I drew what fire I could, chattering shamelessly, and had the dubious satisfaction of attracting most of the old man's attention to myself, some of it so obviously affectionate â pointedly so â that I saw, once or twice, Con's glance cross mine like the flicker of blue steel. Afterwards, I thought, when he knows, when that restless, torturing ambition is stilled at last, it will be all right; everything will be all right . . .
As Grandfather had predicted, Donald's presence saved the day. He seconded my efforts with great gallantry, making several remarks at least three sentences long; but he, too, was unable to keep his eyes from the clock, while Lisa, presiding over a magnificent pair of duckling
à la Rouennaise
, and the strawberries hastily assembled into whipped cream
Chantilly
, merely sat unhelpfully silent and worried, and, in consequence, looking sour.
The end of the meal came, and the coffee, and still no Julie. We all left the dining room together. As Con pushed back his chair, he said abruptly: âI'm going to telephone Nether Shields.'
âWhat the devil for?' asked Grandfather testily. âIf the girl chooses to forget, let her be.'
âShe's not likely to have forgotten. I'm afraid there may have been an accident.'
âThen what's the use of telephoning Nether Shields? If they knew anything, they'd have rung us up. The girl's forgotten. Don't waste your time.'
âI'll ring, all the same,' said Con, and left the room abruptly. Grandfather's gaze as he watched him was bright and sardonic.
To forestall what comment he might make, I said quickly: âIf she did forget, she may have gone back to supper with Bill Fenwick.'
âNonsense,' said Grandfather roundly, and stumped out of the dining room.
In the drawing room Lisa poured coffee, her attention stolidly on the cups. Grandfather mercifully relapsed into silence, fidgeting with his fingers, and forgetting to drink his coffee. Donald was still watching the clock, though I suspected that his motives had altered somewhat. I'd have given a lot, myself, to go for a long, long walk, preferably several miles away from Whitescar.
âIf anything has happened to that childâ' began Grandfather, at length.
âNothing will have happened,' I said. âYou'd have heard if there'd been an accident. She'd have rung up . . . or someone else would. Don't worry, it'll be all right. She'll turn up soon.'
âIf a tyre burst when they were miles from anywhereâ' Donald put in a comforting oar â âthat could delay them.'
âAs long as this? It's nine o'clock.'
âMphm,' said Donald.
I glanced anxiously at Grandfather. The bright malice had faded. He looked his age, and more, and the hand with which he pushed aside his untasted coffee was shaking a little.
Con came back into the room.
âNothing,' he said tersely. âMrs Fenwick knew Julie was due back here for dinner. Bill said he'd be home by seven. No sign.'
âI told you it was no use telephoning!' Grandfather almost snapped it. âBut you know best, as usual.'
Con took the coffee which Lisa had stirred and handed to him. âIt was a chance,' he said, mildly enough. âAnd I thought it might save you worrying.'
âYou're very solicitous of others, all of a sudden, aren't you, Connor? Why so anxious? Because you want to see the family all assembled together? Lisa tell you what I said at luncheon, eh?'
It was unforgivable enough, especially in front of Donald, but normally it would hardly have worried anyone. Con's reaction was indicative, uncomfortably so, of the pressure that had been building up behind the quiet, sealed front.
He went rather pale, and put down his coffee half drunk. He didn't even look where he was setting the cup, but put it blindly down on what would have been vacancy, if Lisa had not quietly taken it out of his hand. For a moment he and Grandfather stared at one another, and I waited, with a sort of horror, for the valves to blow.
Then Con said: âIf I'm wanted, I'll be in the field,' and turned his back on his great-uncle. âGood night, Seton.' Quietly still, but like one escaping to a freer, purer, air, he went out of the room.
Unexpectedly, Grandfather chuckled. âGood lad,' he said, with a sort of fierce approval, then turned a ghost of his old charming smile on Donald. âI warned you, didn't I? You'll have to forgive us for thrusting our family squabbles on you.'
Donald returned some sort of polite reply, and, thereafter, the conversation trickled back into fairly normal channels. But half an hour went by, and still there was no sign of Julie, nor did the telephone ring. I must have shown how worried I was, and Grandfather took to saying, at shorter and shorter intervals: âWhere on earth can the child have got to?' or alternatively: âWhy the devil couldn't she have telephoned?' until I could see it was getting across even Donald's admirable nervous system. I wasn't surprised when, almost too soon for civility, he rose to his feet, and said he thought he had better be going.
No one made any attempt to stop him. Lisa got up with rather too patent relief, and let him carry the coffee cups out to the kitchen for her.
I followed. âI'll come back in a minute, Lisa, when I've done the gate for Donald. Leave them for me: you said you would.'
It was dusk in the lee of the big barn, where Donald had parked his car. When I reached it, I couldn't see him. Puzzled, I paused beside the car, peering around me into the shadows.
Then I heard a soft step, and turned swiftly. Donald came very quietly round the end of the barn, from the direction of the stableyard. Seeing me waiting beside the car, he stopped abruptly, and even in that light I could see he was out of countenance. I stared at him, completely at a loss for words. He looked like a man who has been caught out in a dubious act.
There was one of those ghastly pauses, then he smiled. âIt's all right, I haven't been hiding the silver behind the barn. I've been visiting friends.'
âFriends?' I said, blankly.
He laughed. âCome and see.'
I followed him into the yard, where he pushed open the half-door of the empty stable. The interior smelt sweet and dry, of hay and horses. Opposite the door was a big loose-box, the bars down now, since Blondie had gone out to grass. Donald switched on the light, and led the way into the loose-box. There was an iron manger running the breadth of it, deep, and half full of clean straw. I supposed the hens laid there sometimes.
âHere,' said Donald softly, âmeet the family.'
I leaned over the manger. Deep in the straw was a nest, but not of eggs. Seven kittens, some days old, still blind and boneless, all sleeping soundly, lay curled together in a tight, furry mass, black and white and ginger. Donald put down a gentle hand to touch the warm fur. As he did so, a wraith, black and white, jumped on to the iron manger at his elbow, purred softly, and slid down beside the kittens. There was a wriggling, and butting, and readjusting of fur, then Tommy settled down, eyes slitted and happy, paws steadily kneading the rustling straw.
âHow on earth did you find them?' I whispered.
âTommy showed me tonight, when I got back from West Lodge.'
âWell, I'll keep your secret. Nobody'll come in here, while the horses are out . . . Did you really have to leave so early?'
âI thought I'd better.'
âMm, yes, I see what you mean.' We left the darkened stable quietly, and walked back to the car. Beside it, I hesitated for a moment, then turned quickly to him. âLook, Donald, don't worry.'
âAren't you worrying?'
âWell, one can't help it, can one? But nothing'll have happened. Depend on it, they've forgotten, and stayed out to a meal, or something.'
âIt seems unlikely.'
âWell, perhaps the car
has
broken down.'
âMphm,' said Donald.
âWhy don't you wait? They really ought not to be long.'
âNo, thanks, but I won't. Did I remember to thank Miss Dermott for the supper?'
âYou thanked her very nicely. No, I'll do the gate.'
âOh, thank you . . .' but he lingered, a hand on the car door. He seemed about to say something, then I thought he changed his mind. What he did say, rather tentatively, was: âNice chap, Forrest.'
âYes.'
âHe seems interested in this quarry. He says he'll come over himself tomorrow, and hunt up that stone in the cellar with me.'
âI hope you'll find it. Does it sound to you as if it could be the real thing?'
âThat's impossible to tell, but I think it may well be, if only because he's kept that strong impression, all these years, that it was Roman. He thinks there must have been at least one or two words that he and his sister would have recognised as Latin, even at the age of nine or ten.' He grinned. âHe reckons that an EST or a SUB would have been about their limit at the time. Let's hope he's right.'
âIt's terribly exciting, isn't it?'
âAt best,' said Donald cheerfully, âit'll probably simply say “Vote for P. Varro as quarry foreman. Shorter hours and longer pay”.'
I laughed. âWell, good luck to it, anyway.'
âWould you care to come along tomorrow afternoon and help in the hunt?'
âNo, thanks, I won't. I â I have things I've got to do.'
âMphm,' said Donald. This time it seemed to signify a vague agreement. He hesitated again, and suddenly I found myself wondering if Julie had told him anything about Adam.
I glanced up at him. âI'm sorry I was upset this afternoon. Did he â did he mind, d'you think?'
âHe didn't seem to.' Donald spoke so quickly that I realised that this was exactly what he had been wanting to say, and hadn't liked to broach the subject, even to bring me comfort. âHe said nothing. I'm sure he'd understand. I shouldn't worry.'
âI won't,' I said. âGood night, Donald.'
âGood night.'
The car's engine started with a roar, and the ancient vehicle jerked forward. I saw Donald lift a hand as he passed me, then the car grumbled its way off into the dusk towards High Riggs and the top of the hill.
The washing-up was done, and we were back in the drawing room, Lisa with some mending for Con, myself playing a rather abstracted game of cribbage with Grandfather, when at length we heard a car enter the yard. Almost before it had drawn to a halt, one of its doors slammed; there was a short pause, and, faintly, the sound of voices, then the car moved off again immediately, and high heels tapped quickly across the yard to the kitchen door. We heard Julie cross the kitchen lobby and push open the green baize door to the hall. Then the hasty steps tapped their way across the hall, and were on the carpeted stairs.
Grandfather put his cards down with a slam, and shouted: âJulie!'
The flying steps stopped. There was a pause.
âJulie!'
She came slowly down the stairs again, and crossed the hall to the drawing-room door. With another part of my mind I heard the car's engine receding over the hill.
The drawing-room door opened. Julie stood there for a moment before she came in. Her eyes went swiftly round the room, and came to rest on Grandfather. Her hair was ruffled from the ride in the open car; her colour was high, and her eyes shone brilliantly, as the pupils dilated to meet the light. She looked very lovely; she also looked like the conventional picture of the young girl fresh from her lover's embrace, confused by the sudden light and the watching eyes. For a moment I wondered, with a sinking heart, if I had been wrong, and her interest in Bill Fenwick was serious, but then â I'm not quite sure how, except that Julie and I were so much alike â I knew, with relieved certainty, that the confused brilliance of her glance was due, not to love and embarrassment, but to sheer temper.
I saw Lisa's plump hands check in their work, and the sock she was mending sink slowly to her lap, as she stared at Julie with what looked like speculation.
âJulie!' Grandfather sounded angry. âWhere have you been? We've spent the whole evening waiting and watching for you, and worrying in case anything had happened. Heaven knows I don't expect you to remember anything so completely unimportant as your grandfather's birthday, but I do thinkâ'
âI'm sorry, Grandfather.' Her voice was tolerably composed, but I saw how white her hand was on the door-knob. âI â we meant to get back. I didn't forget â there was an accident.'
âAn accident?' The old man's hands had been flat on the table among the cards. I saw them twitch, like a puppet's hands pulled by strings threaded through the arms.
I looked up quickly. âI take it nobody's hurt?'
She shook her head. âNo, it was a silly thing. It wasn't Bill's fault. We weren't going fast â it was in the speed-limit area, and Bill really was driving quite slowly. Somebody backed out of a garage straight into us.'
âWas Bill's car damaged?'
âYes. The door panel was dented, and he'd hit the front wheel, and Bill was afraid he'd knocked it out of true, and bent the track rod, or whatever you call it, but he hadn't. Then there was all the fuss and the police' â she swallowed â âyou know how it is; and then we had to get the car back to a garage and let them see what the damage was, and Bill had to arrange to take it back later to have it done. I â we couldn't help it, really we couldn't.'
âOf course you couldn't,' I said. âLook, honey, have you had your supper? Becauseâ'
âYou could have telephoned,' said Grandfather sharply. I noticed he was breathing hard, and the thin fingers twitched among the fallen cards.