Taming Lo: A You and I Novel (14 page)

Sliding my fingers into the band of his boxers, I slowly
trace along his waist, teasing him, before finally working them down
his hips just as the back of his knees meet the couch and he falls
backwards.

My eyes trace his body as I get my first real view of
him in full light. He's even more perfect than I realized the first
time. Every muscle is tense and defined. I can see the tightness in
his core as he anticipates my next move and the tension in his broad
shoulders.

Positioning one leg on the couch next to him, I straddle
his lap and settle the other knee down on the other side of him,
loving the way his hands immediately grip my hips when I do. Wrapping
my hands in the back of his hair, I pull his face back to mine,
kissing him deeply as I slowly slide his massive erection inside my
folds.

“
Lo. Wait.”
Dax pants, halting my movements.

“
What's wrong?”
I ask, pulling back slightly to meet his gaze.

“
Are you sure
you want to do this?” He asks, his forehead scrunching together
in concern.

“
Don't you?”
I ask, slowly teasing the head of his erection at my entrance. I
don't want to think about this anymore. I am done fighting this. All
I want is to feel him inside of me again and I am more than ready to
take it.

“
Fuck.” He
grinds out, his fingers gripping my hips impossibly tight. “More
than anything.” He pants. “But what about your rules?”
He asks, his eyes not leaving mine.

“
The perk of
making the rules....” I remind him, watching a slow smile
spread across his mouth.

“
There's a
condom in the front pocket of my pants.” He breathes against my
mouth when I lean forward and gently bite down on his bottom lip.

“
I've got a
better idea.” I say, sliding him slowly inside of me, his
entire body going rigid as I do.

“
Lo.” He
tightens his grip on my hips, making it impossible to slide down any
further.

“
Relax.” I
breathe against his mouth. “I'm on birth control and I do not
go bare, ever. I'm clean.” I assure him. “And I trust
that you are also.”

He nods but doesn't speak.

“
I just need to
feel
you.
I mean, really feel you.” I get out weakly, sliding down onto
his impossibly hard erection the moment he loosens his grip enough to
allow me to move.

He lets out a deep exhale and bites down on his bottom
lip, his eyes closed, his breathing erratic. I move slowly, teasing,
torturing. I love the way his face contorts the further I take him
and the way his eyes open hooded and glassy when I finally manage to
take his full length inside of me.

I stop for a moment, allowing myself to adjust to his
size. His hands work slowly up and down my bare back, causing my skin
to prickle under his touch. “Is this the first time you've
ever....” He starts but I cut him off.

“
Been
with a man a second time?” I ask, gripping the back of the
couch as I pull myself up and then slowly lower myself back down onto
him, loving the way his voice breaks over his “Uh huh.”

“
Yes.”
I slide down and then back up. Down and then back up. Quickly
establishing a good rhythm that has us both tearing at each other
within minutes.

“
I've
never craved a woman the way I crave you.” He breathes, taking
my mouth roughly as we rock our bodies back and forth together. “The
way you feel around me.” He grinds out, tightening his grip on
my hips once more as he starts moving quicker beneath me, our bodies
coming together at one perfect point, driving both of us to the edge.

“
You're
all I think about.” He admits, his labored words causing a
sudden gush of heat to rush through my body. “I dream about
your lips.” He says, pulling my face down to kiss me. “Your
body.” He lets his eyes trail down my bare torso. “The
way it clenches around me.” He increases his speed even more,
both of us so close.

“
Dax.”
I whimper, knowing I am only seconds away from exploding around him.
“Let me feel you.” I plead, his body immediately tensing
at my words. I press my lips to his once more and the moment the
contact is made, I come undone above him.

Fireworks.

I
know it sounds ridiculous but that's what I feel the moment he spills
his release inside of me. The combination of our two climaxes
blending together in a feeling so exquisite only a word like
fireworks
can
describe it. Like an explosion taking place deep inside of me that I
can feel everywhere. My fingers, the tips of my toes, the pleasure
radiates through my entire body and I collapse forward into Dax's
arms, no longer able to support my own weight.

“
Wow.”
I can feel his smile against my bare shoulder as his hands work lazy
strides up and down my back.

“
Wow.”
I agree, not able to find the strength to move from my place on his
lap.

“
See,
I told you that you would ask me to kiss you again.” He smiles
when I pull my head back to meet his eyes.

“
What
can I say....” I break off, trailing my fingers across his
sculpted chest. “You're hard to resist, I'll give you that.”
I tease, leaning forward to trail kisses along his jaw, loving the
way his short stubble feels against my lips.

“
I
could say the same thing about you.” He says. We both smile
when he slowly begins moving below me again, his hard erection still
buried inside of me.

“
Again?”
I question, smiling against his lips as he pulls me down to him.

“
Fuck
yes.” He grinds out, sliding his tongue inside of my mouth.

****

“
What
are we doing Dax?” My voice breaks through the silence that has
surrounded us for the past several minutes.

“
What
do you mean?” He asks, his fingers lazily running through my
hair as I lay curled into his side, my head on his chest.

“
This.”
I say, hoping he gets my meaning.

“
I
don't know.” He sighs, his hand falling still. “I just
know I want this.” He admits.

I turn my face upwards, wishing I could see his face
through the darkness. “Dax.” I start, but he immediately
cuts me off when he feels my body tense against his.

“
I'm
not asking for your hand in marriage Lo, but I want this to
continue.” He tightens his grip on my body.

“
I
can't give you a relationship.” I say, my stomach knotting
tightly at the thought.

“
And
I'm not asking you for one.” He tacks on. “I want
this
to
continue.” He says, rolling his body towards me so that I am
forced to roll onto my back. Within moments, he is settled between my
legs, his hardening erection coming to a rest just at my entrance.

“
What
are you suggesting?” I ask, already feeling the heat of want
rush through my body. It's been less than an hour and already I am
craving the feeling of him inside of me so badly, I feel like I might
split apart.

“
No
strings. No feelings. Just me and you. Like it's been for the past
few weeks. Me and you, and this.” He slowly begins sliding his
erection inside of me.

“
Are
you sure we can do this?” I ask, trying to not let the pleasure
of him filling me distract me from how this could all turn out should
we venture down this path.

I've never had a friend with benefits before. Obviously
being with the same man more than once is new territory for me.
Having someone I just fuck over and over again whenever I want is
almost a foreign concept. But more than anything, the thing that
trumps everything else is that I don't want to lose him in my life.

“
All
I know.” He pushes himself the rest of the way inside of me,
causing me to cry out in pleasure. “Is that I want to feel you
like this. No, I
need
to
feel you like this. All day. Everyday. You, wrapped tightly around my
dick. Fuck Lo. I am never going to get enough of you.” He
pants, leaning down to press his lips to mine. “But I don't
want to share you. If we do this, your body is mine until we end it.”

“
And
yours?” I question, my resolve weakening.

“
No
one will touch me but you.” He promises.

“
Okay.”
I get out weakly against his mouth, not able to resist the temptation
of being able to have him like this over and over again and knowing
that no other woman, at least for now, will get to experience the
pleasure of his body the way I am right now.

Regret and second guessing can visit me tomorrow. Right
now, I just want to enjoy the pleasure coursing through me and the
strong man commanding my body, claiming me, marking me as his.

Chapter
Twenty-One

Dax

“
Indiana.”
Lo gives me a goofy grin when she sees my expression. “What?
Were you expecting I was from somewhere more exciting?” She
laughs. “I wish.”

“
Indiana?”
I question, having pictured her more of a West Coast girl. I knew she
moved here after she graduated high school, I just didn't know from
where. “Tell me about the town you grew up in.”

“
Boring little
farm town.” She sighs. “Pretty much what the entire state
is made up of.”

“
That's not
true. There are some bigger cities.” I say, just trying to keep
her talking. She is almost as hard as I am to get information out of
and right now, that's what I want. Information. I want to know as
much as I can about this girl.

“
I guess. But
growing up there, it was all pretty blah.” She says, shrugging
indifferently.

“
Do your parents
still live there?” I ask, not missing the way her features
tighten at my question.

“
Yes.” Her
answer is short.

“
Is that a
sensitive subject?” I cock my head to the side to study her.

“
You could say
that.” She picks at a loose string on her plaid pajama bottoms,
not meeting my eyes.

“
And what about
your sister? You said you have a twin?”

“
Lilly.”
She looks up to meet my gaze. “Though after her last visit, I
am not entirely sure she would admit to anyone that she even has a
sister.”

“
Why is that?”

“
You ask a lot
of questions.” She sighs, flopping back onto the pillows of my
bed and looking up at the ceiling, making no attempt to answer my
question.

“
Just curious I
guess.” I shrug, crawling up the bed towards her. Straddling my
leg over her waist, I rest a portion of my weight down on her torso.
Leaning forward, I pin her hands above her head, holding them firmly
with one hand.

“
But there are
other things I am just as curious about.” I say, watching a
slow smile spread across her face.

“
And what would
that be?” She purrs, grinding her body upwards into me.

“
What you taste
like for starters.” I breathe, gently kissing her lips before
pulling back slightly.

“
You've already
tasted me.” Her words are weak and broken, as my free hand
explores down her side and teases the waistband of her pants.

“
I want to know
what you taste like here.” I say, sliding my hand between us to
rest it between her legs.

She lets out a soft moan that immediately has me rock
hard and ready to take her right now. But I manage to refrain. I want
to take the time to explore her body. Learn what she likes and what
she doesn't based on her sounds, the way her body reacts to me, her
breathing.

“
Do you want me
to taste you Lo?” I whisper against her mouth, pulling her
bottom lip between my teeth and sucking it lightly.

“
Yes.” She
gives me a breathy answer, her eyes all but begging me to do exactly
that. Already her breathing is coming in short soft spurts and her
entire body feels rigid beneath me.

I love that I have so much power over her body already.
Smiling, I drop my lips to her neck and start working my way down. I
release her hands and the moment they are free, she plunges them into
my hair and pulls at the back, hard.