The Hidden Goddess (21 page)

Do you see, beloved?

Spread out before the pyramid, as far as the eye could see, stretched a frozen ocean of blackness—stinking oily blackness that bubbled and churned. Voider than void, colder than cold, deader than dead.

It is your world
.

It is the world we will make for you
.

Emily woke shivering and choking, her overstretched mind collapsing back in on itself like a punctured balloon. Her heart was racing. She could barely breathe.

Her face and mouth were smothered with leaves. Tendrils of the orchid were moving over her arms and ankles and cheeks—the only exposed parts of her body. The rest of her was buried in the soil of the garden, black loamy grit and
stubby white roots holding her firm. Leaves and vines were crackling up around her, tying her down, binding her fast. Struggling in panic, she broke free, tearing juicy, verdant greenery from her body. She pushed leaves and roots from around her mouth and nose; sitting up, she tore plants up with her.

Flashing memories of the black glass woman tore through the thin parts of her mind, as if the thing were right there in the conservatory with her. Climbing to her feet, Emily threw the cloak around herself, but found that it offered no warmth. Even in the hot summer night she was freezing, as if she’d just climbed out of her own grave.

CHAPTER NINE

Mrs. Blotgate

The next morning, Miss Jesczenka came to Emily’s room early, looking fresh and composed despite the fact that she must have been up all night in close deliberations with Stanton and the other magisters. She stepped over the frothy white remnants of Emily’s hastily discarded dress, then opened the curtains to let light into the room.

“See now, the sun did not fail to rise,” she said cheerfully. “After all, the troubles of a bunch of credomancers don’t matter one whit to it. Time to get up. We have a train to catch.”

“Then we
are
going to Boston?” Emily said. “Aren’t you needed here?”

“Mr. Stanton asked that I accompany you, and I am glad to obey the will of my Sophos.” Miss Jesczenka retrieved a stray hairpin that dangled from Emily’s ruined curls. She stared at Emily long enough to make Emily look down at herself. She was filthy, streaked with dirt and mud from the night before.

“I’m afraid there’s no time for a bath, but there’s hot water in the basin,” was all Miss Jesczenka said, as she turned and discreetly cracked open a window to air out the smell of loam and leaf mold.

Moving to the basin, Emily was surprised to discover that her twisted ankle didn’t hurt at all anymore. She balanced on it experimentally as she wiped streaks of dirt from her arm. It was as if the injury had never happened. Ososolyeh had healed her once before, the time she’d been shot in Dutch Flat. It was nice to have something working in her favor.

“How about you do something about the hand next time?”
she muttered to Ososolyeh as she squeezed dirty water out of the cloth.

She thought about the images Ososolyeh had showed her. Last night they’d seemed so terrifying, but in the clear light of morning, they were just puzzling. A knife-edged woman made of black glass? Twelve men flayed into strips, leaving a lump of meat that glowed orange? What a useless jumble of nonsense. It certainly didn’t help with the puzzle of what had happened to Zeno and Komé. She hoped Stanton and his credomancers were having better luck.

“How did everything go last night?” Emily asked as she began to get dressed. Miss Jesczenka bustled about the room, picking up the discarded white satin gown and laying it carefully over a chair.

“As well as could be expected,” Miss Jesczenka said. “The other magisters are worried, of course, but Mr. Stanton is approaching the situation with a level head. He shared the information you provided him. We will be contacting the Sini Mira immediately to open negotiations for Emeritus Zeno’s return.”

“And Fortissimus?” Emily fairly spat the name.

“He will try to stir up trouble however he can,” Miss Jesczenka said. “But leave Fortissimus to Mr. Stanton. It’s his first challenge, and I have no doubt he’ll be equal to it.”

Her words made Emily feel a little better. But what did not make her feel better was the fact that Miss Jesczenka had pulled out a huge leather steamer trunk and was packing all of Emily’s belongings into it.

“But we’re only going to be in Boston for a day or two, right?” Emily asked, as Miss Jesczenka knelt over the trunk, folding chemises.

“Better safe than sorry,” Miss Jesczenka said. “Who knows what you might discover in Boston? If we do find your grandparents, they might wish you to stay longer. You wouldn’t want to have to send back for your things, would you?”

Emily said nothing, but went to her dresser to retrieve the slate Stanton had given her. She wished suddenly that she hadn’t rubbed out the last words he’d written on it. It would
have been comforting just to see them. She tucked it carefully into the trunk, beneath some folded petticoats.

“Tell me honestly,” Emily said. “Will I be coming back to the Institute?”

Miss Jesczenka rolled back on her heels and looked at Emily in astonishment. “Why, Miss Edwards, what a question! You make it sound like we’re on the run. How grim. We’re just taking a brief trip to Boston. There is nothing at all to be concerned about.”

Not for the first time, Emily noticed the way credomancers had of giving an answer that was not an answer at all.

The Grand Central Depot at Forty-second and Fourth was a tangle of tracks and steam and people. As the city boomed, the station had to keep expanding to accommodate it, and thus it existed in a state of constant enlargement and revision, like a schoolboy’s novel written in pencil. And like a schoolboy’s novel, it boasted a variety of odd quirks. Trains could exit only in reverse. At Fifty-seventh Street, the tracks went under a tunnel and didn’t emerge until Ninety-sixth Street. And at the moment, a current project of construction made the ticket windows inaccessible except through a narrow causeway along which a long single-file line stretched.

“Why don’t you wait with the baggage?” Miss Jesczenka suggested. “I’ll get the tickets and meet you back here.”

“Why aren’t we taking a Haälbeck door?” As Emily was feeling cross, she said this more snappishly than she had intended. She gestured with her eyes to a line of commercial Haälbeck doors, where businessmen were lined up with bags and briefcases. Traveling by Haälbeck was not cheap, but since the doors were operated by the Institute, Emily supposed that they might at least get a discount. “There
are
Haälbeck doors that terminate in Boston, right?”

Miss Jesczenka opened her mouth, then closed it. She shook her head, obviously deciding not to favor Emily with an explanation.

“I’ll get the tickets, Miss Edwards,” she repeated, then melted into the crowd.

Emily sat down on the edge of her trunk, fanning herself. Even though it was early, it was already stifling. Paperboys were crying their wares, their voices echoing against the white-tiled walls of the station. One of them thrust a paper under Emily’s nose.

“Paper, miss?”

Emily could see only part of the headline—the words “Dreadnought Stanton” and “Unprecedented Debacle.” She dug into her purse for a dime and handed it to the boy. It was one of the seedier metropolitan tabloids, replete with red ink and tawdry engravings. As Emily read through the article, dismay as heavy as a lead shawl slumped her shoulders. She was no expert in credomancy, but even she knew that bad press was damaging. And this was
disastrous
. It was written in a bombastic style, a sharp, clever satire of the pulp novels in which Dreadnought Stanton had been celebrated as a mythic hero. Suspiciously well done—too good for the paper it appeared in, certainly—it bore the stamp of a professional hand. Fortissimus? Had he left the Institute, gone straight back to his Agency, and had someone write it up? Or worse, had he had it written beforehand?

Emily thought about what Miss Jesczenka had said about Fortissimus having the perfect opportunity to plant a Sini Mira technology during his arrangements for the Investment. But why would he do such a thing? It seemed clear that the Sini Mira had kidnapped Zeno to get at Komé and what she knew about the poison. But if that was the case, why would Fortissimus help them? Why would anyone who made a career of magic want to help the Sini Mira eradicate it?

Emily folded the newspaper—offending headline inward—and mulled it all over as she watched the throng of travelers pass by. What Fortissimus had said the night before made sense. If he’d wanted to get his hands on the Institute, there were surely better ways than tearing it apart.

A woman in a black silk dress glided by, and Emily shuddered as she remembered the woman from last night’s séance, the woman made of black glass with knives for fingers. The more she thought about it, the more the strange vision disquieted her. What could it mean? Ososolyeh had meant to show
her something, but what? She suddenly felt very annoyed with the ancient consciousness of the earth for being so all-fired obtuse. One would think that an ancient consciousness might be a bit more obliging, but apparently not. Apparently it had its own concerns, which had nothing to do with Komé and the Sini Mira.

Poor Komé. For Zeno, strangely enough, Emily felt only a kind of vague dismay. She remembered the snow-white man sitting in his office, calmly smoking a cigarette. Zeno had played with fire, and got his fingers burned. But Komé hadn’t asked for such troubles. Once again, she’d been drawn into someone else’s machinations.

What would the Russians do to Komé? What kind of horrible methods could they employ to extract the information from her if she would not give it to them willingly? And what was to say that the old Holy Woman would
not
give it to them willingly? Komé had told her to go with the Sini Mira in Chicago. If they’d found some way to make her trust them then, what was to say that they could not do it again?

Too many questions. Emily’s head swam with them. She hardly noticed the woman standing before her until it was too late.

“Miss Edwards, isn’t it?” The voice had a smirk in it.

Of all the people she’d met last night, Alcmene Blotgate was the only one branded upon her memory. To her disappointment, Emily found that the woman was even more beautiful by the light of day. Exquisitely dressed in a rustling dress of iridescent taffeta that shifted colors from blackish purple to saffron, she looked like an elegant bruise. Her husband was nowhere to be seen.

Emily stood, straightened. She tried to look dignified and imposing, but the look of disdain on the woman’s face made her feel certain that she wasn’t succeeding.

“Mrs. Blotgate,” Emily said, not extending a hand.

“Leaving New York? I can see why you’d want to, after that bizarre event last night.” Mrs. Blotgate’s eyes touched on the newspaper Emily held under her arm; Emily squeezed her arm down over it tightly.

“It has nothing to do with that at all,” Emily said quickly. “I’m going to … see some family. You’re leaving New York, too, I hope?” She did not mean to add the last two words—at least not out loud.

Mrs. Blotgate did not answer, but just stared at her for a long time with those vast-pupiled gunmetal eyes. Emily felt quite nervous under the scrutiny. She felt like running away, but she stood her ground and stared back as best as she could, answering the challenge in the woman’s eyes with a challenge of her own. Finally, Mrs. Blotgate rippled a laugh.

“How charming. You’re a Witch, aren’t you?”

“I have been trained as an animancer.” Emily tried to make it sound impressive. Mrs. Blotgate lifted a derisive eyebrow; it was clear that she thought even less of animancers than she did of credomancers.

“Dirt magic,” Mrs. Blotgate said. She lifted a slender hand and brushed a speck of dried mud off of Emily’s face. “You really must be more careful to wash.”

Emily pulled away from the touch, anger thrilling through her. The woman licked her tongue over her lower lip, letting her hand drop back to her side.

“It was so lovely to see Dreadnought last night,” she said, each word carefully enunciated. “It has been such a long time. But he’s just as dull and humorless as I remember him.”

“In the days when you were
desperately attached
, you mean?” Emily said.

“Oh, that was all very long ago,” Mrs. Blotgate shrugged. “And humorless boys never hold my interest. It was merely a fleeting—if exceptionally
pleasurable
—liaison of youth.”

“It didn’t sound very … pleasurable,” Emily stumbled over the word. “You tried to kill him.”

Mrs. Blotgate frowned. “The coward deserved it. Running away to become a credomancer instead of claiming the power that should have been his. Death would have been a mercy for him.” A pause. “But that mercy will be granted him soon enough, won’t it?”

Emily opened her mouth to say something, but Mrs. Blotgate drove on.

“I’m absolutely fascinated by the fact that you haven’t seen the scar. Is it possible that you haven’t touched each other? If he hasn’t even told you the secrets of his skin—”