Authors: Johanna Nicholls
Even if we're at war with some country and the news hasn't reached us from England yet, I'm damned well staying put until she talks to me.
At ten o'clock by his new gold watch, Mungo's vigil paid off.
Wanda appeared on the cast iron veranda of the second-storey, and at sight of Mungo gave a discreet wave that he greeted with a sigh of relief.
Moments later the landau pulled up in front of Severin House. Vianna emerged from the mansion arrayed in a whirl of sunshine colours that matched the parasol she twirled over her shoulder.
Accompanied by Wanda, she was assisted into the open landau by Blewitt.
Vianna did not glance in Mungo's direction but he hoped her words were for his benefit when she asked Blewitt, âWhy are we going to Samuel Lyons's auction house first? It's all second hand. There's nothing there of interest to me.'
âSeverin's business, Madame,' Blewitt answered curtly.
Careful to avoid the appearance of stalking her, Mungo rode Boadicea in a frantic zigzag pattern, cutting through alleyways too narrow for a carriage to pass, in time to arrive ahead of the landau.
Sam Lyons's tall, stork-like figure was dressed formally in his trademark outfit of top hat, frockcoat and striped trousers as he surveyed with an air of satisfaction the throng examining his goods for sale. Mungo knew the emancipist was one of the Colony's success stories, granted a Conditional Pardon by Darling on the grounds he was âindustrious and respectable in business dealings.'
âBusiness is looking good, Sam,' he said, shaking hands with the man.
âWell, if it ain't Mungo Quayle. I hardly recognised you, lad.'
âMy Mam had the same trouble,' Mungo said. He moved away when he saw Blewitt heading in Lyons's direction. Vianna and Wanda were browsing at a nearby stall.
Mungo was grateful for Wanda's shy smile of recognition. She agreed to deliver Mungo's letter to Severin, then moved to another section to allow Mungo privacy to talk to Vianna.
Mungo kept one eye on Blewitt, intrigued when the man ordered a fan-shaped seashell standing some two and a half feet tall to be delivered to Severin House.
What would Severin want with that in a luxurious gaming house?
The moment Blewitt followed Lyons into the auctioneer's office, Mungo wasted no time in manoeuvring himself to Vianna's side.
âWe meet again, Mungo Quayle. I trust that jockey hasn't left a scar?'
Mungo was caught off-guard. âHow on earth did you know that?'
âBoadicea should have won â and that brute of a jockey disqualified.'
There was a dimple at the corner of her mouth and he felt an almost overpowering desire to kiss it.
âSeverin lost money on Boadicea,' she explained. âHe hates to lose.'
âSo do I.'
She pretended interest in an emerald ring. âTell me, Mr Quayle, is this a gift I should accept from an admirer?'
âI doubt the gentleman is worthy of you.'
What do I do if she expects me to buy it? I barely have money to buy her tea and scones.
âAnd you
are
, Mr Quayle?'
âI am what I am,' he said. âLook, I must talk to you somewhere we're free of that ape Blewitt.'
âPerhaps. I have been invited to make a private tour of Macquarie Lighthouse.' She cocked her head teasingly. âDo you think all that cannon fire is to welcome the French, Russians or Yankees? Or to warn them off from invading us?'
Mungo had no inclination to enter into global politics. At sight of Blewitt emerging from Lyons's office he asked in desperation, âWho cares? Name the time and place, I beg you, Vianna.'
Her response was
sotto voce.
âShall I see you at Severin House this evening?'
âThat's my intention.' For once Mungo was unwilling to tell an outright lie.
At the approach of her bodyguard, Vianna turned her back on Mungo and linked her arm through Wanda's, and Mungo lost sight of them except for Blewitt's towering figure shepherding them through the crowd.
He felt alternate waves of frustration and anger.
Now I know where I stand. She's more interested in enticing me to gamble â than in meeting me alone. But the chase isn't over yet, lady, not by a long shot.
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Mungo galloped Boadicea through the bush as if the westerly wind was their enemy. Charging along the South Head Road that led to Macquarie Lighthouse, he passed the exact place he had first encountered Vianna Francis.
Life with Severin has made her calculating and brittle. Out to take men for everything she can get. But I know Fanny's soft heart is alive inside her. I won't give up on my girl. I'll set her free if it kills me.
He had timed his arrival well â not a carriage in sight. He led Boadicea to a grassy spot in the shade, free to graze.
It was easy to see why the impressive convict-hewn sandstone lighthouse had gained its architect Francis Greenway a pardon. At eighty-five feet high, it was the tallest structure Mungo had ever seen. He managed to talk his way inside, convincing the young assistant lighthouse-keeper that he had arranged to meet Madame Francis here and that he was a friend of the Honourable Montague Severin â a title that obviously carried weight with the lad.
In the hope of avoiding Blewitt, Mungo decided to wait for Vianna at the top of the lighthouse. Halfway up the stairs that spiralled around the inner wall, he felt a curious sensation of nausea. At the top, the three hundred and sixty-degree view revealed the stunning beauty of Port Jackson's harbour, guarded by the North and South Heads. The expanse of untamed land surrounding the water stretched north, south and to the far western horizon. To the east lay the vast, relentless blue of the Pacific Ocean.
He stepped out onto the encircling balcony that projected out several feet from the top of the lighthouse and was protected by a wire mesh railing. God willing the salt air would restore his equilibrium.
His mouth dried as he looked down. Vianna's carriage drew up â from this height it was the size of a child's miniature toy. Overwhelmed by panic, his breath came in short, painful gasps. His forehead broke out in sweat. Eyes closed, the world spun around him. Eyes open, he felt a sickening sensation, as if impelled towards the edge, drawn like a bird to take flight. The impulse to hurtle his body into space was terrifyingly real. He pasted his back to the wall, edging his way inch by inch towards the door.
How bloody unlucky can a man be? Just when I have the chance to be alone with her â I'm hit by an attack of vertigo!
Just when he was tempted to take a flying leap over the side and end his anguish, he heard Vianna's laughter far below as she began to ascend the stairs.
She's coming up here to me â alone! Jesus, don't let me disgrace myself. What woman wants a milksop for a lover? I'm supposed to protect
her.
Mungo crawled on his hands and knees to the door, managed to stand, and fell through it at the very moment Vianna's smiling face emerged at the top of the stairs.
âRunning into you is becoming quite a habit, Mungo Quayle.'
He forced a smile. âGood habits are impossible to break.'
âNow you have me alone, would you care to explain yourself? Let's go outside and watch the ships.'
A heavy gust of wind rattled the iron door. Mungo was convinced he could feel the lighthouse swaying beneath his feet.
âNo! I can't! The view's perfect from here. Look, Vianna, I didn't come here to flirt with you. My intentions are dead serious. My problem is that right now â I am â less than myself. I'm no coward . . . but, oh God!'
Vianna gently mopped his forehead with her handkerchief. Mungo was reminded of the same gesture Fanny had made to him when he was âWill'.
There were no seats. She gently prised his hands from the wall, drew him down to the floor and seated herself like a child beside him, her silk skirts and petticoats bunched around her.
âMungo Quayle, you are no less a man for admitting to a fear of heights. I feel sure if I were in danger you wouldn't hesitate to come to my aid.'
âThank you,' he mumbled in embarrassment.
âWho needs to see the Russian fleet or whatever it is? I'd much rather listen to one of your wonderful stories. I don't care if it's true, just make me
believe
it's true. A children's story is fine. They always have happy endings.'
The expression in her eyes helped him find his voice and weave the magic of the story he had first heard as a five year old, after his first fist fight, when he had knocked Felix flat. Jane had yelled at Mungo like a fishwife, clipped him across the ear, then carried Felix inside her cottage, bathed his skinned knee and bandaged fresh herbs around the wound, then told the wounded boy a story, aware Mungo was hovering in the doorway eavesdropping. Mungo drew his mother's story directly from memory but decided against identifying the storyteller as his mother and Felix as the other boy.
âIf it is a lie I tell, it was a lie told to me. That's the way all Manx stories begin. It happened many years ago in the village of Braddon on the Isle of Mann, where many tales are told about sailors who fell in love with mermaids â and drowned. Well, this particular night two
brothers were fishing in their boat off the coast of the island called The Calf of Man. One fisherman had a wife and too many children to feed. The other was sad because he and his wife were childless. They were big, strong men but that night they took a nip or two of brandy to keep out the cold. They had failed to catch a single fish. But, just as they were about to set sail for home in an empty boat, what do you think they saw on the shore?'
âPirate's treasure?' Vianna asked hopefully.
âEven stranger than that,' Mungo said. âThey found the bodies of two small children washed up on the shore. They had long flowing green-gold hair, faces the colour of milk chocolate â and beautiful violet eyes. But in place of sturdy little legs their bodies ended in tails covered with shiny green, violet and golden scales â just like a fish.'
âTwo little merchildren?' Vianna asked, holding her breath.
âExactly. But I was only five and thought I knew everything. “But mermaids aren't real!” I said.
âThe story-teller was annoyed. “Who's telling this story, you or me?” she demanded. I apologised and she continued her tale. Sad to say one of the merchildren was dead. But the other opened her eyes and spoke to the fishermen in a strange tongue. It was never Manx, nor English, Scots or Irish Gaelic, but the sound was like beautiful music you hear when you are drowning â so they tell me.
âAnyway the childless fisherman wrapped the merchild in his jersey and carried her home on his back, swearing his brother to secrecy â or the villagers would claim their story was due to the brandy.'
âDid the merchild live?' Vianna asked.
âIndeed she did. She was greatly loved by the fisherman and his wife â who rejoiced to have a child of their own at last. They taught her to speak Manx and she lived happily with them for years, hidden from the villagers. By night, sleeping in a tub of water, by day swimming in the stream behind their farm and sometimes going out in the fishing boat. But the day finally came when the merchild told them she must return to the sea where she belonged. The fisherman and his wife were very sad. But it is wrong to keep a child against her will, so the fisherman took her out on his boat for the last time â and gave her back to the sea.'
Mungo paused, watching Vianna's eyes brimming with tears.
âBut,' he added quickly, âthe merchild promised to send them a gift. When spring came around the fisherman's wife gave birth to a babe. A fine baby girl with flowing golden hair and violet eyes, she looked just like the merchild â except for one thing. She didn't have scales on her lower body â she had legs in place of a tail.'
Vianna leaned forward, totally under his spell. âHow could they know it was the merchild's gift?'
Mungo paused for effect. âOn both the babe's feet two small toes were webbed together with skin â just like the beginning of a fish's tail.'
Vianna gasped. âHow extraordinary. But did it really happen?'
Mungo nodded sagely. âI myself saw the proof that this babe really was half human, half merchild. The story-teller slipped off her slippers and showed me her bare feet. The two smallest toes on each foot were
webbed together.'
Vianna was in awe. âDo you mean the story-teller was the merchild's gift?'
Mungo nodded. âIf it is a lie I tell, it was a lie told to me . . .'
Vianna touched his arm as reverently as if he was a holy relic.
âMungo Quayle, that is the most beautiful story I ever heard in my life.'
Mungo's confidence grew. âWhat's more I will take you to meet that Manx woman â she has a fund of stories.'
Noticing the chain hanging from his fob pocket she asked him the time. âMy goodness, I lost all sense of the hour. I must leave at once.'
Mungo grabbed hold of her. âYou can't. I haven't yet made you my offer!'
âCome to Severin House tonight. And I will choose you to dine with me!'
At the top of the stairs she remembered his vertigo. âWe'll go down together. Don't look down over the railing. Just keep looking into my eyes.'
Mungo held tight to her hand.
There's a positive side to vertigo after all.
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That night, when Mungo arrived at Severin House and tied Boadicea's reins to the railing, it was lit from inside by the mellow light of candles
and chandeliers, and was alive with music and laughter. The street was tightly packed with fine carriages, their coachmen huddled in the drivers' seats to smoke their pipes or else engage in men's ribald talk, taking nips of rum to keep out the night air during the long wait for their owners' return.