Read The Chinese Takeout Online
Authors: Judith Cutler
‘Fire engine’s on its way, by the sound of it.’
I couldn’t hear anything, except the roar of the flames and the crackle of glass. No young men crying for help. Just the fire.
Blinded by smoke and tears, I turned, stumbling and falling again. As I tried to look back, Nick heaved me to my feet and propelled me towards the car.
‘Listen! I’m going to do the fastest three-point turn I’ve ever done, then you are going to drive back down the lane and stop anyone coming through. No villagers. No media. Just the emergency services. Get it?’
‘But—’
‘Just get in, woman.’ He yanked my arm. But it was too late. I’d already seen the sight he wanted to protect me from.
I saw what I’d tripped over. Samson. The head was a yard or so from the body. Delilah’s too.
Somehow I found myself in the passenger seat.
Nick turned the car, and left the engine running. ‘Get over and drive.’ He was out before I could argue.
I did. The 4x4 blocked half the lane. I got out, ready to flag down sightseers or wave through the emergency services. Already through the greyness I could see shadowy shapes, people still in their nightclothes, herding towards me.
What if they got in the way of the fire engine?
I scrambled back into the car – lights, as many as I could find. Main beam, whatever. To hell with Nick’s battery and the irritating warning beep.
I flapped and waved like a windmill gone berserk. The leaders in the race fell back. And yes, here was the fire service.
In its wake came an ambulance and then a police car.
And then Corbishley, in his Jag. I stood in front of him. For a moment I thought he’d run me over. At first he contented himself with leaning on his horn. Then he got out and unleashed a stream of oaths that would have shocked even my Tony. Partly because they called into question my morals, I let him go on until he ran out of steam. Mostly though I forbore because his eyes were streaming tears that were probably nothing to do with the smoke as he watched his beloved church blaze uncontrollably.
‘How much damage?’ he asked at last.
‘They’ll tell us when they know,’ I temporised.
He peered at me. ‘Your hair’s singed. You’re filthy. And those grazes…’
Nick must have had to work harder than I’d realised to stop me. ‘I tried. But it was already…I couldn’t reach…’ I must be crying too. Was it for the same reason as Corbishley? But at least I still had a few wits. ‘Shift your car. In case.’
In case the ambulance came hurtling back,
bearing someone with a little life worth fighting for? More likely for more fire appliances coming the other way, as reinforcements. And certainly police, in what passed for droves in the foothills of Exmoor, as swiftly as indifferent roads permitted.
And here came the advance guard, another ambulance, but going towards the church, not away from it.
I spotted Annie, hair like a silver halo. I could trust her. ‘Tea. Get together a team to make tea. Those lads’ll need it as soon as they’ve finished.’ I pointed to another fire team. ‘And the rest of us too,’ I added. It would give the women something to do, get them back in the warm and clear the way.
Picking up all I’d left unsaid, Annie nodded, with a sideways glance at Corbishley. ‘Poor bugger. All those years of fund-raising and obduracy.’ She managed a grim smile. ‘Not a bad epitaph, maybe.’
While I was unofficial traffic cop – I hoped Tony was enjoying the sight! – what was poor Nick doing? Blundering round getting in everyone’s way? Six months ago, maybe. Now – who could guess?
It seemed to take for ever, but at last, now dawn had truly broken, on what promised to be a lovely spring morning complete with dawn chorus, a couple of kids in a panda car replaced me. Soon they were so busy stringing crime scene tape across the road that they didn’t notice me slipping away the business side of it.
Nick was talking to DI Lawton. Her body
language suggested she was accepting the dressing down of a lifetime, anger being Nick’s way of venting emotion. Perhaps she needed a little consolation; after all, her hands had been pretty well tied by Tang himself.
‘If you’d had a police presence here,’ I asked quietly, motioning Nick aside, ‘is there anything to suggest they wouldn’t simply have gone the way of Samson and Delilah?’ I repeated a little of what Nigel had said to me. ‘After all, they wouldn’t have been armed, would they? And routine body-armour wouldn’t have protected them against that sort of attack.’
‘All the same—’
‘Do we know how the lads…?’ Swallowing hard, I gestured towards the church, now awash with fire officers dodging in and out.
Lawton shook her head. ‘Smoke inhalation, I should think. We won’t attempt to get them out until the fire safety people OK it. Old buildings like these – no fire alarms, no sprinkler systems.’
I let her rail against the church’s inadequacies, gripping Nick’s arm when he tried to protest and finally drawing him to one side. ‘If you’re anything to go by, she’ll beat herself up for the loss of those two kids’ lives for the rest of her life.’ Nick had killed someone accidentally, and suffered deeply for it for twenty years. ‘A few minutes spent blaming something else won’t to any harm.’
Nick said dully. ‘I liked him. Young Tang. I liked
him. And Tim. And she let them die. We let them die. I could have stayed last night. Should have.’
‘And what would you have done? Ended up in there? Like those kids? Murdered in their beds?’
‘It could have been an electrical fault, something to do with that camping stove.’
‘And you’d still have been dead.’
At last he shook his head. ‘Electrical fault be damned! Camping stoves don’t cut the throats of geese. It’s a classic execution if you ask me. Got to be.’
‘The fire? If they’re executioners, do they usually bother destroying evidence?’ I objected.
‘Perhaps the heater got kicked over in a struggle. The fire service’ll have a forensic team on hand, which should work hand in hand with the police.’ From his voice, he doubted it. As if to reassure himself, he added, ‘We must trust the professionals.’
‘So that’s it?’ I said dully. ‘We pay our respects and go home and get on with our lives?’
He looked at me. ‘I must have hit you harder than I meant. Knocked your brains askew.’ He gave an ironic smile. ‘Come on, Josie, I know you better than that.’
I wasn’t sure I could say the same of him. Perhaps his half-nod acknowledged as much. ‘Oh, the police’ll get round to asking for my help eventually, when people talk about Tang’s aversion to chicken. And by then I’ll have something to tell them.’
Our unofficial roadblock was now official, augmented as it was by another police car, blue lights still flashing, of course. Behind the police tape was a little knot of villagers, many anguished, some nosy. They and a larger tangle of news reporters combined to trap a distraught-looking Andy Braithwaite, severe in dog-collar, black shirt and the most sober of clerical grey suits. Had he known in his water something was wrong when he dressed today or was this what rural deans always wore for early morning meetings? Better speculate on his clothes than on his face, which was as bleak as Dartmoor granite.
Without speaking, Nick set the 4x4 slowly but inexorably in motion, ignoring the mikes as if they were early midges. As we passed Andy, I leaned back to open the rear door. ‘Best hop in,’ I said, adding, as Andy did as he was told, ‘We’ll tell you all we can. But not here. OK?’
To my surprise Nick drove us to where we’d parked the previous day. ‘Best view of the church is
up that hill,’ he said grimly, over his shoulder. ‘They won’t let you any closer, not yet. And it’s best you see it for yourself.’ He stopped as if he couldn’t trust his voice any longer.
We set off walking in single file, no one wanting to say the wrong thing to anyone else. Nick produced a powerful pair of binoculars as we came to rest at the top of the hill. He peered first, then passed them not to me, but to Andy. ‘The roof still seems sound,’ he said, ‘but the same can’t be said for the windows.’ I was used to Nick as phlegmatic as if he’d had his emotions cauterised, but Andy might not realise how deeply he was moved.
‘They always were hideous,’ I croaked.
‘Is death by fire – quick?’ Andy asked Nick.
‘Smoke inhalation’s very quick. It’s what gets most people. They lose consciousness and that’s it.’ Nick was again as deadpan as ever.
I said nothing about the geese. Why had Nick chosen to censor what he’d said earlier? Sufficient unto the hour, I suppose. Which was why I had refused to identify even to myself the smell: it wasn’t just burning wood, but burning flesh. I’d roasted too many Sunday joints to be able to deny it.
Tendrils of smoke apart, the scene was idyllic enough for one of those photo calendars the West Country seemed to specialise in. After Sunday’s bitter cold, I was now uncomfortably warm in my heavy fleece. Any day I’d be checking my wardrobe,
slinging out anything too large or too yesterday and sending my winter gear off, via the village shop, for dry-cleaning. There was one treasured jacket that was not destined for the cleaners, however. I swallowed painfully hard. I’d make sure there were some flowers exactly that colour for Tang’s funeral. Or should they be white, for Chinese mourning? And Tim, poor innocent, naïve Tim: did the Church pull out all the funereal stops, as the police did, when one of their own had died in the course of duty? If Andy was praying, I was making a gritted teeth promise to bring to justice whoever was responsible for this … this – but there I ran out of polite words.
Nick had told the police we were returning to the White Hart until we were needed, so that was where we all went now. Later on, one of us could ferry Andy back to collect his car.
It was well past breakfast time and, to stop his stomach ulcer flaring, Nick should undoubtedly eat. But Andy and I had parted on the promise of a cooked meal with the boys, and there was no way I could turn to the grill-pan now. Compromising, I raided the morning’s baking for freshly baked rolls, which I laid on the coffee tray with butter – nothing frivolous like jam. I’ll swear neither man noticed his hands picking up or his mouth eating them, but the linen napkin I’d folded them into to keep them warm was soon empty.
Eventually, none of us having said much, Andy announced he must go and brief the bishop. There was a tiny silence. One of us had to drive him back to his car. I had better things to do than make minimal small talk: I wanted to get amongst that dodgy chicken. But Nick had contacts to call too, and I was reluctant, now he’d overcome his terrible inertia, to stop him.
‘Tell me, Josie, do you know Tim’s family?’ Andy asked, as he belted himself in.
‘Family? I hardly knew Tim himself, services apart. Different generation, different backgrounds. I assume you know all about him?’ I prompted, starting the car.
‘According to the church equivalent of personnel records, he was the son of a couple of Home Counties teachers.’
‘So they’re in their late fifties? Early sixties?’ Maybe they’d have retired by now. After all, teachers burned out quickly these days. ‘Did you meet them when he was ordained? Is that the term?’
‘It is but I didn’t. I told you: I’m new to the job – wasn’t even on the scene when he was inducted into this parish. But I shall have to get in touch with them now.’
‘
Now
? Are you telling me they know nothing of this? That the first they hear about it is when they know he’s dead? Good God!’
‘It was his wish,’ Andy interrupted me in
mid-spate
. ‘He forbade me to say anything. Absolutely.
Don’t think I didn’t try to persuade, even order him. He refused point blank even to give me their phone number.’ His voice broke.
‘You’re feeling guilty, aren’t you?’ I asked flatly. I’m sure other people would have pussyfooted around, but to my mind it was better to bring it out now than let it fester. And perhaps talking to a driver with her eyes glued to the road had connections with a confessional.
His voice broke, mixing grief with anger. There’d be bruises where his fists struck his thighs. ‘I should have been there, Josie! Of course I should!’
‘So should I. And Nick. And my betting is that we’d all have been dead. I even bet that if there’d been a couple of police officers, they’d be dead too.’ It was time for him to hear some of Nigel’s words to me. I made my voice as flat as Nick’s.
‘But—!’
No, I didn’t want to pursue the murder theme. ‘
But me no buts
, as someone or other said. Of course you’re feeling bad: I’d think the less of you if you weren’t. But we all have jobs to do. Yours is to pull together a fragmented parish and comfort the section that’s in mourning, and reconcile those who hated what Tim was doing. All of it, not just the sanctuary issue.’
‘Bells and smells?’
‘Tim never got that far, but he would have liked to. Andy, as I told you, the curate that Tim replaced wasn’t the best in the world, a bit sloppy about
truth and pretty low in terms of doctrine. Then we get a Father Martin who offends all the people Sue didn’t upset. Someone’s got to stick his thumb in a great big hole until someone can repair the crumbling old dyke.’ I added, not quite as an afterthought, ‘And by that I don’t mean me.’
He contrived a smile. ‘You’re trying to say let the dead bury the dead.’
‘Am I? Andy, God’s Word and all that is your department, not mine, but the only way I’ve ever been able to go is forward. There have been times I wouldn’t want my worst enemy to have endured, but I got through them somehow. That’s why I’m as tough as old boots.’
‘Are you?’
Did he want tears? Breast beating? ‘On the outside, anyway. Which is all the world needs to know about. Some people will think it very weird of me to spend the rest of the day not sobbing into my pillow, but checking chicken farmers and slaughterers and packers. But that’s what I’m going to do. Not to get a better price for produce for my restaurant, as it happens, though I shall encourage folk to think that, but to get a handle on Tang.’
‘What’s chicken got to do with Tang?’
‘All that business of baths and new clothes? When Tang arrived he stank – not just unwashed, though he was filthy, but with a smell of putrefaction.’
‘Putrefaction?’
If he was going to start echoing me he could have it between the eyes.
‘Putrefaction. Rotting flesh. Not necessarily his. Not necessarily human.’ I waited for him to question that, too, but when he didn’t, I added in a less strident tone, ‘When someone offered him a wonderful meal involving chicken he flipped. I’m making a bit of a jump, OK, quite a big jump, but one assisted by Nick. Think cheap illegal labour. Where would a man like Tang work? There aren’t a lot of Chinese takeouts or building sites round Exmoor, Andy. Plenty of farms, mostly arable, I grant, but enough for me to have a wide choice when it comes to my suppliers. So I’m thinking chicken farms or chicken slaughterers or chicken processors.’
He twisted in his seat. ‘You don’t think you know them – his killers – do you?’
‘Andy, all my suppliers know their chooks by name and treat them as family. They don’t quite send the birds birthday cards, but they come pretty close. And they probably treat their employees just as well. They certainly wouldn’t have them ranging around smelling like a charnel house.’
Out of the tail of my eye I could see his frown. ‘Are you sure there’s a difference? Between organic and factory chicken, I mean.’
For a moment I was nonplussed: why ask such a trivial question now? I risked a sideways glance: perhaps he was afraid of losing control. So I played
along. ‘Eat at the White Hart and I’ll show you the difference. It’s not just flavour but texture and… When you’re ready to relish your food, rather than simply eat to keep going, when I’m ready to cook for pleasure rather than to pay my way, then I’ll cook for you. Was the church insured, by the way?’ I added, not changing the subject as much as he realised.
‘Probably. But not enough, I’d say.’
‘Despite poor Corbishley’s shovelling cash into it?’
‘“Poor” Corbishley?’ he echoed in disbelief.
Should I tell him to his face how much I disliked having my words repeated all the time? ‘I saw his face this morning. Now, do you want me to wait while you turn your car round and lead you back to the main road? Or do you have to go and say all that’s proper to the fire crews and police? Actually,’ I continued, killing the engine and preparing to get out, ‘I wouldn’t mind tagging on behind – see what sort of approach they’re taking. You have a right to ask questions: I don’t. Then I’ll lead you wherever you want to go.’
I didn’t think he’d argue, but he raised a hand to stop me. Unlike Tang’s, it was very well manicured, something, in a man, I’d never quite made up my mind about. ‘Before I forget. Tim’s parents. I should imagine they’ll want to come down … to see everything for themselves. I don’t suppose … do you do bed and breakfast?’
‘I’m not exactly geared up to it. All the original B and B rooms are occupied.’
‘Did I hear something about your putting up a whole family when one of the villagers died?’
‘The Gays. My head waitress’s family. Their mother was already dead and their father died in an accident.’ He was trying to blow me up, but Andy didn’t need to know that. ‘Lucy wanted to keep them together, and it seemed the best way forward. The other room is still occupied by Nick.’
‘Nick and you … He doesn’t share your quarters?’
Now that was an interesting question. How long had he been saving it up? Had there been some gossip about us, or was he purely and simply interested? And if so, why? But this wasn’t a time or place for personal conversations, whatever he seemed to think. ‘Why should he? He’s my lodger. He arrived in the floods last autumn and would have moved out except that Social Services thought he’d be useful as a father figure for the Gay children.’
‘So you simply took them all in?’
‘Well, their own house was uninhabitable. Don’t see this as some huge act of charity! I had the space, after all. And Social Services pay me huge amounts.’ Which went straight into a trust fund for them, but that was another story. If Andy and I ever got closer, I’d tell him all about my surrogate family. He might even be useful helping with their RE homework. Meanwhile, I would maintain my tough as old boots persona. ‘Anyway, if you don’t think the
Martins will object, I’ve got space in my staff quarters which can be theirs. Brand new and en suite. Gratis, given the circumstances. But that’s between you and me. I don’t want them going round being grateful. I can quite see why they can’t stay at the rectory,’ I added darkly. I had seen the previous incumbent’s decor, and had no reason to believe that Tim might have had any more interest in his surroundings.
Andy’s dog-collar acted like an open sesame on the police tape. I kept my head down, swept along in his wake. We passed little bunches of wild and garden flowers already mourning the dead. One note read,
For Tim and our new friend: you will both be missed.
I would point that out to him on our way out.
‘I can smell – honey?’ he asked.
‘The bees’ nests must have melted,’ I suggested, pointing upwards at sticky trails. ‘Apparently the bees were a real nuisance in the summer.’ There seemed nothing either of us could add to that.
Someone produced hard hats. Provided we wore overshoes, we might stand in the porch and look in. There was nothing to see but stinking destruction, water having done what the fire hadn’t. There were none of the chapel chairs left, that I could see, and the pulpit and font were nothing but rubble. Only the stone altar would stand for another millennium.
Always assuming the church authorities wanted the place rebuilt.
Andy touched my elbow: a fire officer was talking to us. I followed the line of his finger. The two-legged fire fighters had a canine assistant, kitted out in little boots.
‘Accelerant. That’s what that there dog’s looking for. To see if the fire was started deliberately. But that’s not for public consumption, you understand, your reverence. But we also found Calorgas cylinders, which didn’t help one bit. Not one bit.’
‘Why the boots?’ Andy asked, again
concentrating
on the irrelevant.
‘Boots? Glass. Lot of glass in a building. Specially a church. Stained.’
In my book it had been ripe for renewal. Properly, this time. I’d see to that. ‘Why should anyone torch it?’ I asked, aloud, feigning innocence.
‘That’ll be for the police to say. And maybe,’ he added, ‘for you to tell them.’
‘I thought we’d agreed we would interview you back at the White Hart,’ DI Lawton frowned, as she caught sight of us. I patted Andy gently on the arm. Accepting the valediction, he wandered over and spoke to tired fire fighters and a couple of uniformed officers.