Well, I thought we might go over to the academy today,” Dad said when it became apparent I wasn't going to say anything else about my reasons for training so hard. “Get you all set up for classes next week.”
“I thought you did that already,” I muttered.
I hadn't wanted to go back to the North Carolina academy, but I didn't want to transfer the New York one either, or any of the others around the world. But my dad was a stickler for the rules, and he insisted that I return to one of the academies and get caught up on all the work I'd missed the past two weeks. As if nothing had happened. As if I hadn't been connected to Loki. As if I hadn't tried to murder Gwen. And most especially, as if everyone didn't know about all the terrible things I'd done.
Oh, I knew it was all the talk of the mythological world. How Logan freaking Quinn had gone all Reaper and almost killed Nike's Champion and a whole bunch of other kids at the Aoide Auditorium. Oliver and Kenzie had told me about all of the calls, texts, and questions they'd gotten from the other kids at the academy. Not to mention the crazy rumors that were going around campusâeverything from Gwen killing me, to me willingly joining and escaping with the Reapers, to my body being in cold storage in the morgue in the bottom of the math-science building.
Apparently, Kenzie had started turning his phone off so he wouldn't see all the silly questions and stupid messages. Nobody had been brave enough to text or call me, though. I supposed they were all too afraid of me for that.
Nobody except for Gwen, that is.
She'd even sent me a letter, telling me how she'd seen exactly what Loki had done to me, how he'd tortured me from the inside out, and how hard I'd fought against him. She also said that she forgave me for everything I'd done, for how I'd hurt her.
Maybe she did, but I couldn't forgive myself.
But questions, rumors, and my own guilt aside, everyone would be watching me the second I set foot on any Mythos campus anywhere in the world. And right now, I just didn't want to deal with all of the stares and whispers and stupid
gossip
.
It was hard enough handling what had actually happened.
“Logan?” Dad asked in a soft voice. “Are you okay?”
“Terrific,” I muttered, pushing my scrambled eggs from one side of my plate to the other instead of eating them. “Just terrific.”
“Look, I know it's hard, but I really think that returning to school and getting back to some sort of normal routine will help you . . . deal with things,” he said. “You can't just sit around here all day and do nothing.”
“I'm not doing nothing. I'm
training
. Just like a
real
Spartan would, right?” I didn't bother keeping the sarcasm out of my voice, but I couldn't hide the hurt that went along with my words.
Dad sighed and started to open his mouth, probably to lecture me some more about going back to schoolâ
A sharp knock sounded on the front door, cutting him off before he could get started. A second later, the door creaked open. I tensed and sat up straight in my chair, my fingers repositioning the knife and fork in my hands so I could lash out with them. Like all Spartans, I didn't need a weapon to fight. Thanks to my innate killer instinct, I knew I could jab the knife into someone's neck or poke one of his eyes out with the fork. If worse came to worst, I could always break one of the plates and use the shards like daggers, or shove someone's head through the top of the glass tableâ
Dad waved his hand at me in a placating gesture. “Relax, Logan. I'm expecting company. It's time for the morning briefing, remember?”
Every morning, at least a couple of Protectorate members stopped by the house to update my dad on the latest Reaper sightings, crimes, and suspected activities. It had been Dad's routine for as long as I could remember, and I felt stupid that I'd forgotten about it today.
“Oh. Yeah. Right.”
I gave him a curt nod, but it still took me a moment to unclench my hands from around the utensils and set them down on my plate. I'd been on edge ever since that day at the auditorium, expecting Agrona to show up at any moment, slap another collar studded with Apate jewels around my neck, and try to finish the ritual she'd started. Or worse, for Loki to suddenly storm back into my mind, take control of me once more, and make me murder everyone around me. Nickamedes and Professor Metis had told me that wouldn't happen, that I wasn't connected to the evil god anymore, that he couldn't force his will on me like that ever again, but I didn't know if I believed them.
I didn't know what to believe anymoreâespecially not about myself.
Heavy footsteps sounded, and two men appeared in the kitchen doorway. One of the men was short and stocky, with a thick, muscled body, while the other was tall and slender. Sergei Sokolov and Inari Sato, two of my dad's best friends and important members of the Protectorate. Normally, this early in the morning, Sergei and Inari would have been in jeans, boots, and sweaters, like me and Dad, but today, they'd already put their gray robes on over their regular clothes, and their swords were belted around their waists, the metal hilts winking at me like sly, knowing eyes. Something was up.
“Linus, Logan,” Sergei said, his Russian accent a little more pronounced than usual.
We both nodded back at him. Inari stood by his friend's side, still and silent, as was his way. The Ninja never talked much.
Dad gestured over at the platters of food on the counter. “Sit down and help yourselves to some breakfast. I made enough for all of us.”
Sergei shook his head. “No time. I hate to interrupt your meal, but we've got a report of some Reapers using a nearby building as a base of operations,” he rumbled, his hazel eyes dark and serious. “According to our intel, there are at least half a dozen Reapers there right now. Maybe more. We think it's the same crew that's been stealing artifacts from some of the local museums.”
Dad's gaze flicked to the photos on top of the table. He spread them out, and I leaned over so I could get a better look at them. They were all slick, glossy shots, the sort of things you might see in a museum brochure, artful photos that would show the items in the best possible light. A spear, a shield, some rings, and a half-used candle were among the artifacts featured in the pictures.
Dad had been working on this case nonstop ever since we'd arrived in New York. A group of Reapers, all wearing black robes and rubber Loki masks, had been going around, breaking into museums, and swiping artifactsâweapons, armor, clothing, and more that had belonged to gods and goddesses and the warriors and creatures who had served them over the centuries.
I rubbed my neck, which suddenly felt tight, stiff, and hot, as though that gold collar were still clamped around my throat. The Reapers had been stealing jewels too, some of them similar to the Apate gems that Agrona had used to help control me. So far, Dad hadn't been able to figure out what the Reapers wanted with the artifacts, as some of them were pretty obscure and seemed to have little magic, but it didn't really matter. At least not to me. All that mattered was stopping themâfor good.
“We've called for reinforcements, but due to the weather, they won't be here for at least two hours,” Sergei said.
Inari nodded, his dark hair gleaming under the kitchen lights. “And we don't know how much longer the Reapers might stay at their current location.”
Dad looked at me, regret and resignation flashing in his eyes, along with stubborn determination. His somber expression was all too familiar, since his work had always come firstâespecially before me.
“I guess that trip to the academy will have to wait, huh?” I said.
He put his fork down on top of his plate, pushed away from the table, and got to his feet. “I'm sorry, son, but I've got to go check this out. You know how important it is that we don't let any more artifacts fall into the Reapers' hands.”
I did knowâbetter than he did, since Agrona had used some of those stolen artifacts on me. This wasn't the first time that Dad had ever been called away in the middle of a meal, and it wouldn't be the last. In fact, I couldn't remember a time when we'd actually managed to make it all the way through dinner without him taking a phone call, checking e-mail, or chatting with the Protectorate members who'd come to the house to speak to him about an urgent matter in person. It used to piss me off, that he couldn't forget about work for one measly hour, but not anymore. Not since Loki had wormed his way into my mind. Not since I'd felt all of the evil god's intense, burning hatred for the members of the Pantheon. Not since I knew exactly what horrors my dad and the other members of the Protectorate were up against.
I stood up as well. “I'm coming too.”
Dad was already shaking his head before I finished speaking. “No. Absolutely not.”
I threw my hands out to my sides. “What else am I going to do here all day? Like you said, I'm not supposed to start classes at the academy until next week. Even I can only play so many video games in a day. Come on. Let me go with youâ
please
. I want to do something, anything, to help. You know that. Why do you think I've been training so hard?”
It wasn't exactly the truth, but it was close enough. I didn't think Agrona would be at this building, not given how close it was to our mansion, but if she was there, then I wanted to be the one to deal with herâ
I
wanted to be the one to kill her.
And if she wasn't there, well, I would settle for the Reapers that were.
Sergei walked over and gave me a hearty, approving clap on the shoulder. “Well, I say it's a fine idea. We can always use an extra pair of eyes and ears, not to mention another sword, right, Linus?”
Inari moved to stand beside me as well, silently offering his support. Dad looked at his friends in turn, before his blue gaze focused on me again. I lifted my chin and stared right back at him.
“All right,” Dad said, sighing a bit. “All right. You can come. But make sure you grab some weapons on the way out the door. If the Reapers are using that building as a hideout, we don't know who or what we might find there.”
Chapter 3
D
ad threw on his Protectorate robe, while I went back to my room and put a heavy black snowsuit on top of my winter clothes. On the way out the front door, I grabbed a sword from one of the walls. Sergei and Inari were already outside waiting in Sergei's black Range Rover. Dad and I piled into the back of the vehicle, and the four of us took off.
Sergei drove for about thirty minutes, twisting and winding through the mountains before slowing down on a remote section of road and stopping the car on the shoulder. Sergei reached into the glove box, pulled out a black toboggan, and tugged it down over his head, hiding his brown hair from sight. He grabbed another toboggan and handed it to me. I yanked the fabric down over my ears, grateful for the extra warmth it provided.
“Now, we hike,” Sergei said with a big grin and a wink.
I grinned back at him.
We left the car and trooped through the snowy woods single file, with Sergei creating a path through the snow and the rest of us following along in his wake. The forest was completely silent, except for our harsh, frosty rasps of breath, and even the birds were still and quiet in their hidden roosts on the branches above our heads. Everything smelled crisp, sharp, cold, and clean, and I breathed in deeply, enjoying the icy burn of the winter air in my lungs.
Finally, we crested the ridge we'd been climbing up for the last ten minutes and reached the back side of the property that was serving as the Reapers' hideout. The four of us hunkered down in the deep snowdrifts at the edge of the trees and got our bearings.
An enormous building lay in the clearing before us, one that was even larger than my family's mansion. It too was made of wood, glass, and stone and had three wings that were joined together, each of which boasted its own A-line roof. Even though it was midmorning, lights still burned inside the structure, fighting a losing battle against the unrelenting grayness of the day, but I didn't see anyone moving through the glass wall that was set into the back of the building.
“What is this place?” I whispered.
“Part of an abandoned ski resort,” Sergei whispered back.
“The bank foreclosed on it before the season ever started, so it's been sitting here empty all fall and winter.”
“All of which made it a perfect place for the Reapers to take over and use,” Inari added, his dark eyes fixed on the structure.
“Well, it looks like someone's home, with all of those lights on,” Dad murmured.
“So what are we waiting for?” I asked. “Let's go say hello.”
My voice was dark, harsh, and uglyâas dark, harsh, and ugly as I'd felt ever since that day at the auditorium. I didn't want to talk to the ReapersâI just wanted to kill them. No, scratch that. I didn't even want to kill them. Not really. I wanted to make them
hurt,
like I'd hurt Gwen. More than anything else, I wanted to make them
suffer
. Especially Agrona. And Vivian Holler too, if she was here.
Dad must have picked up on my feelings because he frowned at me, and his gaze dropped to the sword in my hand. Despite the cold, I wasn't wearing gloves, and my knuckles were white from where I had such a tight grip on the weapon. I lifted my chin and stared right back at him. I wasn't a kid anymore. I hadn't been for a long time now, and I wasn't going to pretend to be anything other than what I wasâa Spartan out for blood.
He sighed again, but after a moment, he nodded. “Okay. Logan's right. Let's go see what the Reapers are up to.”
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Dad, Sergei, and I stayed where we were, hidden by the snow and the trees, but Inari slid out from behind the stand of pines and crept toward the ski resort. Even though I was looking right at him, I never really saw him move. One moment, he was hunkered down beside me in the snow. The next, he was at the back door of the building, reaching for the knob. Ninjas had cool stealth magic like that, an amazing ability to blend into the shadows and background so well that people just sort of looked past them without really seeing themâuntil it was too late.
Inari tried the knob. It must have been unlocked because he cautiously opened the door. He stuck his head inside for a second before gesturing at us to approach. Sergei, Dad, and I left our hiding place in the woods, slogged through the snow and across the yard, and stepped through the open door into the house. Inari came in as well and quietly shut the door behind him. We stood there, swords raised, bodies tense, muscles clenched, looking and listening for any sign of Reapers.
Nothingâwe saw and heard nothing.
Inari stepped forward once again and headed toward the right down the long hallway that we were standing in. Sergei followed along behind him, then me, with Dad bringing up the rear and watching our backs.
The hallway seemed to run the entire length of all three wings of the building, with the entire right wall being made of glass and rooms branching off to our left. We stopped, paused, and peered into each room we passed, but we still didn't see or hear anyone else moving through the structure. But someone had to be here. Not only were the lights on, but I could hear a furnace faintly humming, and the air was warm and toasty. I even thought I smelled bacon, but that was probably just my own disappointment at not having finished breakfast.
I carefully studied each one of the rooms, but the furnishings were what I would expect to find at a ski resort. Lots of stone fireplaces, lots of overstuffed chairs and couches, lots of colorful rugs covering the gleaming hardwood floors. But there were other things here tooâthings that told me this was definitely a Reaper hideout.
Like the Loki masks that decorated the wall.
We found them near one of the side entrances. More than a dozen rubber Loki masks had been hooked over a series of coat hangers that jutted out from the wall, their eyes wide open and their mouths drooping, as though the hollow faces were about to start shouting and alert the Reapers that we were here. Long black robes were also draped next to the pieces of rubber, as though this was a regular coatrackâand not something far more sinister.
I shivered and dropped my gaze from the masks. I didn't get any vibes off objects, not like Gwen did, but staring at the twisted pieces of rubber made me sick to my stomach all the same. Loki had been inside my head, his one blue eye and one red eye burning into my brain. I didn't need any reminders of what he looked like, of how one side of his face was so smooth and perfect and the other side so ruined and melted. I would never forget the awful image of his face looming up in my mind over and over again, or especially how the evil god had made me feelâlike he was scooping out everything inside me and shoveling his own rotten self into its place.
And laughing all the while.
That had been one of the worst partsâhaving to listen to him laugh at me and knowing there was nothing I could do to stop him from taking control of me. Even now, I could hear the faint echo of his low, throaty chuckles in my head, chiming over and over again the same way the grandfather clock had this morningâ
Dad's hand touched my shoulder, making me flinch in surprise, and his blue eyes met mine. “Are you okay, Logan?”
I ground my teeth together to help swallow the hurt, angry snarl rising up in the back of my throat. I knew that he was concerned about me, that he was just trying to help, but I still shrugged away from his touch.
“I'm fine,” I muttered.
Inari and Sergei stared at me as well, their eyes dark, thoughtful, and just a bit wary. I could almost feel the three of them holding their breath, as if the sight of all the black robes and Loki masks would flip some switch deep inside me and make me go all Reaper on them. Anger spurted through me at the fact that they didn't really trust meânot anymoreâno matter how much they claimed otherwise. But part of me was also glad they were so wary and suspicious of meâbecause I was afraid of myself.
Loki, Agrona, and the rest of the Reapers had made me attack and almost kill Gwen. Who knew what other magic they might have worked on me? Who knew what other evil things they might have implanted inside me? Who knew what other horrible things they might make me do at any moment? The others were right not to trust meâbecause I didn't trust myself.
More anger raged through me, burning away the last echoes of Loki's laughter and everything else but my desire to hurt every Reaper in the entire ski resort.
“Logan?” Dad asked again.
“Come on,” I said, my voice even harsher than before. “Let's keep moving.”
I shouldered my way past him, Inari, and Sergei and started forward once more.
“Logan, waitâ” Dad called out in a soft voice.
But it was too late.
Because three Reapers stepped out of the room right in front of me.