The Complete Anne of Green (95 page)

‘You mean Mrs
Captain
MacComber?’ she said rebukingly, as if there were at least a dozen Mrs Mac-Combers in the house.

‘Yes,’ I said meekly, and we were forthwith ushered into the parlour and left there. It was rather a nice little room, a bit cluttered up with antimacassars, but with a quiet, friendly atmosphere about it that I liked. Every bit of furniture had its own particular place which it had occupied for years. How that furniture shone! No bought polish ever produced that mirror-like gloss. I knew it was Rebecca Dew’s elbow-grease. There was a full-rigged ship in a bottle on the mantelpiece which interested Mrs Lynde greatly. She couldn’t imagine how it ever got into the bottle, but she thought it gave the room ‘a nautical air’.

‘The widows’ came in. I liked them at once. Aunt Kate was tall and thin and grey and a little austere – Marilla’s type exactly – and Aunt Chatty was short and thin and grey and a little wistful. She may have been very pretty once, but nothing is now left of her beauty except her eyes.
They
are lovely – soft and big and brown.

I explained my errand, and the widows looked at each other.

‘We must consult Rebecca Dew,’ said Aunt Chatty.

‘Undoubtedly,’ said Aunt Kate.

Rebecca Dew was accordingly summoned from the kitchen. The cat came in with her, a big fluffy Maltese, with a white breast and a white collar. I would have liked to stroke him, but, remembering Mrs Braddock’s warning, I ignored him.

Rebecca gazed at me without the glimmer of a smile.

‘Rebecca,’ said Aunt Kate, who, I have discovered, does not waste words, ‘Miss Shirley wishes to board here. I don’t think we can take her.’

‘Why not?’ said Rebecca Dew.

‘It would be too much trouble for you, I am afraid,’ said Aunt Chatty.

‘I’m well used to trouble,’ said Rebecca Dew. You
can’t
separate those names, Gilbert. It’s impossible – though the widows do it. They call her ‘Rebecca’ when they speak to her. I don’t know how they manage it.

‘We are rather old to have young people coming and going,’ persisted Aunt Chatty.

‘Speak for yourselves!’ retorted Rebecca Dew. ‘I’m only forty-five, and I still have the use of my faculties. And
I
think it would be nice to have a young person sleeping in the house. A girl would be better than a boy any time.
He’d
be smoking day
and
night; burn us in our beds. If you must take a boarder
my
advice would be to take
her
. But of course it’s
your
house.’

She said and vanished, as Homer was so fond of remarking. I knew the whole thing was settled, but Aunt Chatty said I must go up and see if I was suited with my room.

‘We will give you the tower room, dear. It’s not quite as large as the spare room, but it has a stove-pipe hole for a stove in winter and a much nicer view. You can see the old graveyard from it.’

I knew I would love the room; the very name ‘tower room’ thrilled me. I felt as if we were living in that old song we used to sing in Avonlea school about the maiden who ‘dwelt in a high tower beside a grey sea’. It proved to be the dearest place. We ascended to it by a little flight of corner steps leading up from the stair landing. It was rather small, but not nearly as small as that dreadful hall bedroom I had in my first year at Redmond. It had two windows, a dormer one looking west and a gable one looking north, and in the corner formed by the tower another three-sided window with casements opening outward and shelves underneath for my books. The floor was covered with round braided rugs; the big bed had a canopy top and a ‘wild-goose’ quilt, and looked so perfectly smooth and level that it seemed a shame to spoil it by sleeping in it. And, Gilbert, it is so high that I have to climb into it by a funny little movable set of steps which in daytime are stowed away under it. It seems Captain MacComber bought the whole contraption in some ‘foreign’ place and brought it home.

There was a dear little corner cupboard with shelves trimmed with white scalloped paper and bouquets painted on its door. There was a window-seat in the ‘tower’ with a round blue cushion on it, a cushion with a button deep in the centre, making it look like a fat blue doughnut. And there was a sweet washstand with two shelves, the top one just big enough for a basin and jug of robin’s-egg blue and the under one for a soap-dish and hot-water pitcher. It had a little brass-handled drawer full of towels, and on a shelf over it a white china lady sat, with pink shoes and gilt sash and a red china rose in her golden china hair.

The whole place was engoldened by the light that came through the corn-coloured curtains, and there was the rarest tapestry on the whitewashed walls where the shadow patterns of the willows outside fell – living tapestry, always changing and quivering. Somehow it seemed such a
happy
room. I felt as if I was the richest girl in the world.

‘You’ll be safe there, that’s what,’ said Mrs Lynde as we went away.

‘I expect I’ll find some things a bit cramping after the freedom of Patty’s Place,’ I said, just to tease her.

‘Freedom!’ Mrs Lynde sniffed. ‘Freedom! Don’t talk like a Yankee, Anne.’

I came up today, bag and baggage. Of course, I hated to leave Green Gables. No matter how often and long I’m away from it the minute a vacation comes I’m part of it again, as if I had never been away, and my heart is torn over leaving it. But I know I’ll like it here. And it likes me. I always know whether a house likes me or not.

The views from my windows are lovely – even the old graveyard, which is surrounded by a row of dark fir-trees and reached by a winding, dike-bordered lane. From my west window I can see all over the harbour to distant, misty shores, with the dear little sailing-boats I love and the ships outward bound ‘for ports unknown’ – fascinating phrase! Such ‘scope for imagination’ in it! From the north window I can see into the grove of birch and maple across the road. You know, I’ve always been a treeworshipper. When we studied Tennyson in our English course at Redmond I was always sorrowfully at one with poor Œnone, mourning her ravished pines.

Beyond the grove and the graveyard is a lovable valley with the glossy red ribbon of a road winding through it and white houses dotted along it. Some valleys
are
lovable; you can’t tell why. Just to look at them gives you pleasure. And beyond it again is my blue hill. I’m naming it Storm King – the ruling passion, etc.

I can be so
alone
up here when I want to be. You know, it’s lovely to be alone once in a while. The winds will be my friends. They’ll wail and sigh and croon around my tower: the white winds of winter, the green winds of spring, the blue winds of summer, the crimson winds of autumn, and the wild winds of all seasons – ‘stormy wind, fulfilling his word’. How I’ve always thrilled to that Bible verse, as if each and every wind had a message for me! I’ve always envied the boy who flew with the North Wind in that beautiful old story of George Macdonald’s. Some night, Gilbert, I’ll open my tower casement and just step into the arms of the wind – and Rebecca Dew will never know why my bed wasn’t slept in that night.

I hope when we find our ‘house of dreams’, dearest, that there will be winds around it. I wonder where it is, that unknown house? Shall I love it best by moonlight or dawn? That home of the future where we will have love and friendship and work – and a few funny adventures to bring laughter in our old age. Old age! Can
we
ever be old, Gilbert? It seems impossible.

From the left window in the tower I can see the roofs of the town, this place where I am to live for at least a year. People are living in those houses who will be my friends, though I don’t know them yet. And perhaps my enemies. For the ilk of Pye are found everywhere, under all kinds of names, and I understand the Pringles are to be reckoned with. School begins tomorrow. I shall have to teach geometry! I pray heaven there are no mathematical geniuses among the Pringles.

I’ve been here only for half a day and two, but I feel as if I had known the widows and Rebecca Dew all my life. They’ve asked me to call them ‘aunt’ already, and I’ve asked them to call me ‘Anne’. I called Rebecca Dew ‘Miss Dew’ – once.

‘Miss what?’ quoth she.

‘Dew,’ I said meekly. ‘Isn’t that your name?’

‘Well, yes, it is, but I ain’t been called “Miss Dew” for so long it gave me quite a turn. You’d better not do it any more, Miss Shirley, me not being used to it.’

‘I’ll remember, Rebecca – Dew,’ I said, trying my hardest to leave off the Dew, but not succeeding.

Mrs Braddock was quite right in saying Aunt Chatty was sensitive. I discovered that at supper-time. Aunt Kate had said something about ‘Chatty’s sixty-sixth birthday’. Happening to glance at Aunt Chatty, I saw that she had – no, not
burst
into tears. That is entirely too explosive a term for her performance. She just overflowed. The tears welled up in her big brown eyes and brimmed over, effortlessly and silently.

‘What’s the matter, Chatty?’ asked Aunt Kate rather dourly.

‘It – it was only my sixty-fifth birthday,’ said Aunt Chatty.

‘I beg your pardon, Charlotte,’ said Aunt Kate, and all was sunshine again.

The cat is a lovely big tommy cat with golden eyes, an elegant coat of dusty Maltese, and irreproachable linen. Aunts Kate and Chatty call him Dusty Miller, because that is his name, and Rebecca Dew calls him ‘The Cat’, because she resents him and resents the fact that she has to give him a square inch of liver every morning and evening, clear his hairs off the parlour armchair seat with an old toothbrush whenever he has sneaked in, and hunt him up if he is out late at night.

‘Rebecca Dew has always hated cats,’ Aunt Chatty tells me, ‘and she hates Dusty especially. Old Mrs Campbell’s dog – she kept a dog then – brought him here two years ago in his mouth. I suppose he thought it was no use to take him to Mrs Campbell. Such a poor, miserable little kitten, all wet and cold, with its poor little bones almost sticking through its skin. A heart of stone couldn’t have refused it shelter. So Kate and I adopted it, but Rebecca Dew has never really forgiven us. We were not diplomatic that time. We should have refused to take it in. I don’t know if you’ve noticed’ – Aunt Chatty looked cautiously round at the door between the dining-room and the kitchen – ‘how we manage Rebecca Dew.’

I
had
noticed it, and it was beautiful to behold. Summerside and Rebecca Dew may think she rules the roost, but the widows know differently.

‘We didn’t want to take the banker. A young man would have been
so
unsettling, and we would have had to worry so much if he didn’t go to church regularly. But we pretended we did, and Rebecca Dew simply wouldn’t hear of it. I’m so glad we have you, dear. I feel sure you’ll be a very nice person to cook for. I hope you’ll like us all. Rebecca Dew has some very fine qualities. She was not so tidy when she came fifteen years ago as she is now. Once Kate had to write her name, “Rebecca Dew”, right across the parlour mirror to show the dust. But she never had to do it again. Rebecca Dew can take a hint. I hope you’ll find your room comfortable, dear. You may have the window open at night. Kate does not approve of night air, but she knows boarders must have privileges. She and I sleep together, and we have arranged it so that one night the window is shut for her and the next it is open for me. One can always work out little problems like that, don’t you think? Where there is a will there is always a way. Don’t be alarmed if you hear Rebecca prowling a good deal in the night. She is always hearing noises and getting up to investigate them. I think that is why she didn’t want the banker. She was afraid she might run into him in her nightgown. I hope you won’t mind Kate not talking much. It’s just her way. And she must have so many things to talk of: she was all over the world with Amasa MacComber in her young days. I wish I had the subjects for conversation she has, but I’ve never been off P.E. Island. I’ve often wondered why things should be arranged so – me loving to talk, and with nothing to talk about, and Kate with everything and hating to talk. But I suppose Providence knows best.’

Although Aunt Chatty is a talker all right she didn’t say all this without a break. I interjected remarks at suitable intervals, but they were of no importance.

They keep a cow, which is pastured at Mr James Hamilton’s up the road, and Rebecca Dew goes there to milk her. There is any amount of cream, and every morning and evening I understand Rebecca Dew passes a glass of new milk through the opening in the wall gate to Mrs Campbell’s ‘Woman’. It is for ‘little Elizabeth’, who must have it under the doctor’s orders. Who the Woman is or who little Elizabeth is I have yet to discover. Mrs Campbell is the inhabitant and owner of the fortress next door, which is called the Evergreens.

I don’t expect to sleep tonight. I never do sleep my first night in a strange bed, and
this
is the very strangest bed I’ve ever seen. But I won’t mind. I’ve always loved the night, and I’ll like lying awake and thinking over everything in life, past, present, and to come. Especially,
to come
.

This is a merciless letter, Gilbert. I won’t inflict such a long one on you again. But I wanted to tell you everything, so that you could picture my new surroundings for yourself. It has come to an end now, for far up the harbour the moon is ‘sinking into shadow-land’. I must write a letter to Marilla yet. It will reach Green Gables the day after tomorrow, and Davy will bring it home from the post-office, and he and Dora will crowd round Marilla while she opens it, and Mrs Lynde will have both ears open… Ow – w – w! That has made me homesick. Good night, dearest, from one who is now and ever will be,

Fondestly yours,

A
NNE
S
HIRLEY

2

Extracts from various letters from the same to the same
.

Sept. 26

Do you know where I go to read your letters? Across the road into the grove. There is a little dell there where the sun dapples the ferns. A brook meanders through it; there is a twisted, mossy tree-trunk on which I sit, and the most delightful row of young sister birches. After this, when I have a dream of a certain kind – a golden-green, crimson-veined dream, a very dream of dreams – I shall please my fancy with the belief that it came from my secret dell of birches, and was born of some mystic union between the slenderest, airiest of the sisters and the crooning brook. I love to sit there and listen to the silence of the grove. Have you ever noticed how many different silences there are, Gilbert? The silence of the woods, of the shore, of the meadows, of the night, of the summer afternoon. All different, because all the undertones that thread them are different. I’m sure if I were totally blind and insensitive to heat and cold I could easily tell just where I was by the quality of the silence about me.