Stay With Me (27 page)

“I knew him. Worked with him often to be exact. He was one of the top cardiac surgeons in the nation. He was coming back from a conference he spoke at in Canada when the private plane they were flying in crashed. I knew they had a daughter, but I had forgotten what her name was until that day up at the cabin.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

With a shrug, he looked at me. “Would it have made a difference?”

“No. It wouldn’t have at all.” Looking back out at Kilyn, my heart ached for her. I couldn’t imagine losing my parents at such a young age and then to go through what she went through.

“I bet she’d like to know you worked with her father, though. She really never mentions her parents at all. I didn’t even know he was a doctor.”

Slapping me on the shoulder, he grinned. “I will when the time comes. Let’s not overwhelm the poor girl all in one day.”

“Thank you so much for the lovely evening, Mr. and Mrs. Drivas.”

My mother waved her hands in the air. “Nonsense, just because you are dating my Athanasios doesn’t mean you have to be so formal. You will call us Katerina and Dimitris. And then after the wedding, Mama and Bampas.”

Kilyn’s jaw hit the ground.

“And that is my cue to sweep you away from the madness before they ask me to impregnate you here on the spot.”

Now her face turned white. “Wh-what?”

Hitting me on the chest, my mother said, “Nonsense, we have to have the wedding first, then we talk babies.”

“Oh, my,” Kilyn whispered pressing her hands to her face.

With my arm slipped around her waist, I guided Kilyn out the door and to the waiting taxi. Finally, I was going to get her home and have my way with her.

It wasn’t even five minutes and she was out cold with her head resting on my shoulder. Never in a million years would I think I would love something as much as I loved the sight of Kilyn sleeping next to me.

When the taxi pulled up to my apartment, I handed him cash and told him to keep the change. Kilyn must have been exhausted because she never woke up. Not even when I placed her in my bed.

After watching her sleep for almost an hour, I stripped out of my clothes and took a hot shower. I didn’t even have to turn around to know she was standing there. When her hands touched my back I felt goose bumps erupt over my body.

Closing my eyes, I held my breath as she wrapped her arms around me and peppered my back with soft kisses. Each time whispering my full name. Turning around, I let my gaze roam across her beautiful body. Cupping her face with my hands, I leaned down and pressed my lips to hers as hot water cascaded around us.

It started off slow and sweet. Each of us taking our time as our tongues danced together. Moving her around, I pressed her against the shower wall, deepening the kiss. Her hands moved up while her fingers laced through my hair. When she grabbed it and tugged, I knew she wanted more.

My hand moved down her body and between her legs where I slipped two fingers inside of her.

Moaning, I moved them slowly while she pressed her hips to me . . . silently begging me for more.

Breaking our kiss, I moved my lips along her neck as she softly whispered my name again.

Pulling back, I looked her in the eyes. “I don’t have a condom, baby.”

I could see the conflict in her eyes. We’d only been together once, and it wasn’t fair of me to ask her to do anything she wasn’t comfortable doing.

She swallowed hard. “I’m on the pill.”

Pushing a piece of wet hair from her face, I smiled. “I’ve never had unprotected sex, Kilyn.”

Her eyes widened in surprise. “Never?”

Shaking my head, I kissed her lips. “No. I’ve always worn a condom when I’ve had sex.”

“Savannah?”

“Always. She never wanted to be on the pill and insisted I wear a condom every time.”

The smile that spread across her face had my knees shaking. “So this would be the first time for both of us?”

I frowned as I thought of Peter. Kilyn must have seen it because she started to chew on her lip. “He wore one. At least he did that.”

“I’m so sorry, ladybug.”

She shook her head. “How do you say kiss me in Greek?”

With a huge grin, I said, “Fíla me.”

Wrapping her arms around my neck, she smiled and said, “Fíla me, Athanasios.”

Lifting her up, she wrapped her legs around my waist. Leaning her against the wall, I pressed my lips to hers. There was nothing slow or steady about the kiss. It was frantic and needy.

Our moans echoed in each other mouths. Pulling back, I gasped for air. “Are you sure?”

Nodding her head, she replied, “I’ve never been so sure of anything in my entire life. I want you. All of you with nothing between us.”

My heart slammed against my chest as I lifted her and slowly pushed in. My eyes about rolled to the back of my head it felt so fucking good.

“Shit,” I mumbled as I buried my face into her neck coming to a still. If I moved I was going to come.

Her fingers mixed with the hot water running down my back as she lazily ran them over my skin. “Thano,” she whispered.

I couldn’t even look at her my emotions were everywhere. I wasn’t confused and I didn’t feel guilty, it was the opposite. I’d never felt more complete in my entire life. As if all these years I’ve been waiting for her. Pressing my lips to her ear, I barely was able to speak. “I’ve never . . . felt anything . . . so amazing.”

“Please move. Oh, God . . . I need you to move!”

It needed to be slow, but somehow I knew the second I moved it would be anything but slow.

“I don’t want to hurt you, ladybug.”

She pulled back, forcing me to look into her eyes. “How would you hurt me?”

I wasn’t going to hide what I wanted with Kilyn. When it came to being with her I wanted it both ways. I wanted to make love to her endlessly, but I also wanted to hold her down and fuck the living shit out of her. With her past, I didn’t want that side of me to scare her.

Honesty was what I promised her.

“Kilyn, I want to fuck you. Hard and fast.”

Her eyes blazed with a fire I’d yet to see.

With her mouth opened slightly, she lifted the left side of her mouth into a smile. “Mr. Drivas, do you like to get a little naughty?”

My cock was throbbing inside of her. “With you, I do.”

Licking her lips, she lowered her head as her cheeks turned red. “Will you always tell me if you’re going to do . . . I mean if you want to pin me down in any way I need you to tell me first.”

My expression softened. “Oh, ladybug, I’d always tell you, I swear.”

“I don’t have a lot of experience, Thano.”

“Baby, I haven’t been with that many women. With you though . . . I want to . . . explore. I want to play.”

“I want that too.”

Pulling out of her some, we both sucked in a breath. “Promise you’ll tell me if I hurt you.”

Nodding her head frantically, she panted out, “I will. I’ll tell you, I swear.”

My eyes fell to her soft lips. Leaning over, I sucked her lower lip into my mouth as she let out a whimper. Slowly pulling out, I pushed in harder. Kilyn gasped and dug her fingers into my skin.

“It’s okay. I have to get used to your size, but don’t stop. Please, don’t stop, I want this so badly.”

And like that, it was as if a switch had been turned on. I moved at a hard fast pace. Kilyn’s hips soon moved in the same rhythm as we got lost in each other. The sounds of our bodies hitting filled the bathroom.

“Oh, Christ! Kilyn!” I called out. I wanted her to come with me inside her but I wasn’t sure if she would. Trying like hell to hold out I watched while her eyes widened.

“There. Oh, God, Thano! Yes!”

Her mouth crushed against mine as I felt her pussy squeezing down on my cock. That was all it took for me to explode in one of the most powerful orgasms I’d ever experienced.

“Ah . . . I’m coming,” I shouted out in euphoria. It was so beyond amazing I couldn’t hold it in. Letting out a deep moan, I poured my cum into her body.

When I felt like she had pulled the last drop out of me, I wrapped my arms around her body tightly and softly said, “My sweet beautiful, Kilyn.”

This woman had saved me. Pulled me from the deepest darkest corner and brought me back to light. I’d never be the same again.

Her lips pressed against my neck as they moved along my jaw and finally to my lips where she smiled a beautiful smile.

Carefully lifting her off of me, I reached for a washcloth and cleaned every inch of her body. When I touched between her legs she hissed.

“Are you sore?”

Her face turned red again and it wasn’t from the hot shower. “Yes. But it’s a good kind of hurt.”

With a chuckle, I kissed above her, causing her to moan. I’d have to make sure to leave her alone for a day or two. The last thing I’d want to do is hurt her more.

I quickly washed off as she watched me. Reaching for the water there was a knock on my bathroom door.

Kilyn and I both froze.

“Athanasios? Are you almost done?”

Both our eyes widened in horror as Kilyn covered her mouth and sank down to the floor.

“Athanasios! Can you hear me?”

Kilyn started hitting me on the leg. “Answer her before she walks in here!” she whispered.

“Yeah, Mama. Give me a second.”

Turning off the water, I reached down and helped Kilyn up. We both quickly dried off. Wrapping the towel around her, Kilyn spun in a circle.

“Where should I go?” she whispered.

With a quick glance around, I looked at the window. Kilyn hit me in the stomach. “No!” she hissed as she motioned to the fact that she was wrapped in a towel.

I pointed to the closet where she quickly rushed in.

My hand pushed through my hair as I took a few deep breaths. If my mother heard anything I’d never be able to look her in the eyes again.

Squaring off my shoulders, I drew in one last gulp of air and opened the door. Searching my room quickly, I didn’t see her. “Mama?” I called out.

“I’m in your living room.”

I let out a frustrated sigh and said, “Let me get some clothes on.”

When I finally made my way to the living you, she sat on the sofa staring at me.

Before I even had a chance to open my mouth she said, “Masturbating is a very normal thing, Athanasios.”

My mouth fell open as I stared at her.

Holy fuck.

What was worse? My mother catching me having sex . . . or my mother thinking I jacked off in the shower?

Either way, this was not good.