The Darkness of God: Book Three of the Shadow Warrior Trilogy (25 page)

“I don’t have any choice,” Wolfe said flatly.

“You could always give up the Saint George complex and get into a deep hole with us,” Rita suggested, “at least until things shake out a little and you can see through the mud a bit more clearly.”

Joshua smiled politely.

“It was worth a try,” she said. “We’ll be breaking out of N-space in — four ship-hours.”

• • •

Joshua turned end for end and touched down on the
Resolute
’s hull. He keyed the lock door sensor’s pattern. It slid open, and he pulled himself inside the lock, looked back.

Cormac’s ship, a former Federation deep-space scout, hung about half a mile distant. Its signal lights blinked.

G-O-O-D L-U-C-K S-E-E Y-O-U N-E-X-T T-I-M-E T-H-R-U.

“Not in this life,” Joshua said, waving a hand in farewell before he entered the
Resolute.

• • •

Wolfe smelled tangerines, heard the long wail of a saxophone; a memory came, went, too brief to do more than make him smile, and the
Resolute
came out of N-space.

The ship hung in the darkness between stars. Joshua checked all screens. “Nothing but nothing out there,” he said to himself. “Now to see what we shall see.”

The Lumina sat in a padded case in the center of the control room. He picked it up, carried it to an empty storeroom, and put it in the middle of the floor.

Joshua stripped and took a hachiji-dachi stance facing the Lumina, legs spread, body straight, relaxed, hands curled into fists. He took slow breaths in, breathing from his diaphragm, held them, exhaled. Breathe five … hold seven … exhale seven …

Wolfe bowed deeply to the Lumina, sat cross-legged on the deck without using his hands.

Breathe …

His mind reached for the Al’ar stone.

The Lumina flared, colors flashing across the walls as if it were a spinning multicolored mirror-ball, but the head-size stone stayed motionless.

Then very slowly it rose into the air and hovered at Wolfe’s eye level.

Joshua’s breathing came faster, and the colors swirled around him.

Then he was in the control room, and his presence moved from sensor to sensor. Screens blanked, showed new displays. The navigation computer whined for an instant, then stopped, and its screen lit.

SET FOR JUMP

A sensor was depressed, with no finger, no hand visible.

The
Resolute
vanished into N-space.

Joshua “returned” to the storeroom, but did not “enter” his body. He moved outward, beyond the hull of the ship, into the confusion of hyperspace.

But there was no confusion now. He was in a constantly changing cage, a lattice that moved, enlarged, shrank, dipped around him. Beyond it were the objects of conventional space as they moved in their orbits, so many clockwork mice.

He heard sounds, the hiss of suns, the crackle of radiation, the hum of quasars.

Wolfe saw his ship as a loose assemblage of various atoms, then, more deeply, as a spaghetti-heap of vibrating “strings.” He let it go far past him, then he was in front of it as it flashed past.

Wolfe laughed. He felt like taking the
Resolute
in his hands, remembering the toy ship he’d had as a child; he wondered what had happened to it, but stopped himself.

He shifted until he was floating above the
Resolute,
keeping it company as it went from one point to another to a third, following the irrational logic of its computers. To Wolfe, it made perfect sense. Perhaps he could jump “ahead,” await the
Resolute
when it left N-space — but he hesitated.

In that instant, he returned to the storeroom, and the Lumina settled to the deck. It was now a small gray boulder, with only a few flecks of color. Joshua stood without using his hands and went out of the storeroom. There was no sweat on his forehead; his face showed no sign of strain.

“If I can do that again,” he said, “I might be getting somewhere.”

• • •

The dead voice whispered dry words:

… They all go into the dark,

The vacant interstellar spaces, the vacant into the vacant, And dark the Sun and Moon, and the Almanach de Gotha

And the Stock Exchange Gazette, the Directory of Directors

And cold the sense and lost the motive of action

And we all go with them, into the silent funeral.

Wolfe turned the audio off, stared out into the silence between the stars.

• • •

The
Resolute
flew low over the planet that was dead without ever having been born, empty, desolate.

He
felt
the missiles tracking him, the metallic death one grasping-arm sensor-touch away,
felt
the strangeness, the terror under the world’s dry, silent stone.

“This is the One Who Fights From Shadows,”
he broadcast in Al’ar yet again.

There was a faint crackle on a speaker.

“You are received,”
a voice answered.
“Welcome back. We feared you had gone beyond, had met the real death when you ordered us to flee and you remained behind to fight those you said were the Chitet.”

“I live,”
Wolfe said, and fatigue showed in his voice.
“But Taen met his doom at their hands.”

“That we knew,”
the voice said, and Wolfe recognized it as that of Jadera, the Al’ar who was the head of the tiny handful of aliens who’d chosen not to make The Crossing with the rest of their race, but remained behind as Guardians to hold off the “virus” that had driven them from their own universe into Man’s.
“We felt him pass, feared you had gone with him, for we are not able to sense your life as we could an Al’ar’s.”

“He died well,”
Joshua said,
“as the warrior he was.”

“Of course,”
Jadera said.
“There could be no other possibility … Or for us. The time is very close now. Our mutual enemy has gained a foothold in this galaxy, and is ready to transfer its center, its nucleus, here. We were preparing for an attack, knowing that we could not succeed without the Great Lumina, which I sense you have.”

“I do.”

“And do you know how to use it?”

“I am learning.”

“Enter your home, then, One Who Fights From Shadows, and we shall ready ourselves for the last battle.”

A radar screen flickered, showing movement on the ground below. Wolfe zoomed a forward screen to its highest magnification and saw a rocky hillside yawning open — the entry port to an underground Al’ar hangar.

• • •

Once before, Joshua had eaten Al’ar foods in this shadowy great cavern, with light-sculptures flaming on the walls. But then it had been as much of a banquet as the Al’ar were capable of, welcoming Taen. But if they weren’t capable of much celebration, Joshua thought, their mourning was equally nonexistent. Half a dozen times the half dome on the table in front of him opened, and he took the plate it held and ate. Jadera sat across from him, equally absorbed in his meal.

Finally replete, Joshua made no move to accept the next plate offered. Jadera did the same. They sat in silence for a time, as was the Al’ar custom.

“I have a question,”
Joshua said.
“When an Al’ar dies, like Taen did, does his — spirit, I suppose it should be called, make The Crossing?”

“A good question,”
Jadera answered.
“I do not know. That was the hope of some of our more romantic brothers.”

“Utterly impossible,”
an Al’ar at a nearby table said.
“No one who died in our previous galaxy appeared in this one. Dead is dead.”

Joshua half smiled. He recognized the alien, Cerigo, who had lost his broodmate and offspring during the war and carried his hatred for Man close, like a favorite garment.

“I thank you for honoring me with your presence, Cerigo. Last time, you refused to eat with me.”

“I would do the same this time,”
Cerigo said.
“But we shall fight together soon, and only a worm allows enmity to one who will share the blooding.”

“Thank you.”

Cerigo made a noise Wolfe took to be an acknowledgment.

“Cerigo reminds me of an admiral I served under,”
Wolfe said.
“He always spoke in an animal-growl, too. But very few of us could fight as hard as he did.”

“Cerigo was a great ship leader once,”
Jadera said.
“An
admiral,
in charge of what you call a
battleship.
He was one of our best commanders.”

“Not good enough,”
Cerigo said.
“For I did not kill enough Men for it to matter.”

“Cerigo has been selected to be in command of our attack,”
Jadera said.

“Good,”
Wolfe said.
“A man who hates well generally fights well, as long as he does not allow his animal side to rule.”

“There is no worry of that,”
Jadera said.
“Cerigo is far too experienced a warrior to succumb to any … what you call
emotion,”
he finished, then changed the subject.
“None of us have seen the Overlord Stone for a great time,”
he said.
“Some of us have never witnessed it at all. Would that be possible?”

“You hardly need ask permission of me,”
Joshua said,
“for it is your property.”

“No longer,”
Jadera said.
“We discussed the matter while you were gone, and agreed that if you succeeded in returning alive with it, you would probably be the most capable to use it against the invader.”

“You assume much of my capabilities,”
Wolfe said.

Jadera made no response.

Wolfe opened the case that sat at his feet and lifted the Lumina out.

Around him other Guardians stirred, and lifted their grasping organs.

Wolfe
felt
their power, took it into him, let the Lumina lift from the floor, float in the room’s center, its kaleidoscope colors flaming.

He looked around, at the corpse-white long faces, their attention fixed on the Lumina.

“Will this tool, this weapon, suffice?”
he asked.

Jadera turned to him.
“We do not know. But we have other devices prepared which might help. Come.”

• • •

Wolfe couldn’t see the far walls or the roof of the hangar. But it seemed small, barely large enough to house the monstrous battleship that loomed over their heads.

Its fuselage was a flattened cylinder, reminding Joshua of a shark. It had two thick “wings,” one curving forward, the other aft. At the tip of each wing were weapons stations, and other podlike stations were studded irregularly along the ship’s body. It was commanded from another pod, located just under the shark’s chin, where a remora might hang. Its stern bristled with ungainly antennae for the ship’s sensing and ECM capabilities.

The ship was a mile long, perhaps longer, greater from wingtip to wingtip.

“I never — thank the Powers Beyond Myself — ”
Joshua said,
“saw or even heard of anything like this during the war.”

“It was still in final testing when the war ended,”
Cerigo said.
“Our Command On High was trying to determine where its deployment would be most effective. It was intended to be able to deal with an entire Federation battlefleet by itself, needing escorts only for its antimissile screen.”

“Taking this ship out against the invader is very noble,”
Wolfe said carefully, making sure he would give no offense.

“But one single ship cannot ever succeed in a mission, and all aboard it will be doomed, without coming close to accomplishing their task.”

He remembered history, remembered a doomed great ocean-ship called the
Yamato.

“We realize that,”
Cerigo said.
“However, the final reports from those who stayed behind in our home universe suggested that fusion weapons appeared to set this — this entity, whatever it is, back. These we could deploy successfully. We also have a sunray, such as you used against us from your planetary fortresses. The ship is also armed with countermissiles, in the unlikely event it encounters any Federation ships before it reaches the target zone. Perhaps not enough, but there was no other option, besides curling in our burrows waiting to be spaded out and skinned. The Al’ar were never burrowing worms.”

“All this is meaningless noise,”
Jadera said,
“since you have recovered the Mother Lumina. Now we are capable of fighting on an equal plane, or so I believe.”

“I feel,” Wolfe said, “like an aborigine who’s just been given a machine gun without an instruction manual and told to take care of those bastards who’re wiping him out.”

“Not a bad comparison,” Jadera said, also in Terran, then reverted to Al’ar.
“Do you actually think
we
know anything ourselves?”

• • •

The Lumina floated in the middle of the room. Joshua sat cross-legged underneath it. Al’ar, either in the flesh or in projection, were clustered around him. Occasionally one or another would wink out as other duties called.

“Our strategy,”
Jadera said,
“will be to fight from the great ship, which we have named the
Crossing.
We have other ships — three for each Al’ar — which have been roboticized, so in fact we have a fleet of more than 160 craft, including the
Nyarlot
Each is capable of launching missiles into the invader when we close. We suggest that you attempt to strike the invader with the Lumina’s force. Perhaps you may hurt it, more likely you might be able to force it back, through the rift into the universe it came from, once the Al’ar home.”