Authors: Ann Barker
âBy no means,' he answered with a flirtatious laugh and an arch look. âI am still heart whole â for the present.' With this, he turned the subject and eventually sent them away very well satisfied.
In a thoughtful mood, he was about to go up to his room when Lady Belton diverted him as he was heading for the stairs. âCan't it wait until later?' he asked, anxious to think over what he had just heard.
âNo it can't,' she replied rather sharply. âSomething disturbing has occurred and I wondered whether you might be able to throw any light upon it. Come into the drawing room.'
He was not a man of deep affections. Even though he had known his aunt's family for as long as he could remember, his only purpose for coming to stay had been in order to escape his creditors for a while. Nevertheless, he was well aware that he might want to use this retreat on another occasion. Schooling his features into an expression of polite acquiescence therefore, he followed her into the drawing room. After his
conversation with Miss Barclay and Miss French, he had a suspicion that he knew what the disturbing incident might be.
âIt is so unfair,' her ladyship protested, as soon as the door was closed. âAmelia is upstairs crying her eyes out.'
âWhy, what's happened?'
âThose two gossips have come with such a tale about Mr Buckleigh and Miss Granby. Apparently they were kissing in the vestry at Illingham church.'
âReally?' he replied, reflecting that his suspicion had been confirmed. âIs every blessed woman in the area in love with the curate?'
âI thought you might be better placed to answer that question than I,' she retorted. âAfter all, you have been spending quite a bit of time with Miss Granby recently.'
âVery true,' he acknowledged. âIt hadn't occurred to me that she had any real interest in the curate. Now, though, when I come to think of it, I wonder whether her chief reason in seeking my company was to annoy him.'
Lady Belton gave a snort of annoyance. âAmelia was smitten with him from the beginning and would not rest until we had had him to dinner and heard him preach. Needless to say, he accepted our hospitality without a qualm. Doubtless you were too busy flirting with Evangeline, but if you had noticed him sitting with his head close to Amelia's last time he dined here, you would have said that things were as good as settled. Now, it seems as if it is Evangeline Granby who will snap him up. As usual, she has acted as though she were queen of all she surveys, but Amelia had set her heart on Mr Buckleigh. I must say, I am very disappointed in him.'
âIt's very regrettable, but I don't see what can be done,' replied Fellowes. âPity. Amelia's a nice little thing.'
âShe is a heartbroken little thing at the moment. He shouldn't be arousing expectations and then not fulfilling them. It makes me wonder how many other ladies he has deceived by his behaviour.'
âI'm surprised that you were willing to agree to the match,' he remarked. âIt's not as though he is a great catch, after all.'
âNo, but Amelia is our only child and I have no desire to see her go far away from here. With what her father will leave her, she will be very comfortably off one day. She has no need to marry for money. Buckleigh must have guessed that we would be willing to allow a match between him and Amelia.'
âHe has obviously decided that Miss Granby will be a better bet.'
Lady Belton sniffed. âThe Granbys will never allow a marriage between their daughter and the curate. Why do you think they keep taking her to London? They hope to make a great match for her, mark my words. I hope that I am not so mercenary! Buckleigh ought to be punished for what he has done.'
Fellowes smiled to himself, suddenly seeing a way of settling a score. âPoor little Amelia. You could always lodge a complaint against him, I suppose.'
âA complaint?'
âWith the bishop. I doubt he would be very pleased to hear about such behaviour.'
âAn excellent idea,' Lady Belton exclaimed. âAt one and the same time, he will be punished for what he has done, and, with any luck, removed from Illingham where Amelia is bound to keep seeing him. Then perhaps we may see more of Lusty, and he is not yet spoken for. I shall write at once and you may deliver it for me.'
âI should be delighted,' Fellowes replied, remembering how the curate had questioned his conduct whilst secretly pursuing Evangeline Granby at the same time. When he took the letter to the bishop he would be sure to add a few words of his own.
A
s Michael walked to Halfpenny House, which was situated at the other end of the village from his own home, it would have been hard to exaggerate how deeply troubled he was about what had occurred in the vestry.
Evangeline was not the first woman to whom he had felt drawn, but he could not remember a woman ever tempting him as much as did she. What was more, he now found that he was thinking about her to the exclusion of other women. As a young man at university, his lustful feelings had been characterized by what he could only describe as a kind of roaring in the blood. When he looked at, or even thought about Evangeline, that same roaring came back. It had been a wonder that Old Sam had not discovered his curate half devouring the prettiest member of his congregation on the top of the vestry table!
Not for the first time, Michael wondered about his ancestry and about what kind of man had fathered him. His mother had never spoken about him, but would not hear anything said against him either. Michael's belief was that his father had been a libertine, for whom his mother had simply been one in a long string of conquests. She had been barely sixteen when he was born, for goodness' sake! What kind of a monster seduced a child of that age? The actions of his father repelled him; but when he looked at a woman and felt that powerful surge of primeval desire, he feared that this was his inheritance from the man he had never known. The very idea disgusted him.
His musings came to an end for a time as he arrived at Halfpenny House. It was something between the vicarage and his own cottage in size, and looked to be Jacobean, like Illingham Hall. A stately butler
admitted him, assured him that Lady Agatha was within, and conducted him to a drawing room, where a lady dressed all in black was sitting at a table, writing.
âMr Buckleigh,' she exclaimed, rising after the butler had announced him. âWelcome to Halfpenny House. Grimes, bring us some wine. You're not a teetotalling Methodist, are you?'
âNo, my lady,' Michael replied, making his bow. As he rose from his reverence he saw standing before him a diminutive lady of about fifty years of age. Her figure was neat, and her hair very dark, with a smattering of grey. Her eyes, too, were grey, under strongly marked brows, and her chin seemed to indicate strength of character. At once, he gained the distinct impression that this lady would make a powerful ally, but a formidable foe.
âHmm.' She looked him up and down. âAt least you
look
like a man; not like that insect, Lusty. Are you married?'
âNo, my lady,' Michael answered, recalling his earlier reflections.
âA pity. I would advise you to marry as soon as possible. You're far too handsome to be single. The village wenches will be sniffing round you like dogs after a bone, if indeed they aren't already doing so.' The butler came in with wine, and set it down on a table. âMr Buckleigh will pour,' she said.
Michael walked to the table, unaware that Lady Agatha was observing him with a narrowed gaze as she took in the unconscious grace of his movements. He poured two glasses of wine and took one to his hostess. âWhat do you think?' she asked him casually. âIt's a new wine I'm trying. I don't know much about it myself.'
He held the glass up and observed the play of light on the deep red liquid. Then he held the glass under his nose and took a sniff. Finally he sipped it. âI would say order some more,' he said eventually. âThis is quite exceptional.'
âYou relieve me,' she answered. In fact, the wine had been given to her by Lord Ilam from his own cellar. She had simply asked Michael's opinion in order to test the quality of his palate. âPlease be seated; no, not there.' She indicated two seats near the window and placed him where the light would fall upon his face. âNow, Mr Buckleigh, you must tell me how you come to be in Illingham, acting as Lusty's curate.'
âMy previous curacy came to an end,' he told her. âMr Lusty, I believe, has found it difficult to perform his duties here as well as continue as chaplain to the bishop, so I was appointed to assist him.'
âYour curacy came to an end,' Lady Agatha repeated. âLeft under a cloud, did you? Got yourself entangled with a woman, no doubt.'
âNo indeed,' Michael replied indignantly. âThat was the previousâ' He halted, conscious that he had been indiscreet. âI beg your pardon,' he concluded, embarrassed.
âNot at all. I like to see that you've some passion in you. Are you pleased with the cottage that Ilam prepared for you?'
âI'm delighted with it,' he replied frankly. âLast time, I was in lodgings above a butcher's shop.'
Lady Agatha wrinkled her nose in distaste. âI cannot see why you do not have the use of the vicarage, but I suppose you would be hard pressed to maintain it on a curate's stipend.'
âThe cottage is big enough for myself and my sister.'
âOh, your sister lives with you.'
âShe merely stays with me at present while her father travels abroad. I am hoping that she will make her home with me permanently.'
âOf what age is she?'
âShe is eighteen.'
âIndeed?' Lady Agatha raised her brows. He looked at her, puzzled. There was something familiar about her features. He could not decide of whom she reminded him. âShe must be considerably younger than yourself.'
âI am twenty-eight, my lady.'
âIndeed,' said her ladyship again. Her expression had slowly relaxed during the last exchange until at this point, she was smiling in rather a knowing way. âYou are much of an age with Ilam, then. Have you met him yet?'
âNo, you are the first member of your family whom it has been my privilege to meet.'
There was a short silence, then Lady Agatha said, âI notice that when you spoke of your sister, you said “her father” and not “our father”. Was there a reason for that, or was it a slip of the tongue?'
Michael narrowed his gaze. âAre you always so acute?' he asked her. âI have never met my natural father. My stepfather married my mother shortly after I was born. My sister was the only child born of their union.'
âI see.' Possibly judging that she had been quite intrusive enough, Lady Agatha now proceeded to talk about parish business, encouraging Michael to ask questions and giving him a good deal of useful information.
âWhy is this called the Halfpenny House?' was one question he asked her curiously.
She smiled. âIt was built by one of my ancestors to house his mother-in-law, ' she replied. âApparently, it was either that or have the interfering old crone under his feet all the time. She only consented to live here on condition that she should pay rent for it. She wanted to shame him, you see. Instead,
she
was shamed, for he set the rent at just one halfpenny a year. After she died, my ancestor was so entertained by the notion that he set the rent at one halfpenny in perpetuity. There has been no one who has needed it recently, so Ilam has had to have quite a lot of work done in order to make it habitable. I'm sure he thinks that it is a small price to pay when set against the unpleasant prospect of having me living with him.'
Michael inclined his head gracefully. âI'm very far from contradicting you, ma'am,' he said.
âNo doubt you'd agree that I'm an interfering old crone as well,' she added.
âCertainly not,' he answered. âWhy, there is scarcely a grey hair on your head.'
âYou're damned impertinent for a parson,' she said bluntly, making him wonder for a moment whether he had gone too far. Then she added with a twinkle, âI can see we shall get on splendidly.'
At the end of the visit, he rose to go. âI must thank you very much for your hospitality and for your interesting observations on parish life,' he said, bowing with a grace which did not escape his hostess's eye.
âI was pleased to be of assistance,' she said. âYou must come again, but next time bring your sister. I do not think you told me her name?'
âShe is Theodora,' he replied. Then, anticipating her next question, he added, âAnd mine is Michael.'
Her smile broadened. âOf course it is,' she replied elliptically. After he had gone she said aloud to the empty room, âOh Raff, my dear brother, you have no idea! How very entertaining this is going to be.'
Â
The news that Michael received from Theodora on his return to the cottage caused him to be a prey to mixed feelings. On the one hand, he was delighted that his shy little sister should have taken so strongly to another young woman. That the young woman in question should have been Evangeline Granby was doubly pleasing to him. The very fact that she had come to his cottage had proved that he had not offended her beyond forgiveness. What had touched him the most, though, was the matter-of-fact way in which Evangeline had spoken about Theodora's limp. It was a welcome contrast to Amelia's barely concealed revulsion.
What had made him less happy had been Theodora's description of the arrival of Lieutenant Fellowes. A fair-minded man, Michael could well understand why his little sister had been impressed by a red-coated officer with blond waving hair. Knowing that to express disapproval would be to invest the soldier with a certain glamour, he merely smiled and said that he was pleased that she had had some company.
Once upstairs in the privacy of his room, however, his expression took on a grimmer look. Lieutenant Fellowes might look all that was glamorous. Unfortunately, he had seen the soldier at work and he feared the influence that he might have upon a young girl who had very little experience of men of the world. What was more, he suspected that Fellowes would not be averse to using Theodora as a means for taking some revenge upon him for the way in which he, Michael, had questioned his conduct. It had never occurred to Michael when he had invited her to come and stay that he would have to watch out for predatory young men.
Then, in a sudden moment of self knowledge, he realized that he was fooling himself. When he had discovered that Fellowes had been in the cottage in his absence, the thing that had angered him the most was not the thought that the man had been talking to his sister, but that he had ridden off with Miss Granby. Casual questions directed to Theodora had revealed that it had been a merry party, with everyone joining in with the conversation.
He thought back to the kiss that he and Evangeline had shared. Had she actually returned his kiss, as he had supposed at the time, or had she simply suffered an embrace that he had forced upon her? Or, worst of all, was she actually the kind of flirt who enjoyed teasing more than one man at the same time? His heart protested against this idea; but his mind recalled that their very acquaintance had begun when she had sent him a come hither look. Her own father had disclosed that she had been infatuated with Lord Ashbourne. Miss Belton had told him that Evangeline was still in love with the notorious earl. What was more, only a few days ago she had ridden off with Fellowes in defiance of his wishes; she had never told him what had transpired during that ride. Had she permitted Fellowes to kiss her? He felt sick at the very thought.