Authors: Amanda Carpenter
my black dress has some sort of deep symbolic significance! I
honestly put it on because I like how it looks.'
One brow cocked, thoughtfully, and his eyes travelled leisurely down
her entire length, making her flush delicately. 'Yes, well,' he drawled,
'I do see what you mean. Is it new?'
'Mm, yes. I splurged and bought some new clothes last week. Talk
about feeling guilty!' she gurgled merrily, swinging away and
travelling around the room they had entered, unable to keep still. 'I've
learned thrifty habits in Ohio. It was a chore and a wrench to see all
my hard-earned money go on clothes when I was trying so hard to
save money for college, and the feeling stuck! Oh, well, it's a nice
habit to get into, I suppose!'
He had a curious look on his face, she saw, as she turned a smiling
glance his way. 'Strange indeed. I'm sure the money you spent
wouldn't even make a dent in the inheritance you receive today.'
Sensitive on the subject, Dee flushed again, but this time from
annoyance. 'That's all you can think about, isn't it?' she demanded,
upset. 'My stupid money. That's all anyone can think about, it seems!
God, just when I think I've found someone who'll like me just for
myself and nothing else, they catch a whiff of that filthy rich stink
that somehow hovers around me like a poisonous gas, and suddenly
that's all they can think about! You're like all the rest --' Unable to go
on, she turned and stared stonily at the wall, her slim foot tapping out
her temper on the hard wood floor.
'Will you just stop it!' In two strides Mike was right beside her,
turning her forcibly around and shaking her slightly. A thrill of shock
and something else rippled through her at his obvious agitation. 'I
meant nothing of the sort! I merely made a comment on how ironic
your reaction was when today is the day you come into a fortune! It's
an obvious subject, not something I dwell on day and night!' The
frustration welled up in his eyes and two grim lines cut down the
sides of his mouth. His hands tightened on her and then he made an
obvious effort to relax. His hands fell away. 'Don't let's quarrel on
your birthday, Dee. It shouldn't be. You should be happy. Look,' and
his hand went to his pocket to pull out a small wrapped package, 'I've
brought you a present.' He offered it to her.
Unable to resist his gesture of peace and his coaxing smile, Dee
smiled and reached out, but instead of taking the present that lay in
his hand, she cupped his hand with both of her own and squeezed
affectionately. 'I
told
you not to buy me anything,' she scolded, but
the scolding was a gentle one accompanied by a glance she couldn't
quite resist at the gaily wrapped parcel.
He laughed deeply and pressed it into her hands. 'Now, I knew that to
be obviously insincere. What woman in the world doesn't like to open
a present? Go on—open it. I think we have the time now.'
She looked at the package and then peeped up into his face with the
beginnings of a twinkle. Then, giving up to the delight of the special
unknown quality that wraps every present with the magic of delight,
she laughed. 'Oh, all right! But you didn't really have to, you know. I
was just happy to have you here today.' Then her fingers went nimbly
to the package's edges, coaxing the paper apart with a careful
anticipation that made the man beside her smile to himself. The
wrapping was off and discarded without another glance, and she
turned the velvet box over and over in her hands with a pleasant
puzzling. Jewellery? Her fingers went to the side and pulled the box
open gently, and as she saw what was inside, she gave a gasp of
horror and delight. Nestled in the brown velvet inside the box was a
glittering, dazzling pure green emerald pendant necklace. The stone
was not so large as it was simply perfect, and it seemed to catch the
ray of the sunlight that filtered into the airy room, throwing them back
again with a magnificent glow. 'Oh, dear lord, Mike! This is—well,
it's—it's just gorgeous, but it's too --'
A hand cupped her slight chin and gently forced her mouth to close,
then tilted it up so that he could stare deeply into her bemused eyes.
'Dee,' he said kindly, 'shut up. I wanted it for you and I bought it, so
wear it and like it or I'll beat you! It's your birthstone, did you know?'
Her eyes went as if drawn back to the dazzling jewel in the box. 'I
guess so,' she murmured abstractedly, simply staring. 'But it's
so—so- --'
'Beautiful,' he supplied helpfully, taking the box from her unresisting
fingers and extracting the gold chain carefully. 'Wonderful, a perfect
present, you'll love it for ever, thank you very much, Mike. You're
welcome, Dee. Turn around and I'll put it on you. Go on, girl, turn
around!'
Dazedly she complied and soon felt the cool touch of precious metal
against her skin, along with the pleasing warmth of his long fingers at
the nape of her neck. The necklace settled into place, and she thought
she felt something brush her exposed nape, but it was gone so quickly
she couldn't be sure. Her hand went up to the hollow of her throat
uncertainly, her eyes winging to him doubtfully.
'Just as beautiful as I'd thought it would be,' he murmured, smiling
down at her. She thought fleetingly that no dead jewel, no matter how
brilliant, could match the brilliant warmth of those bright eyes. His
expression altered as he saw the troubled depths in her own eyes and
he said with a quick harshness, 'Cut it out, will you, for heaven's
sake? I have money too, and I'm not a damned pauper, even if I
haven't as much as you! It caught my eye and I bought it, and that's all
there is to it! If you don't want it, then you can take it back yourself
and keep the refund,' And his eyes shuttered down as he turned away,
as if bored with the whole scene.
Distressed, she moved over and laid a hand on his stiff arm. 'Mike,
that wasn't what I was thinking, really! It's just such a—a special gift,
a really special one, and—and I don't know how to thank you for it.'
She let her hand fall hopelessly to her side. He was really offended
this time. She said in a small voice, 'I really am overwhelmed.'
As she watched, his rigid stance relaxed and the tenseness of his jaw
loosened. He sighed, impatiently, and shook his head, then he smiled
ruefully at her. 'I guess we're both a bit touchy today. Do you really
like it?'
Her instant glowing smile and sparkling eyes told him so, even before
her swift, 'Oh, yes, I do! Thank you so much.' And she leaned on her
toes to give him a feathery kiss on his lean cheek.
Suddenly he was rigid again, she felt, as her hand rested on his
shoulder for balance, then he was taking her roughly into his arms, his
mouth running along her cheek and blindly seeking her lips, and they
were kissing starvingly, desperately, straining to each other. Dee
touched his face with both hands, emitting a slight, inarticulate moan
deep in her throat and . . .
. . . The front doorbell sounded with a melodious, infuriating chime.
She was released instantly as Mike's dark head shot up, and he put her
from him almost absentmindedly as the rather blind look in his eyes
gradually dispelled into the realisation of his surroundings. She saw
that look fade away, and could have screamed in frustration. He had
broken down right then, had been out of control, and now he was
back into the awareness of whatever devil was plaguing him, keeping
him away from her.
Well, she thought, drawing in a deep, steadying breath, no matter.
There was still the whole rest of the day, and he was with her now. It
would have to be enough.
He went obligingly to answer the door for her as she suddenly flew
into a panic and sped to the kitchen to make sure everything was
running smoothly for Mary, dithering and delaying until the other
woman finally shooed her away, in a frenzy of impatient nervousness
herself. Dee helped carry in a few trays of refreshments to sit on the
sideboard as Mary took care of the rest and then she went, outwardly
collected, to meet the strangers who were arriving with an onslaught
of punctuality.
Mr Whittaker was already there, his white head gleaming and his
distinguished face sending her a look of encouragement and a
welcoming smile. He came forward to take her by the hand and begin
the introductions to the well dressed men and women in the room,
eleven the final total.
Their names and faces blurred together in Dee's mind, as will happen
when one meets so many new people, but she recognised the names
and the occupations that she and Mr Whittaker had so painstakingly
sought out. She glanced nervously over her shoulder at Mike as he
stood by a large, unlit fireplace. He wore an assessing, alert
expression, his eyes running around the room and collecting data, but
as yet coming up with no answers. He looked her way and lifted a
dark eyebrow as the elderly solicitor finished the introductions. It was
a strange assortment of people. There was a representative from the
Allied Corporation, the company that Dee held the majority of stocks
in, and there was a woman representative from the American Cancer
Society. Every person represented either the head of a certain
organisation or company, and none of the different areas of business
and enterprise seemed to have anything in common with the other.
And then of course there was Mike and Mr Whittaker, and Mary
would be joining the group shortly.
The group was soon chatting politely to one another and to her, but
for the life of her she couldn't remember what was said. Mary soon
joined the group and was promptly introduced all around, and if there
were a few discreet eyebrows lifted at her presence in the group,
everyone was too polite to say anything about it.
In the painful process of mingling and being generally polite to
people she didn't personally know or give a hoot about, Dee found
herself temporarily alone and was about to make her way to the
sideboard for something to quench her parched throat when a voice
drawled behind her, 'Here. I thought you were looking a bit dazed and
wilted. This should help.' Mike pressed a glass of light wine into her
hand and she accepted it thankfully. He continued smoothly, 'I'm
playing bartender to the group.'
She started. 'Oh, I forgot! I meant to ask you but got so flustered it just
went right out of my head. Thank you. And you're right—I needed
this.' She glanced around and then gulped unobtrusively at the
beverage, aware of the alert, watching man beside her.
'Hell of a birthday party you invited me to,' he said conversationally,
keeping his voice low enough so that no one else could hear. 'That
was what you had said it was to be, a birthday party, or did I hear you
wrong on the phone?'
She started to feel uncomfortable. He was watching her so sternly and
so strangely near to hostility that she was beginning to feel distinctly
ill at ease. The fact that his puzzled suspicion was warranted didn't
help. 'Yes, well,' she coughed, 'I thought it was about time to meet
some people that—that my parents knew some years back, and --'
'Come off it, sweetheart,' he said, his anger pulsing beneath the
surface politeness. 'You're cooking up something in that pretty little
head of yours, and I've learned to be very wary when you do that. And
for some unfathomable reason, it has something to do with me. I don't
know what's going on, and I don't like that feeling. It makes me feel
uncomfortable. What the hell is going on?'
Dee decided that the best strategy at the moment would be a fast,
prudently surreptitious retreat, and said quickly, 'Now is this the way
to mingle socially? Come on, Mike, I'm counting on you to help me
make the guests feel comfortable . ..' She took a few nimble steps
back as out of the corner of her eye she saw the woman from the
Cancer Society come their way, an appreciative gleam in her eye as
she gazed at Mike. He was neatly caught as he sent Dee a brief,
furious glance before turning his attention to the woman beside him.
It was time. She couldn't take much more of this nervous excitement,
and she signalled to Mr Whittaker with her eyes. He caught the look,
nodded to her reassuringly, and stepped into an open space to gain
everyone's attention.
'Ladies and gentlemen,' he started out formally, clearing his throat.
'We are very pleased that you were all able to make it here today, and
we know you must all be feeling justifiably mystified at the reason