The Complete Malazan Book of the Fallen (142 page)

Hand of stone? The bastard's raving
. “I need to climb onto your shoulders, Heboric. You need to stand firm—once we get up we'll rig a harness to pull you up, OK?”

“On my shoulders. A mountain of stone, each one carved and shaped by a life long since lost to Hood. How many yearnings, desires, secrets? Where does it all go? The unseen energy of life's thoughts is food for the gods, did you know that? This is why they must—they
must—
be fickle!”

“Mage!” Felisin wailed. “Now!”

Kulp stepped behind the ex-priest and set his hands on Heboric's shoulders. “Stand steady now—”

Instead, the old man turned to face him. He brought both wrists together, leaving a space between them where hands should be. “Step. I'll launch you straight to her.”

“Heboric—you've no hands to hold my foot—”

The man's grin broadened. “Humor me.”

Something pushed Kulp beyond wonder as his moccasined foot settled into the firm stirrup of interlaced fingers he could not see. He placed his hands on the ex-priest's shoulders once again.

“Straight up you'll go,” Heboric said. “I'm blind. Position me, Mage.”

“Back a step, a little more, There.”

“Ready?”

“Aye.”

But he wasn't prepared for the immense surge of strength that lifted him, flung him effortlessly straight up. Kulp made an instinctive grab for Felisin, missed—luckily, as he was then past her, through the ceiling's hole. He almost fell straight back down. A panicked twisting of his upper body, however, landed him painfully on an edge. It groaned, sagged.

His fingers clawing unseen flagstones, the mage clambered onto the floor.

Felisin's voice keened from below. “Mage! Where are you?”

Feeling a slightly hysterical grin frozen on his face, Kulp said, “Up here. I'll have you in a moment, lass.”

 

Heboric used his invisible hands to swiftly climb the makeshift rope of leather and cloth that Kulp sent snaking down ten minutes later. Seated nearby in the small, gloomy chamber, Felisin silently watched with fear racing unchecked within her.

Her body tortured her with pain, the feeling returning to her feet with silent outrage. Fine white dust coated the blood on her ankles and where the pillar's crystalline edges had scored her wrists. She shook uncontrollably.
That old man looked dead on his feet. Dead. He was burning up, yet his ravings were not just empty words. There was knowing in them, impossible knowing. And now his ghost-hands have become real
.

She glanced over at Kulp. The mage was frowning at the torn shambles of the raincloak in his hands. Then he sighed and swung his gaze to a silent study of Heboric, who seemed to be sinking back into his fevered stupor.

Kulp had conjured a faint glow to the chamber, revealing bare stone walls. Saddled steps rose along one wall to a solid-looking door. At the base of the wall opposite, round indentations ran in a row on the floor, each of a size to fit a cask or key. Rust-pitted hooks depended on chains from the ceiling at the room's far end. Everything seemed blunted to Felisin's eyes; either it was strangely worn down or the effect was a product of the mage's sorcerous light.

She shook her head, wrapping her arms around herself to fight the trembling.

“That was some climb you managed, lass,” Kulp said.

She grunted. “And pointless, as it turns out.”
And now it's likely to kill me. There was more to making that climb than just muscle and bone. I feel…emptied, with nothing left in me to rebuild
. She laughed.

“What?”

“We've found a cellar for a tomb.”

“I ain't ready to die yet.”

“Lucky you.”

She watched him totter to his feet. He looked around. “This room was flooded once. With water that flowed.”

“From where to where?”

He shrugged and approached the stairs in a slow, labored shuffle.

He looks a century old. As old as I feel. Together, we can't make up even one Heboric. I'm learning to appreciate irony, at least
.

After some minutes Kulp finally reached the door. He laid a hand against it. “Bronze sheeting—I can feel the hammer strokes that flattened it.” He rapped a knuckle on the dark metal. The sound that came was a rustling, sifting whisper. “Wood's rotted behind it.”

The latch broke in his hand. The mage muttered a curse, then set his weight against the door and pushed.

The bronze cracked, crumpled inward. A moment later the door fell back, taking Kulp with it in a cloud of dust.

“Barriers are never as solid as one thinks,” Heboric said as the echoes of that crash faded. He stood holding his stubbed arms out before him. “I understand this now. To a blind man his entire body is a ghost. Felt but not seen. Thus, I raise invisible arms, move invisible legs, my invisible chest rising and falling to unseen air. So now I stretch fingers, then make fists. I am everywhere solid—and always have been—if not for the deceit perpetrated by my own eyes.”

Felisin looked away from the ex-priest. “Maybe if I go deaf you'll disappear.”

Heboric laughed.

At the landing, Kulp was making moaning sounds, his breath oddly harsh and labored. She pushed herself upright, stumbling as pain closed iron bands around her ankles. Gritting her teeth, she hobbled to the stairs.

The eleven steps left her reeling with exhaustion. She fell to her knees beside the mage and waited a long minute before her breathing steadied. “You all right?”

Kulp lifted his head. “Broke my damned nose, I think.”

“From that new accent I'd say you were right. I take it you'll live, then.”

“Loudly.” He rose to his hands and knees, thick blood hanging in dusty threads from his face. “See what's ahead? Ain't had a chance to look, yet.”

“It's dark. The air smells.”

“Like what?”

She shrugged. “Not sure. Lime? As in limestone, that is.”

“Not bitter fruit? I'm surprised.”

Shuffling steps on the stairs indicated Heboric's approach.

A glow rose ahead, raising vague highlights that slowly etched a scene. Felisin stared.

“Your breath's quickened, lass,” Kulp said, still unwilling or unable to lift his head. “Tell me what you're seeing.”

Heboric's voice echoed from halfway up the stairs: “Remnants of a ritual gone awry is what she's seeing. Frozen memories of ancient pathos.”

“Sculptures,” Felisin said. “Sprawled all over the floor—it's a big room. Very big—the light doesn't reach the far end—”

“Wait, you said sculptures? What kind?”

“People. Carved as if lying around—at first I thought they were real—”

“And why don't you think that any more?”

“Well…” Felisin crawled forward. The nearest one was a dozen paces away, a nude woman of advanced years, lying on her side as if dead or sleeping. The stone she had been fashioned from was dull white, limed and mottled with mold. Every wrinkle of her withered body had been artfully rendered, no detail left out. She looked down on the peaceful aged face.
Lady Gaesen—this woman could be her sister
. She reached out.

“Don't touch anything, mind,” Kulp said. “I'm still seeing stars, but I've got raised hackles that says there's sorcery in that chamber.”

Felisin withdrew her hand, sat back. “They're just statues—”

“On pedestals?”

“Well, no, just on the floor.”

The light suddenly brightened, filling the chamber. Felisin looked back to see Kulp on his feet, leaning against the crumbled door frame. The mage was blinking myopically as he took in the scene. “Sculptures, lass?” he growled. “Not a chance. A warren's ripped through here.”

“Some gates should never be opened,” Heboric said, blithely stepping past the mage. He walked unerringly to Felisin's side, where he stopped, cocking his head and smiling. “Her daughter chose the Path of the Soletaken, a fraught journey, that. She was hardly unique, the twisted route was a popular alternative to Ascension. More…earthly, they claimed. And older, and that which was old was in high favor in the last days of the First Empire.” The ex-priest paused, sudden sorrow crumpling his features. “It was understandable that Elders of the day sought to ease their children's chosen path. Sought to create a new version of the old, risk-laden one—for that had crumbled; weakened, was cancerous. Too many of the Empire's young were being lost—and never mind the wars to the west—”

Kulp had laid a hand on Heboric's shoulder. It was as if the touch closed a valve. The ex-priest raised a ghost-hand to his face, then sighed. “Too easy to become lost…”

“We need water,” the mage said. “Does her memory hold such knowledge?”

“This was a city of springs, fountains, baths and canals.”

“Probably filled with sand one and all,” Felisin said.

“Maybe not,” Kulp said, glancing around with bloodshot eyes. The break in his nose was a bad one, the swelling cracking the too dry skin on either side. “This one's been emptied out recently—feel how the air still stirs.”

Felisin eyed the woman at her feet. “She was once real, then. Flesh.”

“Aye, they all were.”

“Alchemies that slowed aging,” Heboric said. “Six, seven centuries for each citizen. The ritual killed them, yet the alchemies remained potent—”

Then water deluged the city,” Kulp said. “Mineral-rich.”

“Turning not just bone to stone, but flesh as well.” Heboric shrugged. “The flood was born of distant events—the immortal custodians had already come and gone.”

“What immortal custodians, old man?”

“There may yet be a spring,” the ex-priest said. “Not far.”

“Lead on, blind man,” Felisin said.

“I've got more questions,” Kulp said.

Heboric smiled. “Later. Our immediate journey shall explain much.”

 

The chamber's mineralized occupants were all elderly, and numbered in the hundreds. Their deaths appeared to be, one and all, peaceful ones, which had a vaguely disquieting effect on Felisin.
Not all ends are tortured. Hood's indifferent to the means. So the priests claim, anyway. Yet his greatest harvests come from war, disease and famine. Those countless ages of deliverance must surely have marked the High King of Death. Disorder crowds his Gates and there's a flavor to that. Quiet genocide must ring very different bells
.

She felt Hood was with her now, in these hours and those since their return to this world. She found herself musing on him as if he was her lover, driven deep inside her with a claim that felt permanent and oddly reassuring.

And now, I fear only Heboric and Kulp. It's said gods fear mortals more than they do each other. Is that the source of my terror? Have I captured an echo of Hood within me? The god of death must surely dream rivers of blood. Perhaps I have been his all this time
.

Thus I am blessed
.

Heboric turned suddenly, seeming to regard her with his sunburned, swollen-shut eyes.

Can you now read my mind, old man?

Heboric's broad mouth twisted wryly. After a moment he swung back, continued on.

The chamber ended in a portalway that funnelled their path into a low-ceilinged tunnel. Past torrents of water had smoothed and polished the heavy stones on every side. Kulp maintained the diffuse, sourceless light as they stumbled onward.

We shamble like animated corpses, cursed in a journey without end
. Felisin smiled.
Hood's own
.

They came to what had once been a street, narrow and crooked, its cobbles heaved and buckled. Low residential buildings crowded the sides beneath a roof of crusted, compacted glass. Along all the walls in sight ran narrow bands of similar substance, as if marking water levels or layers in the sand that had once filled every space.

In the street lay more bodies, but there was no peace to be found in their twisted, malformed shapes. Heboric paused cocking his head. “Ah, now we come upon altogether different memories.”

Kulp crouched down beside a figure. “Soletaken, caught in the act of veering. Into something…reptilian.”

“Soletaken and D'ivers,” the ex-priest said. “The ritual unleashed powers that ran wild. Like a plague, shapeshifting claimed thousands, unwelcomed, no initiation—many went mad. Death filled the city, every street, every house. Families were torn apart by their own.” He shook himself. “All within but a handful of hours,” he whispered.

Kulp's eyes fixed on another figure, almost lost in the midst of a pile of mineralized corpses. “Not just Soletaken and D'ivers…”

Heboric sighed. “No.”

Felisin approached the subject of the mage's rapt attention. She saw thick, nut-brown limbs—an arm and a leg, still attached to an otherwise dismembered torso. Withered skin wrapped the thick bones.
I've seen this before. On the
Silanda.
T'lan Imass
.

“Your immortal custodians,” Kulp said.

“Aye.”

“They took losses here.”

“Oh, that they did,” Heboric said. “Appalling losses. There is a bond between the T'lan Imass and Soletaken and D'ivers, a mysterious kinship that was unsuspected by the dwellers of this city—though they claimed for themselves the proud title of First Empire. That would have irritated the T'lan Imass—assuming such creatures can feel irritation—to have so boldly assumed a title that rightly belonged to them. Yet what drew them here was the ritual, and the need to set things right.”

Kulp was frowning behind the battered mask of his features. “Our brushes with Soletaken…and the Imass. What's beginning again, Heboric?”

“I don't know, Mage. A return to that ancient gate? Another unleashing?”