S.W. Tanpepper's GAMELAND, Season One Omnibus (29 page)

“
Best you stay home tonight,” Grandpa says, startling me. I hadn't noticed him standing just inside the doorway. I wonder how long he's been there, watching me, blocking my way out of the kitchen.

“
Stay home? What do you mean?”

“
Those friends of yours are trouble. I've kept my thoughts to myself about them in the past, but now I think it's time I say what's on my mind.”

“
Grandpa—”

“
They're not a good influence on you, young lady.”

“
They're my friends. You don't even know them.”

He holds something up. It's my inhaler. “You're not being responsible. Losing your Link, forgetting to take your medicine like you're supposed to.
Three times a day
. How many doses have you missed in the past couple of days?”

I grab it from his hand. “So I forgot. It's not like I actually really need it that much.”

“
Six missed doses in four days,” he says, shaking his head.

“
You downloaded my dosing information?” I shout. “You have no right, Grandpa!”

I expect him to get angry, but he doesn't. I've never seen him lose his temper. Just once I wish he would. Instead, he reminds me of the usual crap about the medicine being an immunity booster. And then, when he finishes, he surprises me by adding, “You're special, Jessie. You need that medicine so you won't get sick.”

“
How am I special?”

But he backs away, leaving the way clear for me to leave. “Someday you'll see. Just…stay in tonight, Jessie. It's not a good night for you to be going out.”

 

I'm sitting
in the darkened living room and Grandpa's in bed asleep when Eric comes in several hours later. I know it's Eric and not Mom, despite there being just the light from the street filtering in through the curtains, because I recognize the sound of his Jeep when it pulls into the driveway. Kelly keeps telling him that he's got bad brushes in the motor, which gives it a sort of characteristic chuffing sound when it runs. Like Kelly even knows what brushes are.

Eric walks in and quietly closes the door and carefully locks it.

I clear my throat.

“
Jessie? Why are you still up?” He walks over. The light from the streetlamp shines on his face. It's smudged with dirt.

“
Is everything okay?” I ask.

He takes another step into the room, stops, then lays his jacket and holster carefully onto the arm of the chair. He moves through the gloom like a ghost before settling heavily on the couch next to me.

“
There's…” He exhales, trying to remember what he was going to say. But then he must change his mind because when he speaks next, it's to ask a question. And not just any question, a shocker: “What do you know about Dad's death?”

I blink into the darkness for a few seconds, trying to process what he's asking. I shrug. “Not much.”

I actually have no recollection of my father. He was murdered when I was two. No one in the family talks much about it, though that doesn't mean I haven't heard a lot about it. All through grade school I was tormented by kids who claimed they knew what had happened, had been told by their parents. I'd always just assumed the taunting was the standard animosity that rose up against my family after the outbreaks.

Eric was hounded, too, from what I understood, but by then he was already out of school and the people harassing him were much older and the taunting much more serious. There were death threats. And all because of Grandpa.

He was the man responsible for pushing the whole Undead project with the government. Everything that happened since—the Zulus and Omegamen, the Life Service laws, Forbidden Zones and the war, then Arc Properties and Gameland—traces back to that project. But the truth was, Grandpa had very little to do with all that. He'd already left the government in disgrace by then. And he's never been associated with Arc Properties, not as far as I've ever known. So while he may have been the seed and zombies the tree that grew from it, he'd always disavowed the rotten fruit it bore.

“
I know he was killed by an Infected,” I answer, “and that he never came back because most of his brain was eaten.”

Eric's wince is so visceral, so intense, that I actually feel the couch move. I don't experience the depth of emotions that he does about it, though. I know I should. Emotionally, I should be more sensitive about the whole thing because of who we're talking about, but I can't feel anything. It's like we're talking about a complete stranger. I never knew the guy.

Eric, on the other hand, was ten when Dad died. He has memories. For him, Dad's death is all too real and personal.

“
I don't know many of the actual details, either,” he admits. “So much of it was classified and Grandpa… Well, you know I can't talk to him. We're like oil and water. That's what my quack shrink says anyway.”

I smile in the darkness. I know he's just saying that for my benefit. He knows what I think about psychiatrists. A hapkido master is all the counseling I need.

“
And what I remember…” He coughs. “Like you, I've heard a lot about what happened over the years, from people who think they know.”

“
Yeah,” I mumble. It feels strange to be talking with Eric like this, to be…bonding. It happens so rarely.

He jumps up, shattering the moment. “Go to bed, Jess. Forget I ever brought it up. It was stupid of me to dig up the past.”

“
Is it the past?” I ask. Then, when he doesn't answer, I say, “What happened down in Manhattan?”

He gives me a strange look. “How did you know it was Manhattan?”

“
That's what you said before you left.”

“
I said New York.”

I'm glad it's dark in the room, otherwise I'm sure he'd see my face flush. “New York, Manhattan,” I quickly say. “It's all the same to me.”

He grunts, but instead of answering, he turns and gathers up his EM pistol and jacket. He's about to leave when he reconsiders. He comes back over and stops in front of me, hovering, a dark featureless shadow.

“
I suppose what I can tell you is what I think'll be on the Stream in the morning: Some of the IUs from Long Island got into Manhattan. NCD's running the investigation, but they've brought in the military to carry out the cleansing operation.” He must hear my startled gasp, because he adds, “Don't worry. We're pretty sure we've rounded them all up.”

His EM pistol glints in the darkness. It's probably just my imagination, but I can smell ozone, like something burning. I wonder how many times he fired it tonight. I wonder if maybe he used it on anyone still living. I'm afraid to ask.

He folds his jacket over the pistol and says, “We didn't use these tonight. They don't work as well on IUs as on zoms with implants.” His eyes unfocus and he shudders. “They issued us shotguns. Blasted anything that moved that didn't have a reflective vest on.”

I know how much he hates guns—
real
guns, anyway, with real bullets.

He exhales and rubs his shoulder, wincing. “I'm going upstairs to take a shower to get this stink of me. Then I'm going to bed. You should, too.”

I stand up. His words bounce through my head like boulders:
Blasted anything that moved.

I hope to God that doesn't include Kelly and Jake.

 

The next morning
there's still no word from Kelly and Jake.

My nerves are shot.

After last night, I'm scared to death of what might've happened to them. And every time a car drives down the street, I keep expecting it to be the cops.

I didn't get any sleep. I pray they're not hurt. I hope they weren't caught up in the sweep last night. I hope they don't try coming through the tunnel until things settle down. I fear…

I don't even want to think of the possibilities.

“
Just act normally,” Micah had said. And Ash had added, “Don't give the cops too many details if they talk to you. Keep it simple.” It makes me wonder how many times she's been in this sort of situation. Despite her tough exterior, I doubt she has any experience dealing with the cops. Not this kind of experience, anyway. None of us has.

Act normally?
How the hell am I supposed to do that?

But there's nothing else
to
do, at least until we either get word that Kelly and Jake are safe, or they show up again. So I grab my gear bag and head for the dojang. I'll probably be useless during my forms, but getting my ass kicked in sparring is still better than sitting around at home waiting and imagining worst case scenarios.

The police drive up just as I head down the front steps, almost as if they'd been waiting for me to come outside. Two officers get out of the car: the first is younger, blond and trim; the other older, graying and sloppy in his appearance.

The contrast is almost cliché, and I can tell just by looking at them that the younger one is going to be all business as he tries to impress his partner, while the partner is going to stand back and let him intimidate me before he comes to the rescue. He'll appear amused, then embarrassed. Finally he'll get impatient and step in with an apology. Good cop, bad cop.

But I get it all wrong: It's the older cop who's bad.

“
Mind if we go inside, ma'am?” he asks. “It's a tad warm out here.” He sticks a finger inside his collar and adjusts it.

“
I'm going to be late for my class.”

“
This'll only take a few minutes.”

We go back inside. I consider offering them coffee, but that would only drag this out longer, and I'm not sure my nerves can handle it. Besides, it's a hundred degrees outside. Nobody wants coffee.

“
You wouldn't happen to have any java, would you?”

I give him an incredulous look. “No.”

He sighs heavily, like it's a great imposition. He holds up his department-issued Link and says, “We'll be recording this.”

“
Shouldn't a parent be here?”

“
Any reason one should be?” he asks. When I hesitate, he quickly adds, “It's just a few innocent questions about your friend Kelly Corben. He is your friend, right?”

I nod.

“
Just a friend?”

“
We're seeing each other. What's this about?”

They ask when I saw him last, or talked with him, or heard from him. They don't mention Micah or Ash. They don't say anything about the hacking. It's all about Kel. At least at first.

I give them the vaguest answers I can think of: I saw Kelly a few days before, Saturday; he said something about planning a surprise for me; no, I don't have any idea what kind of a surprise, but that was the last I'd heard from him.

“
When my son was your age,” Old Cop says, “he and his girlfriend were inseparable, connected at the hip. Literally.” He snorts and makes a crude gesture with his hands while winking at his partner, who still hasn't spoken. It surprises me when I see a flash of red touch the younger guy's cheeks. He's the one who actually looks embarrassed.

“
We sometimes go a couple days without seeing each other,” I explain. “Kelly keeps busy with his things. His brother's sick a lot, and he helps out at home. I try to stay out of his way.”

“
You don't help out with any of that?”

“
It's family stuff. Besides, I have my own life to live. I have classes twice a week, plus sparring another two days.” I make a point of glancing at the time on my Link, then reshouldering my bag.

“
You might as well put that down.”

“
I thought you said it would only take a few minutes.”

“
Have you spoken with Kelly more recently?”

“
No.” I consider telling him about my temporary Link and how it doesn't connect to the Communications Stream, but I figure that would be in the category of Too Much Information.

“
So, the last time you spoke with him was—what?—Friday?”

“
Saturday. What's going on? Is he all right?” I try to appear concerned. I mention trying to ping him but getting a strange message. I figure it's information they already have from his mother. “I've never seen a message like that before. And no, he doesn't usually go off like this and not tell his parents where he's going. Or me. Especially me. But then again, I kind of got the feeling he was planning something big for us, him and me. I think he was planning on asking me to marry him.”

“
That close, eh? Good for him. And you were going to say yes?”

My hesitation is enough of an answer for him. He flips through his Link and says, “We have checkpoint records that show you and Mr. Corben and a couple other kids going down to Manhattan last week. What was that all about?”

I shrug. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to answer this. I've already said too much. And I don't know if they've already spoken with Ash and Micah and Reggie. What would they have said?

“
I was just along for the ride.”

“
Where exactly did you go in Manhattan?”

I shrug. “As far as we could before the checkpoint guards stopped us. We got out, walked around, and then came back. The guards gave us a hassle, but it wasn't like we were doing anything wrong. We were just hanging out.”