The Invisible Chains - Part 1: Bonds of Hate (6 page)

He was found by Ehandar, who had carried him, barely conscious, to his room. He had fallen in a deep, dreamless sleep. When he woke again, he found himself back at his place near the hearth, lying on several blankets and covered by a sheet. It was late afternoon. He felt weak, but all pain had completely vanished. Ehandar had left a bowl of watery gruel within reach. After drinking all of it, he felt much better.

He had tried to reason with Ehandar and eventually had pleaded. Nothing seemed to penetrate the wall of stubbornness his older brother had erected around himself. At last he had erupted in impotent rage.

“You can't do this, Ehandar, you can't do this. By the Gods, I am your brother, you can't treat me like this.”

“Can't I?” Ehandar had mocked. “Little brother, you are like the wild rose that doesn't want to be picked from the field, but guess what happens if I want to have it.”

“If you pick me from the fields, I will prick you.”

“Annoying, little wild rose, but hardly deadly.”

“The wound may be small, Ehandar, but it will never, ever close and drop by drop it will drain you of all your lifeblood.”

“Idle threats, little rose,” Ehandar had shrugged.

Ehandar sat in the war room, when a guard announced a knight had arrived by the name of Gorth of Sidullia, who claimed to be a personal friend.

“Gorth, by the Gods, man, I am glad to see you,” he exclaimed when the man, covered in dust, entered the room. He had half long, dark red curly hair, a pale countenance and a winning smile.

“Ehandar, sorry, lord governor, how have you been?” Gorth grinned broadly.

The men fell in each others arms. Ehandar took a cup out of a cabinet and filled it with wine out of a jug that stood on the table.

“Here,” he said, “you must be thirsty.”

Gorth downed his cup in one long swig and held it out for a refill.

“Tell,” Ehandar said expectantly after he had refilled Gorth's cup, “how have you and our friends been?”

“Everything is going as planned, Ehandar. The six of us managed to get a commission as junior officers on the staff of the Army of the South. We're firmly embedded in the very heart of the army. Not only that, we managed to bribe some servants of your brothers. We have three spies with Tenaxos and two with Portonas. Rullio handles them, disguised and using a false name, of course. Even if they betray us, they can pose no threat because they know nothing. Not even who they are working for.”

“Any useful results? Or is it too early?”

“No. That's why I am here. I am afraid the news is not good. Look, it is all very vague still, but it seems Portonas is not going to wait for your father to vacate the throne in a natural way. One of our spies overheard shards of a conversation between him and his two closest friends. There seems to have been talk about your father being past it and your brother Tenaxos being too weak. That's about everything we know for sure.”

Ehandar understood immediately. He clenched his hands on the arms of his chair.

“Portonas? Yes, it could very well be.”
Ehandar thought, with mild dismay.
“If father dies, Tenaxos succeeds him and contrary to myself, Portonas is within easy reach of the crown. He must have decided that it is not wise to wait until nature takes its course. But it is such a dangerous game. High treason, regicide, no less. If his plans are discovered he is as good as dead. Father won't hesitate a moment to have him executed. On the other hand, if he manages to eliminate both father and Tenaxos at the same time, who is going to dispute his rights on the throne? And then he will come after me. He won't care about weakening the southern border, nor about the threat of the Mukthars. Can I even count on the Army of the North? What will Demrac do? He is a personal friend of father, but once the deed is done, how will he react? The officers will follow him, not me. By the Gods, maybe Portonas just will order my arrest and have me executed by my own troops.”

Gorth looked with concern at his friend.

“No reason to panic yet, my friend,” Gorth said. “Your father knows how to protect himself. This could very well mean Portonas's downfall and then you move up one place nearer the throne.”

“Yes, maybe so,” Ehandar replied uneasily. “But what if his plans are successful? You must try to find out what he has in store for me.”

“If I am warned in time I could, as a last resort, flee into the territory of the city-states and ask asylum from one of them. On horseback I can be at the eastern border within two, three days. With some preparation I could take the treasure of the army with me. Preparation? Who am I going to trust here?”

For the first time Ehandar realized that he was all alone. His friends were far away, and he was only obeyed because of a royal charter that said he was lord governor. Nobody owed him personal loyalty.

“We are already trying to find out more, Ehandar, have no fear,” Gorth said with a reassuring smile. “But, like I said, it's doubtful that Portonas has formed a detailed plan of action yet. We have plenty of time still. The king and your brothers leave for the southern border in a week. And so do we as officers of the staff. We will be able to closely follow whatever turn this takes. Speaking of brothers: How is Anaxantis? Not too much trouble is he, the little imp?”

“Anaxantis is sick. Has been for a month now,” Ehandar said distracted. “But where are my manners? Come, I will arrange for lodgings for you, for a bath and a good meal. We have an excellent guest house within the castle. The day is almost finished, and you must long for a soft bed. We will talk more tomorrow.”

When he had made the arrangements Ehandar returned to the war room and poured himself a cup of wine. While looking with empty eyes at the map that hung from the wall, he downed cup after cup.

“Portonas is not the only danger. The defenses of the northern border are nonexistent. There is nothing but a few ruins of wooden encampments. The last time the Mukthars attacked, they came with an army of 8,000 warriors. I have to resist them with barely 3,500 men of my own, and they can attack at any given place on an undefended line of almost 200 miles. At the same time I must keep an eye on Portonas. I could be arrested, but he could also decide it is much easier to murder me or have me poisoned. And there is nobody I can trust. I am a sitting duck and the attack can come from two sides.”

Outward he kept his composure, but inward he realized how precarious and vulnerable his position was. He felt the panic mounting as he mulled over the facts again and again. But the conclusion was always the same: He was trapped. Control over the situation had slipped through his fingers.

“No, I have never had any control to begin with, and it is father who has put me in this predicament. He must have known that three regiments and a handful of cavalry were grossly insufficient to hold the Northern Marches. Does father want me to die here?”

The moment Ehandar entered the room, Anaxantis saw that he was a nervous wreck.

“Something terrible must have happened or he must have received very bad news,”
he thought terrified.
“He is going to take it out on me.”

He tried to make himself as small and inconspicuous as possible, but it was no use. As soon as he had taken off his mantle, his sword and his tunic, Ehandar came to him, and without a word he unlocked the collar from the chain, pulled him up and dragged him to the table. Anaxantis smelled the wine on his breath while Ehandar ripped off his shirt . He forced the younger boy's upper body down, exposing his back and shackled his hands, stretching his arms above his head and winding the chain several times around one of the legs of the table.

“Please, Ehandar, no...” Anaxantis pleaded. “What have I done?”

“Nothing and everything,” Ehandar raged silently. “But it doesn't matter. It so happens that you are about the only thing I can still control and I want to hear you cry out and beg for mercy.”

He took his leather sword belt and lashed out viciously several times. Anaxantis cried out in pain at first, but then managed to dampen the sound to a soft moaning.

“Beg, you worthless worm, beg and I might stop. Are you too defying me?”

Ehandar was heavily sweating. The sixth blow drew blood. After about ten lashes he stopped. Anaxantis hadn't spoken a word, but his eyes had filled up with tears.

“I'll break you yet,”
Ehandar thought, almost insane with drunken rage.
“If pain alone will not do it, then maybe this will.”

He pulled down Anaxantis's pants and drawers and let them fall upon his ankles.

“No, Ehandar, no, don't do this,” Anaxantis yelled out.

Still smarting from the lashes on his back he now felt also totally humiliated. Then the first blows, dealt with much more force than those on his back, fell on his exposed behind. The pain was excruciating and he couldn't prevent himself from crying out in anguish. Tears began to run over his cheeks.

When Ehandar stopped Anaxantis hoped the worst was over, but then he felt himself being turned around. He now lay with his back upon the table, his legs dangling down and his member protruding obscenely. His eyes met Ehandar's looking down upon his naked body. He had never felt more degraded in his life. Then Ehandar lifted his legs, yanking the pants and drawers from his ankles, and forced them over his chest. Anaxantis saw his older brother deliberately staring at his entrance and then looking in his eyes. He averted them in shame.

“He wants me to know that he has me completely in his power, that he can do to me what he wants. And he can...”
Anaxantis thought mortified.

Ehandar spread Anaxantis's legs apart and draped them, one over each of his shoulders. When he dared look again Anaxantis saw that his brother had lowered his pants and drawers and sported a full blown erection.

“Ehandar, please, no, you can't...” he shrieked, completely panicking.

Ehandar brought his member in position and pushed with the tip against Anaxantis's entrance. He increased the pressure and slowly slid inside. Anaxantis felt himself tear apart and howled in agony as he felt the full length of the shaft filling him up. He forced himself to look up at Ehandar's face and saw that his dark eyes were unsmilingly studying him. Then he began rhythmically moving inside Anaxantis, who clenched his eyelids tightly together at the new and unfamiliar pain. Ehandar stopped moving, but stayed inside him and grabbed Anaxantis's length and began slowly stimulating it.

“Let go, please...” Anaxantis whimpered, but he felt his member swell without being able to stop it.

Ehandar strengthened his grip and moved his hand up and down faster and faster. He felt the younger boy's sphincter contract around his shaft and saw the semen spurt out over his body. Anaxantis convulsed in unpreventable ecstasy and at the same time was horrified to see that Ehandar was looking unabashed at his naked body writhing in the thralls of passion, the milky fluid glistening on his belly. He was devastated with shame and cried tears of humiliation. He desperately wanted to hide somewhere, far away from his violator, but Ehandar once more began moving inside him. His thrusts became more forceful and Anaxantis could do nothing but resignedly undergo the inevitable. At last Ehandar came inside him. Once he had got his breath back he withdrew himself harshly.

Anaxantis lay motionless on the table, weeping with impotent rage and utter mortification.

“Was it as good for you as it was for me?” Ehandar asked with a sardonic grin. “I think I'll keep you around a little while yet. You may have your uses.”

He unlocked the shackles and took hold of the collar. Then he dragged his young brother, who was still crying, to the little room where he slept. With a kick against his rear he pushed him inside. After locking the collar to the chain on the wall he closed the door, leaving the violated and soiled boy in the dark.

Anaxantis fell down on his bed, weeping inconsolably at the thought of the brutal way he had lost his virginity, the violation of his body, the shattered image of his older brother and his lost innocence.

“I loved you,”
he complained silently.
“All that you took I would have given you willingly, if only you had asked me. I didn't know it, but I loved you. I would have done anything you wanted from me.”