Authors: Amanda Carpenter
wrists? What kind of an animal are you?'
'A crazed one,' a calm, deep voice intervened at last, like a breath of
sanity in the terrible confrontation. Everyone turned as one to look at
the man who had spoken. He was lounging against the wall near the
window, hands in pockets, looking lazy, his green, green eyes
surveying everything alertly. 'An outcast of humanity. A maverick. A
manifestation of evil, if you like. There are many, many descriptions
for things like her.' The words literally dripped his utter distaste and
contempt. He looked at Dee and slowly smiled into her eyes. 'And so
you figured it out, just like I'd known you would. I saw the very
instant when it all occurred to you. It happened quicker than I'd
thought it would, darling. You can come into the room now, Darrell.'
And at these strange words, a youngish, blond man who was
powerfully built walked into the room from the hall. He had come out
of the spare bedroom.
Howard and Judith were identical pictures of incredulity and shock.
Their eyes fairly popped out of their heads at this unexpected
development. Apparently they could handle blackmail and plotting a
death more easily than discovery.
Mike said to Dee, 'I'd like for you to meet a friend and colleague of
mine, Darrell Krause. We went to school together some time back. I
called him this morning before calling your guardians, and we set up
a few bugs while you were so peacefully slumbering.' He turned to
the astounded and dismayed Kimbles. 'We've been recording
everything that's been said today. We have your admissions of guilt
on tape. There's absolutely no way to extricate yourselves from this.'
Dee had nodded her head at his words, unsurprised, and she stood
rather aimlessly and rubbed tiredly at her forehead. Then she looked
around her with a blank expression and said quietly, 'This isn't
happening. Life isn't this bizarre, it really isn't. People wanting to kill
me, private investigators popping out of the woodwork—insanity,
that's what it is! I've gone mad.' The world seemed to be fuzzed over
in an unfocussed way, as if there was a layer of cotton wool between
her and everyone else. It was a rather nice insulation; shock, she
thought irrelevantly, can be quite soothing. Your system shuts down
until you have the strength to let everything sink in.
She heard footsteps come her way and Mike was asking her,
concerned, 'Dee, are you all right?'
She heard him, turned her head and would have answered, except that
just at that moment there was a blur of movement from her left and
she was looking on reflex to see what it was. Her eyes slewed that
way just in tun:*' to see Judith reach swiftly into the pocket of her
light suit jacket and pull out something remarkably wicked-looking,
for as small as it was. Dee's gaze went to it and finally her mind
grasped what it was. It was a gun. ..
That insulation of cotton wool was not entirely beneficial, she
thought dazedly, as she stared into the face of that small black death
and found she couldn't move. It was just like that mire of mud that she
always dreamt about, holding her in place, trapping her for ever, and
she was going to die any second now as Judith snarled out something
that she didn't quite catch. She could tell that it was full of her
unreasoning hate and rage, though, and then the gun was lifted to be
aimed right at her.
She had just enough time to think, I really am going to get it this time,
and then everything exploded around her. Something catapulted into
her right side and it knocked her all the way over to the wall, which
she hit with such a hard thud that she coughed in pain and protest. As
she was pushed roughly to the side, she heard a sharp report and felt
an angry buzzing sting at her cheek, as if a wasp had got her. Then she
saw the blond man named Darrell hurtle himself like a football player
right into the dumpy figure of Judith and they both went down like a
load of bricks, Judith underneath and howling in pain and anger.
Howard took off like a rabbit for the door but was stopped when Mike
gathered himself into a crouch at her feet and shot off like a guided
missile, cannoning into Howard's back much in the same way that
Darrell had smashed into Judith.
Howard staggered but didn't fall, and he turned to aim a wild blow at
Mike which Dee, sitting on the floor and watching the whole scene
like television, could have told him wouldn't do any good. Mike was
quicker than sight, ducking and simply no longer there by the time
Howard's relatively slow fist had reached the place where he'd been.
It was almost like watching someone in slow motion, that was how
much faster Mike was than he, and Howard was suddenly lying on the
carpet and holding a hand to his profusely bleeding nose and mouth.
Mike shook his hand as if it hurt him, and he turned to see what was
happening to Darrell and Judith. Dee's head, in imitation, swung to
the left like a pendulum and she saw Darrell get up from sprawling all
over her aunt, that black gun in his capable-looking hand. He rubbed
one cheek where he looked to be scratched. Judith was panting on the
floor, greying hair all askew, and eyes so full of a molten animalistic
fury and spitting hate that Dee was quite happy to be sitting where she
was on the floor, quite out of range.
Then there came such a stream of vile filth from Judith's mouth that
Mike turned to her wearily and said shortly, 'Shut up, before I shut
you up.' He didn't raise his voice, but her words were suddenly cut off
as if a door had been closed.
Dee just sat like a small child on the floor by the bookcase she'd been
shoved into, with fallen books all around her and fair hair tousled
from the unexpected way she had been thrown about. Her hand went
to her cheek in reflex as the stinging didn't go away, and when she felt
something sticky, she brought it away and looked at the red on her
fingers. The bullet sent her way must have winged her slightly.
Darrell asked, 'Is everyone all right?' and looked her way along with
Mike and, incidentally, Howard and Judith. She heard an exclamation
and Mike started for her, but what she mostly heard was Judith.
'Pity,' the other woman said maliciously, 'I hadn't meant to miss.'
Then Mike was right beside her, putting a gentle arm around her and
reaching into his pocket with the other free hand, extracting a white
handkerchief which he pressed carefully to her cheek, blotting the
blood-flow. He pulled back the handkerchief and inspected her
cheek.
'It isn't bad at all,' he told her, gently reassuring. 'It's only about an
inch long, and it should stop bleeding in a minute or two. Here, take
this and press it to the cut and I'll go and get the first aid kit.' Dee
obediently took the soiled handkerchief and kept it in place while he
disappeared. As Mike then applied stinging antiseptic to her sore
cheek and placed a band-aid against the small wound, Judith and
Howard picked themselves up, while Howard mopped up his face as
best he could. No one really seemed to notice him much, or care if he
bled all over himself like a pig. But then, Dee mused, Howard always
had been overlooked. It was the story of his life.
She found to her dismay that her cotton protection was beginning to
wither away, and reaction was setting in. She crept over to the
curtains and pulled them open the rest of the way. The others were
talking and Mike and Darrell seemed to be making plans, but she
wasn't paying attention. She was busy trying to understand just why
she was feeling so utterly lonely, so terribly shaken up, when the only
thing that had happened was what could have been expected. She
could handle it. She wasn't the type to have hysterics. Still, she
thought, her mouth shaking as she stared fixedly out the window, it
wasn't every day that one gets shot at and nearly killed, and I've
nearly died three times in as many days. It's enough to get anyone
upset.
But what she found herself trying to cope with, and failing miserably,
was how Mike had omitted to tell her of his plans. He had not only
placed her in a position of severe jeopardy, but he had manipulated
her with a fine arrogance, not even respecting her enough to tell her. It
made her so very angry she wasn't sure what she would do if he came
too close, too soon. She wasn't in control, she found, as she gripped
the heavy curtains, white-knuckled, at her side. Then she heard
footsteps come up behind her, and knew who it was going to be. She
knew quite well who those footsteps belonged to, and he was coming
too close, too soon, for she didn't have her anger leashed yet. It was
like a crouching animal, unfettered, ready to strike. Watch out, she
thought, don't touch me or I'll blow up right in your face. I'm too
furious, just too outraged at what you did to me . . .
. .. And his hand came down gently on to her shoulder, just as she'd
known it would, massaging the rigidity of her neck muscles, and the
white-hot fury in her exploded, just as she'd known it would. For the
second time in less than a week she swung around, hand tight in a fist,
and totally without remorse hit him as hard as she could in the jaw.
And as he staggered back that one step for balance, she was off and
running for the door and shooting out into the hall faster than she had
ever moved in her life.
DARRELL leaned casually against the couch and surveyed Judith and
Howard sitting in two chairs, the gun propped in one hand. He said
mildly, 'See? I told you she'd be sore.'
Mike looked at him, white and stern, and said harshly, 'Shut up, will
you?' He shot for the door, calling over his shoulder, completely
unaware of the contradiction in his commands, 'And get busy and call
the police, too!'
Dee was already outside and moving fast. She cut through a few
apartment buildings and angled back for the road. There were just too
many places for her to go in that building complex. She had the
advantage over Mike, as she pelted through the buildings and started
running down the street. She could lose him.
She did. In a short space of time she was quite a distance away,
jogging steadily, and the physical exertion eased away some of the
excess of emotion that had been bottled up inside of her. It was good
just to be on the move, to have that illusion of freedom and to pretend
that she was carefree. The clean air stirred her cheek and the sun beat
down on her head with a life- giving warmth. Eventually, walking
and running at intervals, she found herself outside the city zoo, and
realised she had gone several miles. She stood, breathing hard and
looking up at the sign that was near the gateway, seeing the free
admission for the day. Then moving more slowly as she caught her
breath, she went on through the gates.She walked around, feeling the
tightness around her chest and heart ease, and pretended to look at the
animals with everyone else. A small boy ran into her legs and she
grabbed him before he fell, sending him laughingly back to his
apologetic mother. Then, spying an empty bench along the well-kept
walkway, she went and sat down to bask in the sunshine.
She was just killing time and she knew it. If she really wanted to she
supposed she could run off right now and survive, even though she
had no money. But it wouldn't serve any purpose now. The great
escape had been a fine adventure and an excellent way to keep hold of
her sanity, but there were just some things she couldn't run from.
They had had quite a few shared experiences, she and Mike. Some of
it had been really rotten, and some of it very frightening, but a lot had
been good. They both had been thrown into abnormal circumstances,
though. She knew that she would love Mike probably for the rest of
her life, no matter what happened, but she was also reasonable
enough to acknowledge that they had some very steep obstacles
ahead of them, if they were both willing to work for a future in their
relationship. One of her fears was that she wasn't sure if he was even
willing to continue to see her.
There was the problem of their age difference. She personally didn't
have a problem with it, but she knew that he felt a bit strange being
involved with someone as young as she, and she couldn't guarantee
that problems wouldn't arise from her extreme youth. She still had
college to finish. How would he feel if she wanted to move to a
different city for scholastic reasons, when he had his ties here?