The Chalice (Luna Vampire Series)

The Chalice

by Christine Asher

Panthroma Press

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Prologue

             
This dream initiated itself exactly same as the couple dozen others I'd been party to over the past few months.  It always began with his fingers lightly massaging the muscles near my spine.  And, of course, we were cuddling together in the nude. 

             
The warmth of his chest against my cheek and the steady sound of his beating heart comforted me, while his faintly soapy scent reminded me of home.  All things considered, it was the most loving embrace I'd ever experienced in my twenty-three years on this earth.
  It's just too bad dreams can't be reality.  Sigh.

             
In the real world, I usually snagged the liars.  You know the type, the ones who'd put on a good show and act like they cared.  Most of the guys would even use the L word a time or two.  As a result, I'd fall head over heels and completely buy in to each jerk's weaselly charade.  Then I'd catch 'em cheating on me. 
It never failed.

             
Needless to say, I firmly believe that all men are dogs.  And, sadly, I've endured enough screwed up relationships to be able to make that claim with confidence.  During college, I typically landed the female lead in the university's theater productions which provided me a steady stream of would-be suitors. 
None of them worth a shit.

             
Oh, and don't get me started on my looks.  The unfortunate combination of long legs and blonde hair has continually been a relentless beacon to every horny loser within ten miles. 
Seriously, I should've been born with a "FREE SEX" sign taped across my ass.

             
Without warning, my dream guy placed a chaste kiss on my forehead, immediately returning my thoughts to him and catching me totally off guard in the process.  He normally either stroked my back or my hair, never anything else.  And I know this might sound kinda weird, regardless, the dreams always took place with my eyes closed.
  If I went to a shrink, I'm sure they'd spout off about my subconscious mind having issues.  But whatever.

             
So, as the solitary brush of his lips shot electric pulses along my vertebrae down to my innermost parts, I sucked in a trembling breath, simultaneously feeling a shudder pass through both our bodies.  We appeared to be perfectly in tune with each other.  And when he began to caress my hair, I already knew what was coming.

             
The most pure and innocent love filled me to bursting.  Its affectionate tranquility was a welcomed respite from the stresses of my waking life.  Nonetheless, it still overwhelmed me.   So much so that my ragged breaths were few and far between.  My head spun with desire as I yearned for him to touch me more.

             
However, suddenly, an abstract comment flitted into my mind. 
"This is what it's like to be with a man instead of some dumb college boy." 

             
The realization surprised me.  I mean, it appeared to be a part of my own inner dialogue.  Yet, the words were noticeably different from mine. 
Especially the phrasing.

             
As if sensing my unease, dream lover did another first.  He reached down, took hold of my hand, and started gently rubbing circles into my palm.  The softness of his fingertip rapidly became the focal point of my awareness, his touch the epitome of perfection.  It brought me indescribable pleasure and, after awhile, it seemed to transcend the simple friction of skin on skin, plunging deeply into my soul.

             
A wave of unfamiliar tingling sensations cascaded throughout my being, followed by the recognition that my memories were being read like an open book.  Upsetting images from past dating fiascos sprang forth, all the hurt and betrayal bubbling to the surface along with them. 

             
In turn, my dream guy poured loving energy over my emotional scarring.  He did this with care, repeating the process again and again, until my psyche felt whole for the first time in years.

             
Once more, an arbitrary thought popped in on me. 
"You are loved, truly loved.  Remember that in the days to come."

             
Yep, those words definitely weren't my own. 
I hesitated briefly, confusion intermingling with my lovie-dovie feelings.  Meanwhile, instinct and a bit of curiosity begged me to survey my surroundings.

             
The little birdie, on the other hand, discouraged it. 
"Dreams are fragile and, if your wish is for this one to continue, you shouldn't disrupt the balance."

             
Now, there's one thing you gotta understand about me, I absolutely hate anybody telling me what to do.  So, with fierce disobedience, I wrenched open my eyes.  The scene was what I would've expected, well, except for the stupid purple
sheet.  Sadly, it covered both of us from the waist down.  I still drooled over his chiseled stomach but it could've been so much better. 
Sigh. 

             
I was trying to reposition myself in order to inspect his assuredly sexy facial features, when he abruptly stopped me.  He forced my eyes shut by pressing my face into his chest.  Then he resumed the gentle stroking of my hair, nudging me back toward oblivion.  Although, in this instance, I perceived his subterfuge and chose to resist its seduction.  I wanted to see him.  No, let me restate that, after these last several months I needed to see him. 
Even if he was just a figment of my imagination.

             
And so, I concentrated solely on my eyelids, willing them to lift, in the midst of his hypnotic caressing.  Struggling against him, I ultimately won the battle and gained the ability to view the world through hazy, unfocused lenses.  A part of me felt proud of having fought off his compulsion only to discover that his hand remained, carrying on with its mesmerizing allure.

             
As before, I didn't submit. 
This was my dream damn it.
  With determination, I grasped every ounce of available energy, pushed forward, and lifted my head.  Hastily, I squinted at the spot that should've been his face, yet all I saw was a black void.  My mind couldn't comprehend it.  He existed flawlessly until his neck.  Beyond that, there was nothing. 
Complete and utter darkness.
 

             
My pulse raced as my dream guy, once again, guided my face down to his chest.  This time, however, his touch stimulated emotions that were racked with dread.  Panic engulfed me, my intuition screaming bloody murder.  Something was wrong with this situation, very wrong.  And, with that last bit of insight, he gradually faded away. 

             
I found myself swallowed up by the same black void that'd hidden his identity from me a mere second or two earlier.  Terror's searing burn crushed my soul, as the
universe taught me what it truly meant to be engulfed by the totality of emptiness.  I saw emptiness.  I smelled emptiness.  I touched emptiness. 
And then I was emptiness.
  My sense of time and space evolved.  All of it, everything, slowly disappeared into nothingness.  And that's when I started to scream.

Chapter 1

             
My meltdown must've jolted me from the dream, nightmare, or
whatever it was
because I abruptly found myself sitting upright.  The void had dissipated, thankfully, although opaque darkness still surrounded me.  And, well, despite my newfound composure, my leftover screams continued to echo in every direction. 
A cave, maybe?  But how...

             
Awareness flashed as a series of stabbing pains exploded through my neck and wrists.  It all came in rapid succession, lungs burning with sharp inhalations, teeth chattering, hands trembling.  And then it fully registered.  I was cold and naked, lying on a dirty concrete floor.  I desperately wished for this to be just another strange dream, yet my insides I knew otherwise.  It seemed real, too real.

             
Deciding to assess the damage of my injuries, I used my hand to inspect the fist-sized gash along my neck's left side.  I probed around it, in spite of the pain that this caused me, and within seconds my fingers were saturated with
blood.  The edges of the wound were jagged and it felt deep.  In short, the injury was bad. 

             
With helplessness firmly rooting itself in my psyche, I moved on to check my wrists and quickly discovered a matching set of suicide cuts.  You know, the standard slasher technique losers regularly employed to off themselves in the bathtub.  On the upside, these injuries were scabbed over and nowhere near as bad as my neck.  Regardless, the whole situation rattled me to the core.

             
"Okay, Luna, get your shit together," I muttered to myself, heartbeat racing.  "First things first, my neck." 

             
Now, you gotta understand, the sum total of my medical experience came from shows like ER and Grey's Anatomy.  Nonetheless, I had to do something. 
Die trying, right?
  Plus, the actors made it look simple; they'd typically slow the bleeding by applying pressure with bandages.  Since I didn't have medical supplies or even clothes to aid me, I utilized the next best thing.  
My bare hand.

             
An intense stab of pure agony tore through me almost immediately.  And, frankly, I should've listened to my body's warning.  I should've stopped there.  But, smart old me, I kept going.  In fact, I actually pressed a little harder.  After which, my state of mind transcended into a punch-drunk haze.  Again another warning. 
Did I listen?  Of course not.
  I stuck with it until, well, until the cold cement slapped me hard in the face.

             
When I awoke sometime later, I rapidly grasped the reality that I'd botched my patch up job and lost consciousness from the pain. 
TV dramas aren't good substitutes for medical training.  Surprise, surprise.
  If I wanted to live, I'd have to make it to a hospital. 
But how?  I mean, it wasn't as though I could just call 911 and wait for an ambulance.

             
As my hands resumed their shaking, a multitude of questions ricocheted inside my head. 
How'd I get here?  Was I kidnapped?  Were my injuries life threatening? 
My heart thudded faster.
  Should I shout for help or stay quiet?  What would happen if my kidnapper returned?  Would I be tortured?  Why'd I have cuts on my neck and wrists?

             
My thoughts twisted in frenzied knots for awhile, before I eventually realized that panicking wasn't getting me anywhere. 
I needed to take action.
  My gut urged me to bolt, to haul ass away from this nightmare.  Nevertheless, I couldn't so much as see my hands, let alone navigate the area.  Sadly, I'd have to take it a bit slower.

             
Like a blind person, I gradually felt my way around.  There were no furnishings of any sort, simply smooth cement flooring connected to four concrete walls.  No doors, windows, stairs, ropes, or ladders.  Essentially, I was trapped in a man-made pit with no means of escape.

             
Just then, I heard a gravelly voice call out to me from above.  "Hello, Luna.  I'm glad you're awake."

             
I hesitated briefly, unsure if I should speak to him.  Although, in the end, I decided to give it a try. 
Seriously, what did I have to lose?  Perhaps I could convince him to help me.
  "Where, um, where am I?"

             
"I know you must have many questions.  Alas," he paused to release a disinterested sigh.  "I cannot provide answers."

             
Warm, wet tears started dripping down my cheeks and I secretly hated myself for showing weakness.  Unfortunately, I couldn't elude the pull of my emotions.  "Who are you?" I sniffled.  "Why'd you bring me here?" 

             
"Don't force me to repeat myself, child.  I already told you.  I cannot answer your questions at this time."

             
His coldhearted response pushed me over the edge of hysteria.
 
"Let me go!" I shrieked, voice raspy and an octave higher than normal.  "I'm bleeding!  I need to get to a hospital!"  And, when I finished my sentence, I completely fell to pieces.  Blubber, snot, tears, and all. 
How embarrassing.