Authors: Stephen Kiernan
(Kate Philo)
N
o one told me anything. If I had known what the reanimation clocks meant, what they were counting, I doubt I would have wasted Judge Rice's time wandering through the fruit section of a Safeway. Months later, when people reread Dixon's article about the supermarket trip, when our outing appeared to squander the judge's precious limited time, they would say it showed one of two things. Either the whole project was a hoax, or I had no feelings whatsoever. Either way, I was evil.
The truth is, I was not one hundred percent awake. I'd planned to work my usual shift, 1:30
A.M.
till midmorning, by which time the rest of the control room chairs would be occupied. Only then would I fold my arms on my desk to nap. By noon I'd be refreshed enough for a productive workday, home for dinner, back after midnight. It sounds worse than it was; since moving to Boston after we found the judge, I hadn't had time to make one friend. There was nowhere else I wanted to be.
Judge Rice began fidgeting at about 4
A.M.
, though, waking fully before five. Dixon had gone home by then, to my relief. So I opened the chamber door. Judge Rice followed me to the control room, pulling up a chair for another session at the computer. This time Gerber was intent upon his screen, so without a contradictory voice I showed the judge great buildings from around the world, hilarious jugglers, clips from Olympic games. Also, because he insisted, video after video about man walking on the moon. Judge Rice had a way of taking things in, making this little noiseâ“hm”âas though he were in court, hearing evidence. It may have been a defense mechanism, too, I think, to keep him from being overwhelmed. However bizarre our world might seem to him, each new discovery brought the same “hm.” Duly noted. Proceed.
Still, it was clear his brain worked everything over. He'd slide the chair back for a pause. He'd walk a lap or two around the control room, scratching his puffy whiskers, then ask me please to continue.
I began to feel like his teacher. Oh, it wasn't the rich experience of a classroom, so many minds, such different energies from day to day. But the opportunity to instruct this unique man in the ways of today was the highest privilege.
When the early tech crew began to arrive, Judge Rice stood, bowed his thanks, returned to bed. I found myself watching him, a slow shuffle as the security door hissed closed. His weariness reminded me of my sister Chloe's toddler daughters, who play all day, then run out of gas in seconds, often needing to be carried up to bed.
When he began unbuttoning his shirt, at once I returned to my desk. I still had charts to complete, systems to back up. It was a long morning, but I wrapped up by ten-thirty. I was just settling down when Carthage wandered into the control room, Borden on his heels.
Or should I say,
appeared
to wander. Because their casualness was so visibly false, all the technicians made sure to look busy. My all-nighter meant I slumped unapologetically at my desk, but otherwise even Gerber sat up straight, adjusting his headphones as an executive might straighten his tie.
Borden sidled around the room's perimeter, pausing to scan the latest
Perv du Jour
before continuing behind the desks. His mannerismsâtugging at the point of his beard, darting a tongue over his lipsâmade him look a bit like a windup toy. Carthage bent to an unused computer to check his e-mail, as if it had changed since he'd left his office minutes before. After an interval whose duration I'm certain he'd calculated, he swaggered over to tap Gerber on the shoulder.
Lifting one ear of the headphones, Gerber spoke like a butler: “Yeeeessss?”
“All vitals good this morning?”
Gerber sniffed. “Everything's normal, other than odd sleeping hours last night. Spent a good three hours in the bullpen here, learning about the world online. But the good judge is out cold now.”
“Did anyone reattach monitors when Subject One returned to bed?”
“Not that I recall.”
“Which means”âCarthage harrumphedâ“for all you know he could be dead.”
“If he is,” Gerber said, wearing a penitent expression, “I think that would be bad.” He cackled, covering the exposed ear again.
By then Borden had reached the reanimation clock. I watched him. The next few seconds turned the minutes, then hours, then Judge Rice began day twenty-two.
“Dr. Philo?” Carthage called.
I sat upright. “Me?”
“Go awaken Subject One.”
“Excuse me?”
“Wake him up,” Borden said. “Chop chop.”
“Your instructions have always been to let himâ”
“Wake him now, Doctor,” Carthage said. “Right now.”
“Fine.” I slid my feet back into their clogs, rose, made for the security door.
“If something is amiss, do not touch Subject One or alter anything,” Borden said.
I paused while punching in the key code. “Why would anything be amiss?”
Of course they didn't answer. I expected that. What I hadn't counted on, though, was the feeling of intrusion when I entered the chamber. The walls and floors were still institutional gray, cool lighting spilling in from the control room. But the chamber also contained Judge Rice's smell, the earthy leather scent I'd noticed before. His clothes were draped on a desk chair wheeled up to the bedside. This was a man's space, and I an uninvited woman. When had I last stood beside a bed containing a sleeping man?
The body was still, blankets rumpled enough that it was impossible to tell if Judge Rice was breathing. I inched forward, pausing to check the long, control room window. Carthage and Borden stood close, staring in. I felt as though the judge and I were in a fishbowl. Or a jail. I noticed Billings had arrived, too, hovering between my desk and Gerber's. Only then did my suspicions rise. What were they all up to out there?
Carthage motioned with his hands, urging me along. I reached Judge Rice's bed. He slept on his stomach wearing no shirt, the sheets low, revealing his bare shoulders. I checked the window again. Carthage put his hands on his hips in impatience.
I placed my palm on Jeremiah's back, below the left shoulder blade, just above his heart. The skin was smooth, warm.
“Judge Rice?” I shook him a little, my hand involuntarily turning the gesture into a caress. Could anyone see? I pulled back to shake him again. “Judge Rice?”
He squinted one eye while opening the other. “Yes? Good morning. What is it?”
“Dr. Philo?” Carthage boomed through the audio feed. “That's all for now.”
Outside the glass Carthage was beaming. Borden jumped up and down as though someone had scored a touchdown. Billings had a hand over his mouth, while Gerber took his headphones off with a puzzled expression.
“Is everything all right?” Judge Rice asked.
I realized my hand was still on his skin. “Everything's fine,” I said, standing straight. “Perfectly fine. Excuse me a moment, would you please?”
“Of course. Should I rise and dress?”
“Pardon the interruption.” I tucked a sheet in. “You go on back to sleep.”
By the time I reached the control room, Gerber had his hands on his hips, standing two feet from Carthage. “I am saying explain yourself, right now.”
“We did it,” Borden said, hopping from foot to foot. “We actually did it.”
“Did what?”
“It's not in your field,” Carthage said, putting down the phone he'd used for the chamber audio. He was trying to make it appear like he wasn't backing down from Gerber. “Dr. Borden and I completed an experiment today. It succeeded. That's all.”
Gerber sniffed. “You two have tests going on that you haven't shared with me?”
“Or me?” I said.
“It's on a need-to-know basis,” Carthage said.
“And you didn't need,” Borden added.
Gerber scratched his head, which I took as my opening. “If I didn't need to know, why did you need me to go in there?”
Carthage spoke down his nose. “None of your business.”
“You were necessary in case Subject One was near death,” Billings said. “He would respond to you before anyone else.”
Gerber froze, fingers in his curls. “What are you talking about?”
Carthage glared at Billings, who continued anyway. “Twenty-one days, Kate. That is how long we expected our esteemed barrister to live, postreanimation.”
Billings went on to describe the body-mass calculations, Borden's salt strategy, the odds that Judge Rice would not have woken at my touch. “In truth, lovely,” he said to me, “we half expected you to find him cold.”
“So wait.” Gerber pressed downward with his hands, as though he were a traffic cop telling someone to slow down. “You had a life-or-death situation going on, but you didn't bother to share it with your senior research staff?” He laughed. “That's hilarious.”
Carthage folded his arms. I stood there steaming.
Those secretive bastards
.
“At least
I
told you,” Billings said, facing me. “They didn't want to explain even now. Perhaps that brings me a smidge back into your good graces?”
“This place is incredible,” I said. “Billings, you feel like a hero for telling me after the fact, when Gerber and I might have helped solve this problem. And you two.” I turned to Borden and Carthage. “You may know science, but you know nothing about what the life of the man in there is worth. This place is not a zoo.”
Carthage just made his weird lopsided smirk. “There you are wrong,” he said. “That is precisely what this place is. A zoo. What you fail to recognize is that Dr. Borden and I are the keepers.”
M
y name is Jeremiah Rice, and I begin to awaken.
It began in earnest on the twenty-second day when Dr. Philo came for me, stirring me from sleep so deep I felt thawed once again out of the ice. Twice now she has placed her hand on me directly. Though my mind has no awareness of the century I spent insensate, my skin knows every second that it has gone without human touch. When her hand lifted away that morning, I felt immediately parched.
With a deep breath, I sat upright. Some debate was under way out in the control room. I observed how Dr. Philo remonstrated and Dr. Gerber laughed, Drs. Carthage and Borden remained as impassive as gargoyles, and Dr. Billings volleyed from one duo to the other like a baseball among four fielders. I wondered if I were the cause of this dispute, if my request for privacy and other amenities had created a conflict. At last the two in charge swept from the room like general and lieutenant, king and minion, Billings at their heels, whilst my friends went to their desks, continuing to speak animatedly across the room.
I rose to don yet again the attire of prior days, and noted that the fabrics were tiring. My trouser cuffs had begun to fray. The shirt button at my throat remained clasped by a last thin thread. Hardly would I ask for a change of clothes, however, until I knew that the dispute caused by my last request had been resolved.
I placed some of Dr. Borden's porridge in the windowed box that heats food faster than any stove imaginable, pressed buttons to initiate its humming and turning of the platter inside, and in minutes was swallowing down my ration of gruel. Thin pleasure, to be sure. Betimes I thought the spoon had more flavor than the food. Setting the empty bowl aside, I heard the restraining door hiss. In charged Dr. Philo, her sleeves rolled up.
“Big day today, Judge Rice. Big day.”
“What new pleasures and adventures have you planned, Dr. Philo?”
“What I promised yesterdayâto find you a thousand friends.” She picked up my half-eaten orange. “You all set with this?”
“I apologize. I simplyâ”
“No problem, your honor.” She tossed the remainder in the waste bin without comment. “I'm glad you're dressed. We have a lot of ground to cover.”
I stood, rubbing my hands together as if to warm myself. “Lead on, Doctor.”
O
utside, the protesters were barking like dogs, led by one at the front with a handheld device that magnified his voice such that it echoed off the buildings. Between cheers he taught them a drill of some kind: one of their number would volunteer to stand a bit aside, and at a signal from the leader, the rest would rush to form a circle around that one. Then another would volunteer and the group would rush to surround him. They hurried from spot to spot, reminding me of a barn cat that lets its mouse escape a dozen times before making the kill. I heard their leader call the exercise “swarming,” though to me it suggested coercion, entrapment. To my relief, this time we skirted the green without attracting his notice. Whatever their game, I did not want to play.
Dr. Philo took me, as if she had read my thoughts that morning, to a haberdasher. She called it something else, and the store's name was “Garb.” But the moment we stepped inside, I recognized the nature of the establishment.
A salesman descended on us. “You are that reawakened man, aren't you?” he asked, scurrying across the carpet.
“This is Jeremiah Rice,” Dr. Philo said.
“Honored to meet you, sir.” The salesman shook my hand vigorously. “My name is Franklin. And today we would be looking for . . . ?”
“I don't know,” I said, turning to Dr. Philo as well. “A gray suit?”
“Everything,” she told Franklin. “Time to bring the man up-to-date.”
“Excellent. Marvelous. I just knew today was going to be a special day. Marcy? Oh, Marcy?”
A freckled waif came from the back room, a silver ring through one nostrilâthe oddities of here and now were apparently limitlessâand folding a shirt as she entered. Franklin told her where to find his phone, which he explained to me also contained a camera. My experience with photography consisted of long-held poses with the captain and crew prior to the expedition's departure. The camera was larger than a breadbox, stood on three legs, and had a cloth draped over the back. I could not imagine how a thin-wristed elf like Marcy would carry such a weight. When she returned with a device smaller than a pack of playing cards, I was all the more perplexed. But Marcy dutifully pointed it at me in my worn clothes, displaying the photograph a moment later, my whiskered face, my surprised eyes.
Franklin bustled back. “This is going to be so much fun.”
I cannot say the subsequent hour fit that description, exactly, but there was a certain amusing giddiness in trying on so many garments. The store boasted a wealth of options. Dr. Philo left to buy herself a coffee while I tried on each of a stack of shirts. When she returned, she pulled Franklin aside and they chatted a moment. He nodded, looking at me meaningfully.
“What conspiracy are you two concocting?” I asked.
Franklin only hurried over. “Let's see about some shoes.”
So passed the morning: shirts, socks, pants, jackets. Marcy photographed everything. When I pulled on a pair of navy, pleated trousers, Franklin assessed my appearance, then called to Dr. Philo. “This is going to be better than winning the lottery.”
Lastly came undergarments, which I tried alone in a dressing room. The fabric was soft like a cat, and snug. Finally Franklin had me dress in a complete ensemble and pointed me at a mirror. A man of here and now peered out at me: thin lapels, no waistcoat, a softer shirt with its collar already attached.
“Marvelous,” Franklin said. “Now there's only one last thing.”
I turned to him. “Yes?”
He wiggled a finger to instruct me to face the mirror again, then brought one hand up on either side of my face, palms over my sideburns. “These.”
“But I've had them sinceâ”
“Not an option. They simply must go.”
“They must?”
“We're not providing all of this merchandise for free if you're going to walk out of here looking like that.”
“I beg your pardon? You mean to say you are giving me these clothes?”
“In exchange for photos of you for ads, yes. That's what your friend negotiated. Now, wait right here.”
In a moment Franklin returned with a corded device which had one end shaped like shears. Plugged in and switched on, it buzzed like a bee against a window. “Hold still,” Franklin said, pressing me into a forward lean, while Marcy held a wastebasket beneath. In two sweeps he had taken most of my whiskers. Another half minute of close work lifted the stubble away to give me clean cheeks. Just like that.
Marcy took more photos whilst Franklin stepped back to survey his handiwork. “Marvelous. Believe me, sir, you will thank me. Now go show your friend the new you.”
I ran a hand over my smooth face, as unknown to me as a stranger's, then tugged my sleeves down snug and marched into the sales area. Dr. Philo was standing by the window, sipping her coffee. I cleared my throat. She turned, and brought one hand to her mouth. “Oh my God,” she said. “You, you look . . .”
“Franklin insisted on my sideburns. What do you think?”
“What do I think? Good Gawd.” She lowered herself into the nearest chair, clearly unaware that she was staring. Then all at once her face went blank, as calm as a pond. “You look fine, Judge Rice. Just fine.”
“He looks fantastic,” Franklin announced. “Now, last thing, we find you a tie.”
I followed him to the racks and he selected several with bright colors. Marcy photographed away while I stood before another mirror, holding them to my neck: blue, green, a patterned purple one you would never have seen the likes of in the gentlemen's stores of Lynn.
Then I felt Dr. Philo's hand again, in the middle of my back as when she wakened me that morning. I held perfectly still. She looped a yellow tie around my throat.
“That's an excellent shade,” Franklin said. “Nice and bright.”
Bringing her hands under my arms, she proceeded to tuck the fabric through my collar, then tie it with surprising skill. “I used to do this all the time for my father,” she said, finishing a neat knot, then sliding it snug to my throat.
“There we go,” Franklin declared.
“Thank you very much, sir.”
“Oh, no,” he said. “It is I who thank you. And now you are gorgeous.” Franklin turned to Dr. Philo. “Isn't he gorgeous?”
She made final adjustments to my tie, smoothed it down my chest, and said not a word. Only stepped aside and directed me toward the door.
Thusly did my introduction to contemporary humanity commence.