The Dark Angels: Tied Together (17 page)

Josh didn’t know who came first all he knew they were both coming. Robin’s channel was spasming on his cock in the most delightful way extending his orgasm as he painted the shower wall with his cream. Finally, when the pleasant aftershocks went through them and nature deemed it time for them to separate they did so with regret.

Now that it was over Josh was a little worried he had gone too far. He turned Robin around to kiss softly kiss his lips. “You okay?”

Robin’s eyes were glazed and a bit unfocused as if he had yet return to his body. He nodded though and his head fell onto Josh’s shoulder. Josh held him petting his back and caressing his newly reddened bottom. Robin purred from the attention. Josh quickly finished washing up Robin, who just stood there and let him move him this way and that. It was only Robin’s growling stomach that drove them from the warm wet environment.

After their very satisfying shower, Josh held out the robe that was in the closet for Robin. Robin stood there and let Josh dress him. It was a bit big on him but it made him like so cute.

Robin seemed to come back to earth and dropped a kiss on Josh’s cheek once he finished tying the belt around his slim waist.

With damp hair and grins they couldn’t hide they walked into the main part of the penthouse suite.

Angel was just setting the pizzas on the coffee table and Darius was just bringing sodas in from the mini fridge.

“How are you guys doing?” Angel asked with a smirk.

“Fine.” Josh’s grin may have gotten bigger. He felt like he was on top of the world. The last twenty hours had been a dream come true. He didn’t sense any weirdness between them, which was a relief.

Robin had gone over to stand closely to Darius and quietly asked, “How are you?”

Darius blinked and tilted his head. “Fine.”

With a small smile and a big blush, Robin quirked his mouth to the side and asked again, “How are
you
?” This time his palm gently ran over Darius’s ass.

“Oh.” Darius turned a nice shade of red as he answered the real question this time. “A little sore. You?”

Robin shocked the room when he turned his back to Darius and lifted the back of his robe to share his secret. He displayed his lovely assets. Robin blushed over his shoulder as he said, “A bit pink, I think.” Giggling happily, Robin wiggled against Darius’s gentle hand as it palmed his butt.

Darius smiled back and tilted his head towards Robin’s ear. “A bit warm too.”

Robin’s musical giggle sounded through the room. Robin whispered loudly, “New.” His eyes sparkling with delight as he shared with the blond. Darius nodded approvingly. Robin smiled shyly at Josh.

Angel looked over Josh, eyebrow arched in question. Josh flashed a quick smile and a shrug. Maybe the smile looked a little smug but Angel nodded his approval.

Josh didn’t feel any jealousy lick up at his insides. He wasn’t threatened by Darius’s hand on Robin’s sweet little ass. Josh actually liked that Robin wanted to share with Darius what they had done. It was like he not only accepted it but like he was proud of it or something. It made what he was experiencing with Robin real.

“Robin as sweet as that ass is the pizza’s getting cold.” Angel chuckled as he herded everyone over to the sofas for pizza. Angel sat down and pulled Darius right onto his lap. He reached over and got a piece of pizza on a plate. Picking up the dripping gooey slice by the crust he held it in front of Dare’s mouth.

“Mmmmm.” Darius moaned in pleasure as he ate the cheesy saucy piece.

Josh thought that was a wonderful way to sit down. That way he could make sure Robin actually ate but more to the point he could have him right on his lap as he did so.

“Ohhh,” Robin gasped then giggled as he was pulled onto Josh’s lap. He wiggled his butt around until he was comfortable.

Opening his mouth he took a tiny bird bite of pizza and grabbed a napkin to wipe his lips. Swiveling on Josh lap he turned so he was sitting astride Josh’s thighs. Robin held out the delicious looking slice for Josh to take a bite. “Here, now you.”

Josh smiled and complied by taking a bite. “And now you.”

His mouth followed the piece to Robin’s lips. Robin chewed then wiped his mouth. Josh said, “You missed some.” His lips captured his and kiss him soundly.

“Do I have anything on my face, Dare?” Angel’s voice betrayed his guilty intentions of stealing kisses.

“Yeah, my lips.” Darius laughed and kissed his whole face.

They all traded bites and kisses until both pies were polished off and only crumbs remained. The mutual public displays of affections by each couple seemed to excite and challenge the other couple. But oddly enough seemed to reinforce who belonged to whom.

Josh could feel Robin’s long cock rubbing against his own.

Their cocks had long since escaped their robes. They needed each other yet again.

Angel and Darius looked over at the two younger men and smiled. Josh knew they watched them until their own embrace began to get heated.

Soon Josh didn’t really notice them at all as his world shrunk down to just Robin. Hot wet lips caressing carelessly with lust and something much more tender. When Josh looked up again from the lovely creature in his arms, they were alone in the main room of the penthouse. He heard a bedroom door click shut and Josh was more than happy to enjoy privacy.

He stood up holding onto Robin who kept his legs wrapped around Josh. Lips were tracing up and down Josh’s neck making him crazy with need. A hickey placed hard on his neck made him almost lose control and take him in the hallway without preparation. He knew he should have more control. They had been together so many times in such a short duration but it didn’t seem to be enough to cover Josh’s aching need.

Entering the bedroom, Josh barely kicked the door shut before stumbling over to the bed. He grabbed the lube and used it where he needed to ease his way as quickly as possible.

Josh started to lay Robin on the bed when Robin had other ideas. “Up against the wall.”

“What?” Josh questioned him. Not wanting to misunderstand him.

“I want it.” Robin talked through kissing his lips and face.

“Up against the wall.”

“Why?”

“Cause I want it that way. Hot and desperate. Give it to me, Josh.” Robin’s voice was low and greedy.

Who was he to refuse such a request? He was thankful for his increased weight training, he had a feeling it might come in handy but he couldn’t imagine this would be the use. Robin felt light as a feather in his arms. He moved with Robin still twined around him.

As Robin was pushed up against the wall he moaned in ecstasy. “Yeah, Josh. Just like this.”

Josh reinserted his fingers and added more lubrication until Robin was ready. His hand went to the nape of Robin’s neck and pulled his mouth down to his and claimed it in a long kiss. His prick found where it was needed most and slipped in. On a long slow glide he seated himself deep inside Robin’s willing passage.

Robin’s head fell back against the wall. “Take me Josh.” His voice was rough with want. “Oh, now.”

Holding Robin’s hips he moved him up and down on his cock.

With hands wound into Josh’s hair, Robin started going wild. He started to move himself slamming down with more force making Josh groan.

Josh knew they couldn’t last long. It was too hot. They needed too bad. They wanted too much. Pushing Robin into the wall, he thrust into him.

Robin’s hand wrapped around his cock and Josh didn’t stop him. He watched as Robin stroked his long beautiful cock. The tip seeped with sweetness that Josh wished he had time to lick.

But time was short. Robin moved his fist up and down, taking care of his cock.

“Please Josh!” Robin cried out wanting more.

“Yeah. Yeah.” Josh gave it to him with several more powerful thrusts.

Panting heavily Robin arched his body against him and came to a shattering conclusion. His passage squeezed and milked Josh to orgasm. Josh felt his release wash over him in waves of pleasure crashing over his body. Robin covered them both with his cream as he moaned in satisfaction. His head rolled back against the wall and his legs dropped down to the floor.

Breathing heavily, Josh kissed Robin soundly. Without a word he led Robin into the bathroom and propped him up against the counter while he started the shower. He drew him into the steamy water and washed Robin lovingly. Josh washed himself and rinsed them both. He quickly dried them and led his almost sleeping lover to bed.

Josh woke and, without thought, reached for Robin. He was more than a little dismayed that instead of a warm body, he found newspapers. Tabloids to be exact.

The front page of each of them had a photograph of Josh with various women. The captions were beyond ridiculous. “Is the ‘forbidden’ relationship over?” It had a picture of him and Robby hugging on one side. On the other side a picture of Josh with a woman he had met for five seconds at a party. “Is Josh cheating on his ‘twin’?” That caption accompanied a picture of Robin looking dismal. It was actually a photo of him leaving the doctor’s office. He had been getting over a bad case of the flu and was still sick but had refused to let Angel cancel the concert.

The final picture and capture was unreal. “Accident or Suicide Attempt?” The image was of Robin’s twisted car destroyed in the accident and another of Robin asleep in the hospital. Where did these people even get these photos?

He used the bathroom and got himself together. Obliviously Robin wanted him to see the stories. He went into the main space of the suite.

“Hey, morning.” He greeted Darius and Angel as his eyes scanned the room for Robin.

Darius answered the question before he even asked. “Robin borrowed some clothing and shoes to go for a run.” Darius shook his head as Angel frowned. “He came back in less than ten minutes with those freaking tabloids.”

“I saw them.” Josh sighed, knowing how hurt his brother could get by people’s thoughtless words. “Where is he?”

Darius shrugged. “He came back, got dressed and left. He said he would rent a car and meet you at home.”

“Fuck!” Josh knew it was bad. He felt like anything he and Robin had had during the last couple of days was slipping through his fingers like sand. He’d lost it before he even had it. “Fuck! Why do they keep saying we are
twins
? Yeah, we were born on the same day but Jesus give it a rest you know?” He was so angry. “Do you think they know and just don’t care how they screw with people’s lives? Or are they just insensitive morons?”

“They do it to sell papers.” Angel shook his head. “Sorry, man.”

A thought washed over him. “You don’t think Robin thinks I have been with those girls, do you?”

Angel shook his head. “If you hear something enough sometimes you start to question what you already know for sure.”

He turned away from his other band members. There was nothing they or anyone else could say that would make this right.

Sometimes, Josh hated being right. After the debauchery of Darius’s private after party on his birthday, nothing further happened. Nothing. It cut Josh through to the core having Robin not even acknowledge what they had shared.

Robin was present but so distant. They still lived together, cooked together, and played music together, but Robin was careful not to touch Josh. There seemed to be a cold wall between them, locking him on one side and Robin on the other. The barrier was one he couldn’t breach. He didn’t know how to scale the wall of ice and it was breaking his heart.

For the first time in his life, Josh felt completely alone.

Everything was getting to him. He couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, and his temper was short.

All he wanted was what he couldn’t have. Robin clearly did not want what he did. It killed Josh to think that Robin saw what they had done with regret. It chewed him up inside to know the lies printed about him had triggered this rift between them.

Days turned into weeks. Weeks turned into a month. Dusty didn’t question what was wrong with him; he just started dragging Josh out for a drink after practice. One beer turned into another and, before Josh knew it, the night had slipped away.

Since Dusty didn’t drink more than one beer, he was the designated driver. Josh’s problem didn’t go away, but he felt relieved to just let go and forget his life for a while. That first night, Josh actually slept for the first time in days.

Whenever Dusty didn’t ask him to go for a beer, he asked Dusty. He pushed if he had to; it was the only thing keeping him sane. Josh wondered if he were on his way to becoming an alcoholic like his father, but then he decided he didn’t really give a fuck. There were much worse things he could be. What did he care?

After a week and a half, Angel teased Dusty. “So you guys are going out again? What, are you two dating now?”

Dusty, never one to miss an opportunity to bug Angel, retorted, “Yeah. Why are you jealous?”

Angel opened his mouth to say something but closed it as if he remembered they were treading where they shouldn’t.

Silence. Every eye slid over to Robin who had become very interested in the cords connected to his keyboards. He kept unplugging them and connecting them as if there had been a problem in the last perfectly played song. Once they took in Robin’s lowered head and shaking hands they looked over at Josh. All eyes were on him. Accusing him.

Of what exactly? Of loving him? Of Robin not loving him back? Or
maybe letting Robin think he was out getting laid? What the fuck did they
want from him?

Granted, Josh made sure not to see the hurt look that Robin had on his face when he was never asked to join him and Dusty for their nightly bar hopping. He worked hard to avoid feeling guilty for not sitting in their apartment watching Robin cut him out. It was petty to let Robin keep his belief that Josh was out getting some, but he was tired of the established pattern.

Something had to change, but for now, Josh tried to just numb it all out.

Robin was still polite. He still took care of Josh in so many little ways. Robin still cooked Josh’s favorite foods and left them in the fridge to be microwaved for when he finally dragged himself in. Robin made sure he recorded Josh’s shows, reminded him when it was time for their dental appointments, everything he had always done. But now so much was lacking from their interaction it felt like Josh’s heart had been ripped out.