âSo,' said Con, âit occurred to me to come across and intercept her, and tell her I was sorry for what had happened, only no sooner did she see me in the path than she let out a screech like a frightened virgin, and keeled clean over. I went to see what was the matter, and the next thing was, you were manhandling me into that damned bush. Don't worry, I'll take your apologies for granted, I suppose it was quite natural for you to think what you did. But
youâ
' he addressed Julie on a scarcely conciliatory note â âit's to be hoped you'll see fit to stop making these damned silly accusations, Julie! I'm sorry I scared you, if that's what you want me to say, and I'm sorry if you've hurt yourself. Now for pity's sake try to get up, and I'll help Annabel take you home!'
But as he came towards us, Julie shrank a little against my shoulder. âKeep away from me!'
Con stopped. Adam was standing between him and Julie, and, though I couldn't see his expression, I realised he was at something of a loss. The situation seemed to be hovering uncertainly between melodrama and farce. Then Con said, on a note of pure exasperation: âOh, for God's sake!' and turned on his heel and left the clearing. We could hear him, unhurrying, making his way downstream towards the bridge.
The silence in which he left the three of us was the silence of pure anticlimax. I had a strong feeling that, whatever had happened tonight, Con Winslow had walked off with the honours of war.
Adam started to say something then, I think to ask Julie a question, but I cut across it. âThat can wait. I think we'd better get Julie back to the house. Con told you the truth; she's had a shock tonight, and now a bad fright, and the sooner we get her to bed the better. Can you get up, my dear?'
âI think so. Yes, I'm all right.'
Between us, Adam and I helped her to her feet. She still seemed dazed, and was shivering a little. I pulled her coat close round her. âCome on, darling, can you walk? We must get you back. Where were you going, anyway?'
âTo Donald, of course.' This in the tone of one answering a very stupid question.
âOh. Well, you'll see him tomorrow. Come along now, and don't worry, you're all right with Adam and me.'
She responded to my urging arm, and went forward across the clearing, but so uncertainly and slowly that Adam's arm soon came over mine to support her.
âI'd better carry you,' he said. âIt'd be quicker.'
âI'm too heavy,' protested Julie, still in that small, shaky voice quite unlike her own.
âNonsense.' He took her up into his arms, and quite unselfconsciously she put her own round his neck and held on. I went ahead of them to hold back the swinging branches, and, when we got to the bridge, opened the gate and held it. Con, even in his anger, had taken the trouble to shut and latch it.
The back door was standing open. The kitchen was dark, and the house seemed quiet. At least, I thought, snapping on the light, there was no sign of Con.
Adam paused inside the door, to say a little breathlessly: âShall I take her straight upstairs? I can manage.'
Julie lifted her head, blinking in the light. âI'm all right now. Really I am. Put me down, I'm fine.'
He set her gently on her feet, but kept an arm round her. I was thankful to see that, though still pale, she didn't look anything like as drawn as she had seemed in the dead light of the moon. She managed a little smile for Adam. âThanks very much for . . . everything. I'm sorry to be a nuisance. All right, Annabel, I'll go to bed, but may I just sit down a minute first and get warm?'
I said: âPut her in the rocking chair near the stove, Adam. I'll get some brandy. Would you like a drink?'
âThank you. Whisky, if you have it.'
When I brought the drinks through, Julie was in the rocking chair, leaning back as if exhausted, but looking every moment more like her usual self. Adam stood by the table, watching me. At the sight of his expression, my heart sank.
âMix your own, will you, Adam?' I said. âHere you are, honey.'
âI loathe brandy,' said Julie, with a healthy flicker of rebellion.
âYou'll take it and like it.' I lifted the cover off the stove, and slid the kettle over the hot-plate. â
And
a hot-water-bottle in your bed, and some soup or something just as soon as I get you there.' I glanced at Adam. âIt's no wonder she fainted; the silly little ass wouldn't have any supper, and all this on top of a mishap to the car she was in, and a mad quarrel with Con. Julie, there's some of tonight's soup left over. Can you take it? It was very nice.'
âAs a matter of fact,' said Julie, showing signs of abandoning the rôle of invalid, âI should adore it.'
âThen finish your brandy while I put the soup to heat, then I'll take you up to bed.'
Adam, if he heard this very palpable hint, gave no sign. As I brought the pan of soup in, he was saying to Julie: âYou're beginning to look a little better. How do you feel?'
âNot a thing wrong with me, except hunger.'
âYou didn't hurt yourself â give yourself a knock or anything â when you fell?'
âI â I don't think I can have. I can't feel anything.' She prodded herself experimentally, and then smiled up at him. âI think I'll live.'
There was no answering smile on his face. âThen can you tell us now,' he asked, âwhy you said that your cousin was going to kill you?'
I set the soup-pan on the stove with a rap. âI don't think Julie's fit to talk about it now. I saw what happened, andâ'
âSo did I. I also heard what she said.' His eyes met mine across Julie's head. They were as hard as slate, and his voice was inimical. I saw Julie look quickly from the one to the other of us, and even, in that moment, spared a flicker of pity for a child's dead romance.
âYou seem uncommonly concerned,' he said, âto stop her telling her story.'
âYou've heard what happened,' I said sternly, âand there's nothing to be gained by discussing it now. If we talk much longer there's a chance we'll disturb Grandfather, and he's had more than enough upset for one night. I know that most of what Con told you was true, and almost certainly the last bit was, as well. Julie saw him, got a sudden fright, and fainted. I'm fully prepared to believe that's just what happened.'
âI'm sure you are,' said Adam, and I saw Julie turn her head at his tone.
âFor heaven's sake!' I said crudely. âYou're surely not
still
trying to make out it was attempted murder!'
I heard Julie take in a little breath. âAnnabelâ'
âIt's all right, darling, I know you said it, but you didn't know just what you were saying. He'd half scared you to death, looming up like that through the trees. Now, if you're readyâ'
âWill you please let your cousin speak for herself?' said Adam.
I looked at him for a few moments. âVery well, Julie?'
Julie looked doubtfully up at him. âWell, it's true,' she said. Her voice held a puzzled uncertainty that was uncommonly convincing. âI know I
said
he was trying to kill me, and I â I think I must really have thought so, for a moment, though why, I can't quite tell you.' She broke off and knitted her brows. âBut actually, it happened just as Con said, and Annabel . . . I'm not lying, Mr Forrest, really I'm not. He â he never touched me. I know it sounds silly, but I'm sure I'd never have fainted if it hadn't been for the car accident, and then not having anything to eat . . . and then when I saw him, suddenly, like that, in the darkâ' she gave a tremulous smile â âand, let's face it, I
was
feeling a bit wary of him, because I'd said some pretty foul things to him, and . . . well, that's all I remember.'
I said: âDo you want Mr Forrest to telephone the police, and report what happened?'
âPolice?' Her eyes widened. âWhat on earth for?'
âIn case it happens to be true that Con meant to kill you.'
â
Con?
Annabel, how crazy can you get? Why, you don't really thinkâ?'
âNo, honey, no. But I think that's the way Mr Forrest's mind's working. He threw Con into a bush.'
â
Did
you?' Julie sounded shocked, then, lamentably, began to giggle. âOh dear, thank you very much, but â poor Con! Next time he really
will
try to murder me, and I don't blame him!'
I didn't dare look at Adam. I said hurriedly, to Julie: âDarling, it's time you went upstairs, and don't make a
sound
. Adam, I'm most desperately sorry you've had all this â oh, my dear sweet
heaven
, the soup!'
It was hissing gently down the sides of the pan on to the top of the spotless stove. âOh, Lisa's stove, and you should
never
let soup boil! It just showsâ' as I seized a cloth and swabbed madly at the enamel â âthat you shouldn't mix cooking and high drama. All this talk of murder â Adam, I'm
sorry
â'
âThink nothing of it.' His face was wooden. âI'd better go.' He turned to Julie. âGood night. I hope you'll feel quite all right in the morning.' Then to me: âI hope my ill-advised attempts to help haven't made the soup quite undrinkable.'
The door shut very softly behind him.
âAnnabel!' said Julie. âDo you think he meant to be
nasty?
'
âI'm quite certain he did,' I said.
The cooler-house was clean, shining and empty. The floors had been swilled some time earlier, and were not yet dry; they gleamed under the harsh, strong light from the unshaded bulbs. Aluminium shone coldly, and enamel glared white and sterile. The machinery hummed, and this, since there was nobody in sight, gave the place an even barer, emptier appearance.
I stepped over a twist of black hosepipe, and looked through an open door into the byre. There, too, the lights glared on emptiness.
âCon?'
No reply. I crossed the wet floor and threw the switch over. The machinery stopped. The silence seemed to surge in, frightening, thick, solid. Somewhere a tap dripped, an urgent rapping on metal. I went back to the door of the byre and reached for the light-switch. My steps sounded incredibly, frighteningly loud, and so did the snap of the switch as I clicked it off. I turned back into the cooler-house.
Adam came quietly in and stood there, just inside the doorway. I stopped dead. My heart began to jerk. I must have looked white with fatigue, and as guilty as sin. I said nothing.
After a while he said: âCovering up?'
âWhat?'
âFor your accomplice. You knew what I meant, didn't you?'
âI suppose I did.'
âWell?'
âLook,' I said, striving to sound no more than reasonable, âI know what you think, but, believe it or not, we told you the truth! For goodness' sake, don't try to take this thing any further!'
âDo you really think I can leave it there, after tonight?'
âBut nothing
happened
tonight!'
âNo, because I was there, and possibly because you were, too.'
âYou surely can't think that Iâ!' I checked myself. âBut you heard what Julie told you.'
âI heard what you persuaded her to say. I also heard her say that Con was going to kill her.'
âShe admitted she had nothing to go by! She was scared of him, and got a sudden fright â what's the use of going over and over it! You can see for yourself how seriously Julie's taking it now!'
âShe trusts you. That's something I find particularly hard to take. She's another fool, it seems, but she at least has the excuse of being young, and knowing nothing against you.'
I looked at him rather blankly.
He gave a tight little smile. âI only mean that Julie has no reason not to trust you, whereas I had, being merely a fool “sick of an old passion”. Well, that's over. You can't expect to take any more advantage of my folly, now.'
âBut I've
told
youâ'
âYou've told me very loud and clear, you and Con. And Julie has echoed you. You showed a touching family solidarity. All right, you can tell me three more things. One, why Connor went across the river at all.'
âHe explained that. He was goingâ'
âOh yes, I forgot. He was going to apologise to her, wasn't he?' The irony bit. âWell, we'll skip that. Now tell me why he left the machinery running while he did so? I heard it; it was going all the time, and the lights were on. Odd, wouldn't you say? A careful type like that, who shuts gates behind him even when he's just been chucked into a bush and accused of murder?'
âThere's â there's nothing in that. Maybe someone else was here.'
âWho else, at this time of night? No one's here now. But we'll skip that, too. The third thing is, why did you follow Julie yourself?'
âWell, obviously, I didn't like the idea of her going out alone like that when she was so upset.'
âDid you know Connor had gone to intercept her?'
âNo, of course not! The lights were on in the byre, anyway. I thought he was working here.'
âThen why,' said Adam, âdid you cry out â sounding so frightened, at that â as you ran up through the wood?'
âI â I heard her scream. Of course I was frightened!'
âYou called out before she made a sound.'
âDid I? I must have wanted her to stop, make her wait for me.'
âWhy, in that case, did you call “Julie, Julie!
Con!
”?'