The Last Mortal Bond (19 page)

“I wasn't really on his side,” Gwenna growled, meeting Qora's eye. “And it really is time to go. Now. The crowd's seeded with them.”

Qora shook her head, took half a step back toward the doorway behind her. “Who are you?”

“Look, bitch,” Gwenna snapped, losing her patience. Off to her right, a man began to charge. Annick's arrow took him in the eye. “You're spunky, but you're stupid. Now get off the fucking stairs and let's go.” She stabbed a finger down the nearest street.
“That way.”

Just behind Gwenna a woman started screaming, pain mingled with panic. She was just one of the baffled folks who had stumbled outside in the middle of the night to see half her town burn. She had nothing to do with the unfolding fight, but the sound seemed to jolt Qora from her confusion, and she vaulted off the stone steps, finally showing a touch of the competence Gwenna had hoped for.

Instead of following, however, Qora paused, staring up that alley to the east. “There's someone else,” she hissed. “Jak—”

“Forget him,” Gwenna said. “He's gone.”

“He was supposed to—”

“I know what he was supposed to do. He didn't do it.”

Qora hesitated, jaw clenched in an agony of indecision, then let herself be led. Together, they raced down the muddy street. Within a dozen steps, Gwenna could hear the clatter of their pursuers. She grabbed the woman by the elbow, dragging her down a side street as more arrows thunked into the wooden walls. Talal was there, his own blades bare, one wet with blood.

He pointed to a low wall between buildings, just high enough to scramble over.

“There,” he whispered. “Straight shot out of town on the other side.”

Gwenna shoved the other woman toward the short wall, but she yanked away, twisting back toward the square.
“Jak!”
she whispered desperately. “My partner. Where
is
he?”

“How the fuck do I know?” Gwenna snapped. “East somewhere.”

“I have to find him. Go back for him.”

“No,” Gwenna said, taking the woman by the arm once more, sizing her up. Qora was an inch or two taller than Gwenna herself, but slender, light enough to knock out and carry if she kept up with the idiotic heroics. Gwenna shifted, wrapping an arm around her neck, but Talal stepped forward.

“Describe him,” he said. “Jak.”

Qora's eyes were huge as moons. She twisted her head to look at Gwenna, then turned back to Talal.

“Short. Strong. Pale. Shaved head. Twin kettral inked on his shoulders…”

It wasn't much of a description, but Talal nodded, then darted off down the alley before she could finish.

Gwenna hissed her irritation, started to call the leach back, then muzzled her objection. Talal could take care of himself, his assurance had calmed Qora, and they'd be more likely to confuse the pursuit if they split up.

“Get to the rally,” she growled after him. “And don't fucking die.”

 

11

Adare sat at the end of the dock, bare feet rising and falling in the water as the low waves slapped against the pilings. It was hardly an imperial posture, but she'd been trying to look imperial all morning, sitting spear-straight in her chair above the smoldering ruins of the great map of Annur, trying not to choke on the day-old smoke and ash as she signed into law the treaty intended to heal the rift between her empire and the republic. It felt good to recline on her elbows at the end of the palace docks, to watch the great ships out in the bay lean with the breeze, to forget for just a moment how close she'd come to destroying it all.

It would have been
nice
to forget about it, but her brother refused to let her.

“How did you know,” Kaden asked quietly, “that the entire hall wouldn't catch fire?”

“I didn't.”

“How did you know someone on the council wouldn't attack you? Kill you?”

“I didn't.”

“How did you know they'd agree to ratify the treaty after all that?”

“I didn't, Kaden. I was fucking terrified, if you want to know the truth, but I didn't see any other way.” She blew out a long, frustrated sigh, then turned to face him.

Kaden sat cross-legged, hands folded in his lap, his posture, like the rest of him, contained, closed. Adare had no idea how he could sit like that with the burns. The fire in the council chamber had turned the air instantly, if only momentarily, to flame. Adare's own skin was tender to the point of agony, a hint of sullen red spreading beneath the brown. The cold water felt so good on her feet and legs that she was tempted to jump in, to float on her back in the cool shade under the dock itself.

She used to love to swim beneath the docks as a child, maybe because it drove her Aedolians to distraction. But Birch and Fulton were gone now—one quit, the other dead—and she was not a child but a woman grown, the Emperor, since the morning's signing, of all Annur. There could be no more floating beneath docks.

“You have no idea,” Kaden said slowly, “how difficult it was convincing the council to agree to this treaty. They did not want you back.”

“And you
did
?” Adare asked, studying him warily.

The man who sat before her on the rough planks of the dock bore little resemblance to the boy she remembered from her childhood. At eight, Kaden had been thin and bony, all elbows and knees, dark, unruly hair flopping into his eyes whenever he ran, which seemed to be all the time. He and Valyn had been raised in the same palace as Adare, disciplined by the same parents and guards, schooled by the same tutors, and yet the two brothers had managed to find a freedom inside the red walls that Adare had never truly felt.

It wasn't that she had resented the Dawn Palace as a child. Far from it. Every time she walked the long colonnades, or prayed inside the scented stillness of the ancient temples, or stood in the cool shadow of the Unhewn Throne, she felt the pride brimming within her, pride of her family, of her name, of her palace, and of the history it represented. Every time she strolled through the immaculately kept gardens, sprays of jasmine and gardenia winding above her, or paused to look up at the graceful angles of the Floating Hall, suspended a hundred feet above the courtyards, every time she stood at the top of Intarra's Spear, gazing out over an empire that stretched away over ocean, and forest, and tilled ground, stretched away toward every horizon, every time she thought of the scope and breadth and majesty of it all, she felt her own good fortune.

That fortune, however, had weight. Like the golden robes her father wore during celebrations of solstice and equinox, Adare's own glittering, gorgeous position lay heavily on her slender shoulders. For as long as she could remember, she had felt it, that weight. To be a Malkeenian was to acknowledge the full heft of history, to feel present events, like some priceless silk, slide between her small hands. The high red walls of the Dawn Palace, instead of keeping the world back, instead of blocking it out, held
in
the whole elaborate apparatus of state, it was the hub around which the spokes of that great world spun. Adare felt that spinning, felt it every day, almost from the moment she woke … even though she knew she would never be the Emperor, that the unfathomable weight of her father's responsibility would never be hers, but Kaden's.

Kaden, for his part, had always seemed blissfully ignorant.

The boy she had known was always at his older brother's side, sneaking away from lessons, trying to elude his own guardsmen, racing around the ramparts or delving down into the deepest cellars. He shared the burning eyes with Sanlitun and Adare, but he seemed to have no idea of or interest in what they
meant,
in what he would have to do. Most times, Adare could imagine Krim, the kennel master sitting on the Unhewn Throne before Kaden; the kennel master, at least, approached his work with a serious, sober regard.

The only times Adare had ever seen Kaden go still were when he thought he was alone, when he thought no one was watching. Once, frustrated with her failure to understand some mathematical proof, Adare had climbed up to the seaward wall after her lessons, determined to sit there, regardless of the hard salt wind, working through the problem until she unlocked it. To her surprise, she had stumbled across Kaden. His Aedolians were a hundred paces off, blocking all approach to the high wall, and he was leaning against the stone, staring east between the ramparts. Adare started to approach, then paused, suddenly, almost preternaturally aware that this was a part of her brother she had not seen before, or had seen but not noticed. She couldn't say what he was looking at—Ships in the harbor? Gulls overhead? The jagged limestone karsts of the Broken Bay? She could only see his stillness, an absence of action so perfect, so absolute, that it seemed impossible he should ever move again. Then, after a very long time, he turned. When he saw her watching him, his burning eyes widened, the boyish grin slipped back onto his face, and he raced away, his Aedolians hollering protests as they gave chase.

It seemed, now, that that boy, the one who had raced and grinned, was gone. Almost a decade among the Shin had sanded the easy smile from his face. The dark hair was gone, shaved. Though his eyes still burned, the fire was distant now, cold, as the fire in her father's eyes had been. Adare might not even have recognized him, were it not for that one day on the seaward wall a decade earlier. What she saw, when she looked at him now, was that stillness, that silence, that utterly unfathomable gaze.

“Your return to the city was not a matter of desire,” Kaden said finally. “It was a matter of necessity.”

She shook her head, weary and confused. “If we were going to be on the same side anyway, you could have decided to join forces a little earlier. Right when you got back to Annur, for instance. Instead of tearing each other apart, we could have been allies all this time, a united Malkeenian front.”

“A united Malkeenian front,” Kaden repeated, studying her. Adare felt like some rare bug beneath that gaze, a specimen carried in from the northern forests. “We'd need Valyn for that,” he went on after a moment. “Do you have any idea where he is?”

Adare's heart lurched inside her. She forced her face to stay still. She kept her eyes on the waves, kept lazily kicking her feet in the water as the awful scene played out inside her mind all over again: Valyn appearing from nowhere on the roof of the tower in Andt-Kyl; Valyn stabbing Fulton, her last Aedolian; the hot blood pumping from beneath Fulton's armor; the guardsman's body so horribly heavy as Adare tried to lift him; the way the steel refused to come free; Valyn threatening il Tornja, threatening to kill the only general who could save Annur; the knife light in Adare's hand, then buried in her brother's side; her own screaming like a spike in her skull.…

Maybe there had been another choice, but she hadn't seen it at the time. Without il Tornja, they would have been lost; the Urghul would have crushed all of Annur beneath the hooves of their horses months ago. Valyn had gone wild, had become half insane, judging from the look in his eyes. He'd been nothing at all like the boy Adare remembered; all the play was gone, all the joy and mischief, replaced by hate, and horror, and black, obliterating rage. And so she'd done what she needed to do to save the empire. Adare had been over her own reasoning scores of times, hundreds, since watching his limp body tumble from the tower's top into the waves below. She could find no other choice—not then, not in the long months since. That knowledge did nothing to stop the nightmares.

“The last time I saw Valyn,” she replied, careful to meet Kaden's eyes, to keep her voice level, not too loud, skirting the border of indifference, “he was a kid getting on a ship for the Qirin Islands.”

She forced herself to breathe in once, then out slowly. A lie, like a midwinter fire, was not a thing to rush.

Instead of responding, Kaden just watched her with those burning eyes. No emotion played over his face. He might have been looking at a blank wall, or a patch of ragged grass, but he
kept
looking, on and on, until Adare felt a sweat break out on the back of her neck.

He can't know,
she reminded herself.
There's no way he could know
.

Those eyes continued to burn. She felt like a hare, some small, hot-blooded creature caught in a hunter's snare.

What if someone saw?
The voice inside her head sounded like Nira.
Thousands of poor bastards in the battle just below—one of them might'a seen you put that knife between Valyn's ribs
.

For months, Adare had worried about just that. After all, a body falling from a tower wasn't tremendously hard to miss. On the other hand, when Valyn stumbled from the tower, bleeding and reeling, his own knife stuck in his side, he'd fallen south, toward the lake, away from anyone watching. More importantly, the whole thing had played out while the battle was still raging in the streets below. All those close enough to see would have been fighting desperately, each man swinging a sword or dodging one. There had been no time, no space, for the study of Andt-Kyl's limited skyline.

That, at any rate, was what Adare had told herself, and every day that went by without someone asking questions, demanding answers, raised in her the hope that Valyn's death had gone unremarked, that it would remain undiscovered. It should have been a relief, that ongoing silence; the last thing she needed was a story of royal fratricide burning through the remnants of the empire. The absence of comment on the killing should have felt like a blessing; it did not.

History's brutal truths—the wars and famines, tyrannies and genocides—were a burden shared among millions. The truth of that murder atop the tower, however, was Adare's alone. The only witness, Ran il Tornja, was Csestriim, and for all his bonhomie and banter, incapable in his very bones of understanding what it had cost Adare to drive that knife between her brother's ribs. The story was hers, as was the silence, and there were days when both weighed more than she thought she could bear.