Authors: Barbara Michaels
Kara came back, drenched, smeared with mud and, for
once, a trifle out of temper with Alexander. “He didn't want to do anything except roll in the mud and get it all over me. Excuse us. One of us will return shortly.”
When she returned she was wearing jeans and a T-shirt urging prospective voters to send Brinckley back to Congress. Adam had wandered out, leaving Rachel to dish up the meal he had prepared earlier. Glancing at the shirt, Rachel asked, “Was Mark upset because you weren't coming home tonight?”
“Not really. Well, yes, he was, but considering the weather and the fact that I didn't know he was going to be there he refrained from saying so. He didn't blow up till I mentioned I wasn't coming home tomorrow either.”
She bit into a carrot stick and chewed fiercely.
Rachel said, “Hadn't you better tell him the truth? If you're holding back on my account, you needn't.”
“You wouldn't mind?”
“I'd mind. But I like him, he's always been nice to me. And I don't want to cause trouble for you.”
“In this case, the truth would cause even more trouble,” Kara said wryly. “Mark is rigidly rationalâdifficult as that is to believe about a member of Congress. He'd think I was making up excusesâand pretty feeble excuses at that.”
Adam's reappearance ended the discussion and they sat down to eat. The main dish was stewed chicken and noodles, into which Adam had dumped a package of frozen peas; hardly gourmet fare, but it had been easy to prepare and it was undeniably filling. Knowing what she now knew, Rachel realized that he had probably learned to cook out of sheer necessity. Neither of his parents had been nurturing types.
They were interrupted once by a call from Pat. After a brief conversation, Adam reported, “He'll be here tomorrow morningâholy water in hand, to quote him.”
“That too?” Kara shook her head. “Why not a formal exorcism, bell, book, and candle?”
“Pat's against that,” Adam said. “I gather he tried it once and it backfired rather badly.”
“That's right, Sara mentioned it.” Kara frowned. “But the cases aren't the same. You're trying everything else, why not that?”
“Churches are as bureaucratic as other large organizations. It would take too long.”
Two days. The words, unspoken but understood by all of them, seemed to hang in the empty air. That's all the time we've got. Two more days.
After dinner Adam retired to his room, ostensibly to continue his reading, and after watching Kara roam restlessly around the room for a while, Rachel suggested they finish cleaning up the shop.
“We may as well,” Kara said with a sigh. “It seems absurd to waste time on something so trivial, but I guess there's nothing else we can do. Nothing I can do, I should say. I feel as if I ought to be reading those books of yours, looking for practical advice, but if you and Adam and Pat haven't found anything, an ignoramus like me certainly wouldn't.”
“That's not necessarily true,” Rachel said. “Amateurs have been known to spot things the so-called experts have overlooked, if only because they are so obvious. But we may as well get at the other job. It will have to be done sooner or later.”
Before Cheryl comes home. She didn't have to say it, they were both thinking the same thing. Two more daysâ¦
The job took longer than Rachel had expected. By the time they had restored order, replaced the tags on the garments and the garments on the racks, and entered the day's transactions in the inventory, she was exhausted. Leaving Kara mumbling and cursing at the computer, she went to the window.
It was still raining, steadily and quietly. The street was a stretch of glistening black and the puddles on the lawn and sidewalk reflected the outdoor lights, shivering into fragments of shot gold as the raindrops struck them.
“Did you turn on the outside lights?” she asked.
“No. Damn this thing! Don't tell me computers don't have minds of their own; this one behaves like a little lamb for Cherry, but it knows I haven't the faintest idea what I'mâ¦Ah, that's got it.” She punched keys with savage satisfaction and then rose, stretching. “I'll leave the rest to Cherry. She always enjoys discovering my mistakes.”
She joined Rachel at the window. “Still raining. Perfect weather for melancholia. Let's have something alcoholic or fattening or both.”
The hallway behind the shop was dark except for the light at the top of the stairs. They both heard the sound; it was only that of a board creaking under the pressure of someone's foot, but both of them were ready to start at shadows. Kara called out.
“Adam?”
Her voice sounded oddly muted, as if the hall was filled with some substance heavier than airâor as if she had been afraid to speak loudly. The only response was the sound of a door closing.
“I wish he wouldn't creep around like that,” Kara said unfairly. “What's he doing up there?”
Remembering Adam's pathetic collection of charms, Rachel realized how far he had comeâdescended, as he might have saidâfrom his comforting rationalism. Her own voice was sharp. “He's got a lot on his mind. Leave him alone.”
“Okay, okay.”
The exaggerated coziness of the family room, unsophisticated and unsubtle as Cheryl herself, had never looked more appealing, but it didn't improve Kara's mood. She
threw the dresses she was carrying over a chair and stared at the dogs. Both were on their feet, staring hopefully at her.
“So what do you want?” she demanded.
Worth's tail moved in a tentative wag. “They probably want to go out,” Rachel said.
“Rather them than me.” Kara went to the porch and opened the door. When Poiret, who had belatedly realized it was wet out there, lingered on the threshold, she gave him a shove and returned to the family room.
“How about Alexander?” Rachel asked.
“He'll have to wait. I'm not in the mood. Let's have a party. Why don't you slip into something more comfortable?”
One of the dresses she had brought from the shop was the navy and white calico. “You're determined to get me into that, aren't you?” Rachel said, amused.
“Please.” Kara ran her fingers through her hair. “I'm so uptight I feel stretched. Do something to entertain me.”
“Oh, all right.”
Rachel retired modestly behind the sofa. Stripping off her shirt and pants she slipped the dress over her head. It was surprisingly comfortable, the soft old fabric gentle on her skin, the fit easy around arms and bust.
“Need some help?” Kara turned, a bottle of wine in her hand.
“No. It buttons up the front. Does that mean she didn't have a maid?”
“That's not a society lady's dress,” Kara said. “Sweet and simple small-town stuff. You're right, though; the type of fastening was one indication of social class. Those ball gowns with two dozen tiny buttons down the back required a maid. Aha! I was right again. Look at yourself.”
Rachel turned to the mirror over the mantel. She had braided her hair that morning; the thick, shining rope
hung down over her shoulder, emphasizing the curve of the fabric across her breasts and ribs. The tightly gathered skirt belled out becomingly as she pivoted.
“Sweet and simple,” she repeated. “I don't know that this is the look I'm after, Kara. It is well cut, though.”
“You look adorable.” Kara's grin indicated that she knew Rachel wouldn't appreciate the compliment. “Fits like a glove, too. Yes, she was an excellent seamstress. There are no darts in that bodice, she used six separate pieces ofâoh, damn!”
A soprano howl from Poiret made her start and spill the wine she was pouring. The other dog added his deeper tones. Kara cursed them both. Rachel was about to point out that they probably wanted in out of the rain when something happened to prove her wrong. The door to the hall opened.
She hadn't heard footsteps. He had taken care that neither of them would hear him.
His hand still on the knob, ready to retreat, he looked quickly and apprehensively around the room, though he must have known from the barking that the dogs were outside. He must have waited till they were outside. He had been drinking, not enough to blur his speech or make his steps unsteady, just enough to give him false courage. Rachel knew the signs. Shocked into paralyzed silence, she watched his hunched shoulders relax, saw a smile replace his worried frown when he saw they were alone.
“Hello, ladies. Yes, thanks, I will join you in a glass of wine.”
“How did you get in?” Rachel gasped.
“Bedroom window.” Phil gestured. “Nice place you have here, Mrs. Brinckley. Now why don't you go sit over there in the corner while Rachel and I have a little chat? I'd suggest you leave the room, but I don't trust you not to
telephone the police. That would be foolish. We don't want them.”
“Get out,” Kara said.
“How rude.” The wrinkles framing his mouth deepened. “Don't be afraid, Mrs. Brinckley, I'm not going to hurt you. Or Rachel. I just want to talk to her. She's behaved rather badly, but I'm willing to give her another chance. That dress suits you, Rachel; you look demure and feminine and sweetly simple-minded, the way a woman is supposed to look.”
“It was you upstairs,” Rachel said. She was still afraid, but not for herself.
“I've been all over the house,” Phil said complacently. “Found your room, Rachel; it's a nice room, much more comfortable than your old one. You landed on your feet with this move, didn't you? Nice room, nice rich influential friendsâ”
“What have you done to Adam?”
“Nothing. Oh, I came prepared to deal with himâhe owes me satisfaction, don't you think?âbut your hero isn't here. How do you suppose I got in that
window?
I saw him leave the house before I tried it.”
Rachel noted the blatant contradictions, the macho bragging and the cautious cowardice, but she was too stunned to comment on them. “Adam isn't here?”
Kara's eyes narrowed. “We don't need Adam,” she said. Rachel looked at her. Kara's eyes met hers, and then rolled sideways. A slight jerk of the head accompanied the eye movement.
“Right,” Rachel said. She wasn't sure what Kara intended to do, but the meaning of the gesture had been clear: move toward him, distract him, get him to turn.
At least I'm dressed for it, Rachel thought, with a coolness she would marvel at later. Sweet and demure
andâwhat was the word Kara had used? Adorable. Nonthreatening. Her skirts swayed as she walked slowly into the center of the room, and Phil swiveled, his eyes hard and bright. He was reaching for her when Kara picked up the heavy wooden cutting board from the counter and brought it down on his head.
The two women stared at the sprawled body. When Rachel spoke, she had to raise her voice to be heard over the indignant barking of the dogs.
“My hero.”
“You weren't so bad yourself,” Kara said. She tossed the board onto the counter. “Hitting him was no trouble at all, I enjoyed it. Yours was the dirty part of the job.”
“Not really. I knew you'd stop him, somehow.”
“Thanks,” Kara said simply.
“Thank you. Shall I call the police?”
“Why go to all that trouble? It's late and I'm tired. Wake him up and get him out of here.” She filled a glass with water and was about to dump it onto the face of the fallen man when she paused. “Wait a minute. Did you say he carries a gun?”
“I don't think he carries it.”
“Hold this.” She handed Rachel the glass and calmly investigated Phil's jacket pockets. “Looks like you were wrong,” she said, straightening.
“My God.”
“I doubt he'd have used it,” Kara mused. “Carrying it made him feel big and brave and macho.”
“I'm going to let the dogs in.”
“I'll do it. They'll shake themselves all over that dress.”
Directed by Kara, the dogs were happy to assist in the resuscitation of Phil. When he started to stir and groan, Kara shoved them out of the way and finished the job with a glass of cold water.
“Get up,” she ordered. “And pay close attention.”
Propped against the door, spattered with muddy water, his eyes rolling from the gun Kara held to the attentive dogs, Phil listened.
“This is your last chance,” Kara finished. “You show your face around here, or within a hundred yards of Rachel, once more and I'll have you locked up for life. Don't think I can't do it. You've got exactly sixty seconds to get to your car before I set the dogs on you. Oneâtwoâ”
After he had stumbled out, Rachel closed and bolted the door. Kara dropped limply into a chair. She was still holding the gun; realizing this, she placed it carefully on the table. Her hands were shaking.
“Are you all right?” Rachel asked anxiously. “You were so cool, I didn't thinkâ”
“Yeah, I'm all right. Reaction.” Kara covered her face with her hands, shook herself, and then smiled. “Wow. I was so mad I didn't realize how scared I was. How about some wine for us heroes?”
“We deserve it. Just wait till I see Adam,” Rachel said furiously. “I'll give him some wine tooâthe whole bottle, on the top of his thick skull. Fine protector he turned out to be, sneaking out without a word. Where could he have gone?”
They found Adam's note on the floor under the table. One corner had been chewed, presumably by Figgin, who was willing to taste anything, but it was still readable and it was, for Adam, positively wordy. “Had to run an errand. I won't be long. You'll be all right. Keep the dogs in. I'm sorry, but this is absolutely necessary. All that rain. I'll be back soon. By midnight at the latest.”
But midnight came and went and Adam had not returned.
They didn't wait up for him. Not exactly. But when
Rachel went to bed she left her door open, and started from light, uneasy slumber whenever she heard a noise. Some of the noises came from Kara, who was doing what Rachel had doneâgoing to the window or the door in the hope of seeing the wanderer return.
Kara had refused to move to one of the upstairs bedrooms, despite the fact that it had been her window Phil had used as a means of entry. “I forgot to close and lock it this morning,” she admitted. “Careless of me. I won't make that mistake again.”
“And besides,” Rachel had said, with only a hint of sarcasm, “you have Alexander.”
Alexander was still wandering aimlessly around the room sniffing and bumping into things. Occasionally he gummed a chair leg out of pure frustration; he couldn't believe the owner of the new, interesting smell had gotten away from him.
“I'm glad Phil didn't hurt him,” Rachel added, more charitably.
“He probably didn't even notice him.” Kara picked the
dog up. “If Alexander is asleep it takes him a while to pull himself together and get moving.”
“You aren't going to take him out, are you?”
“Not me. I've had enough excitement for one night. If a shadow moved out there I'd drop in my tracks. Anyhow, it's easier to mop up a puddle than dry a soggy, muddy dog. I guess we should roll up the rugs and spread some newspapers on the floor.”
Since the scatter rugs were antiques, hooked or braided, Rachel agreed that they should.
“I told Cherry she was crazy to put these things here,” Kara grumbled as they piled the rugs on top of the blanket chest. “It's a wonder Tony didn't break his neck.”
“She wanted the room to look pretty for him.”
“I know.” Kara sighed. “Why are nice, decent people so stupid about the ones they love the best? Doing the wrong things, saying the wrong things, hurting one another, and always with the best of intentionsâ¦He does love her, you know. And even if he didn't, he'd never leave her and the kids.”
“You don't have to tell me that.”
“Just thought I'd mention it. Oh, for God's sake, go to bed. And don't worry about Adam, that beat-up old wreck of yours has probably broken down somewhere and he can't find a phone or a tow truck.”
Rachel went. In addition to Alexander, Kara had the gun, which would be a good deal more useful in a case of real emergency. Rachel wondered whether she would actually fire it even if a brace of burglars appeared in the room. She hadn't needed a gun to handle Phil.
Earlier they had investigated the upstairs apartment together, fearing Phil might have left some unpleasant memento. They found nothing out of the way until Rachel opened her closet door and saw the pink peignoir lying crushed on the floor.
“Your mother must have paid a pretty penny for it,” Kara said, after Rachel had explained its origin and restored it to the hanger from which it hadâ¦fallen? The possibility that Phil might have handled it, thrown it on the floor in a perverse fit of rage or jealousy, made her skin crawl.
The gun had not been fired. Rachel kept telling herself that as she lay awake, listening. She hadn't mentioned that particular nightmare to Kara because she knew it was ridiculous. Adam wasn't lying dead on the street, with the rain beating down on his open eyes. The gun had not been fired. They would have heard a shot. Her car was gone, he hadn't returned.
Where could he have gone? The errand must have been important or he wouldn't have behaved so irresponsiblyâthough she had to admit that Adam's definition of important might not be the same as hers. A list of possibilities, some logical, some wildly fantastical, circled endlessly through her mind. A secret conference with Pat? Surely not. Adam wouldn't have to leave the house, they could talk on the phone. Another meeting of the witches, or a private consultation with Stargazer? He had taken so much kidding on that subject he might be embarrassed to admit resorting to Wiccaâ¦but he had said he'd be back by midnight. A shopping trip, for more magical supplies? There were all-night drugstores and marketsâ¦but he'd have been back by this time, he wouldn't chase all over the county late at night trying to track down something stupid like purple candles or esoteric herbs.
There are other things. Things that don't come from stores.
The inner voice might have been hers or the voice of That Other. They shared the same knowledge. Graveyard dirt, coffin nails, other ingredients even more obsceneâ¦They were obtainable, if one knew where to look. Adam knew. “Plenty of them around here,” he had said. Thanks
to the advice in the book from which he had read to her, he also knew what equipment he would needâropes, flashlights, pliers, shovelsâand a sweatband. “Digging is hard work.” He had said that too. The author of the book had recommended taking several friends along, but Adam wouldn'tâcouldn'tâinvolve anyone else. He was strong enough to do the job alone. Or so he would believe.
Rachel got up and tiptoed to the front window. The rain fell harder now, a solid veil of transparency through which she saw no moving object. It was a quarter past two in the morning.
She slept, finally, out of sheer exhaustionâa troubled sleep shot with disturbing dreams. When she woke, nudged into consciousness by a cold nose in her face, sunlight lay bright across the bed and the massive bulk of Figgin lay heavy across her chest.
Then she remembered and shot out of bed, dumping Figgin unceremoniously onto the floor and moving so fast his lunge at her bare ankle missed.
Adam's bed had not been slept in. Rachel scrambled into jeans and shirt and headed down the stairs, without brushing her teeth or washing her face.
Adam wasn't in the family room either. Stretched out on the couch, coffee in hand, Kara was watching the news. Normally she didn't do that. Rachel knew why she was doing it this morning.
“Anything?”
“No.” Kara waved the remote at the set, which went black. “I've watched the same local news twice. Not that I expected anything had happened.”
“Yeah, right. I'm calling the police, Kara.”
“Let's discuss it first. Now, Rachel, another five minutes won't matter. Have some coffee. I agree, I completely agree, we must notify someone. The only question is, who?”
“The police.” Rachel reached for a cup.
“What police? The station? You tell the typical sergeant your boyfriend has been out all night and he'll giggle behind his hand. Tom? Maybe. If we can locate him. But I'm not sure Adam would thank us for dragging him into it. I'd rather talk to Pat first.”
“Pat,” Rachel repeated. “He's not a policeman.”
“Drink your coffee,” Kara said, trying not to smile. “I'm not taking this lightly, believe me, but I'm sure Adam is all right. If he had had a serious accident it would have been on TV. The local news broadcasts adore car crashes.”
“It might not have been a car accident. If he went somewhere isolated and remoteâit was dark, not even starlightâthe rain pouring downâmuddy and slippery underfootâif he fell⦔
“Dark and muddy?” Kara's level brow furrowed. “What sort of place did you have in mind? Have you remembered something?”
“No.” The idea was insane, the product of worry and fevered imagination.
Kara's forehead smoothed out. Men do this sort of thing, you know. Mark has done it to me, every husband and every son has done it to some poor damned worrying woman. When they finally turn up they get all wide-eyed and indignant when you scream at them. They couldn't find a phone or they didn't have a quarter or they didn't want to wake you in the middle of the night.”
“Yeah, right,” Rachel repeated. “When I get my hands on him⦔
“Good. Normal reaction. Even if we convince the cops there is cause for alarm they won't have the faintest idea where to begin looking for him. Pat will be here pretty soon. If he doesn't know where Adam wentâand it wouldn't surprise me to learn they were in cahootsâhe may be able to hazard an educated guess. Does that make sense?”
“Yeah,” Rachel said. “Right.”
“Go wash your face.”
Rachel had just stepped out of the shower when she heard the dogs. Pat was early. Or could it beâ¦She scrambled into her clothes and went running downstairs, her hair flying out behind her.
It wasn't Adam. She could hear Pat's voice, raised in a shout. When she reached the family room she saw that Ruth was there too. The older woman's smile and outstretched hands were eloquent, but she was unable to express her sentiments because Pat was still bellowing.
“No, dammit, I haven't the ghost of an idea where he might have gone. Some wild goose chase, I suppose. He has no goddamn business chasing off on his own without consulting me! So help me, I'll tear his head off when he shows up. Of all the stupid, uselessâ”
“Shut up,” Rachel said. She didn't raise her voice, but Pat stopped talking and stared at her in astonishment.
“We waited for you because Kara thought you might have a sensible suggestion,” she went on cuttingly. “I might have known you'd just yell. I'm going to call the police, as I should have done a long time ago.”
Pat gave her a malevolent look. Before he could reply, Ruth said, “We must do that, certainly. But firstâhave you looked in his room to see what he might have taken with him? Did he say or do anything last evening that would indicate where he might have gone?”
“A sensible suggestion at last,” Kara said. “No, we didn't look. We had a busy night.”
“You certainly did,” Pat muttered. “Why didn't you call the police then? Oh, hell, this is no time for Monday morning quarterbacking. That little encounter can't have any bearing on Adam's disappearance; he had gone before Whatsisname entered the house.”
Ruth looked troubled. “If he was angry enough to lie in wait for Adam⦔
“Not without his gun,” Pat said contemptuously. “He wouldn't tackle Adam barehanded. Anyhow, the car's not here. Come on, girls, think. Adam must have said something; reticent he ain't.”
“He kept mumbling about the change in the weather,” Rachel said. “It seemed to bother him.” Rain on untrimmed grass and weeds, water trickling down in the excavation, turning dirt to gluey mudâ¦This time the grisly image would not be dispelled: Adam facedown and motionless in the hole he had dug, mud blocking his mouth and nose, water rising around him. She was about to speak when the dogs rose and hurled themselves howling at the door.
No one else moved. When the door opened four pairs of eyes focused on the unspeakable object on the threshhold.
His face and hands were clean, scrubbed pink as those of a baby, and he had made some effort to smooth his hair. Every other part of him, shoes, pants, jacket, was covered with a layer of dried mud that reminded Rachel horribly of the gray film on the quilt. Her pent breath went out in a gasp that seemed to empty not only her lungs but her entire body.
Pat was the first to move, and Rachel realized he had been more concerned than he had admitted. Grabbing Adam by the shoulders, he shook him violently. Flakes of mud rained onto the floor.
After a few incoherent epithets, Pat got to the point. “Where the hell have you been?”
“In jail,” Adam said. It seemed to dawn on him, somewhat tardily, that he was in disfavor. Looking at Rachel, he inquired hopefully, “Were you worried about me?”
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“It was the rain,” Adam explained, when they finally let him talk. Kara had refused to let him trail mud through
the house, so he had stripped in the pantry and put on the clean clothes Pat hurled at him, along with a few well-chosen adjectives. Kara had added her comments, and even Ruth had said severely, “It was very thoughtless behavior, Adam.”
The only one who had not spoken was Rachel, and Adam kept glancing at the sofa where she sat, hands folded, face expressionless.
“I'm really sorry,” he said, for the fourth time. “I didn't think you'd even notice I was gone. I expected to be back by midnight, but I had to get right out there, because of the rain.”
“Out where?” Pat inquired. His voice was ominously mild.
“The cemetery. Pat, you've got toâ”
Rachel was incapable of speech, but Pat seldom suffered from that difficulty, and he was as familiar as she with the literature of the supernatural. His voice rose to a pitch that rattled the windows. “Jesus Christ, Adam! Have you lost your mind? If the newspapers find out about this you'll never get tenure. Desecrating a grave? Tell me that's not what you were doing. Tell me I'm wrong.”
“You're wrong,” Adam said. “Rachel, don't look like that. Did you think⦔
“I'm wrong,” Pat repeated.
“Yes. Listen to me, will you, this is important. We've got to stop them. An injunction or a restraining order or something. It's Saturday, but they mayâ”
“Stop whom from doing what?” Pat took hold of his head with both hands. “No, don't answer that; start at the beginning. Dammit, boy, didn't anybody teach you how to organize a report? God knows I tried!”
“Okay.” Adam pondered, his eyes fixed on the cup he held almost hidden in his big hands. “It started the day we went to see Miss Ora's house. The lot next to it was under
construction, or about to be. Mrs. Wilson said it had been soldâthe last of the original property to goâand it was a reasonable assumption that the builders were going to put up more little crackerboxes like the other houses on the street.”
He stopped to sip his coffee and Pat said impatiently, “You're overdoing the organization. Get to the point.”
“Well, I like watching construction crews,” Adam said. He sounded meek and looked repentant, but there was a glint of amusement in his eyes. “All those great big machines. So I wandered over to see what they were doing. Had to stretch to look over that high fence. They weren't encouraging rubberneckers.